The Josephine B. Trilogy (117 page)

“You’re to move out immediately.” He sneezed, overwhelmed by the jasmine scent that filled the air. “We’ll work out the details of the divorce proceedings next week,” he said, holding a handkerchief over his mouth and nose.

And then the door slammed shut.

The floor was strewn with debris. A clock chimed eight bells. Only eight? I stood and, stepping carefully, reached for the servants’ bell rope. A chambermaid came to the door. “Please tell Madame Clari that I’d like to speak with her,” I told her, my voice surprisingly calm. “I believe she is in the Yellow Salon.”

The girl took a long, gaping look at the floor, and stifling a nervous giggle, hurried off down the hall.

Clari found me at my toilette table, looking into my shattered image. “Oh, Your Majesty!” she exclaimed, dismayed by the state of my room. “Are you all right?”

“Yes,” I said dreamily. “You are going to Paris tonight?”

“Our coach has been called for nine,” she said, stooping to pick up a broken crystal decanter, and then another, putting these on a side table. “Oh là là! Perhaps you’d prefer if I stayed.”

“Others can attend to it. I’d like you to go to Paris and call on my son. Tell him…” I leaned my chin on my hand.

“Your Majesty?” Clari asked, retrieving a powder puff from under the bed.

“Tell him the Emperor and I have had a…disagreement,” I said. “Tell him the Emperor has demanded a divorce.” And then I broke down.

“Maman?” Eugène called to me from the door of my bedchamber. The light from the lantern he was carrying made him look like an angel—which he is, to me. “Are you awake?” he asked softly, glancing around the room. The glass had been swept up and the bed-curtains and vanity quickly replaced, but even so, he must have sensed that something was different.

“Come in,” I said, sitting up, pulling on my bed jacket. “I was just lying here.” Cursing. Praying.
Repenting.
“Do you know what happened? Have you talked to Bonaparte?” I wasn’t crying any more.

He nodded, putting the lantern down on the little table beside my bed. “He’s upset,” he said, lowering himself onto a stool.

I wondered how much Bonaparte had told him. “Did he tell you he wants a divorce?” My voice quavered in spite of myself. “Did he tell you I discovered him with a woman?” I wondered if Eugène knew
who
it was I had found Bonaparte with.

My son nodded in a matter-of-fact way. (Good, I thought. He doesn’t know it was Adèle Duchâtel.) “I told Papa I would follow you into exile—”

Exile!
Was I to be banished?

“—even if it meant going back to Martinico with you.” He smiled sweetly, so full of love.

November 4, late morning
—
just rising.

“I suppose you’ve heard?” I asked Mimi as she handed me a dish of morning chocolate. My hands were unsteady; I had to be careful not to spill any.

“Gontier and Agathe told me,” Mimi said, slipping a note under my pillow.

This Evinng Princes Carolin told her Husband that her Plan workd. The Emperor bedded the girl & the jelos Old Woman found Him with Her naked. Now the Emperor will Divors the Old Woman & they will have Everything.

Mimi gave me an orange-blossom infusion, to calm. “I told you she’s a witch,” she said.

November 5.

“How was the family dinner last night?” I asked Hortense (peeking at the sleeping baby in the bassinet, blowing him a kiss). The weekly clan dinner had been held at the home of Bonaparte’s mother. I had not been invited, of course.

“I was too ill to go,” Hortense said, sitting forward so that the maid could plump the big feather pillows. “
Fortunately,
” she hissed, as the maid closed the door behind her.

“Oh?” I asked, placing a pretty box of comfits on her bedside table. Although still confined to bed, Hortense seems better. There is spirit in her voice.

“The Bonapartes have been…how should I put it?” She reached for a comfit. “Rather openly pleased, one might say, over recent
developments.
”

“I’m not surprised.”

“But they’re gloating so openly over what they see as their ‘victory,’ they’ve managed to annoy Papa. I gather he had a big fight with them last night.”

“Bonaparte?”
That
surprised me. “Was Eugène there?”

“No, I wasn’t invited,” said a voice at the door.

“Eugène!” I jumped up to embrace my son. “What a surprise.” He smelled of winter chill.

“Maman and I were just talking…about
Papa
,” Hortense said self-consciously.

“Oh?” Eugène said, leaning against the windowsill and crossing his arms.

Hortense widened her eyes at her brother.

