TAMING THE BEAST: An Alpha Male (8 page)

Chapter two

I went down the hall with my heart thumping in my chest. I put my hand on the doorknob to his bedroom and took a deep breath to ready myself for the manly essence that was going to strike me when I opened the door. It was exactly like what my father said it was. It was a war zone and it really looked like somebody had ransacked the place.

I stepped into the room and closed the door behind me. I couldn’t believe that I was actually here. It was one thing to hear what was going on inside the room, but to see where the magic happened was a revelation onto itself. I stepped over a few discarded pieces of football equipment.

I didn’t even realize that I was doing it, but my hand had now made its way into the waistband of my panties. I found my wetness and I traced it with my finger, but didn’t attempt any kind of penetration. There was a part of me that thought it was wrong to even consider doing anything like this in his room, but it was also such delicious thought that it was almost too tempting to pass up.

I looked towards the bed with the sheets hanging off the side. The blue comforter was on the floor and I spied a pair of red lace panties sticking out from underneath his pillow. I surveyed the work that I had to do and there was no way that I was going to finish in an hour. There was no point in procrastinating and I went ahead and started with the small stuff. I cut it into quadrants leaving the bed to be the last thing that I would touch. He had no idea how to live. This was like looking at a perpetual bachelor that had no idea how to take care of himself.

I had noticed that Allison doted on him hand and foot. His laundry was done and she had even given him an allowance. I didn’t want to know how much he got, but it was always a stack of bills rolled up and put into his pocket.

I had noticed that his taste in women were mostly dark haired beauties with a large endowment.

I picked up a few of his rolled up socks and stuffed them into my bra. I stood in profile at his mirror on the back of his door. I couldn’t understand how any woman could carry around balloons on their chest. It couldn’t be good for their posture and would put a strain on their back. I was happy with what I had and they were more than a mouthful. They probably wouldn’t sag to my knees when I got to be old enough not to care about my appearance.

I opened his closet and had to jump back with several things falling at my feet. I took everything out of his closet and there was this box in the back. I put it on his bed and I went about to reorganize his closet. I made sure that his summer stuff was right where he would want it and his winter stuff was stuffed back for use in the next few months. Living in Connecticut was great for a ski bunny like me. I loved the feeling of moving down and feeling the crisp cool air on my cheeks. I was alive with nature and not a care in the world.

An hour had elapsed. I didn’t realize that I was sweating so much that the white shirt I was wearing had become somewhat see through. My hair was matted and I really did look like I’d just finished with a marathon sex session.

I unbuttoned the first couple of buttons to see the swell of my bosom. My nipples were hard enough to cut through glass. I turned abruptly and I saw that box mocking me on top of his bed. I was about to put it back where I found it, but my curiosity got the best of me.

There was a lock on it, but he had mistakenly left it open. He was a little forgetful. Most times he would always have to go back out after supper to lock his car. This worked out in my favor and I turned the lock and pulled it off. I left it beside the box on the bed. I couldn’t breathe and I kept looking toward the door to make sure that nobody was going to interrupt this.

I tiptoed over to the door, opening it a crack to see that the coast was clear. I went to the window and it was overlooking the driveway. I could easily see the bright headlights upon his return. The worst thing would be to get caught invading his personal space.

I had my hands on that box and I wanted to open it, but I was thinking maybe it wasn’t such a good idea. I could be asking for trouble and maybe it would be best not to know some of his dirty little secrets. I picked it up and it was like the Holy Grail, but I just couldn’t bring myself to open it. I placed it exactly in the same spot in the back of his closet. He would know from looking at his closet and how organized it was that somebody had been in there. He would know that it was me, but the box would stay his secret.

“I can’t believe that you did this.” The female voice was familiar and I knew Allison had returned home from some Gala or function concerning one of her many charities. “Your father told me what you had to do to make up for taking my son’s jeep for a joy ride. I didn’t think that it was a good idea, but now I’m beginning to see that you might be good for him. I might have to consider paying you to do this all the time.” She was standing there in this black chiffon dress with a plunging back and a very high hemline. I had to admit that she had gorgeous legs and the kind of body that would probably make my father or any man happy for hours on end.

