Taste the Heat (5 page)

A vein throbbed behind Colby’s eye. This wasn’t just a migraine. Her head was literally
going to explode.

Turning to cast a longing glance at her awaiting, temperamental Altima, wanting desperately
to be anywhere but here, she kept her tight-lipped smile in place and nodded. Now
that she knew what she was looking for, the girl’s resemblance to Ashleigh was uncanny.
And with Jason, there really was only one person it could be. “Yes I knew her, but
not well,” she admitted. “I didn’t even know your parents got married. It must have
happened after I moved away.”

Like, right after, now that she thought about it. Colby tilted her head, quickly doing
the math. Emma appeared to be about eleven, maybe twelve years old. That meant she’d
been born around the same time Colby had moved to New York for culinary school. She
didn’t think Jason was married to Ashleigh when she left, but by then, he and Cane
had been at Louisiana Tech in Ruston.

Emma’s incandescent glow dimmed slightly. Shrugging her thin shoulders she said, “That’s
all right. I just love talking to people who knew her, you know? I don’t remember
much. I was only seven when she died.”

It took a moment for the words and their meaning to sink in. Colby was too busy trying
to fill in the back-story and plan her current escape route. But when they did, her
stomach bottomed out. And she felt about
this
big.

Of course Jason wasn’t married. He was a widower. It hadn’t even occurred to her that
could be an option. Or even, now that her head was a little clearer, that he could’ve
been divorced. She had been so quick to assume the worst about him. To only see the
situation through the lens of her past.

Guilt and compassion washed over her. And even a shade of sorrow for Ashleigh. She
hadn’t been close to Jason’s girlfriend; Ashleigh had been older, and she’d been the
recipient of the one thing a young Colby wanted more than anything—Jason’s affections.
But she never wished harm on the beautiful woman.

“I’m so sorry,” she told Emma, knowing from experience what little comfort words can
really be. Swallowing past the ache in her throat, Colby leaned against the desk and
touched Emma’s hand. “It’s never easy when you lose a parent. I lost my mom in a car
accident a few years ago.”

The girl squeezed Colby’s hand and her big brown eyes—eyes that Colby now realized
resembled her father’s—filled with sympathy. “And then your dad just a few months
ago. Wow, I can’t imagine losing Dad, too. That must be so sad.” Her gentle squeeze
became a compassionate pat. “It’s good that you’re around family now,” she said sagely,
sounding at least thirty years old. Maybe even older.

Despite the emotions roiling in her stomach, Colby had to fight back a smile. “Yes,
it is,” she agreed with a nod. Then she looked around the gym again. Now that her
night’s agenda was out the window—there was no way she was propositioning a man for
sex when he was on homework duty—she didn’t really know what to do with herself.

While she supposed there were some widowers with children who had wild and crazy flings,
he didn’t seem like the type. He’d want more, a commitment. And that was simply off
the table for her. Plus, she’d been the confused girl in the middle before. While
two single people having a casual fling was not the same as an extra-marital affair,
Colby knew Emma could get hurt. And she’d been through way too much in her young life
for that.

With a sigh she said, “You know, Emma, I just remembered I forgot something at the
restaurant.” She grabbed her keys from her purse and lifted her hand in a wave. “It
was nice meeting you.”

“You, too, Miss Robicheaux,” Emma said, smiling wide. “And I’ll be sure to tell Dad
you stopped by!”

Colby’s face twisted in a grimace. She’d honestly rather the young girl didn’t, but
what possible reason could she give to refuse? “Thanks, Emma. That would be great.”

…

“She stopped by to say hello?” Jason asked, flipping on the light as he walked through
the door of his Acadian-style home. He was exhausted, in bad need of a shower, and
a peanut butter protein shake was calling his name. But it figured his daughter would
wait until right after he’d put the key in the door to mention Colby’s visit. “Just
hello? That was all she said?”

Emma shrugged. “Pretty much. We talked about the restaurant and cooking— Hey, did
you know she’s actually met Giada? Like, more than once. Isn’t that awesome?”

