The Complete Enderby (43 page)

He did not have far to look. It was on the front page. There was, thank God, no photograph, but there were frightful succinct words, as though from some sensational foreign novel.
Chocante. Horroroso
. Come, that was going too far.
Delante del Primer Ministro Británico
. They had to bring that in, make it political.
Banquete para celebrar
something or other. And then
Yod Crewsy, cuadrillero de los Fixers
. Was he dead, then? What was ‘dead’ –
morto
? No, Enderby concluded from both his Spanish pseudonym and his eggs, now repeating violently, it must be
muerto
. References to a
revólver
, very clear that, and to a
tiro
and – what the hell was this? – an
escopetazo
. And then it said:
La víctima, en grave estado, fué conducido al
some
hospital
or other, English name for it all messed up. Not
muerto
yet, then. Enderby was horrified at feeling cheated. All this upset for just
en grave estado
. Still, that might be pretty bad. Then it said something about
Scotland Yard buscando
something something
un camarero
. He knew what that was: Spanish John had once or twice been hailed by that title facetiously by men and women who had been to the Costa del Sol. John had always responded readily, gleaming in complaisant dentition, all of gold. And now it was he, Enderby, who was the
camarero
. He was wanted, the paper said, to
ayudar
the
policía
in their
investigación
. Well, he’d already helped, hadn’t he? He’d sent them the name of the true attempted
matador
, or whatever it was. And now the newspaper gave Enderby’s own abandoned other name, or a version of it.
Hagg
. That was hardly fair to that barely imaginable sweet woman.

Un camarero quien se llama Hagg
. He now felt somewhat better, the eggs settling down, the reality of the thing confirmed, no bad dream. So he went out now, nodding politely to various walnut-skinned early-morning coffee-suckers, and looked on the
calle
for a general outfitter’s shop. The cathedral bell banged once at him, as to announce that the fight was on. So he went and bought
himself
a drip-dry green
camisa
, a pair of cheap grey
pantalones
, and a very light
americana
or jacket of fawn moygashel. Also a tie or
corbata
of rather mouth-watering lime. He changed into these in a dark breadcrumby cubby-hole at the rear of the shop. He also bought a black Basque beret (ah, that took him back, back to the old gusty seaside days when he had fed the ungrateful gulls every perishing morning; happy days, before the horrible outside world’s impinging, pressing, overpowering). Also a little overnight bag to put his Hogg clothes in.
Hagg
, indeed. He couldn’t help laughing. Also a razor and blades. And a kind of superstructure of plain anti-sun lenses to clip on to his spectacles. Then he sat outside a café and drank Spanish gin and tonic while a shoeblack blacked his shoes. He counted what money he had left in sterling and pesetas. Not a lot, really, though the shoeblack seemed to think so: his hands performing busily away, he gave money-counting Enderby close attention, as if he were a conductor. And then Enderby saw her, Miss Boland, walking down the
calle
with arms full of little toys and dolls bought from street-vendors.

Of course, she had as much right to be here as he had, if not more. And so had various other members of the tour who were walking down this main street (the hotel just around the corner), probably newly released from breakfast. There was even Mr Guthkelch over there on the pavement opposite, full of gummy fun though inaudible because of the traffic. Enderby stood up, one foot still on the cleaner’s box, and shyly waved at her with both arms. She recognized him, despite his new smartness, and looked grim. She seemed fifteen years older than last night, also very thin, as though wasting away. Her summer dress was suitable for the warm southern autumn, but very dowdy – a blue flowery sack with string defining her waist. Having given Enderby a filthy look, she was prepared to walk on, but Enderby cried:

‘It was inspiration, that’s what it was, inspiration. Can’t you see that? That hadn’t happened to me for years. And I came round to your room, but the door was locked, and I –’

‘Don’t shout,’ she hissed. ‘Don’t shout at me. For that matter, don’t speak to me. Do you understand? I don’t want to see you again. Ever. I want to make that clear, here and now. I don’t know you and I don’t want to know you.’ She prepared to move
on
. Enderby put pesetas on the table, leaving their apportionment to waiter and shoeblack, and then grabbed her arm. He said:

