The Contract: Sunshine (21 page)

Tears fell down the sides of her face. 
Oh, God...Oh God...I can’t breathe
. 
Heaven.  That is what this is.  If there is such a thing as a heavenly orgasm, she found it and if there isn’t, I just named it.  Heaven
.

It was Sunshine’s last coherent thought before she passed out only to be awakened to Yoon’s panic filled voice and his hands slapping lightly at her face as he held her in his arms.

“Sunshine, that’s it sweetheart; breathe for me.”  He sprayed kisses all over her face.  “My God, you scared the hell out of me,” he rasped.  “Don’t ever do that to me again!  I swear!”

His voice was so rough with emotions she wondered if he was crying but he was cradling her as if she was a child.  She gave him another moment before she pushed against him so she could see if he was okay.

“Yoon...baby...I’m okay.  It’s okay.”

“It’s not fucking okay, Sunshine!  I thought you had stopped breathing.”  He yelled and drew in deep breaths.  “Has anything like that happened to you before while having sex?  You got heart problems or something you should have warned me about?”

“No, I’m fine.”  She hated to smile when he was so distraught but she couldn’t help herself.  She felt wonderful.  It was the most freeing experience she ever had in her life.  She reached up and wiped at his face.  “What is this?  You’ve been crying?”

“No, that’s you.”  His concern faded into chagrin.

“Huh?”

“You...well when I was down there...you...err...sort of...exploded.”

“Huh?”  She said again.

His grin now bordered on smugness.  “I mean I’ve seen it happen in porn movies but I never...ever had a woman that could squirt before.”

She gasped, “I did not!”

“If you don’t believe me, take a look at what you did to my expensive comforter. 

Mortified, she sat up and his hold loosened so she could get a good look and sure enough there was a huge wet spot darkening the color of the red comforter.  “Oh
shit
!  This is so embarrassing.”  Her hands came over her flushed face and she groaned, falling back onto the mattress.

“Now that I know I didn’t kill you, I think it’s
fucking
awesome, man.” 

She could hear that he was thoroughly impressed with either her, himself or the both but she just couldn’t look at him right now.  To her, it looked as if she peed in the bed.  She never did this squirt thing before and if he’d never been with a woman that could do it, what if he didn’t know the difference and she pissed on him? 
Gross
. 
Oh God you should have let me die.  How much more embarrassing can first time sex with a new partner get than this?

“Come on sweetheart, it’s nothing to be embarrassed about.”  He tugged at her wrists.

“It is for me,” she said.  It came out muffled but she knew he understood.

The low, sexy tone of his chuckle resonated deep inside her heart.  “Man, to think you are not my mistress.  You’re my
wife
. 
Mine
,” he said possessively.  “I feel as if I hit the fucking mother load,” Yoon whooped.  “I can’t wait to discover more things about you that will surprise the hell out of me.”

Sunshine couldn’t believe it.  Men had to have the smallest brains out of all of God’s creatures, regardless of what the “male” doctors had written otherwise.  Her hands dropped from her face to give him her best
are you for real
stare.

“Are you seriously lying here basking in my shame?”  She cocked an eyebrow at him.

“Come on,” he quipped.  “You fainted for God’s sake.  You got to give me a little props.”

“Oh my goodness,” she squawked.  “I can’t believe you.”

“Oh really?”  He came over her prone body kneeing her thighs wide so he could settle between them and happily she accommodated him.  “You’re going to tell me you were faking it when I have the evidence on my side?”

“Okay,” she grinned. “I will truthfully admit that was the most
awesomest
—
is that a word?
—
orgasm I ever had.”

“It’s okay, baby,” he said in that sexy sing-song voice of his as he cuddled the side of her face with his. 

His condom covered erection prodded at the juncture between her thighs.  She didn’t remember getting around to doing that part so she assumed he had readied himself while she was thoroughly caught up in her own feelings.  It still amazed her that he managed to maintain his hard on.  The man did have the most amazing restraint she’d ever seen.  There are some good things about being with an obvious control freak.

“I have a feeling between the two of us rocking it in the sheets, we’re going to be making up a lot of new words to go into the dictionary of
hot sex,
” Yoon said.

She really wanted to move out of the dampness she was lying in but she was anxious to find out if making love with Yoon would be different than with her partners in the past.  So far it already has been more than she experienced in the past.

However, orgasms through oral sex and masturbation were something she was capable of achieving.  Not as intense as the one she just had but enough that she knew she wasn’t completely hopeless. 

Now an orgasm through penetration was a different matter for Sunshine.  It has never happened; and since this man was going to be her only lover for at least the next year of her life, she prayed it wouldn’t be the same with him.

She decided having a man on top of you and pretending you’re as turned on for however long he needs to go at it had to be the most frustrating feeling a woman could experience during sex; especially when you knew your body was capable of what she had just experienced. 
That shit could become addictive
. 

“Look at me,” Yoon ordered.

She did.  “Hmm?”

“Where did you go?”

“What?”

“Just now,” he said.  Leaning down, he tenderly kissed her mouth.  “I felt your withdrawal from me.  Are you sure you’re okay?”

She loved the concern she saw upon his face.  His beautiful dark Asian eyes seemed to sparkle they were so black now that his pupils were hugely dilated with his desire for her.

Sunshine reached up and stroked the hard line of his high cheekbones.  He turned his lips into her palm and breathed a kiss there.  The tenderness of it caused tears to form in her eyes.