“I’m doing this under protest. I don’t think the punishment fits the crime. If anything, I would assume that washing his car or detailing it from top to bottom would be good enough. I think we both know that Anthony is not exactly a clean freak. He throws things anywhere. He thinks he can find them later. I have to assume that there’s a method to this chaos, but I don’t see it.” This was the first real conversation that I had with my stepmother.

“I have to say that I’m impressed.” I could hear her slurred words. It most likely came from an abundance of champagne that was flowing. “Don’t be too much longer. His curfew will be done in the next 2 hours. I’m going to bed. I believe that I’m going to grab your father.” She didn’t come out and say the word sex, but I had a feeling that a game of mattress tag was in my father’s future. She was flushed and it was obvious from the way that she was swaying that she was in an inebriated state of euphoria.

“I really don’t need to know these things. I don’t know why you can’t seem to keep it in your pants.” I knew that it was a stupid thing to say. It most likely came from my own sexual frustration. The boys in my school were horn dogs. I really didn’t feel that there was anything there to pursue other than physical pleasure. I wanted something more than that, but there were times when I was this close to letting some pubescent boy take advantage of me.

“You are 18 years old and you should know by now about the birds and bees. You see, Jessica when a mommy and daddy loves each other very much they express it in a certain way. When you have a boyfriend you’ll need to know these things.” It was a condescending tone and one that made me look at her like she was crazy. “Maybe you don’t know this, but I don’t think that it’s my place to tell you where all the parts go. Perhaps, you should use the Internet and find out what you need to know.” If looks could kill, she would be writhing on the floor gasping for breath. At that moment, if she was drowning, I would probably offer her a drink of water.

“I don’t know why you constantly get on my case, Allison.” I didn’t give her the courtesy or the satisfaction of calling her anything other than her first name. She was definitely not my mother, no matter how much she tried to force herself into that role. She thought when she said jump that I should ask how high.

“You just bring it out in me, little girl. Now, if you’ll excuse me, your father is waiting for me naked in our bedroom.” It made me cringe to think that my father even had sex. “I suggest that you put on some noise canceling headphones, because TODAAAY…it’s going to get loud.” She knew as well as I did that the wing of the estate that they were in was practically sound proof. She was just needling me for the sake of trying to get underneath my skin.

“You’re disgusting, but you are good for my father. I know that you love him and that’s pretty obvious from the way that you look at him. I’m sure that you never imagined that you were going to have a stepdaughter. All we can do is try to coexist and get along for his sake. We don’t have to like each other, but we can learn to live with each other. It’s been a year. I’m doing what I can to stay out of your way and I suggest that you do the same thing for me. If we continue to go at it like this, eventually one of us is going to get hurt and it’s not gonna be me.” She shook her hand at me like she was scared and she whistled a happy tune going down the hallway with her purse swinging back and forth.

I was not much for social interactions and my best friend Helena was exactly the same way. I could make friends and I could fake it with the best of them, but I didn’t have to put on airs when I was around Helena.

I picked up his dirty underwear and I could smell his manly musk. I was tempted to move it closer to my nose, but that would have been taking things a little bit too far. I tossed them into laundry basket along with other pieces of clothing that probably could’ve stood up on their own.

I found a pile of clean clothes and I put them back where they were supposed to be. I couldn’t understand how anybody could live like this. I did find a couple of pieces of old discarded pizza underneath the bed and the dresser. It was a wonder they didn’t attract small wildlife or ants. This would’ve been a great breeding ground for cockroaches. The very idea of anything creepy and crawly made me tremble and not in a good way.

