The Elementalist

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The Elementalist

Copyright ©2014 Melissa Cunningham

All rights reserved.

ISBN: 978-1-63422-059-0

Cover Design by: Marya Heiman

Typography by: Courtney Nuckels

Editing by: Cynthia Shepp

1

~Enduring~

Alisa

I had no idea how long I’d been away from Earth, or more importantly, away from Brecken. I’d never been able to judge time here in the afterlife with it being so fluid. Years could go by for a mortal, and it would seem like an hour or two for those of us up here in Elysium.

It didn’t help that I kept reliving my last moments with Brecken before he’d been yanked away and sent back to Earth. Our last touch and last kiss had been magical and too short-lived.

Raphael had told me to let Brecken go, to set him free to live a normal, human life, without a ghost following him everywhere. The intelligent part of me understood completely. Brecken had requirements to fulfill. I got it. But my heart couldn’t let go of the fact that he was expected to get married and have a family.

A
family
.

That phrase rang in my ears like an oriental gong announcing the death of my dreams. So, what did I do when Raphael informed me of this little detail? I ran. I hid. Escape and evade. I was sure he knew where I was the whole time, because he seemed to know where everyone was at all times, but just once, I’d like to disappear from his view, to be alone and cry my tears of grief.

Looking back over my time as Brecken’s guardian, I accomplished a lot. I fell in love, defeated a demon, won the boy I cherished, and then lost him to mortality. The only thing that soothed my miserable soul now was the fact that I’d helped my family to heal. That had to count for something.

I made the choice to spend eternity in Elysium, but I did it more by default than anything else. If I couldn’t have Brecken, I didn’t want to be on Earth at all, especially if I had to babysit a stranger. I was done being a guardian.

I chose heaven, and even though I’d met a ton of relatives and I got to be with Gram and Natty as much as I wanted, something was missing. There was a hole in my heart—figuratively speaking—gaping wide open.

For a while, I’d spent time helping out in the library in Idir Shaol. That was fine, but it had felt like I was drifting, like I had no purpose, no function. I didn’t last there for long.

When I’d first died, all I’d wanted was pink, fluffy clouds to rest upon or maybe a harp to play. Then I’d been assigned to guard Brecken, and my life changed. He filled those empty spaces inside me. He helped heal my soul. But I’d let him go. If you loved something, set it free, right? I did that. I thought I’d feel better.

I didn’t.

Something had to change. I couldn’t keep living like this.

I came up with a plan.

2

~Desperation~

Brecken

Brecken’s life sucked, and it seemed like there was nothing he could do to fix it. Smashing his fist through the thin sheetrock of his unfinished bedroom wall did nothing but make the skin over his knuckles crack and bleed. Even still, the sharp sting was less painful than the frustration he felt.

Here he was… on Earth, the Great Undoer, a former general in the armies of Hell, a leader among the greatest demons and devils ever to come into existence… and yet he felt more fallen now than ever before. How would he make it through his life pretending he couldn’t remember who he really was? What made him think he was redeemable?

His last conversation with the archangel, Raphael, was still fresh in his mind. He was supposed to move on, finish high school, and go to college. He was supposed to be a normal teenage boy, like any other in America. But he wasn’t just some teenage boy. He’d left an existence where he’d been revered, worshiped, and a commander of millions, but that had been a life of evil, horrors, and murder.

Raphael had saved him—on so many levels—and Brecken had agreed to this mortal probation, so his past could be expunged. He wanted to leave his past behind and rise up to become something better, something more.

And how did Alisa fit into things? Never had he met anyone like her. She was so young, so inexperienced, and yet so full of life and enthusiasm. He couldn’t leave the chapter of
her
behind. She had changed him too much, giving him a taste of what his life could be like. She had opened a door that could not easily be closed, and he refused to pretend that his feelings for her could be turned off effortlessly.

They—the powers that be—wanted him to meet a girl, get married, and have kids. Raphael had said it like it was nothing at all. They expected him to fall in love with someone else even though they knew how he felt about Alisa. He couldn’t do it—wouldn’t—do it. This time they’d asked too much… or had they? Did he really want to throw away all that he’d done to get to this point?

And what would it do to Alisa, to know that he’d given up and crawled back into his hole in the underworld? She was waiting for him. Depending on him. Trusting him.

But how would he get through this life with all of these memories constantly flooding his mind, reminding him of who he used to be, and of who he’d betrayed to get here? Granted, betraying demons and devils wasn’t such a bad thing if you were defecting into the armies of Elysium, but still, those he’d commanded hadn’t forgotten him, and if given half the chance, they would come after him with berserker fury.

He rose from his bed, exhausted, his brooding having taken the whole night. Now he would have to suffer through another day of high school.
High school
! He banged his fist on the wall as he trudged up the stairs, creating a crater in the sheetrock. Great. Now he’d hear it from his dad. Just one more thing to get in trouble for. He was actually a teenager with a dad! He almost couldn’t believe it.

