Sweet Chemistry (25 page)

“Oh Katie, I’m so sorry.” Tim wiped her cheek. “You love him, don’t you?”

Kate bit her lip and nodded. “I never told him though. I also never told him about any of this.” She swept her hands around the empty dining area of her bakery. “I was going to tell him last night.” Tears started streaming down her cheeks again as the pain resurfaced.

“What can we do to help?” Meg and Tim both leaned across the table ready for directions.

“I need to move out of the dorms. I can’t stand the thought of being so close to him.”

“Done.” Meg nodded.

“What about class?” Tim furrowed his brow.

“I was hoping you might help me, Timmy. If you could take notes, I’ll copy them and study on my own.”

“I can’t take notes for lab. I also can’t do those labs by myself.”

Kate shrugged. “I’ll think of something. Don’t worry, Timmy, I’m not going to abandon you, even if it means having to see him. There are only two more labs. I think I could probably handle that.” She swallowed hard.

“So, when are you going to open?” Meg looked at the paper-covered windows.

“The fifteenth.”

“That’s your graduation day.” Tim gaped at her.

“So? My parents aren’t able to come, and as long as I can celebrate with you guys, I’ll be good. This is much more important than walking across a stage. Plus I could sell pies and stuff for holiday parties.” She sighed. “I still need to post a help wanted ad.”

“I could always work for you, over the break, if you want,” Meg offered.

“Thanks Meg. That would be so great. I was worried about being able to find someone on such short notice.”

Tim looked at the table. “I’m going home the day after you open, so I won’t be able to help.”

“Hey, I wasn’t expecting any help, don’t worry about it Tim.” She pointed her finger at him. “You did promise to go shopping with me for restaurant supplies though. Are you still up for it? I still need to find another oven.”

He clapped his hands together and nodded. “Yes.”

“You’ll need furniture for your apartment too.”

“Starting with a bed. I slept on the floor last night, and it was horrible.” The floor wasn’t as horrible as the emptiness.

“I can do it now.” Meg smiled.

Tim checked his watch. “I’ve got class at eleven, but I’ll come back right after so we can get started.” He stood and pulled Kate into a hug. “I’ll be back.”

Meg got up too. “While we wait for him, we can get some of your stuff out of the dorms. Do you have any boxes?”

Kate shook her head and then an idea popped in. “Brandie might though. She runs the bookstore next door.”

“Well then, let’s ask Brandie.”

After a few quick introductions, Brandie handed over several boxes and Meg and Kate drove separately to their dorms.

“I think we should leave the bedding intact, just in case you can’t get a mattress delivered for a few days. You should also leave a few outfits here.” Meg flipped through her closet.

Kate came up next to her and tossed a few articles of clothing onto the bed. “There. Now we can pack the rest.”

Meg filled her arms and lifted, pulling half the contents out of the closet at once. “No sense in taking them off their hangers and folding them, right?” She draped them inside a large box.

They filled one box after another, collecting almost everything from the small room. It took three trips to their cars and then they were on their way back to the bakery.

“These stairs are killing me.” Meg leaned against the wall and took a deep breath. “Please tell me you’re going to pay for delivery service for furniture.”

“I’m going to have to. My car isn’t big enough for a bed or a couch.”

“Good.” She smiled and finished the trek up the stairs.

Tim arrived while Meg and Kate were just finishing unpacking.

“Is this all your stuff?” Tim looked around at the handful of boxes on the counters and floors.

“I don’t own much. This is mostly clothes and books. The cooking supplies are down in the kitchen already.”

“I suggest we go find you furniture, and then hit the restaurant supply store.” Tim motioned for the door and ushered his friends downstairs. “But before we do anything, we’re going to lunch. I’m driving, so just point me in the right direction.”

The day passed quickly, and by the time the sun went down, Tim’s trunk was heavy with boxes of flatware, plates, bowls, serving trays, a few pots and pans, and sheets for her new bed.

Kate sat in the passenger seat, looking at the receipts in her hands. “I can’t believe I spent so much money. I spent thousands of dollars in less than five hours.”

