The Genuine Lady (Heroines on Horseback)
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Authors: Sydney Alexander
Tags: #Romance, #horses, #Homesteading, #Western, #Dakota Territory
The Genuine Lady
A Heroines on Horseback Novel
Sydney Alexander
Copyright © 2013 Sydney Alexander
All rights reserved.
This is never going to work.
The hand-mirror told her that she’d overdone it in the sun again. Of course she had; there was work to be done! But here was the damage: her once-pale skin was glowing the color of a ripe tomato, and her cheeks felt as if they were linen pulled tightly across an embroidery hoop. She touched her sore skin with a trembling finger, sighed, and let the little hand-mirror drop to the rough planks of the big work-table. It dominated the room, that table, reminding her that her little world, insecure and shabby as it was, was no larger than a horse’s box in her father’s stables.
What had been her father’s stables.
This is never going to work.
The claim shanty rattled around her, shaking in a sudden burst of hot prairie wind. Oh, that constant wind! The never-ending gusts came panting across the gleaming green grasslands all the way from the Continental Divide. Oh, that interminable wind! She thought she’d never get used to that hateful wind, or, even worse, the stifling pauses between its breaths, when it seemed there wasn’t any air to draw into her lungs at all, nothing but the baking stillness, the inside of an oven. She stopped feeling like an over-stretched piece of linen and re-imagined herself as a flattening, crisping cookie, blackening at the edges.
This dreadful life.
She thought about bursting into tears. But no — that had never been her way. She wouldn’t have come this far if she cried over every glass of milk she had spilt.
And yet still, that persistent voice in her head:
This is never going to work.
She heard a little cry behind her and turned quickly, faded calico swirling with her motion. She was still as graceful as a dancer. Hard work had not tightened her muscles. She peered into the mahogany bassinet and breathed a sigh of relief. He was still quite asleep, the little darling,
fast
asleep, and only the sighing, creaking groans of the shanty had caused him to stir, clenching his little fists, before he fell back into dreams. She watched him for a few moments, forgetting the taut burning of her cheeks and forehead, the sticky sweat beneath her arms and her breasts and between her legs, and concentrated only on that rosebud mouth, those peach-and-cream cheeks, those few golden curls wisping on his pale forehead.
She almost wished he
had
awakened, if only to keep her company. Her arms fairly ached with the desire to pick him up and clutch him to her chest, but cuddling would have to wait for the coolness of night. He would never be able to sleep pressed against her heat, and at any rate there was work to be done while the baby napped: wasn’t there always? The next day’s loaf to be set, nappies to be washed and hung in the lee of the shanty, out of the wind so they would not blow across the prairie and disappear, the continued experiment in agricultural construction that was her attempt at a chicken coop… the chores ticked themselves over, one by one, in the back of her brain, and interrupted her adoration of her son. As they always did.
But he was worth it. For him, she would make this dreadful life into something as beautiful as her old one had once been.
***
“There’s a new claim to the north of mine,” Jared said thoughtfully, admiring the amber depths of his cloudy glass. He could still see the bartender’s fingerprints around the rim. The Professor was not an overly fastidious fellow, but a man drank where a man could drink. “Surprised to see someone try to take it on. That’s a rough piece of land.”
“Not much water on it,” his neighbor at the bar agreed, scraping at his black whiskers. “Just that shallow little creek cutting across the southeast corner. Guess a fella could get some water off it though.”
“
My
creek,” Jared clarified. “The headwaters are from that spring right near my cabin. I’m going to irrigate my wheat fields from that creek.”
“Don’t imagine there’ll be much left for the other claim if you start diverting water.”
“Not my problem, Matt,” Jared said flatly, and tossed back the whiskey with a practiced flick of the wrist. He didn’t even blink at the burn; in fact, sometimes he kinda missed it, that the raw pain that made a boy’s eyes tear up. A man got used to everything, and then he forgot why he’d liked it to begin with. “Can’t help these damn greenhorns, just gotta let them fail on their own and get back on the train East.”
“You were a greenhorn from back East once,” Matt said daringly. “I reckon you were just as foolish.”
Jared glowered down at the dregs in his glass. It wobbled unevenly on the rough splinters of the bar. Last week Tiny Pete had flung Big Pete right through the bar here and it had been hastily patched together with some bits of raw board from Morrison’s lumber-yard. Big Pete was still in his bed at the Red Rose Rooming House, being tended to hand and foot by Miss Rose herself, if rumor was to believed. So it had worked out okay for Big Pete in the end, gossips agreed. Miss Rose wasn’t young, but she had a sweet way about her, and curves like a Kentucky-bred filly.
Jared didn’t see what all the fuss was about, mind you. Miss Rose was long in the tooth and light with her skirt. And Jared had had quite enough of light-skirted ladies pretending to be respectable.
He took off his wide-brimmed cowboy hat and rubbed at his dark-brown hair. He thought maybe he was losing some of it. He’d thought that for years and because of that fear it was too long, falling in loose curls over his ears and his shirt collar and into his eyes, a mop of hair worthy of a some East Coast Dandy, but Jared wasn’t no dandy. He might have been born back East, but he’d been raised on a horse, he’d been roping steers since he was seven, and for Matt to compare him to some tenderfoot from the city was just plain crazy talk.
