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Poul Anderson

To Bubbles

Go raibh maith agat, mo chroi

I

I
WAS A BIRCH TREE
, white slenderness in the middle of a meadow, but had no name for what I was. My leaves drank of the sunlight that streamed through them and set their green aglow, my leaves danced in the wind, which made a harp of my branches, but I did not see or hear. Waning days turned me brittle golden, frost stripped me bare, snow blew about me during my long drowse, then Orion hunted his quarry beyond this heaven and the sun swung north to blaze me awake, but none of this did I sense.

And yet I marked it all, for I lived. Each cell within me felt in a secret way how the sky first shone aloud and afterward grew quiet, air gusted or whooped or lay dreaming, rain flung chill and laughter, water and worms did their work for my reaching roots, nestlings piped where I sheltered them and soughed, grass and dandelions enfolded me in richness, the earth stirred as the Earth turned among stars. Each year that departed left a ring in me for remembrance. Though I was not aware, I was still in Creation and of it; though I did not understand, I knew. I was Tree.

II

W
HEN
Emissary
passed through the gate and Phoebus again shone upon her, half of the dozen crewfolk who survived were gathered in her common room, together with the passenger from Beta. After their long time away, they wanted to witness this return on the biggest viewscreens they had and share a ceremony, raising goblets of the last wine aboard to the hope of a good homecoming. Those on duty added voices over the intercom.
“Salud. Proost. Skål. Banzai. Saúde. Zdoroviye. Prosit. Mazel tov. Santé. Viva. Aloha”
each spoke of a very special place.

From her post at the linkage computer, Joelle Ky whispered, on behalf of those who had stayed behind forever,
“Zivio”
for Alexander Vlantis,
“Kan bei”
for Yuan Chichao, “Cheers” for Christine Burns. She added nothing of her own, thought what a sentimental old fool she was, and trusted that nobody had heard. Her gaze drifted to a small screen supposed to provide her with visual data should any be needed. Amidst the meters, controls, input and output equipment which crowded the cabin, it seemed like a window on the world.

“World,” though, meant “universe.” Amplification was set at one, revealing simply what the naked eye would have seen. Yet stars shone so many and bright, unwinking diamond, sapphire, topaz, ruby, that the blackness around and beyond was but a chalice for them. Even in the Solar System, Joelle could have picked no constellations out of such a throng. However, the shape of the Milky Way was little changed from nights above North America. With that chill brilliance for a guide, she found an elvenglow which was M31; and it had looked the same at Beta, too, for it is sister to our whole galaxy.

Nonetheless she suddenly wanted a more familiar sight. The need for the comfort it would give surprised her—she, the
holothete, to whom everything visible was merely a veil that reality wore. The past eight Earth-years must have drunk deeper of her than she knew. Unwilling to wait the hours, maybe days until she could see Solagain, she ran fingers across the keyboard before her, directing the scanner to bring in Phoebus. At least she had glimpsed it when outbound, and countless pictures of it throughout her life.

The helmet was already on her head, the linkage to computer, memory bank, and ship’s instruments already complete. The instant after she desired that particular celestial location, she had calculated it. To her the operation felt everyday: felt like knowing where to move her hand to pick up a tool or knowing which way a sound was coming from. There was nothing numinous about it.

The scene switched to a different sector. A disc appeared, slightly larger than Sol observed from Earth or Luna, a trifle yellower, type G5. Photospheric luminance, ten percent above what Earth got, had been automatically stopped down to avoid blinding her. Lesser splendors remained undimmed. Thus she made out spots on the surface, flares along the limb, nacre of corona, slim wings of zodiacal light.
Yes,
she thought,
Phoebus has the same kind of beauty as my sun. Centrum does not, and only now do I feel how lonely was that lack
.

Her touch ranged onward, calling for a sight of Demeter. This problem her unaided brain could have solved. Having newly made transit,
Emissary
floated near the gate; and it held a Lagrange 4 position with respect to the planet, in the same orbit though sixty degrees ahead. The scanner must merely course along the ecliptic to find what she wished.

At a distance of 0.81 astronomical units, unmagnified, Demeter resembled the stars about it, stronger than most and bluer than any.
Are you still yonder, Dan Brodersen?
Joelle wondered; and then:
Oh, yes, you must be. I’ve been gone for eight years, but a bare few of your months have passed
.

How many exactly? I don’t know. Fidelio isn’t quite sure
.

Captain Langendijk’s general announcement interrupted her reverie. “Attention, please. We’ve registered two vessels on our radars. One is obviously the official watchcraft, and is signalling for tight-beam communication. I’ll put that over the intercom, but kindly do not interrupt the talk, or make any unnecessary noise. Best they don’t know you are listening.”