Meg gave her shoulder a reassuring pat. “Yeah, but your apartment will be furnished and you’ll be able to serve food at your bakery. I still can’t believe they’re going to deliver your furniture tomorrow night.”

“Thank you for going out with me. Let me make you dinner.” Being alone meant thinking of James. She couldn’t do that to herself.

Tim grinned. “I can’t say no to that. We’ll unpack while you cook.”

As she unlocked her dorm room, James’ key caught her eye. Her life was about to start, but all she wanted to do was go back in time. Moving out was supposed to be a joyous occasion. It was the last night she would spend in an overpriced building full of noisy students and communal showers. But as she squinted across the road toward James’ dark apartment, sorrow tugged at her. Two days ago, when she thought of her future, he was a part of it. Now, she was on her own.

She sat on the edge of her bed and cried.

Wednesday morning, James took a pile of papers to Carrie’s office. “Is Miss Rhodes coming in today?” It was a risky move, but he had to know.

Carrie frowned. “No. I’m afraid she won’t. She called me this morning and explained she had a personal crisis. With only two weeks left, I told her not to worry about coming in. I sure will miss her though, she was the most competent assistant I ever had.”

“Oh.” He clutched the papers to his chest.

“I can help you, if you need help.” She nodded to the papers.

James shook his head. “No, you’ll be busy enough without her help. I can take care of these on my own.”

Worry still creased her forehead. “Well, all right, but if you change your mind, you just give me a holler.”

He paced the floor in his office. He wanted to puke. Kate was having a personal crisis, and he had caused it.

Her text was still on his phone.

I’m on my way :)

Sobs racked his chest as he thought of everything he had lost.

On Wednesday, as James waited for everyone to get to class, the heaviness in his heart took a firm hold as he realized Kate wasn’t coming. It was obvious by the way Tim looked at him that he knew about his relationship with Kate. The fact of the matter was, Tim could’ve reported them if he was planning to. At this point, James had nothing to lose by asking him, so after class, he pulled him aside.

“She’s asked me to take notes for her for the last four classes.” Tim narrowed his eyes. “And you damn well better not give her an Unofficial Withdrawal. She’s completed far more than sixty percent of this class.”

James exhaled. “Attendance isn’t required for class, but it is for lab. Will you please tell her I’ll have a sub for the last two labs?”

“Yes. I’ll tell her.” Tim gave him a long look before he left.

* * * *

Kate paced the floor of her bakery as she waited for Tim to deliver biochemistry notes. It was the first class she missed all semester.

“He’s going to have a sub in lab,” Tim blurted out.

“What?” Kate’s mouth hung open

“I know. It shocked me too. He said you couldn’t miss lab, so he said he’d have a sub for the last two labs.”

Kate blinked the tears out of her eyes. “Okay then, I guess that solves that problem. How was class?”

“Okay. He asked about you.”

Kate nodded and squeezed her eyes shut, her voice cracked when she spoke. “Thanks for taking notes and bringing them to me. I made cookies.”

“You don’t have to make me cookies every time I help you.”

“Yes I do. It’s the only way I can thank you.” She turned and looked up at the walls. “Timmy, would you help me decorate the walls tomorrow? The white is so stark, and I’d love to add a little personality to it. I want to draw the chemical structures of sucrose, fructose, and other food-related molecules.”

“You can count on me.”

Kate copied Tim’s note meticulously before he left, and while she was reading her biochemistry book and going over the notes, the delivery truck from the furniture store pulled up outside.

A burly man wearing a black back brace came in, holding a clipboard. “Are you Kate Rhodes?”

Kate nodded.

“We’ve got your delivery. Can you show me where it’s going before I have the guys move it in?”

Kate led him upstairs and explained where she wanted each piece of furniture. An hour later, her apartment had a couch, kitchen table, chairs, a dresser, and a queen-size bed. The bed took up most of the small bedroom, but it was worth it. It was definitely a step up from the twin bed in her dorm.

Before the delivery truck driver left, Kate loaded a to-go box with cookies as a thank you for working so hard. The three men were happy to take them, and after taking a bite, they all agreed they would be stopping by once the bakery opened.