‘I know precisely how you must feel.’ He found he had left his overnight bag on the table, so he went back to get it. ‘How you must feel,’ he panted, ‘but just think,’ panting to keep up with her long strides. ‘It was you who brought the gift back. You. The excitement. I didn’t dare lose that poem. It meant so much. It was you. The poem was you.’ He marvelled at himself. ‘I knew you’d understand.’ She shook her body impatiently, as if to shake him, Enderby, away, and a small clockwork goose, with articulated neck, fell from her arm to the pavement. Enderby picked it up and the beak came off. He panted worse than ever. He said: ‘In my bag. Put these things in my bag. See, I bought this bag this morning. I got up early and bought things, including this bag. But I’ll take my things out, if you like, and you can use the bag for putting your things in.’

She began to cry, still walking down the
calle
. A swarthy man saw her tears and looked with distaste on Enderby. ‘Oh, you’re horrible,’ she said.

‘I’ll buy you another goose,’ promised Enderby. ‘Though it wasn’t my fault it broke,’ he added, justly. ‘Look, give me those dolls and things and they can all go in my bag.’

She wanted to dry her eyes but couldn’t, her arms being full of toys. Who were they for? Perhaps a maternal lust had welled up in her suddenly, thought Enderby with fear. Perhaps she was looking ahead. Perhaps any man would do. He had read of such matters. She was buying playthings for children yet unborn. Enderby said eagerly:

‘I wanted to read you the poem, but I couldn’t get in.’ Then he saw that that particular poem, with its tabloid history, would not have done. He was slow in learning about women. Only a love poem could placate her. Had he anything in stock? ‘See,’ he said, ‘look. There’s a horse and carriage thing.’ A
coche
was creaking along, drawn by a glossy sugar-fed mare. ‘We’ll go for a drive in that, and you can tell me how horrible I am.’

‘Oh, leave me alone, go away.’ But she wanted to wipe her cheeks. The coachman, a lined, knowing, very old man, had stopped in response to Enderby’s eager look.

‘Get in,’ Enderby said, pushing her. A small tin tortoise prepared to dive from her arm. Enderby saved it and made it nest in his bag, along with the goose. Life was terrible, really. ‘Go on, get in,’ he said, more roughly. And then: ‘I’ve told you I’m sorry. But you can’t get in the way of a poem. Nobody can.’ So then, sniffing, she got in. ‘The way of a poem,’ Enderby said, ‘passes all human understanding.’ The cathedral bell clanged a sort of amen. And so they were trotted off gently, and she was able to dry her eyes.

‘It could have waited,’ she said. She began to look plumper again; she was becoming near-mollified. They turned right down a narrow street of pleasant yellow houses with balconies, empty, at this hour, of coy serenaded señoritas.

‘A kind of sprung rhythm,’ said Enderby. He now thanked God, or
Dios
as He was here, that some crude lines from an apprentice poem came wriggling back. ‘Listen.’ He gave her them in counterpoint to jaunty bouncing crupper with its blue-ribboned tail:

‘I sought scent, and found it in your hair;

Looked for light, and it lodged in your eyes;

So for sound: it held your breath dear;

And I met movement in your ways.’

‘I see what you mean.’ She was quick to forgive, a bit too quick. She was thinking of her holiday; Enderby was primarily for holiday use. And on holiday my dear I met this poet. Really? A poet, just imagine. ‘But even so.’

‘That time will come again, often.’ Oh no, it bloody well wouldn’t. The ghost of Juan was in the sunlit streets approving his proposed desertion. ‘Whereas the time for paying homage – to your beauty, that is –’

‘Oh, you
are
a pig, aren’t you?’ She came up close to him. ‘A dirty pig, a
puerco puerco
. Piggy.’

‘Don’t call me that.’

‘Hog, then. Hoggy.’ Enderby sweated. ‘Perhaps,’ she said, ‘we could get off soon and have a drink. I’m terribly thirsty.’

‘It’s the crying that does it. A big thirst-maker is crying.’ He
remembered
his stepmother jeering at him when she’d clouted his earhole and made him howl:
Go on, cry more and you’ll pee less
. ‘A loss of liquid, you see. It needs replacing.’

