The Drake Restrained Collection: Part 1 and 2 (The Drake Series Book 3) (11 page)

The dungeon itself was painted black and red, with red leather benches, a large St. Andrew’s Cross, several fuck machines of various design and bondage benches. Every kind of flogger and riding crop, spreader bars and restraints lined one wall, for participants to use at their leisure. There was a sex swing in one corner and someone was already inside it getting fucked very loudly when we arrived.

I watched the two subs with us to gauge their response to the scenes. I wouldn’t be their first Dominant, but I would be one of their first. They were very new to the scene and excited to be at a play party.

The bolder of the two, Chessie wanted to use the sex swing, while Jenna wanted to take part in a bondage scene, with me tying her up and demonstrating various safety issues and rope techniques. She stayed close to me, always a bit behind me, her nervousness obvious by her wide eyes and reluctance to move too far from my side. I petted her as she stood beside me, my hand on her bare back to encourage her to move closer to the scene taking place in the corner of the room so she could watch.

Lara met one of her favorite male subs, a young law clerk with blond hair and a six-pack impressive enough to make every man in the dungeon envious. She immediately became involved in a scene with him, tying him up, attaching his testicles to a cock and ball stockade. Then, she took a riding crop and began to run it over his ass and thighs in a prelude to a good cropping.

The image of her topping her submissive brought me back to my own time with her and the strange and challenging weeks when I submitted to her so I could learn the ropes of being a Dom.

Lara took me under her wing when I was at my lowest, in the weeks after Maureen and I split. I had taken a leave from NYP and was doing little else but   spending time at the apartment, playing my guitar and occasionally, jamming with the band.

We ran into each other on the street near the café we used to go to as students, and when she saw me, she frowned and put an arm around me.

"What is
wrong
with you?" she said, squeezing my shoulder, her voice concerned. "You look like crap, and that's saying something. You're a mess. You haven't shaved, your hair is greasy, and your clothes…" She looked me up and down, shaking her head.

I told her what happened – how Maureen had accused me of being a psycho for wanting to try bondage, and how she had finally left, obtaining a temporary restraining order so I wouldn't contact her, filing assault charges because I'd tried to stop her from leaving that fateful night.

I had no surgeries booked due to the mess I was in.

"You're a Dom, Drake," Lara said, as if diagnosing me. "You want control during sex. You also have a bondage kink. You need to get your head on straight, learn the rules and get your life together."

I said nothing, certain she was right.

"What do I do?"

She smiled. "Let me teach you how. There are rules, there are skills, and there are techniques. You become my submissive and I'll teach you."

"I'm not submissive," I said, frowning. "I don't like pain."

"You need to understand what it means to have total control over someone else. You don’t just tie someone up and think everything's going to be OK. Let me show you how you introduce a new sub to BDSM. I'll explain everything and you can learn how."

At that point, I was looking for anything to move forward and so it was a no-brainer. I trusted her. She helped me find out who and what I really was. I have no doubt about it.

The first time we did a scene was at that very dungeon, in that actual room, and although we did nothing more than have sex in public, with me restrained, it was my initiation into the real world of kink. That first night, I was a reluctant sub, not really sure I wanted to be restrained or to have sex in front of complete strangers. But I turned myself over to Lara and let her lead me.

She made me wear a pair of pants made of exceptionally fine leather that molded to my body, showing every bulge and muscle. I was shirtless during our scene, barefoot. A leather-clad Lara wore a tight leather mini dress that pushed her ample breasts up into delicious mounds. She also wore thigh-high leather boots. Her long platinum blonde hair was pulled back into a smooth ponytail that reached the middle of her back.

She was beautiful in a cold, commanding way. She held a riding crop in one hand, which I eyed with suspicion, but she promised me it was just for show. She might run it over my body for sensory stimulation only. No pain would be involved unless I failed to comply, then the brief smack with it was only a reminder that I was to comply.

Our scene took place in the corner of the dungeon near some leather-covered benches, next to the sex swing. A few people watched as Lara restrained my wrists and pulled them behind my back. She eyed me up and down while I waited, my pulse racing, for what was to happen next.

"You know, when I found you again, I wished that you were a submissive, but you're not. However," she said and ran her riding crop over my shoulder and down my abs to my crotch. "You're going to have to let go of all your need for domination when you're with me. Do what I say or expect a smack with this."

"I'll try," I said.

"Try isn't good enough, Drake. Obey. It's simple."

"What if I don't like what you tell me to do?"

"You'll like it."

I took in a deep breath and tried to let go of my preference to take the lead in sex. She circled me as I stood there, waiting, and examined my body. While she did, she used her riding crop to trace my muscles, down my spine to my ass, up along the backs of my thighs to my butt, and then around my groin again, between them and up under my balls.

The leer in her eyes was starting to get to me. What would she do? What would she make
me
do?

I expected that I would service her in some way, but would I play stud and fuck her, or would I perform oral sex and make her orgasm?

My breath quickened when she ran her bare hands down my back, one finger trailing down my spine once more to the top of my leather pants. She stood behind me and as she was as tall as me with her boots on, she was able to kiss my neck from behind, her hands trailing around my waist to stroke my belly, tracing the line of hair from my navel down below the waistband of my leather pants, her fingers dipping below to my pubes without actually touching my dick.

When she bit the muscle on my shoulder gently, then licked the skin beneath my ear, I started to respond.

I didn’t mind this. She was deliberately trying to arouse me.

Her hands massaged me through my leather pants as she pressed her breasts against my back.

