Tainted Desire (Desire Series, #1) (10 page)

     “Yep, I have one. She gave me a key when she went out of town a few weeks ago. I never got around to giving it back, and with you there, I don’t think I want to. I like that I can sneak in whenever I want.”

     Oh, yes please! I would love a surprise like the one I got today, any day of the week.
“Maybe that’s the key Courtney planned to give me,” I reply.

     “If that’s the case
, I’ll have to get a copy made ASAP before returning it. I want full access to you at all times.”

     We get off the elevator and, like a perfect
gentleman; he opens the door to Courtney’s place. “Need any help?”

    “I think I can manage, see you in a few minutes,” I smile, gently shutting the door.

     As I’m taking my shoes off, I hear my cell phone ringing in my purse. I quickly dig through it and pull it out. Finally, it’s my mom and dad returning my call. “Hello, where have you two been? I have been trying to get ahold of you to explain what’s going on.”

     “I’m sorry honey, your dad and I took off for a few days to do the tourist thing up at the Wisconsin Dells. We had no idea something was going on back home until Dylan called us in a panic. We tried calling your other cell number but hadn’t realized you had switched phones until we got home and heard your message. Are you okay dear? What on earth is going on,
” my mom blurts out in a single breath.

     “Yes, mom I’m actually feeling better than I have in a long time, I feel safe now. I was too embarrassed to tell anyone that Dylan was abusing me. You and dad have such a great relationship. I was afraid you would look down on me for staying with Dylan as long as I had.”

     “Honey, we would’ve tried to help you, you are our only child. We love you more than life itself. I’m so glad you have friends like Courtney and Cameron to turn to; however, you could have come to us. I’ll have to call the police and tell them what’s going on. As far as Dylan goes, I’m going to let your father deal with him. Don’t worry, we won’t tell him where you are,” mom states, obviously very upset. 

     “I was just going to go for a walk on the beach with Cameron. I will call you again tomorrow and explain more. I love you mom! Give dad a kiss for me.”

     “Okay darling, I love you too, be safe baby girl and I will talk to you tomorrow.”

     I enter Courtney’s condo and don’t see Kylie but can hear her talking to someone. Fear consumes me, thinking that bastard has found her here. I rush to her bedroom and see her on the phone with her back to the doorway. It sounds as though she’s talking to her parents. I hear her say her goodbyes. She looks so small and lonely in that moment, something tells me I must go to her and comfort her. I wrap my arms around her, holding her from behind, she leans her head back on my chest, and we just stand there for a few minutes. Then realization hits me, nothing has ever felt as right as holding this woman in my arms. I want her to know I will do whatever it takes to keep her safe.

     In this tender moment, my body betrays me and I feel my dick harden, actually painfully throbbing. She has this tremendous effect on my hormones that I can’t seem to control. No woman has made me feel so virile. I want nothing more than to take her right here and break in her new bed. I release her slightly and slip both thin straps down her arms. I’m pleasantly surprised when the entire dress falls to the floor and Kylie’s standing in nothing but a sexy black, lacy thong. I lean forward and give her shoulder a kiss; she slightly tilts her head to the side giving me an open invitation to her exposed neck. I wouldn’t be a gentleman, if I didn’t oblige a wanting woman. 

     I take a few steps closer and begin to plant soft kisses up her neck. A small moan escapes her perfect lips and I know she needs this closeness. I wrap my arms back around her and my hands find her bare breasts, so full and firm. I begin kneading them, gently tugging, and pinching her nipples. I feel her ass on my erection and know I have to stop before I throw her on the bed and take her. With a sharp little slap to the ass, I tell her to get dressed; she owes me a walk on the beach.

     OH MY GOD! He stopped, shit!
I grab a pair of jeans and pull them on, slip my feet in my flip-flops, and grab a tank out of my dresser. Pulling the tank on over my head, I decide to go braless. It will be dark on the beach and no one will see us, I hope he notices when the night breeze makes my nipples cold and erect. Two can play at his little game of teasing. Feeling frazzled and excited I go out in the living room and seductively say, “I’m ready if you are?”

     We walk on the beach and talk for hours about dreams and ambitions we both have. The moon is out, glistening over the water, making the walk very romantic. I’m a bit depressed that he has been a perfect gentleman. I was hoping for a little more of the naughty boy that he showed me in my bedroom. We decide to sit for a while before heading back to the condo and calling it a
night; I don’t think either of us is ready for the night to end. I sit between his legs on the sand, reclining back on his chest. He wraps his arms around me, holding me tight while watching the wave’s crash upon the shore. His body radiates so much heat, making me feel as though I’m on fire. I long to feel his body on top of mine with nothing between us, just skin on skin, while he makes passionate love to me.

     Cameron snuggles into me, planting delicate kisses along my neck. “Are you ready to start heading back home? It’s getting late and I’m sure you are getting tired. I shouldn’t be selfish and keep you up all night.”

     Oh, yes you should. Please Cameron Conner, keep me up all night.
“Yeah, if we must, I guess I’m ready to go to bed,” I say, hoping he gets the hint.

     We walk back along the beach hand in hand. When we return to our floor he holds me in his arms a few minutes, gives me a quick peck on the cheek, and then unlocks the door for me once again. I enter the condominium and watch him walk to his door, he turns and gives me a little wave, and then he is gone.

    
I stand at the door for a moment longer wishing this night had not ended. I turn to go to my room when I suddenly hear a very audible male sounding grunt.
Oh great!
Apparently, Courtney and Blake hit it off real well and she decided to entertain in her newly decorated Christian Grey inspired red room. After my sexually fueled day, I don’t think I can handle listening to this all night. I feel like an intruder, and I make a hasty decision and leave the condominium.

