The only thing I could think of was to get Jonathan out of Haven House, and fast, before the two cops could pass on their information to Cochran. My mind was apparently a couple steps ahead of me, for I found myself reaching for my billfold and looking for Tim and Phil's new phone number. Hoping against hope that Phil might be home, I dropped some more coins in the pay phone and dialed.
“Hello?”
Thank you, God!
“Phil! I didn't think you'd be home, but I'm glad you are!”
“Hi, Dick.” He sounded just a bit hesitant and I could tell he probably read something in my voice. “I've got the day off. What's up?”
I knew what I was going to ask was a huge impositionâhe and Tim had just moved in together, and were still just getting to know one another, reallyâbut if you can't impose on your friendsâ¦?
“Phil,” I began, “I need a favorâa really big oneâ¦.”
*
I was sitting by a window at Denny's, on my second cup of what the menu laughingly referred to as coffee, when a car drove up to the front entrance and Jonathan got out, carrying his battered little backpack. He put it on the ground and turned back to offer his hand to Reverend Mason, who had leaned across to the passenger's side to shake it. I was keeping my eye on the street, to see if there was any evidence that they'd been followed. I kept looking while they exchanged a few words, then Jonathan closed the door and waved as the car drove off. He watched it go, then picked up his bag and headed for the door of the restaurant. No other cars had passed or, within line of my sight, pulled over to the curb, so I relaxed a little.
Jonathan came in, looked around, spotted me, and came over, putting his backpack on the seat nearest the window. He did not look particularly happy.
“I really liked it there,” he said wistfully, obviously referring to Haven House. “Did I have to leave?”
I nodded. “At least for awhile.”
I didn't want to worry him any more than I had to.
“Now that those cops know where you live, I didn't want them coming around to hassle you or anybody else at the house.”
The waitress came over and Jonathan ordered coffee and, at my insistence that he get something to eat if he was hungry, an order of French toast.
“But why did I have to tell everybody I was going home? I'm not going back to Wisconsin; not right now.”
I tried to give him a reassuring smile. “Well, that way if anybody asks where you are⦔
“You mean the cops.”
I nodded. “â¦Everybody at the house can tell them you went back to Wisconsin and they won't know they aren't telling the truth.”
The waitress brought his coffee and we sat in silence for a minute or two.
“So how come you didn't come to the house to get me?”
“Because I didn't want anyone to see you driving off with me. I want everyone to think you've really gone.”
Jonathan took a sip of his coffee, made a face, and emptied two packets of sugar and three little packets of dry dairy creamer into the cup.
“So where
am
I going?” He stirred the floating mound of powdered creamer to dissolve it.
“I have two really good friends, Phil and Tim, who have an extra bedroom you can use until things calm down. They're great guys, and I know you'll like them. Phil used to be a hustler, so he can understand where you're coming from, and it might be good for you to have someone to talk to who's been where you've been.”
Jonathan's French toast arrived and he asked for another little pitcher of syrup. When the waitress went off to get it, he poured the syrup she'd brought with the order over one piece, then looked up at me.
“How come you're doing all this for me? Why should you care what happens to me?”
I smiled and carefully looked him in the eye. “Because I do.”
“Then how come you never want to have sex with me?”
Good question, kid
.
I had to think about how to answer that one. “Because I think it's important right now for you to know that there are people who can be your friend without expecting sex in return.”
You talk a good game, Hardesty,
my mind said skeptically.
“What if I really want it?”
Gotcha!
my crotch chimed in.
Luckily, the waitress showed up just then with the extra syrup and to ask the mandatory: “Everything okay?” We both nodded.
I'd rather hoped the distraction would have sidetracked his thought, but I saw his eyes were still on me, expecting an answer.
“Let's talk about that after all this is over, okay?”
He must have seen something in my eyes that I didn't know was there, because the corners of his mouth curved up into a very Mona Lisa type smile.
“Okay,” he said, and picked up the extra syrup.
