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The Boy Who Called God “She”

By Nancy Springer

 

Copyright 2012 by Nancy Springer

Cover Copyright 2012 by Ginny Glass
and Untreed Reads Publishing

The author is hereby established as the sole holder of the copyright. Either the publisher (Untreed Reads) or author may enforce copyrights to the fullest extent.

 

Previously published in print, 2000.

 

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This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to the living or dead is entirely coincidental.

 

Also by Nancy Springer and Untreed Reads Publishing

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The Fantasy World of Nancy Springer: The Boy Who Plaited Manes

The Fantasy World of Nancy Springer: The Scent of an Angel

 

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The Boy Who Called God “She”

Nancy Springer

So there’s this new kid in school, see? One of my suckups, little freshman punk, saw him go in the office and let me know. So me ’n Brent take a stroll to peep him out, because the two of us basically run the school, I mean the important stuff, like who gets to yank lunch money and jump line and go in the bathroom whenever they want.

“Loser,” Brent says to me out of the side of his mouth.

“Geek,” I agree, because the new kid is skinny and dorky looking with a softie face and purple fruity-ass hair, thinks he’s hot snot but he’s not. Like, he is actually dressed to code. This is a Christian school and boys are supposed to wear dark slacks and a button front shirt and a tie. My parents send me here because they say it will teach me a sense of order and discipline. Yeah, right. My parents don’t go to church or anything but they think Jesus is good for kids, kind of like Santa Claus. Like, they sent me to Sunday School when I was little. What I mostly learned was that I gotta be good or I go to Hell. So I figure I’m gonna go to Hell, because I am definitely not good and I like to beat up on geeks, and it looks like God just sent me another one.

Just as I’m thinking this, buttface Mrs. Miller clops up in those horseshoes of hers. “Put your tie on, Derek,” she snarfs at me.

“It is on.” Tied around my head.

“Put it on properly.”

Stupid old hippie, doesn’t she know a proper headband when she sees one? “But Mrs. Miller, it’s keeping my hair orderly and disciplined.”

She isn’t buying it. No damn sense of humor. I take the tie off my head and duck into the bathroom like I need a mirror or something and stick the tie in my back pocket. Then me ’n Brent have a smoke. Then we hang out. By third period we get bored and go to class. I pull my shirt tails half out of my pants to give the teachers something else to bother me about.

Third period is Religion class—like all the classes ain’t religion? I mean, in this school we got Jesus algebra, for Christ’s sake. But anyway, the new kid, I mean candy-ass, is there. It turns out his name is Julian, which doesn’t make me like him any better. I dump my butt in a seat in the back of the room and stare at Julian’s skinny neck and his purple grape-jelly hair without thinking much about him or listening much to anything until up goes his hand and he says it.

“I don’t think God means for us to be scared of Her,” he says.

Her??

That bumps me up straight. I’m staring at this weird kid. Everybody is staring. Including the teacher. He can’t seem to think what to say. There is this awesomely total silence, like a white hole of no noise at all.

Finally the teacher—Reverend Weltzer, he’s a preacher at some church on Sundays—finally he says like each word is an egg that might break and make a slimy mess, “You refer to God as ‘Her,’ Julian?”

And that geek Julian says “Yes” with kind of a question mark on it, like, isn’t that okay?

Weltzer says, “May I ask why?”

“I, uh, I just do.” The fruithead doesn’t sound real sure of himself.

“But our Lord Jesus was male,” Weltzer says. “And he referred to God as his Father.”

“Because it made God easy for him to talk to!” Julian lights up, dorky happy.

“I, um, I suppose so…” Now Weltzer isn’t sure.

Julian says, “See, that’s it. For me God’s easy to talk to if She’s a Her.”

Just listening to him I want to crawl under the chair. Embarrassed to be human. I mean, what an unbelievable loser.

Reverend Weltzer thinks so too. I can see it in his face. He goes on talking about obedience or whatever and doesn’t call on Julian anymore.

After class I pass Julian in the hall and knock him good with my shoulder. Brent lays in right behind me and goes, “Ew, a bug!” and whacks him hard on his fruit-loop head.

“Hey!” the dork yells at both of us, but we just laugh and keep walking.

At home I have to eat dinner with my parents and just for something to say besides pass the beans I tell them, “There’s this new kid in my school who calls God She.”

Mom and Dad both look at me like I just flashed them.

“She,” I say it again for them. “Her. God. Like, the big mama in the sky.”

“Is this girl some sort of radical feminist, Derek?” my dad wants to know.

“Girl? What girl?”

“It’s a
boy
doing this?” Mom goes, all shocked.

“No duh, Mom.” Like, how many other genders are there? Don’t answer that.

She ignores the sarcasm. “He must be some kind of sissy.”

Dad says, “I hope Reverend Weltzer told him to put a cork in it.”

I just shrug. I don’t want to agree with my mom or my dad even though I kind of do agree.

I don’t have to say anything because somebody knocks at the door. It’s Brent. I go out on the sidewalk with him and have a smoke. Me ’n Brent talk about some stuff and then he says, “What about that nerd Julian? How can any human being get that stupid?”