“I need to tell you something,” she began.

Hearing the seriousness in her voice, he frowned.  “Okay.”

“I...I have never been able to have orgasm through penetration.”   She found herself admitting to him what she never told anyone but her gynecologist.  “In the past, I’ve pretended to orgasm so they would hurry up, but in truth I’ve never come even close to one.”

“Okay,” he repeated.

“I wanted you to know...be...because I don’t want to pretend with you.  To do so would be breaking the rule we’ve created for our bedroom.”

“So you aren’t ready for this part yet?” 

His eyebrows disappeared in question under the swoop of dark hair that had long loss the mousse in place business style he wore as he awaited an answer.

“No...no...hell no!”  She smiled.  He chuckled in relief.  “I want to feel you inside me.”  She picked at his bangs.  “I want you to become a part of me and most of all I want to make our marriage for however long we choose to be in it to be legally and hopefully emotionally binding for the both of us.”

“I want that too,” Yoon admitted with a nod.  His fingers stroked the length of her arm.

“I just wanted you know if you come and I don’t, it has nothing to do with you as a lover.  It’s me.  I don’t know why.  There is no physical reason for it, that much I am sure about,” she said solemnly.

“Well, it is me.  Remember I told you I was so good that you would want to pay me for it.  Well, I’ve proven I got the oral thing down to an art form.”

“To be honest...” she gave him a teasing smile puckering her lips to meet his teasing playful pecks to her mouth.  “I.”  Kiss.  “Believe.”  Kiss.  “It was.”  Kiss.  “The position.”  He paused on the kisses to look at her.

“Don’t you dare say it,” he warned.

“And not...”

“Don’t you dare think about taking my props away from me, Sunshine Dupree...Young!”  He stared at her in question.

“Aw...baby,” she sang becoming distracted at hearing her name completed that way.  “That is so
modern
of you.  But I’m thinking, I like the idea of being someone as new as my life has become.  I want to be known as Mrs. Sunshine Young and I can’t wait to change my driver’s license and everything else to reflect that.”

“You do?”  His brows lifted again but this time in surprise.  “What about your grandmother wanting your husband to change his name to the Dupree name for the sake of any future heirs?”

“Hmm, do you see Nana Sophia in this bedroom?”  She quipped.  “I thought the entire point of this marriage was for us to have the freedom to put our foot down without feeling guilty about it.”

“Wow.”  The smile took up his entire face.  “I wanted you to want to use my name.  But I know under the circumstances I didn’t have the right to insist, so all I can say is thank you.  I would be honored if you take my name.”

“And if I decide to keep it after we part?”

His smile slowly faded.  “I don’t want to talk about our parting; not when we are just beginning.  We have an entire year to figure everything out.”

She pried a hand between their touching flesh to wrap it around his erection.  It wasn’t as hard as it had been earlier, but there was still some interest.  It thickened and jerked in her hand. 
There we go
.  She rubbed the head of his cock against her uber sensitive clit and opened her mouth in a gasp.  He swallowed it with a deep lingering kiss.

She slicked him with her wetness.  Poising him at the weeping opening of her cunt, she lifted her knees high and with ease the head of his penis slipped in.  To her surprise he didn’t plow forward and deep like she was used to.  He lazed right there inside her as if they had all the time in the world. 

All his attention was on the kissing and so was hers.  Her body melted like butter beneath his weight, causing them to fit even more perfectly.  She hadn’t even realized she had tensed up until the moment she completely let go of her fear of his penetrating her and feeling nothing.

Sunshine could feel everything and most of it was centered on her mouth and tasting a salty sweetness that she wondered if it was her own essence dried upon his lips and around it.  She’d never tasted herself before. 

It was strangely a major turn on and thinking she didn’t taste that bad, she made a mental note to surf the internet to see if there was a way she could make her juices sweeter and give him an unexpected treat she was sure would benefit the both of them. 

Any self conscious fear that she wasn’t clean enough down there was completely wiped clear from her mind.  Her body was reaching nirvana with his easy rocking against her, bumping her clit and mixed with the mind blowing deep tongue action in her mouth. 

She felt a rippling in the walls of her vagina around the head of his penis that stayed nestled right there about an inch in the opening rubbing her as his hips moved.

Not possible
. 
Oh...oh...oh...yes
.  Not only was it possible, it was happing now.  She wrapped her arms around Yoon’s back and held him greedily to her.  Not even air could pass between their bodies.

Whimpering sounds like a wounded puppy emitted from her throat.  His seductive kisses continued.  Her mouth opened in a sob as the subtle orgasms caused her spread thighs to quiver uncontrollably. 

At that precise moment, he plunged deep and her feet eased up his flanks to nestle beneath his buttocks before her heels rested in the small of his back forcing him deeper still.

Yoon’s penis was so perfectly proportioned it packed her hot pussy walls from side to side, completely hitting every sensitive nerve ending that she was blessed with and to her amazement she came again.

“I love you,” she whispered against his mouth.

“You’re welcome,” he smiled against her mouth.

Smug motherfucker
.  She thought returning his smile.

Reality comes a knocking in a pair of high heeled shoes...

Sunshine didn’t know which they were most reluctant to face first:  their families who they’ve eluded for the past three days, Yoon having to return to his company responsibilities or the persistent tabloid hogs that didn’t get the hint that the
Dupree Heiress
didn’t consider her life any more newsworthy now that she was married than she did before she got married.