“I wasn’t never green,” Jared growled finally, liquor rasping at the edges of his deep voice. “I was just young.”
“Sure,” Matt allowed agreeably. Matt
was
agreeable. That was his strongest talent, his agreeableness. He was the opposite of Jared in that respect. “You was just young. And,” he added slyly, “you never made no mistakes.”
“I made a few,” Jared blurted tensely, more to the bar than to his drinking buddy. “I made a few.” He pushed back his chair suddenly and stood from the bar. The Professor looked up from behind the bar, alert as always to any loud noises that might signal a bar fight was about to commence. He loved a good bet as much as the next man. He saw it was only Jared and shook his head, going back to rubbing glasses with a greasy cloth. Jared never caused trouble. He mighta been a cowboy once, but even then he’d never been the hootin’ hollerin’ hell-raisin’ kind. Jared was a more thoughtful sort of man. He’d talk to a man and take him outside before he’d throw a punch.
“You leavin’?” Matt was still slumped over his glass. He peered up at Jared blearily. “Where you goin’?”
Jared sloped out of the saloon without a word to Matt, and so Matt, used to his old friend’s changeable temper, did not bother to follow him. It was a hot son-of-a-bitch of a day anyway, and not even the bonds of friendship could withstand the pleasure of sitting in a cool dark room and letting another man refill his glass with rotgut, again and again, waiting for night to fall so that he could commence with his inevitable bad behavior and obscure, half-forgotten endings.
And he didn’t need Jared for
that.
Jared rarely had anything to do with these foolish nights on the town, such as it was, unless he showed up to pick Matt up and brush him off and send him home. He was a good fellow for riding with, a good hand with a horse and a good partner with a rope and a cow, and he had done a dang fine job on his nights with the cook-pot too, but ever since that last winter in Galveston, Jared had got downright sullen. He’d given up the drives and put in a claim and built that cabin along that cold little no-name creek, but still, his mood had gone from bad to worse. Why, Matt could hardly tell if they were even friends anymore, half the time. It was obvious living in one place wasn’t doing him any favors. But when Matt had suggested they join old Captain Jarvis’s cattle drive and spend the coming winter in Galveston, Jared had flared up and told him not to talk nonsense. He was a homesteader now, and he wasn’t goin’ nowhere.
Matt lifted an eyebrow at his empty glass, regarding it sadly, and the Professor took the hint, lifting a bottle with his liver-spotted hand and dropping a few fingers tremblingly into the smudged glass. Matt smiled. The Professor smiled. He wiped a filthy glass on his spotless black vest, splashed it full again, and the two men threw back their portions together. When the Professor raised the bottle again, his hand wasn’t shaking anymore.
Matt knew whiskey was the best medicine, and this just proved it.
***
If this was what a land agent called a creek, then she’d hate to see what he called a puddle. The Atlantic Ocean, most likely.
Cherry surveyed the slow trickle of water without pleasure. To be sure, it was already high summer and she had been assured, by men who were purported by real estate authorities to know these sorts of things, that the water levels would rise with the fall rains, and again with the spring snowmelt. Mr. Henderson at the land office in Chicago had been most confident, hooking his thumbs through his suspenders in a way that belied he was ignorant of any social mores against receiving a lady in his shirtsleeves, and smiling toothily as he assured her that the wandering blue line drawn upon the surveyor’s map would prove to be a rushing torrent of fresh water nine months out of twelve. She would drink, her cattle would drink, her crops would drink: they’d all be giddy with water, essentially.
Looking at it now, though, this muddy orange puddle that was her sole source of water for drinking and bathing, as well as the irrigation for her eventual fields of rippling wheat and her eventual herds of lowing cattle, she could not help but think with stinging regret of the water-meadows of home, the white-faced cattle knee-deep in clear waters sparkling beneath the gentle English sun, surrounded by the lush green hills and shaded by fluffy white tufts of clouds. The sky
here
was flat, empty, blue at the top but yellowish at the edges, nearly opaque with heat and humidity. The Dakota territory could not be less like the comforts of her homeland. The once-vivid imagery of grains and beasts growing fat and plump in a new garden of Eden were slipping from her mind’s eye; she could not recall her own dreams anymore.
“Stop this, Cherry,” she said aloud, her voice a thin piping against the vast empty prairie. She had taken to talking to herself of late. There were so few other people to talk to. “There’s no use pining for the past. There is only planning for the future.”
They were her father’s words, but she had not her father’s strong voice to speak them in, and for a moment she felt even worse, stranded alone in a strange wilderness she was in no way qualified to stand against. And not truly alone, but the mother of a little son!
Her son
. Cherry squared her shoulders and lifted her chin to the horizon. Thoughts of her boy always buoyed her determination to make good on her promises. She would rise to the occasion for him, if not for herself.
Lady Charlotte Elizabeth Beacham, only daughter of the late Lord Marcus Beacham, Marquess of Beechfields, dared the prairie to come and devour her. Her papa might never have foreseen his golden princess out here in the American wilderness, but he had raised her to be strong and take on every challenge with grace and honor.