I glanced from one to another. Something was up. This “encounter” had been planned. “Oh?” I echoed.

“Maman, Eugène and I have been thinking,” Hortense said finally.

“About?”

Eugène shrugged sheepishly. “You and Papa.”

“Oh.” I inhaled sharply.
That.

“It’s just that Papa is a young man, Maman,” Hortense said, flushing.

Eugène cleared his throat. “It’s natural for a man to…you know.”

I sat forward, my hands on my knees. “Are you taking
Bonaparte’s
side?” They didn’t understand!

“We don’t think you need to feel jealous, that’s all,” Eugène said. “Papa loves you.”

Hortense nodded, her eyes filling. “And we love him.”

November 6, 7:00
P.M.

Thérèse was shocked, and not a little reprimanding. “You did what?” she exclaimed, very much flurried. “You walked in on them—
intentionally
? Are you crazy? After all I’ve told you? And what about your dear departed Aunt Désirée? I thought you promised her to ‘be blind’—on her deathbed! I know, I know—it’s hard not to notice when it’s right under your nose, but where else is an emperor supposed to go? It’s not as if he can wander the streets like an ordinary soldier. No wonder he’s provoked! Oh, forgive me, I’m sorry. It’s cruel to harangue, but trust me, my dear,
dear
friend—you don’t want to be divorced. It’s hell!”

November 7.

I knocked on Bonaparte’s cabinet door. It was early; I knew he would be working. “Entrez.”

Courage, I told myself, and pushed open the door.

“Josephine!” Bonaparte stood, taken aback. For a moment I thought he looked happy to see me, but then his expression changed, growing severe. “I’ve a meeting in fifteen minutes with Talleyrand.”

“It will only take a moment, but I can return later,” I said. “Whenever you wish.”

He paused before motioning me in, slouching back down in his chair. “What do you want?”

“I want…” What did I want? I wanted Bonaparte at my side—I wanted my husband, my “spirit-friend.” I wanted our quiet moments together, our rides in the park, our early morning walks in the garden. I wanted our consoling moments of tenderness. “I want peace between us,” I said finally.

“I don’t see how that’s possible.”

“You mistake me, Bonaparte. You believe I am motivated by jealousy. It is more than that. What you call innocent dalliances are damaging your image with the people.”

“You spy on me in the interests of policy? Josephine, you are not a good liar.”

He was right. I
was
lying—to him, as well as to myself. What
was
the truth? “I will own that my preference is for fidelity, Bonaparte, but I believe I can learn to live without it if I must—so long as I have your love.”

“I do love you,” he said angrily. “This…
business
means nothing to me. It is merely an amusement.”

“Yet you become harsh toward me.”

“Because you wish to control me—and I will not be controlled!”

“Very well then, I see a solution. I will raise no objection, and you will not be harsh.” I opened my hands.

“I may do as I please?”

“With my blessing,” I lied.

This Evinng Princes Carolin told Prince Joseph that the Emperor is a Fool. Shee say the Emperor must divors the Old Woman. Shee & Prince Joseph will talk to Him tomorrow Evinng at 8 hours.

November 10, Décadi.

“Good evening, dear sister.” Joseph kissed me on both cheeks. “You look especially lovely tonight. Doesn’t she, Caroline?”

“Indeed,” Caroline said. “That gown must have cost a million francs.”

“Thank you both so much.” We were all lying—smiling from the teeth out, as Bonaparte says. “You are so very kind.” Like a rabid fox. “I understand you have a meeting with the Emperor at eight,” I said, glancing at the clock.

Shortly before midnight.

Bonaparte tore off his jacket in angry frustration. “What is it?” I asked, helping him with his vest.

“Do you know why Joseph does not want you crowned? Because it would be against his interests.
His
interests—it has nothing to do with policy, with what might benefit the Empire.”

“I don’t understand.” I’m to be
crowned
? I thought they had met to persuade Bonaparte to divorce me.

“Because if
you
are crowned, then Louis’s children will stand above his, Joseph said, because then
Louis’s
children will be the grandsons of an empress. Bah,” he growled, struggling to get his nightshirt on, his head finally popping through. “Do you know what it takes to make a tyrant out of me?” He threw back the bed-curtain with such violence that one tie tore free. “My family,
that’s
what it takes. All they have to do is speak, and I become a monster. Sacrebleu! You’re going to be crowned all right, even if it takes two hundred thousand soldiers.”

