The Heart of Valour (24 page)

“More of a glancing blow than a slam.” Torin turned the helmet upside down on her knee and checked the inside. She couldn’t feel any damage and assumed one of the sergeants had checked it while they still had the light. “Good thing these weren’t built by the lowest bidder.” Dark brows drew in over a raptor’s nose as Kichar responded to her quip. “Are you all right?”

The brows were reluctantly lifted. “Yes, Gunnery Sergeant.”

“Did you have the doc check you out just in case?”

“Yes, Gunnery Sergeant.”

“What do you think I should do about your helmet?”

“It’s damaged, Gunnery Sergeant. I had the suggested diagnostic chip in my pack, but I can’t repair the photovoltaic cover.”

“Uh-huh.” A little more coffee seemed called for. Torin took a long swallow. “Kichar, in a combat situation, which this is, there’s really only one response I, as senior NCO, can make to this kind of damage.” She saw Kichar square her shoulders, waiting for the reprimand, and had to remind herself that Platoon 71 was technically still in training where rules were rules and sergeants were vengeful gods. She’d probably find a little yelling comforting, but Torin was neither her mother nor her DI. “This kind of damage…” Torin tapped the rough spot. “…seems a fair exchange for a functioning brain.”

“Gunnery Sergeant?” Kichar seemed more confused than relieved.

“Equipment gets damaged in battle, Private, no way around it. However,” she added dryly passing the helmet back, “if you see a rock coming at your head, it’s still best to duck. Easier on your headgear.”

“Duck, Gunnery Sergeant?”

“If you see it coming—where
it
applies to anything damaging coming at you. Sometimes, it’s rocks. Did you see this rock coming?”

“No, Gunnery Sergeant.”

“Then ducking couldn’t have helped you.” Torin shoved the empty pouch in her pocket. “R&D comes up with new weapons all the time,” she said as she stood and stretched. “And yet, in spite of new tech, in spite of all that time and money they spend teaching Marines how to be Marines, we can still be taken out by something as simple as a rock.”

“A rock!” Kichar spat the word at the night, reaction breaking through her tightly wrapped control as anger. “I could have been killed by a rock!”

“And you wouldn’t be the first.”

“We can be killed by rocks, Gunny!”

“Yeah, it’s insulting.”

“Insulting?” Torin admired the way her voice had begun to rise on the second syllable and got dragged back down to a lower volume on the third. The dark brows dipped in again. “You don’t think that after all this tech and all this training, it would be
humbling
?”

“Not likely.” The snort conveyed Torin’s feelings perfectly in a situation where facial expressions couldn’t be seen. “Nothing humbles a Marine, Kichar, or we’d have packed this shit in long ago. You’re not on watch, so you should get some sleep. It’s another long, fast hump tomor…”

“Stop him!”

“What the hell?” Naked di’Taykan weren’t unexpected in the Corps, or anywhere else in known space, but Torin had never seen one bounding up the side of a snow-covered gully before. Out of uniform, uncamouflaged, Staff Sergeant Beyhn was easier to spot than the rest of the Marines—there wasn’t enough light to see hair color but as Dr. Sloan was doing the shouting, Torin went out on a limb and made the identification. Half a dozen clothed and helmetless Marines were right behind him but unwilling to reach out and grab the closest body part.

And that’s a hesitation I never thought would apply to a di’Taykan.

Given how protective they’d all gotten, she assumed they didn’t want to hurt him.

Unfortunately, the staff sergeant didn’t share their warm and fuzzy feelings. He turned at the top of the gully and kicked out, catching his closest pursuer in the chest, sending her plummeting along with the di’Taykan directly behind her.

It was a hard enough shove that they only bounced once before they hit the packed snow at the bottom.

Torin, Kichar hard on her heels, was there before the impact blizzard settled. “Lirit?”

“I’m okay,” she gasped, struggling to her knees, arms sinking past her elbows into the snow. “We have to catch him, Gunny!”

Torin met the major’s eyes over Ashlan’s still body. “No argument here.”

* * *

It took nearly three hours, and they might not have found him until dawn had the wind not shifted, blowing the staff sergeant’s scent back over the searching di’Taykan and sending them into a fresh frenzy.

He was unconscious when Sakur and Jonin carried him back to his shelter.

So was McGuinty, lying crumpled to one side of the smoldering node, bits of hot metal having melted a pattern into the snow around him.