I found his collection of memorabilia from Michael Jackson. It made me smile to think that he was actually into the most charismatic man that had put on a white glove. His death hit me hard and I could tell that we had at least one thing in common. I looked around and found an honest to goodness record player. I slipped the LP of thriller out of its jacket and put it on. I could hear his voice ring out like he was still alive.

I continued cleaning, but there were times I stopped to immerse myself into the words of Beat It and Billie Jean. I caught myself in the world of a lost legend that had left us all too soon.

I finally noticed that it was 11:15PM and he was already 15 minutes past his curfew. It didn’t matter. He could do practically anything he wanted. He could walk on water in the eyes of his mother and my stepmother Allison. My father wanted desperately to forge of relationship with Anthony, but it was still a work in progress. I had this funny feeling that he wanted the son that he never had. He might’ve been trying a little bit too hard and maybe backing off and letting Anthony come to him would be more his speed.

I saw an old sweater with his school mascot on the front. I had no idea where to put it, so I had to search the dresser. I opened one and I gasped at seeing a pile of panties. At first, I thought that he was a kinky little pervert that liked to wear women’s clothing. Then it dawned on me that these were trophies from past conquests. I couldn’t believe that he had the gall to keep their underwear, as some personal souvenir. It was most likely his way of looking at each individual one and putting a name to who wore them.

I couldn’t even bear to touch any one of them and I closed it gently and walked back out into the hallway. I was going into my room, when I heard laughter. I closed my door, but not far enough that I couldn’t see through a crack. This blond with the kind of rack that looked fake was all over him. She was pulling at the button to his pants. I knew that his night had just gotten a whole lot better.

Chapter three

I heard them stumbling around. “Come on, Serena. You and I both know that this is what you wanted. This is what all you girls want from me and how am I supposed to refuse.” Amazingly, the walls were paper thin. The one place that made it easy to hear everything was lying on my floor right by the ventilation system to the air conditioning. “I know that you’ve been asking around about me. There’s no reason to deny it. I’m a little flattered that you would go to all this trouble to get me into bed.”

“I’m a little embarrassed, but I’m also too fucking horny to lie about anything. I know what you’re packing and the girls talk. I need to see it.” I heard the desperation in her voice. It kind of reminded me of myself. “Just let me look at it and maybe touch it a little. I don’t know if I want anything more than that, but I’m sure that you can convince me otherwise. I know that you’re excited and the bulge in your pants tells me everything that I need to know and more. I’m just not sure how it’s possible that you could possess something like that. It has to be an allusion, but the proof is in the stories that I have been told over and over again.”

I grabbed two of my pillows and the Scooby Doo stuffed animal. I lie back against the wall with my hands traveling up and down my body. This wasn’t the first time that I had done something like this and it wouldn’t be the last. There were too many times that I had awakened in the morning for school looking like some kind of zombie from the apocalypse. I’d stayed up most of those nights listening to him carousing with one female or another. There wasn’t much said, but this time a conversation was needed to push things along.

“I know that this has been a fantasy of yours for quite some time, Serena. By all means, I am pretty much an open book. Take what you want. There’s no reason to be shy and I’m sure that it’s not the first one that you’ve ever seen one. It might be the first one of this size, but I don’t know that for sure. Only you can determine that for yourself.” I heard her gasp and no doubt he did the same thing that he did to me on several occasions. He liked to make me feel uncomfortable by flexing that piece of pipe between his legs.

“It almost seems like it’s alive. Let me get more comfortable, so that I can see it up close and personal.” I could already envision her on her knees and hear the zipper of his pants being pulled down. “I don’t even have it out of your underwear and I still can’t believe the size. This thing could choke a horse. I’m not even sure if I’m capable of even wrapping my hand around it.” I had my hand lingering on the waistband of my panties. They were already soaking wet and the very thought of him touching her made me live through her eyes.

“By all means, pull down my underwear and see it like all the others have. I hope that you’re not thinking that this is going to be something long-term. I’ve never promised any girl anything of the sort and I’m not going to start now. You can either take it for what it is, or you can leave the same way you came. Before you make your decision, I want you to remember all those stories that you’ve been told and know that each and every one of them is the truth. I’m not only capable of making you squeal all night long, but I can also do it with more than just my cock.” That was high praise and stroking his own ego made him appear ugly in my eyes.