Jason loved his daughter. He did. She was smart and funny. She could kick a boy’s
ass climbing a tree and then come home and bake a killer lasagna. But sometimes, following
her train of thought was kind of like trying to navigate through a spider web. “That
is
awesome, Em. But did Colby say anything about why she came by? Ask about the gym,
or a trial membership?”

She shook her head. “No. But you know, now that you mention it, she wasn’t really
dressed to work out. She had on a cool pair of jeans and a fancy shirt. And lots of
makeup.” She smiled. “She looked pretty.”

Jason figured that was a given. But he’d seen Colby earlier that day, and knew she
had worked that night. He doubted she’d bother changing into a fancy shirt only to
hide it under a chef’s jacket. And none of it explained why she would drive blocks
out of her way just to turn around before seeing him. Especially after that look Cane
had nailed them both with that afternoon. “Did she at least take a class schedule?”

“Nope. She came in, we chatted, she left.” Emma shrugged. “Actually, she looked kinda
surprised to meet me. I guess she didn’t expect me to be there.”

Or knew that you existed
, Jason thought with a wince.

He didn’t know why he hadn’t mentioned Emma before. It wasn’t as if she were a secret.
She just hadn’t come up as a topic in their brief bits of conversation. He guessed
it was possible Cane had told her about his spunky godchild, but he doubted it. His
friend wasn’t exactly known for his verboseness.

Emma dropped her school bag onto the dining room table and headed for the pantry.
After setting the ingredients for his post-workout shake on the counter, she grabbed
a box of raisins for herself. Jason smiled, switching back into full-on parent mode.

“Homework?” he asked, beginning the nightly inquisition.

“Done. Even diagramming.” She made a face.

“Very good. Dirty clothes?”

“Already waiting in the laundry room,” she said with a nod. “Leftovers put away. Sink
empty. Snackage in hand.”

“That’s my girl.” He walked up to give her a hug, but she wrinkled her nose at his
sweaty shirt. Instead, he put out his palm for a high-five. “All right, go take your
shower and lights out in an hour. Deal?”

She slapped his hand and took off in a flash of bouncing blond hair. Jason laughed
as he grabbed the carton of milk from the fridge. There were definitely things that
Emma needed, questions she had that required a woman’s touch, but he also knew that
so far he’d done a damn good job on his own. Emma was a smart kid with great grades.
She had friends and fun, but still helped around the house. She even pitched in a
couple hours a week at the gym. If he didn’t marry again, she would turn out just
fine—but Jason wanted
more
than fine for his daughter. He wanted her secure and confident. He wanted her well-rounded.
He wanted to give her everything she deserved. And right now, he believed that was
a mother.

The problem was, of course, finding one. One that wouldn’t split the moment she found
out he was a single father—as Colby had apparently done earlier—or want more than
he was willing to give. He’d already suffered one major heartbreak in his life; he
had no interest in signing on for another.

After finishing his shake and rinsing out the blender, Jason stopped in the laundry
room to start another load. Emma exited the bathroom as he passed, pink-cheeked and
dressed in ice cream pajamas.

“Hey Dad,” she said, leaning against the doorjamb. “I was thinking.”

Jason froze in his tracks. In his experience, when a woman uttered those words, it
was rarely a good sign. “Oh yeah?” he asked. “What about?”

“Miss Robicheaux. I think you should ask her out.”

He blinked. He flicked his gaze toward the wedding photo hanging near the doorway,
then raised an eyebrow. “You do, huh?”

“Yeah,” she said, gathering her damp hair for her ever-present ponytail. “You’re cute—or
at least my friends say you are.” She curled her lip and made a gagging noise. “And
you’re still young. For the most part, anyway. Miss Robicheaux seemed nice, and she’s
pretty. I think you should ask her out.” Hair in place, Emma yanked an elastic hair
tie off her wrist and wrapped it around twice. “Think about it.”

She stood on tiptoe and kissed his cheek. Then she scooted into her bedroom and closed
the door, leaving Jason gobsmacked in the hall.

