Read The Lacey Confession Online
Authors: Richard Greener
Tags: #mystery, #fiction, #kit, #frazier, #midnight, #ink, #locator, #bones, #spinoff
“My, what an imagination you have, Walter. You even know how I step on a cigarette.”
“The same way you did in Billy's. The same exotic cigarette. The same crushed butt. What made you think you could mislead me?”
Chita Crystal said nothing.
“You know what made me sure it was you? You know how I knew it was you, how I knew from the minute I found Harry's body? Do you?” Still she was silent. “Answer me, goddamnit!”
“No,” she said. “I don't.”
“Harry was shot so close there were powder burns on his shirt and an indentation larger than the bullet itself. An indentation the size of the barrel. You hugged him. You brought him close to you, up tight. And you reached up, pushed a little single-shot pistol, no bigger than a cigarette lighter, against his heart and pulled the trigger.” Walter had to catch his breath now. He took another, longer, bigger swallow of his drink. Conchita Crystal, she did that which was most natural to her, that which she had been doing since she was fifteen.
“I know you want this,” she said, unbuttoning her blouse, leaving it tucked into her jeans, riding on her hips, low beneath her waist. With the slick ease of a poisonous snake, her hands slid the open blouse around behind her, showing him her breasts, the silky smooth curve of her belly, and as the open blouse fell from her shoulders, as she pulled each arm through the sleeves, she was bare from the waist up. “It's all yours, Walter. Touch it. Go on, touch it. It's all yoursâtoday, tomorrow, forever. You and me.” She could see what she was doing to him. How many men have reacted the same way? How many over thirty years? Who could resist? Fácil. She kept her eyes on his, smiled the smile that always got her what she wanted, and with a twist of her fingers, unsnapped the top of her jeans and began slowly pulling its zipper open. She no longer had to say itânot in Englishânot in Spanish. Walter Sherman had what she wanted and she had what he wanted. “Walter,” she said, walking up to him, right up to him, taking one hand and putting it on his neck, running it across his shoulders, up into his long hair, pulling him closer with the other arm, that hand touching his hips and moving over them, around behind, into the small of his back. “Walter.” She squeezed against him and he held her tight, his own hand moving down her back as she pushed hard against him. She knew when things were going her way. She felt it. To Walter, she felt so warm, smelled so wonderful. She never stopped looking him in the eye, and then she drew his lips to hers and kissed him. Her tongue fired into his mouth. Her eyes shut. His didn't. But he held her close, as close as he could.
“Did Devereaux ever tell you,” he whispered, “about Leonard Martin? Did he ever mention the name?”
“No,” she answered.
“He should have.”
Walter shot Conchita Crystal in the heart. The tiny pistol he pushed against her smooth warm brown breast had only a single shot. The force of the small caliber shell was not enough to even produce an exit wound. If she knew what happened at all, it could only have been for a fraction of a second. He let go and she slumped to the floor, dead.
THE ENDING
In the end there is one dance you'll do alone.
âJackson Browneâ
Thursday is a good day to die.
For Jews, and others with similar beliefs about the nature of death and the behavior required of survivors, you can have a funeral before the weekend. If your faith dictates otherwise, requiring one or more time-consuming ceremonial activities, or if you have no religion at all to guide you, and in its place find it desirable to have the deceased shown off, available for public viewing, Thursday can still be good. The departed, resplendent in mortuary makeup and laid out in the comfort of a silky, satin-finished, cushioned box, can be viewed Friday and Saturday, then buried on Sunday. Some people want nothing more than the simple, respectful display of a closed coffin. For them, Thursday is also a good day to die. A Saturday funeral can disrupt a weekend, and most feel a Sunday funeral is better. Neither, however, causes a single day of missed work. But best of all is dead on Thursday, buried on Friday. One day off and nobody's weekend plans get ruined.
There are the few times when, even if dead on Thursday, a Monday funeral is scheduled. When there are so many mourners and friends, when some come from far away, they will have all day Saturday and Sunday to pay their respects. They can show up for the funeral on Monday and maybe, if it's early enough, not miss a full day of work. Dying on Monday, Tuesday or Wednesday is the worst. That can, and often does, inconvenience many.
“It's a thoughtful man who dies on a Thursday.” This was the wisdom Ike imparted to Walter and Billy, a few years ago, after attending just such an inconvenient, midweek funeral for an older cousin on his wife's side. He had arrived at Billy's promptly at lunchtime that day, straight from the cemetery, still dressed in a dark blue suit and tie, and immediately ordered his usual. “Thursday is a good day to die,” he said.