"You're so
big
, Drake," she whispered in my ear. "I used to fantasize about sitting on you and fucking myself with your
Nice. Fat. Cock
."

I grew thicker under her fingers, enjoying how the leather warmed and molded to my growing erection, the pleasant ache in my groin intensifying from the feel of her breath on my neck. I tilted my head back, my eyes closed, as she moved around to face me and sucked the skin on my throat.

Then, she tweaked a nipple, twisting it a bit and I grunted, frowning. "Hey," I said, stepping back. "You agreed, no pain."

"
Damn
," she said. "You really don’t respond to it, do you?"

I shook my head. "No."

"Oh, well," she said and sighed. "Pleasure it is, then."

Instead of twisting my nipple once more, she bent down and sucked it briefly, and the soft feel of her lips around it, the warm wetness of her tongue tugging on it, send a jolt of desire through my groin, straight to my dick, which was getting quite hard.

I closed my eyes as she sucked the other nipple, one of her hands trailing down my abs and cupping my balls through the leather.

"This isn’t very submissive, you pleasuring me," I said.

"Ut, tut,
tut
," she said and moved the riding crop over my lips. "Don't speak unless you're spoken to or I'll have to smack your pretty tight little ass, Drake. And when you do speak to me, address me as Mistress."

I nodded.

"Let me know you understand, Drake."

I closed my eyes. "Yes, Mistress," I said. "I understand."

For the next few moments, she did whatever she could to arouse me   without actually taking my erection out and sucking me. She pulled down the straps to her leather dress and rubbed her bare breasts against my chest and back, the hard nubs of her nipples exciting me. She actually bit my butt cheeks through the leather of my pants, then licked the material over my erection , looking up at me from her knees, smiling when I gasped.

I wanted her to take my aching cock out and suck it, but I knew she wouldn’t. She wanted me hard and aroused, so she could gain my compliance.

Then, she unbuttoned my pants and pulled out my cock, which sprung out, heavy and thick, the tip wet with precum.

"Oh, Drake, what a pretty cock you have," she said, eyeing it. "A pretty cock on a very pretty man. I've wanted to see it for years." She gripped me and moved her hand up, her fingers sliding over the head, making me groan out loud.

"You could suck it if you want," I said, forgetting myself for a moment.

"Bad boy," she said and flicked the tip of the crop against my lips, a soft tap just to remind me. "A sub never makes suggestions to his Domme. He always waits patiently for her command."

"Sorry," I said. "The Dom in me, I guess…"

"You're
not
a Dom yet, Drake. Just a wannabe. And address me properly."

"Yes, Mistress," I said, chastened.

"Watch, listen and learn. Once you’ve learned and tried everything, and once you've successfully topped a sub, then you'll be a Dom. If you get really good, really trustworthy, one day, you might be a Master."

"That's my goal," I said.

She nodded. "Good boy," she said and kissed me on the lips. It was our first kiss and it felt strange to be so intimate physically with her   because we had always been only friends. I was a man, however, and had often admired her breasts and her ass, which was spectacular. Of course, she was beautiful, but despite a few errant fantasies of me overpowering her with my masculine charms, I had never really considered her as a sexual partner.

 She was far too much like me for that. A female Dominant.

So our first kiss was strange. I felt completely out of my element, and the adrenaline that pumped through my veins was a potent mixture of desire and excitement.

When she pulled away, she had a hard expression in her eyes, and I knew then, my free pass was used up and I had to behave.

"On your knees," she said and motioned to the floor with her riding crop, but it was difficult to get down with your arms bound behind your back. I didn’t realize how much you relied on your arms for balance.

She actually put an arm under mine to help me down and it was the first time I had ever relied on a woman for assistance to do something as simple as kneel. I expect it was strategic on her part, to remove my ability to be independent and in control of my own body.

It worked. As she helped me to my knees, I finally felt helpless. Of course, I could always struggle back to my feet and demand to end the scene, but I was there to learn and had committed to give it the old college try.

Then she lifted her thigh and laid it over my shoulder so that her groin was directly in my face. I couldn’t help but see her shaven folds through the thin sheer thong she wore, and smell her arousal. Despite the submissive position I was in, that scent made me even harder.

"Lick me," she said.

When I hesitated, she tilted my head up, one finger under my chin.

"Through the material."

I complied, licking her labia through the fabric, and she was already wet. She was excited about the prospect of topping me. I pressed my tongue against her slit where her clit would be, wanting to stimulate her and she pushed herself forward with a gasp.

"Use your tongue to get underneath the fabric and lick me."

I tried, running the tip of my tongue along each side of the thong, then slipping it beneath the fabric, straining to reach her slit, using my tongue to push the material aside. It wasn't easy.

Then she removed her thigh from my shoulder and stood in front of me, her skirt hiked up, her pussy a mere inch from my nose.

"Use  your teeth to remove my thong."

I did, biting one side of the thong and pulling it down, then moving to the other side to do the same, baring her pussy. It took some doing but finally, I had the thong far down her thighs. She stepped out of the thong, which fell to the floor, and then she raised her thigh and laid it over my shoulder once more.

"Lick me again," she said. I moved back to her folds, licking them until they were glistening with my saliva, slipping my tongue between the lips to taste her, find her clit with the tip.

Many Doms don't pleasure their subs orally, finding it too submissive an act, but I loved oral sex, giving and receiving. I enjoyed feeling a woman come under my mouth, her clit throbbing against my tongue during her orgasm. It made me hard as rock, and so I was becoming more excited as I pleasured Lara, despite being on my knees, my arms bound behind my back.