Temptation (28 page)

“What’s on your mind,
moya malen'kaya soblaznitel'nitsa
?”

“Is Gabbie asleep?”

“Yes, but I don’t think that was what you wanted to say.”

Viktor watches me carefully as I continue to move around nervously. My mouth goes dry and before I stop and actually think of what to say, I end up spilling everything. “Okay, here’s the thing. I haven’t had sex in a very long time, and when I did, it wasn’t great. The first time I had sex I got pregnant, so you can imagine why I wasn’t up for random one night stands. Or it could be the fact that you’re the only guy I want to have sex with. I don’t know. I know I’m not experienced, at all, and I’m sure you’re used to having confident and experienced women all the time. For all I know, you could have someone waiting for you right now. What I’m trying to say is, I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing. All I do know is, I want you to do what you did to me a few days ago. I’ve never felt that much pleasure before and I want that again. I want that with you.” I’m breathless after my confession. I hope he understood me. I was talking so fast I’m not sure if he got what I’m trying to say. I don’t know if I did. I watch him, wondering what he’s thinking. He tilts his head a little to the side, and then he starts to laugh at me.

“Viktor, this isn’t funny. I’m being serious here!” I throw up my hands in defeat as he continues to laugh. Why is this so funny to him? I shake my head, feeling the sting of rejection. I clench my jaw, trying not to let my tears get the better of me as I start to walk away. I don’t get very far. Viktor grabs my wrist, and pulls me to him. Before I know what’s happening, he has me on my back and he’s on top of me, between my legs. I love having him so close to me.

I wrap my hands around his neck as Viktor leans in, and pushes my hair out of my face. I love how he stares at me adoringly. “My sweet, Ava. I don’t know why you’re so nervous about being with me.”

“Vik, come on. I know you’ve been with countless women.”

“How do you know that? Ava, I haven’t been with anyone since I first met you. The day I found you, I didn’t need anyone else. All I wanted was you. Even if you made me wait over a year.”

Hearing that he has waited for me for so long makes my heart flutter. He gazes at me and touches my lips with his fingertips. In a way, I’m glad I’ve waited until this moment to be with him. Knowing we both are committed makes it easier for me to knock down all my walls I have placed up so carefully. “Why did you laugh at me? It took a lot to admit those things to you.” I feel my face flush and I hate that I’m so embarrassed talking about this with him.

“Oh, Ava, seeing you flustered and all worked up over nothing amuses me. There’s no need for you to worry about anything. I’ll take care of you.”

I drop my hands from around his neck and use them to cover my face. I rub my face and let my arms fall behind my head. “I don’t understand why you want me of all people. Why me? I’m not experienced at all with sex.”

He sighs and kisses my noses. “I don’t care that you’re not experienced. I actually like that about you. I can show you so much, and make you mine. I only want you, Ava. I have from the moment I laid eyes on you. I know I’m not your first, but let me be the first to show you how sex is supposed to be. I want to be your first and last in everything from now on.”

“I’m scared, Vik.”

“Why?”

I let out a rush of air as I say, “What if I get pregnant again? I don’t want any more babies right now.”

Viktor grins, and kisses my nose again. His hand slowly slides down my side and to my thigh. He’s making it hard to think straight. “You won’t get pregnant. We’re going to be careful, and you’re not due for another Depo shot for another month and a half.” He leans up and reaches into his pocket for something. “I also have these,” he tells me as he pulls out a few condoms.

“I don’t even want to know how you know about my form of birth control. It’s creepy, Vik.”

“No it’s not. I know everything about you, so I can take care of you. And to ease your mind about things you don’t need to think of.”

“Are you a secret stalker? Because I have to say, it’s kind of sexy.” I laugh when his grin disappears and he actually has to think about what I’m saying.

“So, what you’re saying is, knowing what your medical records say is something a stalker would do?”

“Oh my gosh, Vik. It is, but I’m teasing you. Only you would know what my medical records say.” He opens his mouth to say more but I stop him. “I don’t want to know. It’s fine. I trust you won’t use that information against me.”

