I found it a fair and accurate account of what I had said, something to be surprised at, and signed it
He put it on one side, lit a cigarillo and sat back. "Right, Senhor Mallory, facts only from now on. You have made certain accusations against my good friend Captain Hannah who, I may say, flew down especially at my request to make a statement."
"In which he naturally denies everything."
"I do not have to take his word for anything. The woman, Lola Coimbra -1 have interviewed her personally. She rejects your story completely."
I was sorry about that, in spite of my position - sorry for Lola more than for myself.
"And this woman Maria," he went on. "The one you say assaulted you. Would it surprise you to know she is not known at the address you give?"
By then, of course, I had got past being surprised at any-thing, but still struggled to keep afloat. "Then where did I get the wallet and passport from?"
"Who knows, senhor? Perhaps you've never been parted from them. Perhaps the whole affair was an elaborate plot on your part to gain Captain Hannah's sympathy so that he would offer you employment."
Which took the wind right out of my sails. I straggled for words and said angrily, "None of this would stand up in a court of law for five minutes."
"Which is for the court to decide. Leaving all other considera-tions on one side, there is no question in my mind that you have a clear case to answer on the charge of being in unlawful possession of uncut diamonds to the value of... " Here, he checked a document before him. "Yes, sixty thousandcruzeiros "
Round about nine thousand pounds.I swallowed hard. "All right. I want to be put in touch with the British Consul in Belem and I'll need a lawyer."
"There will be plenty of time for that."
He reached for an official-looking document with a seal at the bottom and signed it. I said, "What's that supposed to mean?"
"The courts are under great pressure, my friend. This is a wild region. There are many wrong-doers. The scum of Brazil run here to hide. It may be at least six months before your case is heard."
I couldn't believe my ears. I said, "What the hell are you talking about?"
He carried on as if I had not spoken. "For the present, you will be committed to the labour camp at Machados until your case comes to trial. As it happens a new batch of prisoners go up-river in the morning."
He dismissed me, nodding at the guards to take me away, the last straw as far as I was concerned. "Listen to me, damn you!" I reached across the desk, grabbing him by the front of the tunic.
It was about the worst thing I could have done. One of the guards jabbed the end of his club into my kidneys and I went down like a stone. Then they grabbed an arm each and took me down the two flights of stairs to the basement between them}feet dragging.
I was vaguely aware of the door of the cell being opened, of being thrown inside. I passed out for a while then and surfaced to find my Negro friend squatting beside me.
He held a lighted cigarette to my lips, his face expressionless. "The misunderstanding - it still exists?"
"I think you could say that," I told him weakly. "They're send-ing me to Machados in the morning."
He took it very philosophically. "Have courage, my friend. Sometimes God looks down through the clouds."
"Not today," I said.
I think the night which followed was the lowest point of my life, but the final humiliation was still to come. On the follow-ing morning, just before noon, the Negro, whose name turned out rather improbably to be Munro, a legacy from some Scot-tish plantation owner in the past, myself and about thirty other prisoners were taken out to the yard at the back to be fitted with leg and wrist irons for the trip up-river.
There was absolutely nothing to be done about it. I simply had to accept for the moment like everyone else and yet when the sergeant in charge got to me and screwed the ankle brace-lets up tight, it seemed like the final nail in my coffin.
Just after that it started to rain. They left us standing in the open for another hour, during which we got soaked to the skin, unnecessary cruelty but the sort of thing to be expected from now on. Finally, we were formed into a column and marched away at a brisk shuffle towards the docks.
There was a cafe and bar at the comer of the square and there were plenty of people sitting on the veranda having coffee and an aperitif before lunch. Most of them stood up to get a good view as we went past, chains clanking.
Hannah's face jumped out at me instantly for although he was standing at the back of the crowd, he was easily visible be-cause of his height. He had a glass of something or other in his right hand, actually raised it in a silent toast, then turned away and strolled casually inside.
TWELVE
Hell on Earth
We were three days in the hold of an old stern-wheeler that worked its way up-river once a week, calling at every village on the way with a jetty large enough to lay alongside. Most people travelled on deck, sleeping in hammocks because of the heat The guards let us up once a day for air, usually in the evening, but in spite of that two of the older men died.
One of the prisoners, a small man with skin like dried-up leather and hair that was prematurely white, had already served seven months at Machados while awaiting trial. He painted a harrowing picture of a kind of hell on earth, a chamel house where the whip was the order of the day and men died like flies from ill-treatment and disease.
But for me the present was enough. A nightmare, no reality to it at all. I found myself a dark little corner of my own and crouched there for two days in a kind of stupor, unable to be-lieve that this was really happening to me. It was real enoughs God knows and the pain and the squalor and the hunger of it could not be evaded. It existed in every cruel detail and it was Hannah who had put me here.
Munro had done his best with me during this period, patiently continuing to talk, even when I refused to answer, feeding me cigarettes until the packet I'd given him was empty. In the end, he gave up the struggle in a kind of disgust and I recalled his final words clearly as he got up and shuffled away.
"Forgive me, senhor, I can see I've been talking to a man who is already dead."
It took a dead man to bring me back to life. On the evening of the third day I was awakened by the sound of the hatch being opened. There was a general movement instantly, everyone eager to be the first out into the clean air. The man next to me still slept on, leaning heavily against me, his head on my shoul-der. I shoved him away and he went over in slow motion and lay still.