For a moment Joelle was puzzled. Why should he take
precautions, as if
Emissary’s
return might not be the occasion for mankind-wide rejoicing? What put the note of strain into his tone? The answer struck inward. She had been indifferent to partisan matters, they scarcely existed for her, but once recruited into this crew, she couldn’t help hearing talk of strife and intrigue. Brodersen had rather grimly explained the facts to her, and they had often been a subject of conversation at Beta. A considerable coalition within humanity had never wanted the expedition and would not be happy at its success.

Two vessels, both presumably in orbit around the Tmachine. The second must be Dan’s
.

“Thomas Archer, commanding World Union watchship
Faraday,
speaking,” said a man’s voice. His Spanish was accented like hers. “Identify yourself.”

“Willem Langendijk, commanding exploratory ship
Emissary
[Spanish
Emisario
].” replied her captain. “We’re passing through on our way back to the Solar System. May we commence maneuvers?”

“What—but—” Archer obviously struggled with amazement. “Well, you do seem like—But everybody expected you’d be gone for years!”

“We were.”

“No. I witnessed your transit. That was, uh, five months ago, no more.”

“Ah-ha. Give me the present date and time, please.”

“But—you—”

“If you please.” Joelle could well imagine how Langendijk’s lean face tautened to match his sternness.

Archer blurted the figures off a chronometer. She summoned from the memory bank the exact clock reading when she and her fellows had finished tracing out the guidepath here and twisted through space-time to their unknown goal. Subtraction yielded an interval of twenty weeks and three days. She could as readily have told how many seconds, or miroseconds, had passed out of Archer’s lifespan, but he had only given information to the nearest minute.

“Thank you,” Langendijk said. “For us, approximately eight Terrestrial years have passed. It turns out that the T machine is indeed a time machine of sorts, as well as a space transporter. The Betans—the beings whom we followed—calculated our course to bring us out near the date when we left.”

Silence hummed. Joelle noticed she was aware of her
environment with more than usual intensity. Free falling, the ship kept her weightless in a loosened safety harness. The sensation was pleasant, recalling flying dreams of long ago when she was young. (Afterward her dreams had changed with her mind and soul, as she grew into being a holothete.) Air from a ventilator murmured and stroked her cheeks. It bore a slight greenwood odor of recycling chemicals and, at its present stage of the variability necessary for health, coolness and a subliminal pungency of ions. Her heart knocked loud in her ears. And, yes, twinges in her left wrist had turned into a steady ache, she was overdue for an arthritis booster, time went, time went. Probably the Others themselves could not change that….

“Well,” Archer said in English. “Well, I’ll be God damned. Uh, welcome back. How are you?”

Langendijk switched to the same language, in which he felt a touch more at ease and which was in fact used aboard
Emissary
about as often as Spanish. “We lost three people. But otherwise, Captain, believe me, the news we bear is all wonderful. Besides being anxious to get home—you will understand that—we can hardly wait to spread our story through the Union.”

“Did you—” Archer paused, as if half afraid to utter the rest. Quite possibly he was. Joelle heard him draw breath before he plunged: “Did you find the Others?”

“No. What we did find was an advanced civilization, nonhuman but friendly, in contact with scores of inhabited worlds. They’re eager to establish close relations with us, too; they offer what my crew and I think are some fantastically good deals. No, they know nothing more about the Others than we do, except for the additional gates they’ve learned how to use. But we, the next several generations of man will have as much as we can do to assimilate what the Betans will give.

“Now I’m sorry, Captain, I realize you’d love to hear everything, but that would take days, and anyhow, we have orders not to linger. The Council of the World Union commissioned us and requires we report first to it. That is reasonable, no? Accordingly, we request clearance to proceed straight on to the Solar System.”

Again Archer was mute a while. Was something more than surprise at work in him? On impulse, Joelle called on the ship’s exoinstrumental circuits. An immediate inrush of data lured her. It wasn’t a full perception, but still, as far as possible, how easy and how blessed to comprehend yonder cosmos as a whole
and become one with it! Resisting, she concentrated solely on radar and navigational information. In a split pulsebeat, she calculated how to bring
Faraday
onto her viewscreen.

There was no particular reason for that. She knew what the watchcraft looked like: a tapered gray cylinder so as to be capable of planetfall, missile launcher and ray projector recessed into the sleekness—wholly foreign to the huge, equipment-bristling, fragile sphere which was
Emissary
. When the picture changed, she didn’t magnify and amplify to make the vessel visible across a thousand kilometers. Instead, the sight of two dully glowing globes, red and green, coming into the scanner field, against the stars, snatched at her. Those were markers around the T machine. The Others had placed them. Her augmented senses told her that a third likewise happened to be visible on the receiver; it was colored ultraviolet.

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