In the kitchen, he poured himself a bowl of cold cereal. It was dark outside, and his sisters were still asleep in their beds. He’d have to wake them up soon or they’d be late for school. His dad had already left for work, as usual.

The cold linoleum chilled his feet as he sat at the table, slurping his frosted flakes. How would he get through another sixty years like this? Now he understood why people had to forget their past lives. He wanted to forget his. Not necessarily forget Alisa, but that was what he’d have to do, wasn’t it? He wouldn’t pass this test Raphael had given him otherwise. He wouldn’t be able to fall in love with someone else, have a family, and raise kids if he was in love with Alisa, because he didn’t
want
anyone else.

He had to talk to Raphael. He somehow had to get him to see reason. They couldn’t force him to obey… but then, he had to do what they asked or risk the future.

Sighing, he placed his bowl in the sink. As he leaned against the cold Formica counter, thoughts swam through his mind with no sign of slowing down. When the sound of the shower interrupted his daydreaming, he left the kitchen and padded down the hall. Sure enough, Heidi was in the bathroom, but Sophie was still in bed.

He walked into her room and shook her shoulder. “Hey, kiddo. Time to get up.” She was ten now, growing so fast. It was hard to believe a whole year had gone by since Alisa was his guardian. So much had happened. They had fought against demons and had come out on the other side, victorious. He’d thought that being able to keep his memories of those experiences would be wonderful. What he’d thought was a gift, was really a curse. It was like a sword being driven through his heart all day, every day. He missed Alisa with an ache that couldn’t be healed, and he felt her absence in his life profoundly. Every day he dreamed of seeing her, hoping that she would somehow be able to escape her fluffy clouds of paradise and come to him.

But she never did.

Raphael was keeping them apart, which felt wrong to Brecken on so many levels.

Forty-five minutes later, the bus arrived, its monstrous engine idling out by the street corner. The girls raced down the front steps, their backpacks slung over their shoulders. Once they were safely on the bus and riding away, he locked the doors behind him and got on his motorcycle. It was time for another day of classes.

Yep. He was repeating his senior year of high school. That was just one more thing that made his life awesome.

3

~Sneaking Around~

Alisa

I was going back to Earth.

They couldn’t stop me.

Since I hadn’t been given another job yet, this was my chance. Closing my eyes, I pictured my neighborhood, the houses all lined up along the street. I could see it perfectly in my mind’s eye. I would appear there just by thinking about it. With a contented sigh, I felt the familiar tug and pull and then I opened my eyes.

I was in my general neighborhood, but I wasn’t in front of my house. That could only mean one thing—that I was meant to be at
this
house and in
this
neighborhood. So much for sneaking around.

I stared at the red brick home, its many gables staring back at me like mascara-lined eyelids. The white front door was in stark contrast to the black shutters. For what reason had I appeared here? My curiosity was piqued. I moved forward slowly, inspecting the light blue Volkswagen Bug in the driveway.

Flowers were interspersed between the green foliage along the walkway, and expensive potted plants rested on the front porch. Without another thought, I passed through the front door. Another perk of being a ghost.

Standing in the foyer, I took in the ambiance. Off to the right was a classy-looking kitchen with all the latest contraptions of stainless steel appliances and a black lacquered dining table. To the left was the living room with leather couches and a baby grand. A long staircase rose before me to the second level, but instead of ascending the stairs, I just rose from where I stood, going up through the floor.

Ah. A girl my age stood in front of her mirror, examining herself. She had gorgeous, long, auburn hair. The kind guys would love to run their fingers through. For a split second, I was envious, but that was just stupid, because no matter what color or thickness my hair was, it wasn’t available to guys or their fingers.

I moved closer to her to get a better look. She seemed vaguely familiar. From school? I wasn’t sure, and I couldn’t remember her name. It might have been something like Claudia or Chloe. She obviously hadn’t been a close friend.

She held a pair of earrings up to her ears, admiring the way the silver winked in the light. I leaned in to get a better look—because I loved jewelry too—only to freeze where I stood. I
knew
those earrings! The familiar twist of silver, the dainty hook and tiger’s eye stone that hung from the bottom of the double-eternity design… they were
mine
! No. They couldn’t be. I had to be mistaken, but as I studied them closely, I knew… down to the depths of my ghostly toes. They were mine. One of a kind. I’d watched my best friend, Natty, make them for me by hand for my fourteenth birthday.

They had been my favorite earrings. I’d accidentally left them at school in my gym locker on the fateful day I’d driven my car into a tree and died. I couldn’t believe this girl had them!
How
? Fury rose in me like a tempest, and I wanted to smack them out of her fingers, but when I raised my arm to do it, I hesitated for just a moment.

More than punishing her for stealing, I wanted to know
why
. How had she gotten them in the first place? Did she go searching in my locker after I died? Had she snuck into my house and taken them? Surely, the school had given them back to my mother and she wouldn’t give them away. Maybe this girl had some kind of sick fascination with things that belong to dead people. I was curious enough to stick around and find out.