Warm and fluffy from the Laundromat, Kate tugged her sheets over her new bed. She smiled for the first time in days. It was a fresh start, and despite how much her heart still hurt, holding onto the pain would only slow her down. She didn’t have time to grieve anymore. She had a bakery to open.

* * * *

After their game of racquetball, James and Sam worked side-by-side in the research lab. “Sam, can I ask a favor?”

“Shoot.”

“I was hoping you would be willing to sub for my Biochem lab for the next two Fridays. Lab runs from two to five in the afternoon.”

“What have you got going on that you can’t make it?”

“I fucked up Sam.”

“Do you want to talk about it?”

“How much do you know?” James rubbed his temples.

“Bits and pieces. It doesn’t take a genius to figure out your mystery girlfriend is mysterious for a reason. Lloyd is wound tight.”

“She’s not my girlfriend anymore. I broke it off,” he whispered into his hands as he buried his face in his palms.

“Hey.” His voice was as soft as his touch. “I personally think the handbook is outdated. Consensual relationships are just that. Consensual. I know you well enough to know you understand the importance of your position here, and know you would always place your students and your job ahead of your personal interests.”

“Thanks, you’re a lot more compassionate than my brother. So can you do it?”

Sam held out his hand. “Give me the manual so I know what I’m getting myself into.” He looked it over and nodded. “I can do this. No worries. You want me to collect their notebooks after each lab?”

“Yes.”

“Can I ask a question?”

James nodded and held his breath.

“If she means this much to you, can’t you just wait until she graduates?”

James squeezed his eyes shut. “I’ve already asked too much, I couldn’t ask her to put her life on hold for the next five months.”

“May isn’t as far away as you think.”

* * * *

Vanillin, caffeine, albumin, oleic acid, sodium bicarbonate, sodium chloride, theobromine, gluten, and citric acid joined the sucrose and fructose structures on the walls of Kate’s bakery. Each one featured the chemical formula under it.

“Thanks again Timmy.”

“No problem.”

“I talked to the sign company today. They’re going to have my sign ready by next week. Wanna see what it’ll look like?” Kate opened her notebook and showed him her sketch. “They’re going to put a sucrose structure on either side the words: Sweet Chemistry. Oh, and my extra oven is going to be installed in a couple of days.”

“It’s going to look awesome. You need to put a sign in the window saying what you’re going to serve and when you’ll open. You know, to stir up some excitement.”

Kate made notes in her notebook. “Good idea. Look, I got an open sign and a bell for the front door today.”

“You’re on your way Katie!” Tim hugged her.

Between classes on Friday, Kate made a stop at the dorms. She stripped the bed and did a final sweep of the room.

Kate waited until the very last minute to slip into lab that afternoon. She gave a quick explanation of her absence to her classmates. It wasn’t the full truth, but she couldn’t risk James finding out about her bakery.

True to his word James had a substitute in lab. It was Dr. Bellevue. Kate knew him from a class she had taken last year, and also from the stories James had told her. Perhaps he knew about her too, but she didn’t interact with him enough to find out.

* * * *

“Well, how did it go?” James shifted on his feet.

“Fine.” Sam handed him a stack of notebooks. “I saw quite a few of my old students.”

“I’m glad they didn’t give you a hard time.”

“Well, Angelica did, but only because she wanted to see you. Was she the one who—?”

James frowned. “No. Not even a little bit. She has a crush on me.” He cringed.

“Wow. I’d be careful with that one.” Sam let out a slow whistle. “Are you doing all right?”

“I guess.” James shrugged. “I miss her, but I can’t talk to her.”

“That’s rough. I don’t know where I’d be without Terri.”

“It feels like part of me is missing without her.”

“That sounds like love.”

“Maybe…” James looked away.

Saturday, James went to his balcony. He had been using the binoculars Kate had given him to try and see her, but it was always too dark to see anything the last few nights. During the middle of the day, enough light spilled in her room for him to see clearly. He gasped. Her room was empty.

* * * *

“She’s gone.” James let his head rest against the table.

“What do you mean she’s gone? Gone where?” Jeff asked.

“She moved, I guess. Her room is empty.”

Heather furrowed her brow. “How do you know her room is empty if you haven’t talked to her in nearly a week?”