“
I
was working through one of the new encryptions, not the Corps stuff but one the Others added that was kind of wound through the Corps stuff, and the pattern just kept sliding away. See, everyone’s got a pattern, Gunny. Krai, di’Taykan, Human; if you’re even a little plugged in, you can look at Corps code and figure out what race laid it down. Mictok, they’re base eight, so I can’t crack their shit but I can finger it, you know?”

“No, I didn’t.” It made sense, the Mictok having eight legs and all, but the giant spiders weren’t in the Corps, so their math wasn’t Torin’s concern. “Focus, McGuinty.”

“Sorry, Gunnery Sergeant. I…” He blinked bloodshot eyes and stared over Torin’s left shoulder like he was looking for answers on the inside of shelter. “Is Piroj in trouble? I convinced him to go join the search for Staff Sergeant Beyhn.”

“McGuinty!” Her voice pulled his gaze back to her face. “I will deal with Private Piroj. You will tell me what happened at the node.”

“I don’t know, Gunnery Sergeant.” His shoulders rose and fell within the confines of the bedroll, and he sounded both miserable and guilty. “I was concentrating on what I was doing and then I was opening my eyes, only the light was too bright, and Dr. Sloan was asking me to pull her finger.”

Years of practice kept Torin’s reaction dialed back to a single blink. “I think she was asking you to
follow
her finger.” She waved her index finger in front of his face, stopping as belated understanding dawned.

“That makes more sense,” he admitted. “Is the CPN destroyed?”

“You remember that?”

When she raised a brow, thin cheeks darkened and he said, “No, Gunnery Sergeant. I heard you and Sergeant Jiir talking after the doc brought me round. It wasn’t me. I never triggered something that would cause it to explode.”

“I know.”

He blinked and swallowed. “You know?”

“Dr. Sloan says you were taken down by a choke hold.” This wasn’t exactly what the doctor had said but rather the translation into Marine. “That’s not something a piece of flying debris could manage. You don’t remember being grabbed?”

“No.” One hand struggled up from the depths of the bag to touch his throat. Torin could just see the tips of pale fingers against the darkening bruise. “But they’d have grabbed me from the back, so even if I did remember—and I don’t—I wouldn’t have seen them. How did they destroy the node?”

“I have no idea, McGuinty. Come morning, you can tell me.”

“Yes, Gunnery Sergeant!”

Smiling slightly, in spite of everything, at his attempt to give the trained response, Torin backed away from the bedroll. With the injured Marine alone in the shelter, there was room to turn, but the last thing he needed right now was an accidental boot in the head. Besides, discipline tended to suffer when senior NCOs waved their asses in the face of their Marines.
di’Taykan excepted,
she amended, watching McGuinty’s eyes close.

As her feet pushed through the shelter’s flap, his eyes snapped open. “I’m better when I have a roof, Gunny.”

“I hear you,” she told him, allowing her smile to show. “I’m better when I have something to shoot at. Get some sleep, McGuinty.”

As she settled her weight back on her heels, pulling her upper body through the flap, his eyes closed and his breathing deepened. Rocking up onto her feet, Torin stroked off the light on her sleeve, then pulled on toque and helmet as she turned.

“You were right,” she said to the waiting doctor. “He was a little loopy.”

“Did you find out who did it?”

“No, ma’am. He doesn’t remember.”

“He might eventually.”

Torin made a noncommittal noise, then asked about the staff sergeant.

Dr. Sloan folded her arms, the puffy sleeves of her jacket making the motion awkward. “No change; although it’s a good thing the Taykan have a lower body temperature to begin with.”

“Private Ashlan?”

“Concussion. I’ve got him in the shelter with the staff sergeant. They both seem calmer with the physical contact, and I’ll be able to get more sleep. Speaking of sleep, Major Svensson’s out for the night. He covered a lot of ground today, more than may have been smart, and his headaches are back. I doubt tonight’s is the first on Crucible,” she continued before Torin could demand details, “but it’s the first he’s come to me about. Don’t worry, Gunnery Sergeant, he’s had worse.”

“Worse?” Torin prodded. Her eyes had finally adjusted to the ambient light provided by starlight on snow and what she saw on the doctor’s face was not reassuring.

