The Greyhound

THE GREYHOUND

John Cooper

THE GREYHOUND

A NOVEL

Copyright © John Cooper, 2011

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APRIL

Danny was glad to be inside the church: outside, it was sunny and very warm. The church was cooler, if somewhat dank. He looked down from the second step of the stairs leading from the doorway to the basement, and watched his father work. Jack hadn’t seen him yet.

Danny glanced outside where he’d parked his bike. He didn’t have a lock for it, so he’d leaned it precariously against an iron railing, and it looked like it might fall over at any moment. He doubted it’d be a target for thieves: it was old, the paint on it had started to chip away, and one tire was going bald.
Who would want a bike like that anyway?
he thought. His father had told him to ride over to the church, and he’d toss the bike into the back of the van so they could drive home together, “the way we used to.” But Danny could hardly remember a time when his father had driven him home from anything.

Danny watched as Jack took a big broom — the kind they used in schools, with a wide, flat brush and the handle dead centre — and pushed bright yellow sawdust down one side of the hallway, then up the other side.

Jack was working in the near dark; but the muted light that came through the basement windows made it seem cooler, and easier to work too. Down here in the dark, Danny imagined the colours pouring in through the stained-glass windows in the main part of the church upstairs, a mosaic of crayon colours splashed across the sanctuary toward the giant cross that hung at the end. He imagined the bright colours just touching Jesus’s sculpted toes on the crucifix.

The wall going toward the community room was lined with posters. Bright colours and happy faces. African faces set against a backdrop of sparse trees and small cooking fires on redbrick earth. Far away. “Help us help our brothers and sisters in Darfur. Come out for our pancake breakfast.”

Danny had been learning a lot about the issues that were creating so much pain and bloodshed for the people in the Darfur region of western Sudan. The war and suffering had seemed so far away, but they’d come right into Danny’s life: the one friend he’d made since they’d moved was Ben, a refugee from Darfur who went to his school. Impossibly tall, Ben towered over everyone else, but was shy, kind of awkward, and exceedingly polite. He was still learning English, and was just as uncertain about his future in Canada as Danny was about his own new home. Danny was fifteen years old, and this town was new to him. Everything had changed and the past few months felt like falling down a hill and landing on concrete.

Danny could hear Father Rivera above, talking to someone in the church, somewhere in one of the pews. Telling them things would be all right.

His father looked focused, thick eyebrows pinched over his glasses. Danny knew this job wasn’t what his old man wanted. His father’s job at the church was, well, a job. He also worked at Danny’s new high school and would shuttle between one job and the other, earning what he could for the family.

Danny struggled to understand what had happened to his father. But thinking about it was like swimming in the ocean and feeling the tide pull at you: no matter how hard you try to swim anywhere, you just get pulled farther and farther away, and eventually, you’re just too tired to swim. You have to work with the current to get anywhere. Danny’s thoughts about his father were like that. They pulled at him until they tired him out.

From what Danny knew of it, Jack’s list of accomplishments was long: a former swimming champion, an advertising executive whose creativity helped sell the Whiz Bang laundry detergent that everyone was using (“
Whiz Bang! Your laundry never looked so good!
”), an amateur table-tennis champ, a former corporate supporter of the David Suzuki Foundation, and, when he was younger, a volunteer with Katimavik and Greenpeace. But now, pushing the broom, his face creased and mouth pinched, his knuckles shiny, bulbous, and bumpy from arthritis, Jack resembled an old bird, a hawk or an eagle maybe, that had been knocked out of the sky. Lost, alone, and hurt.

They’d moved to the new town after Jack had lost his job because of alcohol. His career was ruined. The family tried to hang onto their house in the old town. It was a big house, and the backyard that led down to a ravine that Danny used to imagine was a jungle. There was a ravine near the new home,
but it just isn’t the same
, Danny thought.