We both laugh, and then as if someone sucked all the air out of the room, we stop. Viktor moves off of me, and holds out his hand for me. I lick my lips and let out a sigh. I sit up and I take his hand. He pulls me up so I’m standing in front of him. My heart is already beating rapidly, and I stare at his chest. I can’t seem to make myself look at him yet. He runs his hand through my hair, and slowly moves down to my shoulder. He places his other hand under my chin and tilts my face up to him.

“Are you sure this is what you want? I need you to be sure. After this, you will be mine.”

I blink a few times trying to get my brain working again. I place my hands on his chest as I say, “Yes.” I am ready for this. I am ready to be his.

All of my doubts seem to disappear when he lowers both hands to the knot holding my robe in place. Neither one of us can look away as he slowly unties it. All I can think about is his having his skillful hands on me. I want and need him touching me everywhere, making me feel complete bliss again. I lower my arms down to my side, and once he finally unknots my robe, Viktor raises his hand up to my shoulder. He slowly moves the robe off of me as he touches my shoulder, and the movement sends my robe down my arm. I stand completely still, doing nothing but breathing and savoring his touch. I close my eyes when he does the same to my other shoulder. I feel the robe finally fall, leaving me naked and utterly exposed to him.

“
Tak chertovski krasivyy
.”

I can’t help but to smile hearing him talk to me in Russian. I love it, but right now, I don’t want to listen to words I don’t know the meaning of. “English, Vik.”

“I’ll try to remember that,” he says huskily in my ear.

Viktor kisses me on the side of my neck as his hands slide to my lower back. His light touch is making me ache for more. My body seems to come alive for him. Everything feels heightened, and I let my head fall back when Viktor starts to kiss up my neck. His lips capture mine, and he takes my mouth with passion. I moan when his tongue touches mine, and I grab onto his shoulders to stay upright. He pulls me closer to him as he kisses me, making all my thoughts fade. I feel one of his hands move up my back, to my neck, and he grabs a handful of my hair. He pulls me away from his hot lips and I slowly open my eyes.

“Get on the bed. Lie on your back.”

He lets me go, and I step backwards until I feel the bed hit the back of my legs. I place my hands behind me and slide onto the bed. Our eyes never leave each other, and I for one, am grateful for that. If I look away now, I fear I’ll lose the connection or my nerves will come back. I move to the middle of the bed, and ease myself down. The bed dips, and Viktor moves over me. He’s not touching me anywhere. Both hands are beside my head as he holds himself over me.

“Do you trust me?” He whispers in my ear, making me shiver with need and want.

“Yes.”

“Close your eyes.” I do as he asks, and I’m tempted to open them when I feel him move off the bed. I want to cover myself, but I fight the urge to do so. I know Viktor wouldn’t want me to feel embarrassed. My breathing starts to turn into panting as I wait for what is next. I can’t hear him, and I have no idea what he’s doing.

When I finally hear his voice again, my pussy starts to throb.

“Do you know how fucking beautiful you are?”

I hold tightly onto the covers as I feel his hand on my ankle. He barely touches me with his fingertips, and when I move my leg closer to his touch, his hand disappears.

“Stay still, or I’ll start over.”

“Viktor,” I call out wanting him to hurry up. For him to do more than just tease me.

I hear him chuckle as he says, “I need you to be patient. I’ll take care of you,
moya lyubov'.
”

He starts again at my ankle, to my calf, past my knee, and then to my inner thigh. He’s moving so slow it’s driving me insane. He mirrors his actions to my other leg, and I almost move when he comes over my pussy. His torturous touching continues up my stomach, to my sides, and then he reaches my arms. When he starts to make his way down to my breast, I arch my back to feel more of him. He instantly pulls away and I groan in frustration. He leaves me lying on the bed waiting for him once more. I lick my lips and try to stay still. I can feel my nipples harden, and the more he makes me wait, the more my pussy throbs.

“Please, Vik.”

He doesn’t say a word to me, but I feel his caress again. My grip on the covers tightens, and I breathe slowly out my mouth. Finally I feel the bed dip again, and he hovers over me. It’s a struggle not to open my eyes, or to let go of the covers and touch him. I want to please him, so I stay perfectly still. I can feel his breath on my lips, and his addictive smell is adding to my insanity.