“You’re serious?”

“Of course I’m serious. I’m always serious.”

I felt breathless with anxiety. Me—
crowned
? “I don’t know if that’s such a good idea.” A crown would elevate my status. I’d have courtiers aplenty—as well as enemies. “Is it even customary?” I’d never heard of a woman being crowned.

“Not in the least.”

“But then why?”

“To spite them!”

“Bonaparte, that’s not a good reason,” I said with a teasing smile.

“You’re right. It is a mistake to jest. However, I
am
perfectly serious. I will crown you. You married me when I was nobody. I want you beside me.” Taking my hand, pulling me toward the bed.

“Bonaparte—I’m going to have to consider.”

“You’d turn down a crown?”

Easily! “I need to think about it.” And talk to my children.

November 11, evening, late.

“Oh, that’s frightening, Maman.” Hortense (standing,
walking
) covered her cheeks with her hands.

“I know!” I didn’t want a crown; I didn’t even want Bonaparte crowned.

“Papa suggested this?” Eugène asked. “What would it mean, exactly? You’re already Empress. How would being crowned change that?”

“From what I can make out, I would become more of a symbol of the Empire, so that wherever I went, whatever I did, I would have to be shown the respect due the crown.”

Hortense rolled her eyes. “
They
won’t like it.”

The clan, she meant. “Not in the least.”

“Because it will strengthen your position,” Eugène observed.

Strengthen my tie to Bonaparte. “Frankly, that’s the only argument in favour,” I said.

“And a good one, Maman,” Hortense said.

[Undated]

Yes, no, yes, no.

Yes.

No.

Yes?

Oh, if only I could sleep!

November 12, 10:20 A.M.

I went early this morning to Bonaparte’s cabinet. He looked up from his big desk, which was covered with plans and drawings and memoranda regarding the coronation. “I’ve decided to accept your offer,” I told him.

“What offer?”

Had he changed his mind? “To be crowned.”

“Ah!” He stood and came around to me, pulling me into his arms.

In which I am crowned

November 15, 1804
—
Saint-Cloud.

“Mon Dieu, Maman, you should see how crowded Paris has become,” Eugène said, his cloak thrown back. “The population has doubled, I swear, people everywhere! And now, with all the troops that have been ordered in, it’s crazy.”

He said that already people are desperate to get tickets to the coronation, that one family has paid three hundred francs for a second-floor window just so they can watch the procession. Tickets are even being sold to see the preparations that are being made inside Notre-Dame. Yesterday, one man got knocked senseless by a stone that came loose from all the hammering. “I’ve never seen anything like it, Maman. All the masons in Paris are occupied, even the carpenters. How am I to get the work completed on my house?”

“Would you like me to ask Messieurs Percier and Fontaine?” I suggested, but immediately regretted it. Our Imperial architects are overwhelmed with the task of transforming Notre-Dame and renovating both the Tuileries and Fontainebleau palaces in anticipation of the Pope’s arrival. “I’ll be meeting with them in…” I glanced at the clock. That late already? “In ten minutes.”

“No, Maman.” Eugène put up his hands. “They’re too expensive. And besides, I don’t want a Roman temple, or even a Greek one. I just want it to be a comfortable house…with a
splendid
ballroom,” he added with a grin.

“Eugène, does this mean that you’re giving a ball? Oh, your sister is
going to be so pleased. Surely, you’ll need my help. I could—”

“No, Maman, I want to do it myself!” He turned at the door. “One thing, though. Do you mind if I hire your musicians?”

“Of course not.” Eugène is an enthusiastic dancer—music-mad, as Hortense says.

He grinned, twirling his hat on his index finger (or trying to). “I happen to know that one of your ladies-in-waiting is very fond of them.”

Adèle Duchâtel. I started to say something, to warn my son—but I couldn’t bring myself to tell him about Bonaparte and…

Bonaparte and Adèle.

“Above all, be blind,” dear Aunt Désirée told me on her deathbed. If only it were easy! I promised Bonaparte that I would no longer object to what he calls his “amusements.” I appear calm and accepting, but inside I feel a whirlwind of emotion: jealousy, fear—anger—but also, curiously, a feeling of peace, for I do know that Bonaparte loves me. Loves me, and what’s more: needs me.