They had lunch at an open-air café place, and of course it had to be paella. She had read about this in some coloured supplement as being one of the glories of the Spanish cuisine, but Enderby considered that never in his life had he been served with anything so insolent. It was warm sticky rice pudding embedded with strips of latex and small gritty seashells. Before it they had cold tomato soup full of garlic. She giggled and said: ‘It’s a good thing we’re both having garlic.’ Enderby choked on that, but later choked harder on both a seashell and her saying: ‘Oh, look, there’s a little man selling newspapers. Do let’s have a Spanish newspaper. I’ve got my little dictionary with me.’ He choked so frightfully at the vendor that the vendor went off.

‘Has something gone the wrong way? Have a drink of your nice wine.’ It was
not
nice wine: it tasted of ink and alum and eels and catarrh. ‘Oh, I did so want a newspaper.’

‘Lies,’ snarled Enderby. ‘Spanish bloody lies. All propaganda and censorship. You’re not to have one, do you hear?’

‘Darling Hoggy. Quite the heavy husband, aren’t you? Perhaps there was fault on both sides.’

‘What do you mean?’

‘Your wife.’

‘Oh, her.’ He sourly tongued wine-lees from his palate. ‘She’s got a lot to answer for. Plagiarism, apart from anything else.’ As soon as he got to Morocco he would get hold of that book. Some effete expatriate writer would probably have it.

‘Plagiarism?’

‘Oh, never mind.’ He had gone too far, or nearly had. ‘I don’t want to talk about it.’

‘Perhaps she didn’t like your poem-writing habits.’ Miss Boland had had too much of this adenoidal wine-substitute. Enderby scowled at her. ‘No poems tonight, hm?’

‘That,’ said Enderby, with a kind of reproving leer, ‘I can promise.’

‘Oh, good heavens, look at the time. There won’t be any tonight at all if we don’t get back to the hotel. The coach leaves at one-thirty.’

Enderby paid the bill, leaving no tip. It had been a horrible meal and it was a horrible place, full of eroded statues and stunted trees. She squeezed his arm, linking him, as he went to the pavement’s edge to call at any vehicle that looked like a taxi. One taxi already had Miss Kelly and two uniformed men, pilot and copilot probably, in it. Miss Kelly clearly recognized Enderby but did not smile or wave. A damned silly girl. Enderby thought he would mention that business of the wrong room to Miss Boland, but then he decided not. The female temperament was a strange one.

At last a taxi took them to the Hotel Marruecos, where tour-members were already assembling at the entrance, luggage all about them. Miss Boland had to rush to her room to see about hers, not quite finished packing. Enderby saw another newspaper-seller hovering and gave him a five-peseta note to go away. Things would be all right, but for God’s sake let things be hurried up. Mr Guthkelch had bought a pair of castanets and was fandangoing clumsily, clumsily clacking them. The man with the condoms in his luggage looked very tired, but his wife was erect, in rude health. Mr Mercer counted and recounted and stopped counting when Miss Boland appeared, flushed and panting, a porter bearing her bags. And then the coach came and then they were off.

The airport was full of gloomy British travellers from Gibraltar, and they were being punished for that by being made to wait a long time for customs clearance. So, anyway, their courier whined to Mr Mercer, whom he seemed to know as an old pal in the game. And then Mr Mercer’s lot marched across the tarmac and Miss Boland, God be praised, was a little sleepy after the wine. There was Miss Kelly waiting to welcome them all aboard again, but she had no welcome for Enderby. Mr Mercer came round with immigration forms, and they took off. It was a lovely golden Spanish afternoon.

Courteously, Enderby gave Miss Boland the window-seat he had had on the first leg of the journey. She slept. Enderby slept. Enderby was awakened. A uniformed man, pilot or co-pilot, was bending over him. He was a thick man, not old, jowled with good
living
, hangoverishly bloodshot. ‘Is your name,’ he said, his rather hairy hand on Enderby’s shoulder, ‘Enderby?’

Enderby could do no more than feebly nod. So, then, radio messages were crackling all over the world’s air. Wapenshaw had talked, killing in childish spite his own handiwork.

‘I’m the pilot of this aircraft. You’ll appreciate I have certain responsibilities.’ O’Shaughnessy then, but it was not an Irish voice. Enderby said, voicelessly: