The Ghost Brush (66 page)

“I was born to a family of embroiderers in a village in Kyushu. I am good with a needle. I trained on the thick velvet and brocade that went to warrior families. By contrast, skin is a pitiful fabric.”

We nodded as if we had not heard this before.

“But for one thing.” Waki rolled his shoulders back and then shifted side to side, making eyes at me. “The movements of flesh! Such possibilities! You see—I can drape the dragon’s body over the man’s left shoulder and down the arm.” He pantomimed. “The round muscles over the shoulder blade bulge, and so does the dragon. The sharp bone of the elbow becomes the arrowhead point of the dragon’s tail.”

“It would take you hours to create this tattoo—but it would be marvellous,” agreed my father.

“I’ll give it to the next man who comes in the door who can stand the pain. What should I charge? One ryo in gold?”

“That’s one month’s wage for a labourer.”

“But he won’t be a labourer. One thousand mon?”

“That’s five days’ wage.”

“Not too much, do you think? For my artistry?”

“Not too much if they have it.”

A man stepped into the doorway behind us. An umbrella was tipped low over his head. Only his thin, wrapped calves and box-like body were visible; his face was in shadow.

“What do you want?” said Waki sharply.

The man let the umbrella tip back and stepped into the lamplight.

There was no need to speak. The Chinese character for “dog” was tattooed on the stranger’s forehead. There was only one place he could have got it: in the bakufu jailhouse. It was the mark of a criminal.

“Take this off,” the stranger rasped. What had they done to him, to his voice?

Waki said he could not. The tattoo would not come off. That’s why they put it there. To mark him forever.

The man came closer. “Then make it the colour of skin, so it won’t show.”

“I can’t,” Waki said.

He was afraid. I felt the fear.

“I would end up in jail myself.”

The criminal cursed and roughly brushed the curtain aside, stepping back out into the street. He turned towards the end, where the low-class brothels were, and ran. We stared after him.

“Pity the women who are too poor to refuse his business,” said my father.

I noticed he had sympathy for women, especially when they were not in his family.

Waki turned down his lamp. “I’m closed anyway,” he said. He shooed us out, looking nervously down the street after his fleeing visitor.

“Turn your mind back to the fantastic dragon, conjure the scallops you’ll draw for scales, and hope it puts you to sleep,” Hokusai said.

N
ext door, Mitsu hovered over her shop counter. A man in a black travelling cloak stood with his back to us, looking at the goods. Mitsu’s large mouth stretched and twisted. She had thick, dark brows and her eyes had huge black-rimmed bags beneath them—another socket, another brow. My father always said she looked like she wore actors’ makeup; she exaggerated her expressions to go with her moods. She used to be a housekeeper in a brothel, that’s what he said. She knew her business.

“What this one would do! Oh! Don’t you want to see?” She lowered her eyelids and rolled her pupils skyward. Dildos made of turtleshell winked in a wooden case under her fingers. Elegant dried seahorses lay side by side on velvet. There were also cowrie shells, which I had seen my father use to pour out medicine for my mother when she was about to give birth. And in the very back, a wooden box contained a bear claw, used to stroke the pregnant stomach. For the right customer she would lift the cloth that covered all these. But he was not the right customer. He turned to us and I could see that he was as poor as we were. He turned away. She pressed her lips together and pushed out her chin: she covered her precious toys. She levelled a look of scorn at his back. She turned the look on us.

“What brings you out tonight? With that one?” She jerked her chin at me. She hated children. We weren’t good for business.

My father was shabby; he was thin. I was proud of him, and I thought he should be rich. I did not know that being a great artist meant forgoing a thick mattress or a fine meal. I learned it soon enough.

I stood up straight and glared at Mitsu. If she was going to insult him, she would have to deal with me.

“Looking to see what’s new,” said Hokusai evasively.

“New? It’s all new. No one likes old things today.” She shrugged, and he nodded: in this, she was right. “The public is fickle,” she said.