And now, on this day, as Walter straightened his own tie and readied himself for a moment he wished had never come, he recalled Ike's pithy pronouncement that day. True to his own advice, Ike died on a Thursday.
He was home alone when his aged heart stopped beating. It was late in the afternoon, an August day so hot Ike had to leave his table in Billy's, next to the sidewalk, across from the square. “I'll be back later,” he said. “Maybe. Got to cool down some.” Grandson Roosevelt had come to get the old man. He knew it was too hot for anyone to be sitting all day in the sun. Billy told Ike, so often in recent years it was like complaining about the man's smoking, to move inside. He practically begged him. “Sit over here,” Billy said, pointing to a table in the shade near a fan. “Or sit next to Walter, if you still have the strength to climb up on a barstool without breaking your balls. Just get out of the sun, Ike.”
“No,” the old man said. “This, right here, is my table. Been so a long time. I ain't moving. Besides, you just gonna yell at me when the smoke gets all over you. You know that.” To punctuate his decision, Ike reached into his shirt pocket and took out a crooked ugly butt, stuck it in his mouth and struck a big, wooden match. It looked like his whole head was about to catch fire.
“When are you going to quit that shit?” Billy asked.
“Never,” replied Ike, coughing. After a second, full-throated, hacking cough, he said, “Walterâyou hear me?”
“I do,” answered Walter, folding his copy of the day's
New York Times
and putting it down on the bar in front of his drink. “I hear you.”
“Well, I want you boys to remember something.” Ike leaned in, toward them, both of his wrinkled, black hands resting on the tabletop. When he felt he had gathered their undivided attention, he said, “When I die . . .”
“Ah, come on, Ike!” growled Billy, dismissing him with a wave of his bar towel.
“No, no,” the old man went on. “You listen to me. This here's important. I want one of you to remember this. Don't let them bury me without a smoke or two and a couple of matches. I'm expecting to make it to Heavenâsure as sweet Jesus will have meâand I ain't positive they got any there.” Then he showed his friends that great, yellow-toothed smile that dominated his countenance for nearly ninety years.
“Consider it done,” said Walter.
“Bullshit,” Billy said, turning his attention quickly to wiping down an already spotless bar. Helen had been watching and listening, working down at the end of the bar closest to Ike. She gave the old man a look that said, “Don't worry. I'll make sure they do it.” Ike tipped his cap to her. That was on Wednesday. The next day he died.
Hayes Home of Funerals buried nearly all the black people who died on St. John. It had been that way for five generations. For reasons deeply embedded in the American psyche, they rarely provided final services for white folk. This time, they went all out for Ike. Ninety years is a long time to live among such a small group of people, thought Walter. It's often said at funerals, that many are loved and he was sure that was true, but Walter was certain few were loved as much as this old man. It seemed everyone on the island was there and not a few from St. Thomas, and some from places farther away. Walter paid his respects, offered his condolences to Ike's familyâdozens and dozens of themâby showing up at the funeral home on Saturday and again Sunday morning at a time he knew the clan would be done with church. Billy and Helen were also there both days.
Henry and Willie Hayes did a wonderful job on Ike. They didn't make him appear different than he was in life. Walter had attended his share of funerals, and so often it was the case, the dead looked like a stranger. No one was ever pleased with that. Yet people had a way of remarking at the sight of the deceased how lifelike their dead bodies looked. Most of the time the opposite was true, everyone knew it, and no words to the contrary could change that. Ike, however, looked just like Ike. Walter went out of his way to thank the Hayes brothers.
Except for his visit to the funeral home, Walter stayed at home that weekend. He didn't go down to Billy's at all. On Monday, the day Ike was laid to rest, Billy shut the place down. A simple, black tarp hung over the locked front door. It was the only time the building had ever been closed that anyone could remember.
The funeral was almost a joyous occasion. A ninety-year life celebrated, as it ought to be. A group of fiveâthree of Ike's sons and two of his grandsonsâbacked by a single piano, sang a favorite of his, The Closer You Are, written and recorded more than a half century earlier by Earl Lewis and The Channels. Walter smiled, knowing the old man had requested it. He might have sung along, as he did many times with Ikeâback in the dayâbut, instead, today he just listened.
The-a closer you are
The brighter the stars in the sky-a-i
Billy looked over at Walter, both men smiling with lumps in their throats. He was tempted to bring out the old chalkboard and write it up. The choir sang Going Up Yonder like it was the last time you'd ever hear it and the packed church, most unable to sit still, rose up in spirited appreciation. Shouts of “Yes, Jesus!” “Oh, my Lord!” and “Sing that song, children!” reverberated through the old, clapboard building, turning it into something closer to a Baptist church in Alabama or Mississippi than an island Episcopal sanctuary. Walter felt the place shake on its foundation. Many joined in the singing.
