The Forsyte Saga, Volume 2 (72 page)

In yielding to that satiric impulse she knew at once she had made a mistake – the judge had turned his face towards her. He was speaking.

‘Do I understand you imply that in your view it is moral for
women to have
liaisons
before marriage, and for men and women to have them after?'

‘I think it's current morality, my lord.'

‘I'm not asking you about current morality; I'm asking whether in
your
view it is moral?'

‘I think many people think it's all right who don't say it, yet.'

She was conscious of movement throughout the jury; and of a little flump in the well of the Court. Sir Alexander had dropped his hat. The sound of a nose being loudly blown broke the stillness, the face of Bullfry, K.C., was lost to her view. She felt the blood mounting in her cheeks.

‘Answer my question, please. Do
you
say it's all right?'

‘I – I think it depends.'

‘On what?'

‘On – on circumstances, environment, temperament; all sorts of things.'

‘Would it be all right for
you
?'

Marjorie Ferrar became very still. ‘I can't answer that question, my lord.'

‘You mean – you don't want to I'

‘I mean I don't know.'

And, with a feeling as if she had withdrawn her foot from a bit of breaking ice, she saw Bullfry's face re-emerge from his handkerchief.

‘Very well. Go on, Sir James I'

‘Anyway, we may take it, Miss Ferrar, that those of us who say we don't believe in these irregularities are hypocrites in your view?'

‘Why can't you be fair?'

He was looking at her now; and she didn't like him any the better for it.

‘I shall prove myself fair before I've done, Miss Ferrar.'

‘You've got your work cut out, haven't you?'

‘Believe me, madam, it will be better for you not to indulge in witticism. According to you, there is no harm in a book like
Canthar
?'

‘There ought to be none.'

‘You mean if we were all as aesthetically cultured – as you.' – Sneering beast! – ‘But are we?'

‘No.'

‘Then there is harm. But you wouldn't mind that harm being done. I don't propose, my lord, to read from this very unpleasant novel. Owing apparently to its unsavoury reputation, a copy of it now costs nearly seven pounds. And I venture to think that is in itself an answer to the plaintiff's contention that “art” so called has no effect on life. We have gone to the considerable expense of buying copies, and I shall ask that during the luncheon interval the jury may read some dozen marked passages.'

‘Have you a copy for me, Sir James?'

‘Yes, my lord.'

‘And one for Mr Bullfry?… If there is any laughter, I shall have the Court cleared. Go on.'

‘You know the “Ne Plus Ultra” Play-Producing Society, Miss Ferrar? It exists to produced advanced plays, I believe.'

‘Plays – I don't know about “advanced”.'

‘Russian plays, and the Restoration dramatists?'

‘Yes.'

‘And you have played in them?'

‘Sometimes.'

‘Do you remember a play called ‘The Plain Dealer', by Wycherly, given at a matinée on January 7th last – did you play in that the part of Olivia?'

‘Yes.'

‘A nice part?'

‘A very good part.'

‘I said “nice”.”

‘I don't like the word.'

‘Too suggestive of “prunes and prisms”, Miss Ferrar? Is it the part of a modest woman?'

‘No.'

‘Is it, towards the end, extremely immodest? I allude to the dark scene.'

‘I don't know about extremely.'

‘Anyway, you felt no hesitation about undertaking and playing the part – a little thing like that doesn't worry you?'

‘I don't know why it should. If it did, I shouldn't act.'

‘You don't act for money?'

‘No; for pleasure.'

‘Then, of course, you can refuse any part you like?'

‘If I did, I shouldn't have any offered me.'

‘Don't quibble, please. You took the part of Olivia not for money but for pleasure. You enjoyed playing it?'

‘Pretty well.'

‘I'm afraid I shall have to ask the jury, my lord, to run their eyes over the dark scene in “The Plain Dealer”.'

‘Are you saying, Sir James, that a woman who plays an immoral part is not moral – that would asperse a great many excellent reputations.'

‘No, my lord; I'm saying that here is a young lady so jealous of her good name in the eyes of the world, that she brings a libel action because someone has said in a private letter that she ‘hasn't a moral about her'. And at the same time she is reading and approving books like this
Canthar
, playing parts like that of Olivia in “The Plain Dealer”, and, as I submit, living in a section of Society that really doesn't know the meaning of the word morals, that looks upon morals, in fact, rather as we look upon measles. It's my contention, my lord, that the saying in my client's letter: “She hasn't a moral about her”, is rather a compliment to the plaintiff than otherwise.'

‘Do you mean that it was intended as a compliment?'

‘No, no, my lord.'

‘Well, you want the jury to read that scene. You will have a busy luncheon interval, gentlemen. Go on, Sir James.'

‘Now, Miss Ferrar – my friend made a point of the fact that you are engaged to a wealthy and highly respected Member of Parliament. How long have you been engaged to him?'

‘Six months.'

‘You have no secrets from him, I suppose?'

‘Why should I answer that?'

‘Why should she, Sir James?'

‘I am quite content to leave it to her reluctance, my lord.'

Sneering brute! As if everybody hadn't secrets from everybody !

‘Your engagement was not made public till January, was it?'

‘No.'

‘May I take it that you were not sure of your own mind till then?'

‘If you like.'

‘Now, Miss Ferrar, did you bring this action because of your good name? Wasn't it because you were hard up?'

She was conscious again of blood in her cheeks.

‘No.'

‘Were
you hard up when you brought it?'

‘Yes.'

‘Very?'

‘Not worse than I have been before.'