“What do you want, Ava?”

I swallow, then say, “You, Vik. I want you.”

He captures my moan with his mouth as he takes both of my arms and places them over my head. He leaves wet, hot kisses down my chin, and on my neck. He lets go of my hands, but I know he wants me to keep them there. I try not to move when his hot mouth starts to suck on my nipple and then clamps down hard on it. I call out loudly for him not to stop. He caresses my other breasts with a firm grip as he continues his assault with his mouth on my other one. I don’t stop the moans that escape, and I do not let go of the covers above my head. I feel him take my other breast into his mouth and his other hand begins to trail down my stomach. Every touch makes my stomach quiver, and chills form all over my body.

His mouth soon follows his hand down my stomach. I don’t know how much more I can take of his teasing. “Viktor, please.”

I don’t get a response as he kisses me all down the front my body. Viktor uses his hands to move once more up my legs, but when he gets to my thighs, this time he grabs them tightly and pulls me to the edge of the bed. I wasn’t expecting that at all. I yelp loudly as he pulls me and I sit up to see what he’s up to. He’s down on his knees, with both of my legs on his shoulders. His eyes are darker than I’ve ever seen. They’re full of lust and want.

“Viktor, what are you doing?” He smirks at me, and before I actually realize what he’s about to do, his hot mouth is on my pussy. “Oh god.”

I fall back onto the bed as he licks and sucks my clit. My hips move on their own, and I call out Viktor’s name over and over. The feel of him on my pussy with his mouth is unlike anything I could’ve imagined. He’s giving me nothing but sweet pleasure, and I’m on the verge of falling straight into bliss. My eyes roll into the back of my head when he dips his tongue inside of me. His hands pull my legs apart farther for him. He’s commanding my body, making it do what he wants.

I had no idea sex could be this amazingly good. I had no fucking clue. I start to feel the familiar building of my orgasm, and I reach down, putting my hands in Viktor’s dark hair. He groans, and feeling the vibration on my pussy makes me call out some more. His skillful tongue works me over, and I don’t know how much more I can take. I’m panting loudly, moaning, and my heart is thumping in my ears.

“Come for me,
moya lyubov'
.”

Viktor sucks my clit hard, and let’s go of one my legs. My hips move with him, and when I feel two fingers gently slide into me, I’m lost. I come undone for him as he thrusts deeply inside of me. The orgasm that overtakes me makes me cry out. My skin breaks out in chills, and it almost makes me feel numb as is rushes over me. It seems to go on and on forever.

Viktor doesn’t let up as I come down from my intense orgasm. I slowly open my eyes and I glance down. Seeing Viktor still on my pussy almost makes me come again for him. He gives me one last thrust, and lick, before he leaves my pussy. I feel strangely empty. Viktor grins at me, and I start to laugh.

“Holy fuck, Vik.” I raise up on my elbows and push my hair out of my face. “Can you do that again?”

“
Moya lyubov'
, I’ll stay right here all night if you want me too.”

I think about it for a few moments before I make up my mind. I want him licking me again, but I also want to touch him. I want him to feel my hands all over his body. I notice that he’s still fully dressed. My eyebrows furrow and I move to on my knees. “Why are you still dressed? I can fix that.”

“Can you now? I think I’ve created a monster.” Viktor smiles at me as I start to unbutton his shirt.

“I want to touch you. I want you to feel my touch everywhere like you’ve done to me.”

He steps closer to me as he says, “That seems fair.”

Viktor kisses me, and I moan in his mouth again when I taste myself on him. It’s erotic, and sexy as hell knowing he was just at my most intimate part on my body. He pulls away, and I finish undoing his shirt. I slowly take it off, and I can’t help but to lean back to take in his gorgeous body. I place my hands on his chest, and I slowly start to touch him everywhere. I trace his sculpted abs with my fingers, and I grin when I see his stomach twitch under my touch. I love knowing I can affect him just as much as he does me. I move up his sides, and back down on his arms. His skin is soft, and I love feeling the heat coming off of him.