He wore nothing to distinguish himself from the trudging crowds of poor who thronged the streets of Edo. This made him stand out in the Yoshiwara, where everyone was dressed to show off. But he was not to be scorned. He was not a drunkard or a spendthrift. He didn’t go into debt to buy courtesans, starving his children. We starved anyway. He was a window shopper. That was free.

“I made a nice little design of girls catching fireflies,” he began. She looked bored. “And women caught in the rain on the bridge . . .”

Mitsu grunted. “That one you could sell to the shop that rents oiled-paper umbrellas. Let them put their sign on it.”

He sighed. “It’s a thought. I could design umbrellas. Now that the publishers have stopped printing books, since the edict.”

“Temporary. It’s only temporary. The bakufu will let up soon. They never pay attention to us for long.” She scoured my father’s anxious face and seemed to take a kinder interest. “Why don’t you try famous courtesans looking in mirrors? That’s what people want.”

He groaned. “Everyone does that. Utamaro does that.”

She shrugged. “Well, then, you have to do it better. Even the wealthiest are difficult to please these days. They don’t think it’s smart, anymore, to spend all their money in the Yoshiwara. They all want a bargain.” She said this with disgust and followed it with a hissing sound. She folded her hands righteously. “Yes, my dear fellow, I do believe you have missed our golden days. Business is very difficult, very difficult.”

Her jowly face swung side to side.

“You’ve got to do something to make yourself stand out,” Mitsu was advising my father. “I’ll tell you what—”

He wouldn’t listen. He never did, to my mother or to anyone. A gust took the lantern, and it cracked against a roof pole, sputtering. The gaudy light swung back and forth, back and forth. We stood, both of us, looking at its red-edged shadow. Then we moved on. In a teahouse some other artists bought us tea. My father wouldn’t take sake. We sat and it was peaceful there, with the movement of hopeful travellers in the street, the occasional stately passage of a fine courtesan, the undercurrent of drums from the brothels, the low murmur of the waitresses. The voices that roared up in sound and then abruptly cut off, as if the singer had fallen down a hole.

It was nothing Mitsu said that helped him; it was walking here, being here. It was the fever of money flowing and the wanting. It was the people my father wanted to make pictures of—not the prostitutes, though he’d done that, or the actors, the famous people. It was the ordinary ones—people who worked with their hands and their bodies, the ugly and misshapen ones, the funny and beleaguered ones. That’s what he wanted. But who wanted to buy those pictures?

6

The
Yakko

WE HAD COME TO THE YOSHIWARA
in the late afternoon. We sat on the side of the boulevard waiting for the parade. It hadn’t started, but already people had gathered. It was the third month, and the day of the Lantern Festival parade. Every teahouse on the boulevard had hung a lantern with blue-and-black patterns under its eaves. The courtesans and their attendants would march in their giant costumes with royal pomp from the brothels to their places of assignation.

My father had his sketchbook. He commanded me to stay right there! Then he forgot about me.

The courtesans came out of the high-class brothels next to the boulevard. There was a man with a great iron spear in front to lead them and then a lantern bearer, although it wasn’t dark yet. They stood with their child attendants in their brilliant kimono of silk and velvet in colours so deep I thought the seas and the skies had been emptied to make them. There was a cart with more women, their faces painted white, playing samisen. Drummers began pounding their rhythms to speed the heartbeats. Acrobats flipped in a series of circles, like the wheels of an ox cart, from hands to feet, hands to feet, all around the cluster of exotic women.

The first childish girls wore pounds of lustrous stuff, but they were small potatoes compared to the top rank, who towered on clogs as high as my forearm was long, with hair like wasps’ nests speared with many golden sticks. The top courtesan, the tayu, was stupendous. Everyone gasped to see her. She paced with infinite slowness, balancing on one foot most of the time, while a man walked behind her holding an umbrella over her head. Then more followers—the housekeeper, the teahouse workers, and then another courtesan in her enormous shoes and her enormous hairdo.