I'm going up yonder,
to be with my Lord.
A small group, no more than a dozen or so, had been selected to pass by the casket before it was closed forever at the conclusion of the service. Walter was among them. He stopped for a moment to look at Ike a last time. He almost expected the old man to wink at him. A lonely tear rolled down Walter's cheek. He fought to get the tennis ball out of his throat. Like the others in the procession, Walter placed a single flower next to Ike's folded hands. Then he reached down and placed two home-rolled cigarettes and two long, wooden matches in his friend's shirt pocket.
A few weeks later, Walter was sitting in his usual spot. A handful of bushwhackers sat at one of the rear tables. It looked like they were celebrating someone's birthday or anniversary. Across the small square a whole boatload of them descended upon St. John for a day's adventure. The open truck taxis were filling up with beachgoers. Couples, and small groups, headed on foot for Cruz Bay's fancy shops.
Walter was eating a Caesar salad topped with Billy's indescribably delicious, spicy, blackened shrimp and sipping his usual when the sound of familiar footsteps broke the midday silence. They were headed his way.
“What's up, Tucker?” he said without turning to look.
“It's a pleasure to see you too, Walter,” she responded as she carefully adjusted herself to the high wooden seat next to him. She wriggled, ever so slightly, from side to side, as one often does to get comfortable after sitting down. Walter smiled in her direction.
“With this over, I thought you'd go back to hating me,” he said.
“You and Billy both, for damn good reason.”
“Well. That's sort of what I meant.”
“Got a light?” she asked, hardly able to stifle a laugh. It was actually quite a lame attempt.
“You don't smoke,” said Walter.
“I know, but it seemed like a good line. I guess I flubbed it.” Tucker Poesy was wearing the same tiny yellow bikini she wore on the beach in Puerto Rico. The low-cut, tattered and torn jean shorts barely hid the bottoms. He caught himself thinking, if her ass looked goodâand it didâher legs looked great.
“Costs a pretty penny, I bet, to get a pair of jeans as ripped up as those.”
“You like them, huh?” She smiled at him, more seductively than he'd ever seen from her. He couldn't help himself now. She excited him, and he couldn't hide it, and it pleased her.
She glanced down, down at his pants. Did her eyes say things to him he wanted to hear? “I thought I'd take a Caribbean holiday. This is a nice little island here,” she said. “I think I might stick around awhile.”
“What do you want?” asked Walter.
“Woody Allen and Mariel Hemingway,” Helen spoke up from near the middle of the bar, as she moved bottles of vodka and tequila from one place to another behind her. “Unlikely and unsavory too.”
“I know that one,” Tucker Poesy volunteered. “Manhattan.”
“That's right. Creepy, wasn't it?” Helen asked.
“Didn't see it,” Billy piped up. He had been down at the other end of the bar. But when he saw Tucker Poesy walk in, he edged his way toward Walter. Billy's eyes met Tucker's. It was still a source of embarrassment for him.
“Are you paying now?” he asked in a voice so low she could hardly hear him.
“Never,” she said with a warm grin. “Never.”
Billy turned and put his arm around Helen, kissed her very gently, smack on the lips, and offered his opinion. “Sonny and Cher.”
“You like Cher?” Helen asked, with a note of amazement. “I always knew you preferred your women meek and mild, slightly abused even,” she smiled coyly, “but I never figured you for gay.”
“No one knows better than you, huh?” laughed Billy.
“Well, actually,” said Tucker, “my favorite is really Julia Roberts and Lyle Lovettâthere was a pair.”
“Unlikely, but not unsavory,” said Walter. “And Lyle Lovett's kind of cute too, in his own way.” He looked quickly at Tucker Poesy. “I didn't know girls like you had time for movies and music,” he said.
“All work and no play makes Tucker a dull girl, don't you think?” she laughed.
“What about,” Walter began, “Michael Jackson and whatshername? Elvis' daughter?”
“Priscilla?” said Billy.
“That's his wife,” Helen interjected. “Walter means Lisa Marie.”
“Yeah, right,” Walter said. “What about them? Weird and weirder, no?”
“People who don't fit,” said Helen.
“People who look like they don't fit,” corrected Tucker. Helen actually winked at her after that.
“Well, that's too many,” said Billy. You have to pick one, just one.” Billy looked at his friend with noticeable trepidation. Out of the corner of his eye he saw Ike's empty table. This was the first time they'd done this since the old man died. “Just one,” he repeated.
“Okay,” said Walter. “I'll take . . .”