Munro pushed his way through the press and went down on his knees. After a while he shrugged and scrambled to his feet. "He's been dead for two or three hours."
My flesh crawled, I felt in some indefinable way unclean for it was as if death in taking this man had touched me also. Some-one called out and a guard came down the ladder. He checked the body casually then nodded to Munro and me. "You two -get him on deck."
Munro said, "I'll get on my knees and you put him over my shoulder. It's the easiest way."
He got down and I stood there, trapped by the horror of it all, filled with unutterable loathing at the idea of even touching that body.
The guard belted me across the shoulder blades with his club, the usual careless brutality. "Get moving, we haven't got all day."
Somehow I got the body across Munro's shoulders, followed him up the ladder, chains rattling against the wooden bars. There were only half a dozen passengers and they were all comfortably settled under an awning in the prow where they caught what breezes were going. The rest of the prisoners al-ready squatted in the stern and a couple of guards lounged on a hatch-cover, smoking and playing cards.
One of them glanced up as we approached. "Over with him," he said. "And throw him well out. We don't want him getting into the paddle wheels."
I took him by the ankles, Munro by the shoulders. We swung him between us in an arc out over the rail. There was a splash, ibis rose in a dark cloudsblack against the sky, the beating of their wings filling the air.
Munro crossed himself. I said, "You can still believe in God?"
He seemed surprised. "But what has God to do with this, senhor? This is Man and Man only."
"I've got a friend I'd like you to meet some time,' I told him. 'I think you'd get on famously."
He had one cigarette left, begged a light from the guard and we went to the rail to share it. He started to crouch. I said, "No, let's stand. I've been down there long enough."
He peered at my face in the half-darkness, leaning close. "I think you are yourself again, my friend."
"I think so, too."
We stood there at the rail looking out across the river at the jungle, black against the evening sky as the sun set It was extraordinarily beautiful and everything was still. No bird called and the only sound was the steady swish of the paddles. Munro left me for a while and went and crouched beside Ramis, the man who had already spent some time at Machados.
When he returned he said quietly, "According to Ramis we'll be there in the morning. He says we leave the Negro about twenty miles from here. There's a river called the Seco which cuts into the heart of the swamp. Machados is on some kind of island about ten miles inside."
It was as if the gate was already swinging shut and I was filled with a sudden dangerous excitement. "Can you swim?"
"In these?" he said, raising his hands.
I stretched the chain between my wrists. There was about two and a half feet of it and the same between the ankles. "Enough for some sort of dog paddle. I think I could keep afloat long enough to reach the bank."
"You'd never make it, my friend," he said. "Look there by the stern."
I peered over the rail. Alligators' eyes glow red at night. Down there, tiny pin-pricks gleamed balefully in the darkness as they followed the boat Eke gulls at sea, waiting for the leav-ings.
"I have as great a desire for freedom as you," Munro said softly, "but suicide is another matter."
And suicide was the only word for it, he was right enough there. In any event, the moment had passed for the guards put their cards away, formed us into a line and put us back in the hold.
It was Ramis who saved me by cutting his throat just after dawn with a razor blade he had presumably secreted on his person, since Manaus. He took several minutes to die and it wasn't pleasant listening to him gurgle his life away there in the semi-darkness.
We were perhaps two or three miles into the Seco at the time and it had an explosive effect on the rest of the prisoners. One man cracked completely, screaming like a woman, tramp-ling his way through the others in an attempt to reach the ladder.
Panic swept through the group then, men kicking and cursing at each other, struggling wildly. The hatch went back with a crash, there was a warning shot into the air and everyone froze. A guard came halfway down the ladder, a pistol in his hand. Ramis sprawled face-down and everyone stood back from the body. The guard dropped in and turned him over with a foot. He was a ghastly sight, his throat gaping, the razor still firmly grasped in his right hand.
"All right," the guard said. "Let's have him up."
I moved before anyone else and got a hand to the body and Munro, by a kind of telepathy, was with me. He took the razor from the clenched hand and I heaved Ramis over his shoulder.
There was blood everywhere. My hands were smeared with it and it splashed down on my head and face and I followed Munro up on deck.
The river was only thirty or forty yards wide and mangrove swamp stretched away on either side, mist curling up from the surface of the water in the cold morning air. Even then, at that fixed point in time, I was not certain of what I intended to do. Things happened, I think, because they happened and very much by chance.
A miserable village, half a dozen huts constructed on sticks above a mudbank, drifted by. There were a couple of fishing nets stretched out on poles to dry and three canoes drawn up out of the water.
It was enough. I glanced at Munro. He nodded. As the village disappeared into the curling mist, we moved past the guards with our bloody burden and went to the rail.
"Go on, over with him," the sergeant in charge said. "Then get this deck cleaned up."
He was standing by the hatch smoking. Another guard sat beside him, a carbine across his knees. They were the only two on view although there had to be others around. I took Ramis by the ankles, Munro took his arms. We swung him once, then twice. The third time we simply threw him at the sergeant and the guard on the hatch. I didn't even wait to see what happened, but flung myself awkwardly over the rail.
I started to kick wildly the moment the water closed over my head, aware of the constriction of the chains, aware also of the danger from the paddle wheel at the stern. Kicking with my feet was easy enough and I simply clawed both hands for-ward in a frenzy, the turbulence all around me in the water as the boat slid past.