Chapter Five

Who needed men or a steamy fling when you could eat your weight in chocolate? That’s
what Colby wanted to know as she walked down the aisle of sugary goodness at Trosclair’s
Convenience Store. Chocolate had never steered her wrong in the past. It added some
extra padding to her backside, yes. But when your life plan was to end up an old maid
who apparently couldn’t
find
her boots, much less knock any, then a detail like that shouldn’t matter.

“Bitterness doesn’t become you, Colby,” she muttered as she grabbed a king-sized Hershey’s
with almonds. Not propositioning Jason had been
her
decision. But even though it had been the right one, it didn’t make the past two
nights any less lonely. Or less filled with erotic dreams of what could’ve been. Thinking
better of it, Colby turned back to the shelf and grabbed a Kit-Kat, too. Glancing
at the items in her hands, she mentally counted backward approximately twenty-eight
days.

Hmm. Apparently being denied a sweaty session between the sheets with Jason wasn’t
the only thing making her moody. It was entirely possible she was also suffering from
PMS.

“Oh joy,” she muttered again, waving as she passed old Mrs. Thibodeaux on her way
toward the feminine hygiene section. The kind, gray-haired woman lifted a weathered
hand in return.

In Vegas, Colby could’ve gone an entire month, maybe longer, without recognizing anyone
during her errands. It made shopping on bad hair days easy. But in Magnolia Springs,
she was lucky to grab the mail without someone stopping her on the street for a chat.
Not in the mood to reminisce while contemplating periods and chocolate, Colby picked
up her pace.

As she neared the row in question, she heard a familiar, spunky voice.

“Dad, this is
epically
embarrassing. Can’t we just pick something—anything
—
and go?”

Colby cringed. In those few words, she was able to get the entire picture in her mind.
The anguished tone of Emma’s voice only heightened the image. And judging by the girl’s
age, Colby would bet even money they were dealing with a monumental first. One that
a guy, no matter how hard he tried, would never understand.

She rounded the corner and sure enough, there stood a distraught-looking Jason, ankle
deep in boxes of tampons and pads. He held a box of each at eye level. “They make
different products for a reason, Bug,” he said, reading the back of one intently.
“I only wish I knew when you needed what. Ultra-Thin, Super Long, Regular, Heavy.”
He glanced at his daughter. “Do you know how heavy your flow is?”

Colby slapped a hand over her mouth. Oh, the poor man did not just ask her that.

Emma’s eyes widened, and Colby could see the words
Oh, make this stop
floating in her mind. Colby was far from motherly, but she certainly couldn’t do
worse than Jason at the moment, bless his good-intentioned heart. Deciding it was
best for everyone involved if she stepped in as soon as possible, Colby strode toward
them. “Hey guys, what’s up?”

Two pairs of matching brown eyes turned to her in relief. Jason mouthed the words,
“Help me,” and Colby sent him a subtle nod. Turning to the distressed adolescent,
she said, “It’s nice to see you again, Emma.”

“Miss Robicheaux, you have
no
idea
how good it is to see you.” The girl lifted her eyebrows and gave the box of maxi
pads at her feet a pointed look.

Knowing how touchy this subject could be, but not wanting to overstep any boundaries
either, Colby turned to the row of options and selected her go-to brand of tampons.
Normally, hygiene products were a taboo subject that she went out of her way to avoid
around men. Whenever male visitors came over, she hid them deep in the back of her
cabinets. But this was not the time to be squeamish. All three of them knew how female
plumbing worked. And this situation was bigger than silly awkwardness.

She turned to find both of them studying her selection with fascination.

Maybe it
wasn’t
bigger.

Her eyes fell to the box in her hands, her fingers tightening around the cardboard.
Making a big deal about this would only embarrass Emma more, but suddenly, Colby was
eleven years old again.

She would
never
forget that cold January night. It was the stuff nightmares were made of—or at least,
the nightmares of lovesick adolescents. It was the night of Sherry’s ballet recital,
and they’d all been running around like chickens with their heads cut off. Knowing
that Jason was coming with them, Colby had made the last-minute decision to jump in
the shower, hoping a fresh shampoo of her hair would be just the thing to get him
to notice her.

