The Collected Joe Abercrombie (267 page)

She watched him eat. ‘Hungry?’

‘Somewhat.’

‘Long way from home?’

‘Somewhat.’

‘Had some bad luck?’

‘More’n my share. But I made some bad choices, too.’

‘The two go together.’

‘That is a fact.’ He tossed knife and spoon clattering down onto the empty plate. ‘I should’ve thought it through.’ He wiped up the gravy with the last slice of bread. ‘But I’ve always been my own worst enemy.’ They sat facing each other in silence as he chewed it. ‘You’ve not told me your name.’

‘No.’

‘Like that, is it?’

‘I’m paying, aren’t I? It’s whatever way I say it is.’

‘Why are you paying? A friend of mine . . .’ He cleared his throat, starting to doubt whether Vossula had been any kind of friend. ‘A man I know told me to expect nothing for free in Styria.’

‘Good advice. I need something from you.’

Shivers licked at the inside of his mouth and it tasted sour. He had a debt to this woman, now, and he wasn’t sure what he’d have to pay. By the look of her, he reckoned it might cost him dear. ‘What do you need?’

‘First of all, have a bath. No one’s going to deal with you in that state.’

Now the hunger and the cold were gone, they’d left a bit of room for shame. ‘I’m happier not stinking, believe it or not. I got some fucking pride left.’

‘Good for you. Bet you can’t wait to get fucking clean, then.’

He worked his shoulders around, uncomfortable. He had this feeling like he was stepping into a pool with no idea how deep it might be. ‘Then what?’

‘Not much. You go into a smoke-house and ask for a man called Sajaam. You say Nicomo demands his presence at the usual place. You bring him to me.’

‘Why not do that yourself?’

‘Because I’m paying you to do it, fool.’ She held up a coin in her gloved fist. Silver glinted in the firelight, design of weighing scales stamped into the bright metal. ‘You bring Sajaam to me, you get a scale. You decide you still want fish, you can buy yourself a barrelful.’

Shivers frowned. For some fine-looking woman to come out of nowhere, more’n likely save his life, then make him a golden offer? His luck had never been anywhere near that good. But eating had only reminded him how much he used to enjoy doing it. ‘I can do that.’

‘Good. Or you can do something else, and get fifty.’

‘Fifty?’ Shivers’ voice was an eager croak. ‘This a joke?’

‘You see me laughing? Fifty, I said, and if you still want fish you can buy your own boat and have change for some decent tailoring, how’s that?’

Shivers tugged somewhat shamefacedly at the frayed edge of his coat. With that much he could hop the next boat back to Uffrith and kick Vossula’s skinny arse from one end of the town to the other. A dream that had been his one source of pleasure for some time. ‘What do you want for fifty?’

‘Not much. You go into a smoke-house and ask for a man called Sajaam. You say Nicomo demands his presence at the usual place. You bring him to me.’ She paused for a moment. ‘Then you help me kill a man.’

It was no surprise, if he was honest with himself for once. There was only one kind of work that he was really good at. Certainly only one kind that anyone would pay him fifty scales for. He’d come here to be a better man. But it was just like the Dogman had told him. Once your hands are bloody, it ain’t so easy to get ’em clean.

Something poked his thigh under the table and he near jumped out of his chair. The pommel of a long knife lay between his legs. A fighting knife, steel crosspiece gleaming orange, its sheathed blade in the woman’s gloved hand.

‘Best take it.’

‘I didn’t say I’d kill anyone.’

‘I know what you said. The blade’s just to show Sajaam you mean business.’

He had to admit he didn’t much care for a woman surprising him with a knife between his thighs. ‘I didn’t say I’d kill anyone.’

‘I didn’t say you did.’

‘Right then. Just as long as you know.’ He snatched the blade from her and slid it down inside his coat.

The knife pressed against his chest as he walked up, nuzzling at him like an old lover back for more. Shivers knew it was nothing to be proud of. Any fool can carry a knife. But even so, he wasn’t sure he didn’t like the weight of it against his ribs. Felt like being someone again.