*
On the drive over to Phil and Tim's, I told Jonathan about how I'd gotten to know each of them, and how they'd gotten together. He seemed especially intrigued about Phil's pastâwhich was hardly surprisingâand I really hoped Phil could be something of a role model for him.
I'd made sure, of course, when I'd called Phil, that he would get Tim's okay on having an unexpected houseguest before I brought Jonathan over. Since they were still in something of a honeymoon stage, I knew Tim called Phil several times a day whenever Phil wasn't working. Phil never called Tim at work, of course, since Tim was one of the thousands of not-closeted-but-not-open-at-work gays working for local government agencies. And not surprisingly, the Coroner's Office, for which Tim worked, was a rather by-the-book group. Tim was sure almost everyone he worked with knew he was gay, but he was out to only a couple of them. And Tim always called from a pay phone.
Anyway, Tim had called Phil shortly after I did, they discussed it and, as I knew he would, Tim said “Sure!” I'd waited at the office until Phil called me back to let me knowâwithout mentioning Jonathan or referring to house guests, of course, and that set off the chain of events that led us to heading for their apartment.
Jonathan had regained some of his puppy attributes on the drive, apparently having been reassured that he might be able to return to Haven House before long, and alternated questions about Tim and Phil with accounts of how his room at Haven House was coming and what color he was going to paint it and the posters he wanted to get for the walls andâ¦well, Jonathan-talk.
I'd never been to Tim and Phil's new place myself, yet, but was pleasantly surprised to find it was in an almost-new, three-story apartment building not too far from The Central. It had, Tim told me, in fact been built and was run by a gay-owned management company, which probably accounted for the fact that it had some character.
Jeezus, what a heterophobe!
my mind snorted.
We walked through the small courtyard, Jonathan commenting approvingly on the small trees and plantings, and entered the small, enclosed foyer, where I found “P. Stark/T. Jackson: 314” and pressed the button beside it.
“Dick?” Phil's voice asked from somewhere I couldn't identify. There was no button for me to press to respond, so I just said: “Yeah, it's us” to no one in particular, and there was a soft click as the door unlocked. We entered a small lobby with an open stairway on either side and directly in front of us an elevator. I pressed the button for the elevator, and the doors opened immediately.
“Nice place,” Jonathan said.
The doors opened again on the third floor, and I faced four floor-to-ceiling narrow windows that I'd noticed as we'd come through the courtyard. About ten feet to the left and right of the elevator, were hallways running back into the building. The wall of the hallway to the left of the elevator had a neat but decorative arrow beside the numbers “301-315”, and on the right hallway “302-314”. We wisely chose the right hallway.
314 was at the far end of the hall, and Phil was standing at the open door to the apartment when we arrived. We exchanged hugs and then I motioned Jonathan forward and introduced him. I could see Jonathan was notably impressed. Phil appeared completely oblivious to Jonathan's still-all-too-obvious cuts and bruises, and guided us into the apartment.
“Wow, this is really nice. You've got goldfish!” he said, spotting a large aquarium in one corner of the living room.
“My God, you've turned domestic on me!” I said, approvingly.
Phil grinned. “Sort of, I guess. We found out we both like fish, so we went for it. We've only got a fewâthose little buggers are expensive. We saw a couple we really wanted, but we're going to have to wait awhile on those. But, hey, you only live once.”
The apartment wasn't large, but it was very comfortable. I recognized pieces from both Phil's old apartment and Tim's, and a few new things, including the aquarium. There was a small semi-open dining room, through which I could see into the kitchen through Dutch doors. A short hallway, one wall of which was shared with the dining area, revealed two doors on the right, and a good-sized bathroom at the end.
Noticing Jonathan still holding on to his backpack, Phil said: “Come on, Jonathan, I'll show you your room.”