He’d noticed her all right. In fact, he’d gotten two big eyefuls of her freshly scrubbed,
prepubescent naked backside. Fresh from the shower, she’d been ass in the air rummaging
through a cabinet for the very items in her hand when Jason opened the door. She’d
frozen in place, the box hit the floor with a resounding
smack
, and then…he’d laughed.

It was
awesome
.

“Gentle glide,” Emma read from the bright pink box. “That makes sense.”

Jason grabbed a box of it too, and added it to the mountain at his feet.

Colby smiled as he scratched his stubbled jawline and surveyed the products, clearly
out of his element. “Honestly, this stuff is more about personal preference than anything.
Emma, if I were you, I’d start with these Tween pads. They’re made for girls your
age.” She bent to pick up one of Jason’s boxes, along with a larger one beside it.
“And just in case, I’d get this variety pack, too.”

Emma nodded and Jason took the items gratefully. He topped it off by adding a bottle
of Midol to the items in his arms. All the man needed was a box of brownies and he’d
be a walking advertisement for Kotex.

Watching the two of them together, Colby thought back to the day she’d gotten
her
first period. It had been Mother’s Day, oddly enough, and in the middle of church.
When her mother discovered what had happened, she canceled her annual brunch, told
the boys to go do manly things, and took Colby and Sherry out for a woman’s day. She
turned a mortifying day into one that remained one of Colby’s most treasured memories.
And suddenly, that was what she wanted to do for Emma.

“You know,” she said carefully, unsure if she should intrude on their moment, “Wednesdays
are typically slower at the restaurant. I’m off today and was just on my way home
for an afternoon of vegging on the sofa, watching Food Network, and stuffing my face
full of chocolate.”

She wasn’t sure which made Emma’s eyes sparkle more—the proposed viewing schedule,
or the bars of chocolate in her hand.

Stifling a grin, she turned to address the girl’s handsome father. “I take it Emma
is out of school now?”

Jason nodded. “She got excused at recess after—” Emma’s lips pinched together and
he trailed off. “Ah, she’s off today for medical reasons.”

His daughter groaned and threw her head into her hands. Jason grimaced. It was obvious
the man was trying. Anyone could see that. But he was dealing with a hormonal preteen,
and he was a man. Pretty much anything he said right now would be considered embarrassing.

“That works, then,” Colby said, continuing with her plan. “Sherry has to work tonight,
and I hate eating chocolate alone.”

Besides, Colby wasn’t sure she was ready to forgive her sister yet for leaving out
the vital detail that Jason had a child. Sherry swore she hadn’t mentioned Emma because
she didn’t think it would make a difference…but Colby had caught the glint in her
eye. Her cupid-sister
knew—
or had a decent-sized hunch—that a kid could’ve been a deal-breaker, and Sherry was
nothing if not determined.

Returning her full attention to the present situation, Colby gave Emma a very serious
look. “Don’t get me wrong; I don’t share my chocolate.” She winked and the preteen
grinned. “Anyone who hangs with me has to have her own stash. But consuming copious
amounts of calories doesn’t feel so pathetic when you have company.” She glanced at
Jason, who gave a subtle nod, and then transferred her gaze back to Emma. “Any chance
you’d like to join me?”

The exhale of relief, from both Landrys, was audible. Emma turned to her father with
a pleading look, and Jason bit off a smile. “I think that could be arranged,” he said,
chuckling as his daughter’s shoulders sagged in dramatic relief. “But you still have
to finish your math assignment,” he added. “And be home by seven.”

“Totally,” she answered, slinging her arms around his waist in a tight hug. Over his
daughter’s head, Jason slid Colby the most beautiful smile she’d ever seen.

Her insides turned to molten lava. For the better part of the last thirty years, she
had lusted after the man in front of her. She’d seen him at the breakfast table with
adorable bedhead. She’d seen him dressed up and smelling good, heading to a party.
Colby had seen Jason at all ages and stages of his life—heck, she even saw him in
his hero getup a few days ago. But without question, he had never looked more attractive
than he did in that moment. Standing in the middle of a drug store aisle, surrounded
by tampons, and holding his daughter after trying so hard to help her.