“You are a college football star and I know for fact that the Minnesota Vikings are ready to sign you to a deal for a multimillion dollar contract. I don’t know how far we are going to go here tonight, Anthony. I guess we’ll just take it one step at a time.” This was the first time that I’d heard anything remotely concerning a contract. It appeared that he was keeping this very hush hush and maybe I could use that secret to my advantage.

“Not so loud. My family doesn’t know and I’m not going to tell them, until I know something for sure.” I heard his intake of breath and then what sounded like somebody spitting. “I guess you’re not exactly a stranger to giving a hand job. You can certainly start with that, but I’m going to want a lot more. If you expect to stay then you need to show him something. I’m not saying that to scare you, but I do have a reputation that I want to live up to.” He was not pressuring her, but he was making it abundantly clear that he was not going to waste his time on tire kickers.

“I can’t even wrap my hand all the way around it. The head looks so damn big that I’m not sure that I can even fit it in between my lips.” My mind was conjuring up the image of something that I had seen on the Internet. The porn star there was quite famous and packing quite the salami. I was thinking that this was what Anthony had. My hand was inside my panties and I could feel the sopping material against my fingertips. I pushed one finger in and bit my tongue to stop myself from making any sort of noise. The only way that I was going to get away with this was if nobody caught me in the act of self stimulating.

“I’m sure that you can take just the tip.” I wasn’t sure she was going to buy that, but I probably would’ve had I been in her position. There was no telling what I would do if I was given the least bit of a chance to be with him. I had this need and desire and each day it was building, until I was practically going crazy with the idea of having him slipping it to me in the darkness.

“Anthony, I don’t know if I can do this and maybe it was the wrong to come up here with you. I’m afraid that we’re going to get caught. I know that we are old enough to know better, but I still have my reservations about doing this under your parent’s noses. I’m also a little concerned that you’re going to hurt me.” My big thighs were spread with my left leg on top of the window box and my knee bent slightly. It gave me a nice shot at pleasuring myself and listening to them at the same time. I was concerned that he was going to do something he was going to regret, but I didn’t take him for the forceful kind.

“I don’t know why we can’t just try it. I’ve had other girls who were afraid they wouldn’t be able to take it either, but they’ve always proven me differently. Just get the tip in your mouth and we’ll see what we can do about making it fit. I really do want to fuck you, Serena and I’ve been thinking about you so often that it hurts me. I lie here in the middle of the night replaying everything that you’ve said to me during the day. It’s get me so excited that I can’t stop myself from doing something about it.” I was waiting and I was hoping that Serena wasn’t going to chicken out. I didn’t like how my stepbrother treated her and his words were not exactly truthful. He was only saying what he needed to get her to do something about his otherwise unmanageable condition.

“If I do this, I don’t want you to be blabbing it all over school the next day. I think I deserve a bit more respect than that.” I had to smile knowing that she was putting her foot down, but she was asking for trouble. “Here goes nothing.” I pressed my ear tightly against the vent and I heard her lips touching his cock. I wanted to see it. If I could have, I would’ve climbed through the event. That would have only worked for somebody a lot smaller than I was. I would probably get caught and stuck in there like some kind of obscene pooh bear.

“Yeah… Just like that. Get it nice and wet and it should slide in. Take a little bit more. I love the way that your cheeks billow with my meat stuffed inside.” I heard him popping it in and out of her mouth and she was now in a position where she was either going to have to shut up or put up. “See… I told you that you could do it and that all you needed was a little bit of encouragement. That’s not all of it and if you really want to impress me, then you need to allow me to fuck your face.” My fingers were moving quite steadily and there was that slapping sound of the palm of my hand making contact with my mound.