“For a while, right after he came out of the tank, he was losing almost an hour a day. Then a few minutes. Then there was a pain and pressure but nothing entirely unexpected given the extent of the damage. When I cleared him for this…” She waved both hands in the universal sign for
I have no idea what the hell this is. “…
he’d gone days with a clear reading. Tonight, well, like I said, I’ve seen worse, but I’m reading dilation of blood vessels,
major
stimulation of the trigeminal nerve and the subsequent release of sensitizing chemicals; there’s a series of neuronal clusters—in the sensory ganglions, the brainstem and the thalamus—that are…” She stopped, took a closer look at Torin’s face, and sighed. “You don’t really care about this, do you, Gunnery Sergeant.”

“No, ma’am.”

“All right, short form: he was in pain, he’s been in worse. I’ve given him a sedative and, best case scenario, he’ll be at least as mobile as Ashlan and McGuinty by morning.”

“Worst case?”

“He’ll wake up feeling the pressure of each single hair like a knife blade into his scalp. If that’s the case, I’ll up his serotonin levels until he’s functional.”

“Thank you, Doctor.”

As Torin started to pass, Dr. Sloan reached out and grabbed her arm. “That throat grip that incapacitated Private McGuinty; could you have done it?”

Torin shook her head. “I’m not really about precise application of pressure, Doctor. I could have killed him, but I’m not sure I could have just knocked him out.”

“Then who?”

“I don’t know.”

“I was thinking that these recruits didn’t spring fully formed from the head of Zeus.”

“Ma’am?” It had been a long day and a long night and Torin was four downed Marines and a body bag past having the patience for riddles.

“These recruits had lives before they became Marines.”

“We do a security check, ma’am. The Confederation has rules about not giving weapons to those likely to abuse them.”

“Of course.” As she still held Torin’s arm, Torin waited while she gazed around at the cluster of nearly invisible shelters, then up at the stars, then at Torin. “The idea was to test the major’s recovery under controlled conditions. I’m beginning to think it was a bad idea.”

* * *

Piroj was waiting for her by the destroyed node. He came to attention as she approached.

Torin stopped about two meters away and stared down at his face—any closer and she’d have been staring down at the top of his head. Height differences created distinct difficulties with getting in the face of the Krai.

Although he had his bodyliner pulled up over his lower face, she knew his lips were up off his teeth in an instinctive reaction to threat. She locked his gaze with hers and waited. It didn’t take long for clouds of water vapor to start thinning as his body realized challenging would be a remarkably suicidal thing to do and his nose ridges closed. Behind the bodyliner, his teeth were now covered.

“Private Piroj.”

He twitched. “Gunnery Sergeant!”

“Stop shouting, it’s the middle of the Goddamned night.”

“Yes, Gunnery Sergeant.”

“You were watching Private McGuinty’s back.”

“Yes, Gunnery Sergeant.”

“And yet when Private McGuinty suggested you join the hunt for Staff Sergeant Beyhn, off you went.”

“He convinced…” Her expression cut the protest dead. “Yes, Gunnery Sergeant.”

“You deserted your post, Private McGuinty was attacked, and our chance of controlling Crucible in the immediate future was sabotaged. Did I miss anything?”

“No, Gunnery Sergeant.”

“You’re damned lucky you weren’t
ordered
to watch McGuinty’s back, Private, because then we’d be talking about more than an error in judgment.” And one just as likely to be made under the same circumstances by Marines a lot less raw, but she wasn’t going to tell him that. “What is the best time for the enemy to infiltrate an encampment?” She whipped the question at him hard enough to hurt.

“When the functioning of the camp has been disturbed by a diversion either presented or taken advantage of, sir!” His nose ridges opened and closed. “I mean, Gunnery Sergeant.”

“Right out of the book. Try to remember it next time.” Moving up beside him, she crouched and swept her light over the ground. The snow around the node had been alternately churned up and packed flat by half a dozen sets of boots before she’d put Piroj on guard. “I hope you haven’t let anyone disturb the site, Private, because that
was
an order.”

“No, Gunnery Sergeant. I mean, no one has disturbed the site.”

Not that it mattered. She had as much hope of finding an enemy track in that mess as the teams out circling the camp looking for access tracks did. The hunt for Staff Sergeant Beyhn had provided the perfect cover. Straightening, she switched her attention to the remains of the CPN. Given the pattern of the debris, it had obviously been destroyed from within. A self-destruct to prevent recruits from messing with their scenarios? Turning components and housing to slag seemed excessive.