Colby wasn’t interested in dating a dad or becoming a surrogate mother; heck, the
thought of being responsible for molding a young mind gave her hives. But even
she
could admit that Jason made fatherhood look good.

And that was cosmically unfair.

Seeing Jason again had sparked all her childhood feelings, feelings that her sister
had kicked into overdrive with her unhelpful suggestion of a fling. Now Colby was
afraid a simple roll in the hay wouldn’t be enough. And it would have to be. At the
end of the summer, she was moving back to Vegas. But the two of them could be friends.
All three of them, actually. And it was even possible that hanging around Jason with
his daughter in tow would help the desire to tackle the man and drag him to her bed
subside.

It was unlikely, but it was definitely worth a shot.

Later that night, after an afternoon filled with culinary television, the best batch
of chocolate chip cookies the world had ever seen, and endless advice on feminine
supplies, Colby drove Emma back home. It was storming, and water pounded the windshield
as she pulled into their circular driveway. Rivulets of rain cascaded down the gables
on the sloped roof and gushed out the downspout of the gutter in front of them. It
was so not the right weather for a white shirt.

Grabbing an umbrella, Colby jogged around the front of the car, her feet splashing
in the instant puddles. Emma grabbed her enormous backpack and together they sloshed
up the paved drive.

Before they’d made it to the red brick steps, Jason threw open the door. “Come in,”
he said, his voice muffled by the rain beating against the roof. Wrapping a hand around
Colby’s elbow, he dragged her inside, Emma squeezing in behind her. Jason took the
umbrella from her hands and held it outside the open door, shaking off the water.
“Stay for a few minutes while it dies down out there.”

Cool air-conditioning kissed her wet skin and she shivered. But the response had as
much to do with the man standing beside her as it did the temperature. With his feet
bare and damp, coal black hair curling around his ears, it was obvious Jason had just
stepped out of the shower. The clean scent of soap wafted off his skin. His MSFD T-shirt
stretched over his broad shoulders and his jeans hung low on his hips. The desire
to lick a trail from the bottom of his feet to the top of his head was so strong,
her knees wobbled. She glanced at Emma, and as hoped, the effect was like an immediate
cold shower.
Get your hormones in line, girl.

Swiping away the moisture on her face, Colby pinched the fabric of her own T-shirt
and unstuck it from her body. Even without the aid of a mirror, she was confident
she looked like a drowned rat. “Guess umbrellas are pointless when the rain comes
down sideways, huh?”

Jason laughed. After setting the umbrella in the holder on the covered porch, he closed
the door and said, “The storm should pass over soon. Why don’t you stay for dinner?
I just finished getting it ready, and while I might not own a big time restaurant
or anything, you happen to be looking at an award-winning chef.”

“Oh, is that right?” Colby shot Emma a sly grin and said, “You should know, I heard
through the grapevine that the judge from the other day has horrible taste. I wouldn’t
put much stock in her opinion if I were you.”

Emma’s eyes darted between them, an excited smile on her face. “But you’ll stay, though,
right?” she asked enthusiastically, the same way she did pretty much everything. “You
can tell Dad about all the celebrities who’ve come into your restaurant!”

Feeling cornered, Colby said, “Well, maybe…” She snuck a quick breath and inhaled
the distinct aroma of oregano and basil.
Italian.
She was in luck. With an exaggerated sigh, she relented. “I guess you two wore me
down.”

Jason held his palm up, and Emma slapped it. “No one can deny a Landry,” he told his
daughter.

And that’s what worries me.
Grown-up Jason had a playful side, one that Colby liked a lot. Maybe too much. “Do
you two mind if I freshen up first?”

“Not at all,” he said, inclining his head for her to follow. She kicked off her shoes
and padded across the soft carpet through the open living room. A black leather sectional
sofa dominated the space, along with a wall-mounted television and a coffee table
littered with what appeared to be a strange mix of various martial art and teen magazines.
Frames on the walls displayed the passing years of Emma’s life, and in the middle
of the focal wall, a family photograph showed a gap-toothed girl surrounded by her
adoring parents.