I grabbed that Scooby Doo stuffed pillow and put it over my head biting into the surface of the brown felt material. My teeth tore into that plush toy. It wasn’t the first time that it had been subjected to my kind of abuse. I felt kind of silly still having it, but it was like a safety blanket from what was left of my childhood.

“Well, if I didn’t see it, I probably wouldn’t believe it. You have the whole thing and you’re holding it there with drool coming down the sides of my cock.” I heard her choking and then they continued what they were doing. “Damn, you are one messy little cock sucker. The spit I’m getting straight from the source of your throat is the best possible way to give me the kind of pleasure that you need to finish me off.” I might’ve been the girl looking in from the outside, but I was still a stones throw away from seeing the object of my desire in action.

Three fingers had now been stuffed inside me and my juices were bubbling. With more friction my juices became something of a white sticky translucent paste. I pulled the mixture out. It clung to my fingers before I put those three fingers into my mouth.

“I’m going to cum… My god…you’re going to take my fucking loading in your throat. Don’t fucking move. You’re not going anywhere, until I’m fucking finished with you.” She had placed herself in that position and she should’ve known matter. Now that she was there, she was obligated to finish what she started. “Watch the teeth. I certainly don’t want you to make any kind of permanent damage. Right there and I have no idea why it feels so good, but I’m going to… AHHHHH.” I could hear her guzzling his cream and it must’ve been one hell of a load. He was grunting and groaning, but it was more subdued like he was worried that somebody was going to hear walking down the hallway.

“I can’t believe that you made me do that.” She sounded appalled, but I actually craved to be right where she was. I decided then and there that I was going to get into his bed one way or the other. “I’m leaving and you better take your hand off of me before I take it off for you.” She had a bit of fire in her belly and I would say that my brother Anthony wanted more than just lip service.

“Why do you have to be like that, Serena? I said that I wanted to fuck you, but maybe you’re not the kind of girl for me. I like them to be a little more open minded and not so closed off. By all means, leave, but don’t expect to have me call you anytime soon. I don’t need this kind of drama and there are a lot of girls that would love to change places with you in a second. Don’t think for one moment that you are special.” His venom spewed from his lips. I was slightly taken back by how easily he could make a woman feel small and insignificant.

“I thought that you were one of the good ones, but apparently I was wrong. I don’t know why I even bothered. You may have a nice cock, but the rest of you is very unappealing. You need to change your attitude. You’re caustic, rude and too damn into yourself. It makes you look egotistical. One day, somebody’s going to knock you off that high horse of yours and I’m going to be there to watch your downfall. I’m sure that a lot of girls would be glad to see you be taught some sort of lesson in humility.” I had cum twice while she was going down on him with my eyes closed and envisioning that very cock slamming deep inside my mouth.

I had been practicing on cucumbers and curved bananas. I was getting pretty good and found that I could take almost 8 inches. With a little bit more practice, I could get rid of that gag reflex altogether and really give a man the kind of pleasure that they deserve. The kind of pleasure that I deserve and I found that having those implements inside my throat for a split second was like an aphrodisiac that I couldn’t get enough of.

I heard her sobbing going down the hallway and thankfully she didn’t show that kind of weakness in front of Anthony. He was not what I would consider a man that liked to have somebody lean on his shoulder. Tears did not sway him and he most likely would have kicked her out if she had showed that kind of emotional outburst. I wanted to go out there and tell her that she was stupid for leaving too soon. That would’ve put a spotlight on my feelings for him.

I got up with a trail of my juice now streaking down the inside of my left thigh. I walked wobbly, grabbing onto my bed before my knees collapsed out from underneath me. I crawled under the covers and I began to formulate a plan. He was known to get drunk on those nights that he didn’t have a girl waiting in the wings. After a grueling championship match on the football field, he would always find himself with some of his buddies knocking back a few. Beers had turned out to be his Achilles heel and made him almost powerless. I’d heard him stumble in a few times and usually my father would greet him and guide him to his room before he hurt himself.