But the family had to sell it. Rosemary, Danny’s mother, was as a social worker and she just didn’t bring in enough money. And, what’s worse, Jack had driven drunk and hit someone, who had then sued him. So his finances were ruined even more.
They sued him good, or bad — good for them and bad for us
, Danny wrote in his journal. He was keeping the journal at the suggestion of the psychiatrist his parents were making him see. He wrote in it, but he didn’t feel a sense of ownership of the words.
I’m just marking time. Pleasing other people instead of pleasing myself. All these notes are placeholders of someone else’s life.

Dad had grown up in this new town, and knew some people there, so they’d moved into a bungalow. The bungalow they moved into was small, and Danny had to share a washroom with his sister, Susan.

“It’s nice. The house is nice,” Rosemary had said.
Nice
was her word for anything, whether it was really
amazing-fantastic-incredible
or something that was
just so-so
. Danny had heard her say it so many times he felt it was tattooed into his brain:
NICE
. Like how his father had Chinese characters tattooed on his arm, which, he said, spelled out “looking for trouble.” Where he got the tattoo, or why, Danny wasn’t sure. But he imagined it wasn’t so
nice
.

Yet nice was a word that Danny’s mother loved.
Nice
. It was her way of smoothing things over. Be nice. Play nice. Isn’t that
nice?
Danny rolled it around in his head. I’m nice. Susan’s nice. According to Mom, the whole freakin’ world is nice.

But Susan really wasn’t nice. She was seventeen and ready to move out, and Danny didn’t see much of her. She was going to university on a volleyball scholarship in the fall. She was taller than Danny, and had inherited her father’s wiry frame: genetics were on her side. She always wore her black hair pulled back into a ponytail, and with her hardcore approach to everything, it wasn’t a surprise that she was no pushover on the volleyball court. Her arms had grown from pipe-cleaner-thin and bony to lean, ropey, and muscular. She was ripped. Scary in a way. She looked the part of a student athlete, but her face had a hard edge to it, a threatening look that said “don’t mess with me.” Danny was on the receiving end of that look a lot. So Danny wouldn’t mess with her. Susan was angry most of the time, which was good for volleyball. When she spiked the ball it would scare hell out of the opposing team. She was also really secretive, and Danny imagined her secrets locked away inside some vault inside her room, inside of her.

Danny’s room overlooked the new house’s backyard. There was a fence made of wooden planks, eight-feet high, one of those fences where, to see into the neighbour’s backyard, you had to put your face right against the fence and look at an angle. There was a pine tree in one corner of the backyard, and Danny couldn’t help but be impressed by it, even though it was just a pine tree: it had a thick trunk with rough, gnarled bark, and branches that were so large they looked like miniature Christmas trees. The whole thing was about fifty feet tall. He hated to think about chopping down something that was so strangely beautiful in its own way, but he couldn’t escape the thought that you could probably get ten smaller trees out of the one big one.

Along the side of the yard was a weedy old vegetable garden. “Here’s the job that you’ve been looking for,” Dad had said shortly after they moved in. “You can clean up the veggie garden and grow some cucumbers and tomatoes for us this summer.” Danny had just discovered an old piece of paper on which his great-grandfather had drawn, in pencil, the layout of a garden he’d planted back around the time of the First World War. In scratchy pencil but neat script it said, “Victory Garden.”
That’s what I need
, Danny thought,
a victory. And if it takes a garden to do it, so be it.

“I’m good with that,” Danny had replied. “We can put in some green peppers, too. Mom can use them.” He was looking forward to becoming a backyard farmer that summer.

Danny was broken from his reverie when his father, seeing Danny standing on the stairs, smiled and called out, “Good to see you, Danny.” His voice warm and thick. Danny felt his heart leap a little. No matter where he was, no matter how bad things might seem, Jack always seemed to be a hardcore optimist. “Let me finish up.”

Ten minutes later he came up the stairs, paused to say goodbye to Father Rivera, and they were out the door. The sky had clouded over a bit and the air was cooler. They put the bike into the back of the van and drove home.