‘I put it to you that you owed a great deal of money, and were hard pressed.'

‘If you like.'

‘I'm glad you've admitted that, Miss Ferrar; otherwise I should have had to prove it. And you didn't bring this action with a view to paying some of your debts?'

‘No.'

‘Did you in early January become aware that you were not likely to get any sum in settlement of this suit?'

‘I believe I was told that an offer was withdrawn.'

‘And do you know why?'

‘Yes, because Mrs Mont wouldn't give the apology I asked for.'

‘Exactly I And was it a coincidence that you thereupon made up your mind to marry Sir Alexander MacGown?'

‘A coincidence?'

‘I mean the announcement of your engagement, you know?'

Brute!

‘It had nothing to do with this case.'

‘Indeed! Now when you brought this action, did you really care one straw whether people thought you moral or not?'

‘I brought it chiefly because I was called “a snake”.'

‘Please answer my question.'

‘It isn't so much what
I
cared, as what my friends cared.'

‘But their view of morality is much what yours is – thoroughly accommodating?'

‘Not my
fiancé's'

‘Ah! no. He doesn't move in your circle, you said. But the rest of your friends. You're not ashamed of your own accommodating philosophy, are you?'

‘No.'

‘Then why be ashamed of it for them?'

‘How can I tell what
their
philosophy is?'

‘How can she, Sir James?'

‘As your lordship pleases. Now, Miss Ferrar! You like to stand up for your views, I hope. Let me put your philosophy to you in a nutshell: You believe, don't you, in the full expression of your personality; it would be your duty, wouldn't it, to break through any convention – I don't say law – but any so-called moral convention that cramped you?'

‘I never said I had a philosophy.'

‘Don't run away from it, please.'

‘I'm not in the habit of running away.'

‘I'm so glad of that. You believe in being the sole judge of your own conduct?'

‘Yes.'

‘You're not alone in that view, are you?'

‘I shouldn't think so.'

‘It's the view, in fact, of what may be called the forward wing of modern Society, isn't it – the wing you belong to, and are proud of belonging to? And in that section of Society – so long as you don't break the actual law – you think and do as you like, eh?'

‘One doesn't always act up to one's principles.'

‘Quite so. But among your associates, even if you and they don't always act up to it, it
is
a principle, isn't it, to judge for yourselves and go your own ways without regard to convention?'

‘More or less.'

‘And, living in that circle, with that belief, you have the effrontery to think the words: “She hasn't a moral about her”, entitle you to damages?'

Her voice rang out angrily: ‘I have morals. They may not be yours, but they may be just as good, perhaps better. I'm not a hypocrite, anyway.'

Again she saw him look at her, there was a gleam in his eyes; and she knew she had made another mistake.

‘We'll leave my morals out of the question, Miss Ferrar. But we'll go a little farther into what you say are yours. In your own words, it should depend on temperament, circumstances, environment, whether you conform to morality or not?'

She stood silent, biting her lip.

‘Answer, please.'

She inclined her head. ‘Yes.'

‘Very good!' He had paused, turning over his papers, and she drew back in the box. She had lost her temper – had made him lose his; at all costs she must keep her head now! In this moment of search for her head she took in everything – expressions, gestures, even the atmosphere – the curious dramatic emanation from a hundred and more still faces; she noted the one lady juryman, the judge breaking the nib of a quill, with his eyes turned away from it as if looking at something that had run across the well of the Court. Yes, and down there, the lengthening lip of Mr Settlewhite, Michael's face turned up at her with a rueful frown, Fleur Mont's mask with red spots in the cheeks, Alec's clenched hands, and his eyes fixed on her. A sort of comic intensity about it all! If only she were the size of Alice in ‘Wonderland', and could take them all in her hands and shake them like a pack of cards – so motionless, there, at her expense! That sarcastic brute had finished fiddling with his papers, and she moved forward again to attention in the box.

‘Now, Miss Ferrar, his lordship put a general question to you which you did not feel able to answer. I am going to put it in a way that will be easier for you. Whether or no it was right for you to have one' – she saw Michael's hand go up to his face –
‘have you
in fact
had a –
liaison
?' And from some tone in his voice, from the look on his face, she could tell for certain that her persecutor knew she had.

With her back to the wall, she had not even a wall to her back. Ten, twenty, thirty seconds – judge, jury, that old fox with his hand under the tail of his gown, and his eyes averted! Why did she not spit out the indignant: No! which she had so often rehearsed? Suppose he proved it – as he had said he would prove her debts?

‘Take your time, Miss Ferrar. You know what a
liaison
is, of course.'

Brute! On the verge of denial, she saw Michael lean across, and heard his whisper: ‘Stop this!' And men ‘that little snob' looked up at her – the scrutiny was knowing and contemptuous: ‘Now hear her lie!' it seemed to say. And she answered quickly: ‘I consider your question insulting.'

‘Oh! come, Miss Ferrar, after your own words! After what–'

‘Well! I shan't answer it.'

A rustle, a whispering in the Court.

‘You won't answer it?'

‘No.'

‘Thank you, Miss Ferrar.' Could a voice be more sarcastic?

The brute was sitting down.

Marjorie Ferrar stood defiant, with no ground under her feet What next? Her counsel was beckoning. She descended from the box and, passing her adversaries, resumed her seat next her betrothed. How red and still he was! She heard the judge say:

‘I shall break for lunch now, Mr Bullfry,' saw him rise and go out, and the jury getting up. The whispering and rustling in the Court swelled to a buzz. She stood up. Mr Settlewhite was speaking to her.

‘FED UP'