He’d come to Styria looking for honest work. But when the purse runs empty, dishonest work has to do. Shivers couldn’t say he’d ever seen a place with a less honest look about it than this one. A heavy door in a dirty, bare, windowless wall, with a big man standing guard on each side. Shivers could tell it in the way they stood – they had weapons, and were right on the edge of putting ’em to use. One was a dark-skinned Southerner, black hair hanging around his face.

‘Need something?’ he asked, while the other gave Shivers the eyeball.

‘Here to see Sajaam.’

‘You armed?’ Shivers slid out the knife, held it up hilt first, and the man took it off him. ‘With me, then.’ The hinges creaked as the door swung open.

The air was thick on the other side, hazy with sweet smoke. It scratched at Shivers’ throat and made him want to cough, prickled at his eyes and made them water. It was dim and quiet, too sticky warm for comfort after the nip outside. Lamps of coloured glass threw patterns across the stained walls – green, and red, and yellow flares in the murk. The place was like a bad dream.

Curtains hung about, dirty silk rustling in the gloom. Folk sprawled on cushions, half-dressed and half-asleep. A man lay on his back, mouth wide open, pipe dangling from his hand, trace of smoke still curling from the bowl. A woman was pressed against him, on her side. Both their faces were beaded with sweat, slack as corpses. Looked like an uneasy cross between delight and despair, but tending towards the latter.

‘This way.’ Shivers followed his guide through the haze and down a shadowy corridor. A woman leaning in a doorway watched him pass with dead eyes, saying nothing. Someone was grunting somewhere, ‘Oh, oh, oh,’ almost bored.

Through a curtain of clicking beads and into another big room, less smoky but more worrying. Men were scattered about it, an odd mix of types and colours. Judging by their looks, all used to violence. Eight were sitting at a table strewn with glasses, bottles and small money, playing cards. More lounged about in the shadows. Shivers’ eye fell right away on a nasty-looking hatchet in easy reach of one, and he didn’t reckon it was the only weapon about. A clock was nailed up on the wall, innards dangling, swinging back and forth, tick, tock, tick, loud enough to set his nerves jangling even worse.

A big man sat at the head of the table, the chief’s place if this had been the North. An old man, face creased like leather past its best. His skin was oily dark, short hair and beard dusted with iron grey. He had a gold coin he was fiddling with, flipping it across his knuckles from one side of his hand back to the other. The guide leaned down to whisper in his ear, then handed across the knife. His eyes and the eyes of the others were on Shivers, now. A scale was starting to seem a small reward for the task, all of a sudden.

‘You Sajaam?’ Louder than Shivers had in mind, voice squeaky from the smoke.

The old man’s smile was a yellow curve in his dark face. ‘Sajaam is my name, as all my sweet friends will confirm. You know, you can tell an awful lot about a man from the style of weapon he carries.’

‘That so?’

Sajaam slid the knife from its sheath and held it up, candlelight glinting on steel. ‘Not a cheap blade, but not expensive either. Fit for the job, and no frills at the edges. Sharp, and hard, and meaning business. Am I close to the mark?’

‘Somewhere round it.’ It was plain he was one of those who loved to prattle on, so Shivers didn’t bother to mention that it weren’t even his knife. Less said, sooner he could be on his way.

‘What might your name be, friend?’ Though the friend bit didn’t much convince.

‘Caul Shivers.’

‘Brrrr.’ Sajaam shook his big shoulders around like he was cold, to much chuckling from his men. Easily tickled, by the look of things. ‘You are a long, long way from home, my man.’

‘Don’t I fucking know it. I’ve a message for you. Nicomo demands your presence.’

The good humour drained from the room quick as blood from a slit throat. ‘Where?’

‘The usual place.’

‘Demands, does he?’ A couple of Sajaam’s people were moving away from the walls, hands creeping in the shadows. ‘Awfully bold of him. And why would my old friend Nicomo send a big white Northman with a blade to talk to me?’ It came to Shivers about then that, for reasons unknown, the woman might’ve landed him right in the shit. Clearly she weren’t this Nicomo character. But he’d swallowed his fill of scorn these last few weeks, and the dead could have him before he tongued up any more.