Actually, I can’t believe anyone
can
be that stupid. “You think maybe he’s tugging on Weltzer’s chain?” If he was, I wish I’d thought of it first.

“Nah. He’s as serious as a heart attack, man.”

“So what’s his problem?”

“I don’t know. Weltzer should tell him to stuff it where the sun don’t shine.”

The next day me ’n Brent see Julian in the lobby before school. He has his hair in a Statue of Liberty with each spike a different color. Brent shoves him up against a pillar and I grab his book bag and dump his papers and stuff all over the floor. This time he doesn’t even say Hey. He just looks at us. See, he’s not so stupid. He’s learning.

He doesn’t seem to be learning real fast in Religion, though. Weltzer starts class with about sixteen reasons from the Bible why God is a He, and up goes Julian’s hand. “But that was back
then
,” he says.

Weltzer says, all preacherish and really getting into it, “But Jesus is still here for us today! Christ arose from the dead. He—”

“God’s alive, right?”

“Yes! Exactly!”

“So when you’re alive, you grow, you change? Like it was Yahweh in the Old Testament and in the New Testament it’s Jesus and everything’s changed?”

Weltzer starts to turn colors. It’s interesting. His nose gets white and same around the mouth and eyes but the rest of his face gets pink like those Styrofoam tomatoes they slice for sandwiches in the cafeteria. He says between his teeth, “But then Jesus said his ministry was conclusive. He said, I am the Way—”

“But if God is alive, She can change Her mind anytime She wants, can’t She?”

Girls are giggling, Brent is laughing out loud, and me, I’m snickering but I’m listening to every word. I’ve never paid so much attention in class before.

Weltzer says edgy like a knife, “Julian, it is not consistent with Christian tradition to refer to our Lord by a female pronoun.”

“But what if She’s tired of being locked in the Bible?”

“Julian—”

Julian says, real soft, “You don’t want to listen. When I talk to Her, She listens.”

The whole class bursts out laughing and I’m watching Julian and I see his neck get red. Weltzer gets red too, pissed off, like we’re laughing at him. He barks, “In this school we refer to the deity as He.”

That loser Julian just doesn’t know when to give up. He says, “But if She’s alive… I mean, I’m alive, so I change. Like, I changed my hair today. What if She—”

Weltzer tells him, “Julian, report to the office.”

“Huh? Why?”

“Your hair is in violation of the dress code. Go.”

That’s a crock. Weltzer just doesn’t want to argue anymore about God being a guy. He’s probably expecting an argument about the hair, but this is weird, Julian doesn’t say a thing. He just gets up and walks out looking like he’s been hit, and that’s weird too, because he didn’t look that way when Brent was threatening his life. Dumb fruit-for-hair. Hell, who cares about getting sent to the office? If it was Brent or me, we would strut out. Three times and you get paddled, so what? They gotta do better than that to make me orderly and disciplined. I see Julian in the hall before lunch. His hair is wet and slicked down on his head. So I give him a shove. “Hey, rat face, you need a crying towel?”

He just looks at me, and all of a sudden I notice his eyes, sky gray, so calm and deep they’re freaky.

Brent comes up and whacks him on the back of the head and starts to say—

I don’t know what. Because Julian spins around and shoves Brent so hard he slams him against the lockers. And before I can blink he grabs me like no damn problem and slams me alongside of Brent. Knocks the breath out of me. Next thing I know he has a hand under my chin and slides me up the locker slick as an elevator. Brent too. He lifts both of us right off our feet.

The whole hallway is dead white-hole silent, nobody moving, everybody watching. I can hear my heart pounding and I’m trying to breathe and I can’t even think to use my hands, I’m just hoping Julian will let me down soon now please.

He says, very quiet, almost sweet, “Leave—me—alone.” Then he lets go. Me ’n Brent drop to our feet.

We stand there rubbing the red spots under our jawbones and watching Julian stalk off toward the cafeteria with everybody getting out of his way.

Here comes my freshman punk suckup. “I hear he’s a swimmer,” he says. “You got to watch them. They’re skinny but they’re really strong.”

“Yeah, I hear he’s training for the Olympics,” says another ass kisser.

“I hear he bench presses 200.”

Brent says, “Shut up.” His voice comes out squeaky but they zip it and back away.

Brent looks at me. I look at Brent. “This calls for revenge,” Brent says.

I don’t say anything. My voice box feels sorta numb.

At supper, Mom asks me, “Is that new boy still making trouble at your school?”

“Huh?” I get kind of slow when I don’t want to talk.

“The sissy boy. The one who says God is a woman.”

“Oh.” Julian. “He’s not a ‘sissy boy.’” God, my mother is so out of it.

“He’s not?”

“No.” A maniac, maybe, a nut case, riding the short bus. Freaky as hell. But definitely not a wimp or a geek either. So much for sizing up new kids.

The next day Weltzer sends Julian to the office again. Says his tie violates the dress code. It’s a hand-painted tie with a picture of a woman in a white gown sitting on a throne in the middle of an oval of golden stars. Weltzer says it’s from the Tarot and it’s Satanic. I am sitting right there with my shirt hanging out and no tie on and he doesn’t send me to the damn office.

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