     I really didn’t want to leave Kylie standing in the doorway giving me those glazed over bedroom eyes. I had to leave her or I would have taken advantage of her right there in the foyer. I can’t believe one woman can have me walking around all day with a hard-on as though I am a teenage boy with no
self-control. Walking to my bedroom I start stripping, I’m definitely going to need a very cold shower before I’ll be able to go to sleep. I grab a towel and head to the bathroom when I hear a soft knock at the door. I wrap the towel around my waist, hoping whoever is there won’t notice my protruding towel. This thing just won’t go down.

     Cameron opens the door and I’m about to explain my situation when I see him standing there with only a towel and a very evident erection. I go speechless at the site of his body. I probably look just as stupid as Courtney did at dinner, with my mouth wide open, unable to speak. I knew he was in good shape, however I could have never imagined just how well sculpted his muscles are. The man’s body is a work of art, hard and chiseled in all the right places.

     “Well, Miss Jenkins, it would appear I have rendered you speechless. Would you like to come in?”

     I finally shake off my initial shock and think I’m able to form a coherent sentence. “Umm, if you don’t mind, Courtney seems to be entertaining Blake for the evening.”

     “Damn, my sister doesn’t waste any time does she? Come on in,” he grins while opening the door.

     My knees go weak at the invitation and I hope, when I take a step forward
, I don’t fall flat on my face. I enter his condo and it is hard to see, there’s only a little light from the hall and a soft glow from a back bedroom. As he shuts the door, I’m suddenly blinded by darkness. I reach my hand out not realizing that Cameron is already standing in front of me and my hands find his naked chest and abs. I hesitate a moment, then figure what the hell, why not go for it and see what happens. I get a little bolder and step closer putting my mouth to his chest, needing to taste him.

     “Kylie, I’ve never wanted someone as bad as I want you right now. You have no idea what you are doing to me. I just don’t want to push things too fast and scare you away. I want to do things right, and cherish you.”

     He is trying to be a gentleman, and right now and I don’t want a gentleman. I want him to fuck me, and fuck me hard. I don’t want him pitying me, thinking I’m some broken fragile person. I have been over Dylan for a long time.

    “Cameron, I’ve been over Dylan for a long time. When someone is
beating you, it slowly breaks you down until there is nothing left. You no longer love that person; you are just so scared that you feel you have no choice but to stay. I learned to separate my feelings and move on. I want you Cameron, and I want you now.”

     I move my hand down and with one swift motion pull his towel off. God, I wish the lights were on; I want to see all of him. I reach down and take him in my hand. I’m glad he can’t see the smile on my face, as I am a very pleased woman. His dick is large, extremely hard, and pulsing in my hand. I begin to stroke him slowly and he leans into me for support, letting out a little moan. I have longed to hear him moan like this, it’s even more arousing than I ever imagined.

     I get bolder with my movements, stroking him faster and circling my thumb over the wet tip of his dick. I bend forward and kiss down his stomach, my mouth just inches from him. I want to feel him in my mouth. I go down on my knees and tease him, kissing his inner thigh as he did to me earlier. I know he wants me to take him, especially when I feel his hands tangled in my hair. I give in and take him deep into my mouth. I just hold him there for a few seconds and then start to suck up and down his hard shaft. With his hands in my hair, he tries to pull me back. I won’t let him pull out of my mouth; with just the head of his dick in my mouth, I suck on it and roll my tongue around the tip. 

     “Kylie, stop! I don’t want to come in your mouth. Let’s go in the bedroom, where I can please you, too.”

     Releasing him, I say huskily, “You already pleased me plenty today. I’ve been going insane all day, wanting to feel you inside me. We have all the time in the world to make love. Tonight I want you to fuck me.”

     “I want to do something first. Then I will grant your wish and thoroughly fuck you, Miss Jenkins.”

     With a puzzled look I ask, “What do you want to do?”

     “Come here,” he commands as he pulls me from my knees.

     At this point, with everything that has happened today, I’m not sure what it is he wants to do. His hands come up and grip both sides of my face. I know he’s looking at me and I wish there was a light on so I could look into those enticing dark eyes. I feel his breath near my mouth briefly, before his lips come crashing down on mine. He gives me a firm kiss, and then traces my lips with the tip of his tongue encouraging me to open my mouth. I open slightly to speak and his tongue enters, soft and silky, gliding along mine. We kiss slowly and deeply, tasting each other until our passion builds and the kiss becomes more frantic. Our need for one another building with each stroke of our tongues, he starts walking me backwards to his bedroom, never breaking our kiss. 

     When he finally releases my mouth, I step back and look around his room. It’s decorated in manly tones of black and gray, there’s a soft light on his bedside table giving off a romantic aura to the room. He grabs my hand and playfully yanks me back to him. His warm hands find the bottom edge of my tank top and he pulls it up and over my head. I’m still a little self-conscious, standing there half-naked in front of him, something I’m going to have to learn to get over, I want to spend as much time as I can naked with this man. Instead of focusing on my insecurities, I take in his naked body for the first time in the glow of the dim light. He is beautiful, muscular, deeply tanned, and very well endowed. 

     “It seems you still have too many clothes on to be properly fucked. Allow me to help you out of them.” He proceeds to open the button to my jeans.

     “Always the gentleman,” I tease as he slides my jeans over my hips.

     “Well, if it’s a gentleman you want you better speak up now because I’m about to fuck you senseless, as you requested. If you have changed your mind, let me know before it’s too late. I may not be able to stop once I start.”

     Yes, yes, yes, finally!
“No, I haven’t changed my mind; I’m looking forward to it, Mr. Conner.”

     “Mr. Conner? Honey, I will have you screaming Cameron in a few minutes. Now let’s get the rest of these clothes off.”