‘Ask him yourself. I didn’t come here to swap questions, old man. Nicomo demands your presence in the usual place, and that’s all. Now get off your fat black arse before I lose my temper.’

There was a long and ugly pause, while everyone had a think about that. ‘I like it,’ grunted Sajaam. ‘You like that?’ he asked one of his thugs.

‘It’s alright, I guess, if that style o’ thing appeals.’

‘On occasion. Large words and bluster and hairy-chested manliness. Too much gets boring with great speed, but a little can sometimes make me smile. So Nicomo demands my presence, does he?’

‘He does,’ said Shivers, no choice but to let the current drag him where it pleased, and hope to wash up whole.

‘Well, then.’ The old man tossed his cards down on the table and slowly stood. ‘Let it never be said old Sajaam reneged on a debt. If Nicomo is calling . . . the usual place it is.’ He pushed the knife Shivers had brought through his belt. ‘I’ll keep hold of this though, hmmm? Just for the moment.’

It was late when they got to the place the woman had showed him and the rotten garden was dark as a cellar. Far as Shivers could tell it was empty as one too. Just torn papers twitching on the night air, old news hanging from the slimy bricks.

‘Well?’ snapped Sajaam. ‘Where’s Cosca?’

‘Said she’d be here,’ Shivers muttered, half to himself.

‘She?’ His hand was on the hilt of the knife. ‘What the hell are you—’

‘Over here, you old prick.’ She slid out from behind a tree-trunk and into a scrap of light, hood back. Now Shivers saw her clearly, she was even finer-looking than he’d thought, and harder-looking too. Very fine, and very hard, with a sharp red line down the side of her neck, like the scars you see on hanged men. She had this frown – brows drawn in hard, lips pressed tight, eyes narrowed and fixed in front. Like she’d decided to break a door down with her head, and didn’t care a shit for the results.

Sajaam’s face had gone slack as a soaked shirt. ‘You’re alive.’

‘Still sharp as ever, eh?’

‘But I heard—’

‘No.’

Didn’t take long for the old man to scrape himself together. ‘You shouldn’t be in Talins, Murcatto. You shouldn’t be within a hundred miles of Talins. Most of all, you shouldn’t be within a hundred miles of me.’ He cursed in some language Shivers didn’t know, then tipped his face back towards the dark sky. ‘God, God, why could you not have sent me an honest life to lead?’

The woman snorted. ‘Because you haven’t the guts for it. That and you like money too much.’

‘All true, regrettably.’ They might’ve talked like old friends, but Sajaam’s hand hadn’t left the knife. ‘What do you want?’

‘Your help killing some men.’

‘The Butcher of Caprile needs my help killing, eh? As long as none of them are too close to Duke Orso—’

‘He’ll be the last.’

‘Oh, you mad bitch.’ Sajaam slowly shook his head. ‘How you love to test me, Monzcarro. How you always loved to test us all. You’ll never do it. Never, not if you wait until the sun burns out.’

‘What if I could, though? Don’t tell me it hasn’t been your fondest wish all these years.’

‘All these years when you were spreading fire and murder across Styria in his name? Happy to take his orders and his coin, lick his arse like a puppy dog with a new bone? Is it those years you mean? I don’t recall you offering your shoulder for me to weep upon.’

‘He killed Benna.’

‘Is that so? The bills said Duke Rogont’s agents got you both.’ Sajaam was pointing out some old papers stirring on the wall behind her shoulder. A woman’s face on ’em, and a man’s. Shivers realised, and with a sharp sinking in his gut, the woman’s face was hers. ‘Killed by the League of Eight. Everyone was so very upset.’

‘I’m in no mood for jokes, Sajaam.’

‘When were you ever? But it’s no joke. You were a hero round these parts. That’s what they call you when you kill so many people the word murderer falls short. Orso gave the big speech, said we all had to fight harder than ever to avenge you, and everyone wept. I am sorry about Benna. I always liked the boy. But I made peace with my devils. You should do the same.’

‘The dead can forgive. The dead can be forgiven. The rest of us have better things to do. I want your help, and I’m owed. Pay up, bastard.’