I ran along beside them. I quickly caught up because of their special step, the figure eight, which meant they had to swing each foot in two circles and then out behind in a jaunty kick before planting it. It made them very slow. Some of the courtesans were very fresh and new. I tried my best to catch their eyes, but I could not. I was not certain they were human. The children in their entourage were, I knew, because they pushed each other and wailed. They were not allowed to look at anyone. I ran back to my father. It wasn’t the performers he was drawing, of course. It was the watchers.

Amongst the watchers, and the subject of my father’s brush, was a blind man with his cane.

He was bald; he had shaved himself as a sign of his blindness. This was the custom. And he was massive. His head was like a large egg sitting tipped back on the top of his neck. The oval of his chin jutted forwards and the larger oval of his crown slid backwards. His eyebrows were dark black, thick, and short, and they curled over his squinting eyes like sleeping dogs. His prominent ears were immensely complicated whirls of flesh. On one of them he had hung his rosary; I suppose it was a good place to keep it, if you were blind. You would always know where it was. He had big strong hands like paws, and these he kept aloft, as if he were afraid of misplacing them too. The wrists were high, and the backs of his hands and his long, fat fingers flopped softly.

The instant I saw him I hated him. I hated him because he made me afraid, and my father had instructed me never to be afraid.

There were two ways of living for blind men. One was to be a moneylender. A blind man was the only person amongst us townsmen who could buy a licence. Handling money was a despised activity, officially, and the bakufu assumed that this shameful occupation would keep the blind in their place.

But who cared about the official position? Money was running wild. Merchants were not ashamed to exchange it. They were, every year, louder and prouder. They dressed in fine coats and sported like lords. The real lords, we heard, were threadbare in their homes as well as in their hearts. Surviving on loyalty, duty, and the labour of others was harder and harder for the high and mighty. And so the blind moneylenders were busy. There was demand for their services. And they too became rich. Rich enough to eat and drink and spend a night at the Yoshiwara, to buy a courtesan.

But this particular blind man was not wealthy. There were a few other ways of life open to the blind of our city. These were hairdressing or otherwise working with the body. One way was to be a masseur. I decided that the blind man worked soothing the muscles of sumo wrestlers. That explained why the beefy hands—draping off his wrists in front of his chest—flexed and pulsed while the rest of him was still. He was watching the parade intently. The expression on his face was assessing, appreciative, like the faces of the sighted men beside him. He was thinking of skin, of flesh, of heavy men’s bellies slapping against thin girls’ thighs: I knew it.

The slit of visible eye was white; he had no pupils. Maybe those were rolled up to the inside of his head. His lips were apart, and top and bottom together made almost a circle; they too were fat and short. His nose was broad and stopped above his lip, leaving a wide, blank space there. It was a blank space that was the same as the blank space that was his entire face.

He could have been praying. But I doubted it; he didn’t look religious. He was sucking in the courtesans’ presence; he smelled them, he heard their breath, he felt their tension. He was taking them into his body.

It gave me a cold feeling. The women could not hide, even from the sightless.

A
NOTHER TRIP NORTHWARD
. I was older now. I ran alongside as he strode to the dock. I jumped from the shore onto the ferryboat he was boarding, taking my chances over the span of cold, dirty water. He put out his hand to steady me without really looking. I sank down into the bottom of the boat between his knees to keep warm.

It was nearly winter.

We stepped back onto land and, hunching against the wind, headed away from town towards the Yoshiwara.

The publisher’s shop was just outside the Great Gate. I peered across into the brothel quarter. The street was grey and wet. The moat was brown, stirred up because of the rain. One courtesan was picking her way home, clogs covered in mud, bare feet white with streaks of dirt. Courtesans were not allowed to wear tabi, socks. Mine were not clean, but at least I had them. It was a strange hour, before midday, the Hour of the Snake. Normally no one of any importance was around. But today the caterers were lugging crates of tofu from the shop. Mitsu was washing her front steps, and men from the neighbourhood association were stringing lanterns amongst the bare branches of the trees.