*
I left Jonathan in Phil's capable hands at around 11:30. Before I left I cautioned both of them that, because my officeâand quite probably my home, for all I knewâphone was tapped, Jonathan was not to call me at any time, either at home or at the office. I promised I would call him frequently from pay phones. Phil and I agreed that it was probably advisable for Tim not to call me at all, either. I did not want to get him into any trouble with the city bureaucracy. And with Phil as my only direct contact, we agreed that when one or the other of us did call using my home or office phone, neither of us was to mention Jonathan.
It occurred to me that all this cloak-and-dagger stuff, as Richman had called it, may have been a little excessive, and I fervently hoped so, but I figured it was infinitely better to be safe than sorry.
*
Since I wanted to make sure Tom had had enough time to get home from the doctor's, I made a quick swing by the office to deliberately make a few phone calls. I didn't want whoever had planted the tapâas if I didn't have a pretty good ideaâto know I was aware of it. Though it never would have occurred to me under normal circumstances, I carefully listened during pauses in the conversation and, sure enough, I could hear an odd little “click” every couple secondsâproof positive, if I'd needed any, that the line was tapped.
After I'd made the last call, I headed out again. I'd thought about stopping at the pay phones in the lobby to call Tom, then thought better of it. I'd just go right over to his place and if he wasn't home yet, I'd wait.
On the way over, to kill a few extra minutes, I took a drive down Beech. I don't know, maybe I just wanted that sense of security that being in the heart of The Central gave me; knowing that three out of any four people I passed were my own people. I noticed, as I passed the corner of Beech and Ash, that the new police substation was nearly finished, and they'd begun excavating for a parking garage directly across the street. The substation was scheduled to open the week following the upcoming gay pride festival. The initial strong objections to the station had largely waned as the community's trust in Chief Black's desire to make positive changes grew. And the incident involving Tom certainly helped. A gay cop! One of our own! On the force!
If only they knewâ¦.
*
I decided to leave the car at my place and just walk over to Tom'sâI figured that since I was sure the cops knew what kind of car I drove, it might not be a good idea for any of Cochran's boys to see it on the street near Tom's. I had the radio on as I pulled into my garage, and heard a news bulletin announcing that the A.H.W.A.'s local president, Joseph Giacomino, Jr. had called a strike against the city's hotels, to begin at midnight. It struck me as a little too early in the game to be calling a strike, but obviously Joey G. was definitely playing hardball.
I spent the afternoon with Tom. We talkedâ¦a lotâ¦about the strike and his situation at work, but tried very hard to avoid speculating, other than to reassure each other that things would work out. I felt really bad for Tom because I knew he was almost certain to lose the job he'd wanted all his lifeâa job he was damned good at. He felt somehow responsible for the civil war brewing within the department, but I assured him that if it hadn't been the shooting and the gay issue that had triggered it, it would have been something else. He was just the match that set off the explosion; the gas fumes had been building steadily ever since Chief Rourke had left office.
The doctor had okayed Tom's return to duty, and we talked a bit about what he might expect when he did go back. Chief Black would never tolerate any overt acts from other officers, but we both knew Tom could expect some pretty rough treatment from his peers. He said he was up to it, and I hoped he was right.
All weâwhich really boiled down to just Tom in the long runâcould do was try to ride out the storm and deal with things one at a time as they came up.
And, yes, we spent a lot of the time in bed. Don't kid yourselfâsex can be as effective a means of communication, and of mutual comforting, as anything I can think of. Touch is one of our most underrated senses, and just to know, by simple full-body skin-on-skin contact with another human being you care for, that you are not alone can do wonders.
And, yes again, Tom and I did care for one another. We always had. I'd deliberately, since he reentered my life, avoided speculating on just how much I might care, and at the moment, it really didn't matter.
I was glad to see his shoulder was apparently pretty much back to normal and did not seem to be bothering him.
I did caution Tom, before I left, to make his dad aware of the line tapping, and to avoid discussing any specifics of the labor talks over the phone. I didn't know just how close Cochran was to Giacomino, but there was no point in taking chances. I also had no real idea of how much Tom's dad knew about what was going on. I did know he wasn't stupid.