Sweet Caroline (34 page)

Annie clamped her teeth together but could not choke back a mournful sob. Her gaze swept upward, Mick's followed. Something hung from the ceiling, five to six feet above his head.

"What the hell is—" He froze. Dangling above him, like Christmas mistletoe, he saw a dozen sticks of dynamite wrapped in tape, with an amateurishly constructed timing device hanging beneath it, tantalizingly close if Mick stood on tiptoes and reached high above his head. "Sweet Mother of God." He exhaled the words, part prayer, part shock. An explosive with a simple timing device, one he'd learned to 327

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dismantle before he entered kindergarten, but it might as well have been the H bomb.

Instead of the normal bright red, blue, white and green colors used in the construction of timing devices, to Mick, they all looked the same, a shade of off-gray. Tailor-made to stymie a man afflicted with color-blindness. Next to the wires, a digital display ticked off the seconds. The explosive was indeed live and set to detonate in approximately thirty minutes and counting.

His gaze swept the room. Six other explosives, crudely wrapped, elementary to the point of childish, hung in place. Were they live? He couldn't tell from a distance, and not even the biggest quake ever registered could have freed him from where he stood rooted in place.

Fear spread through him as palpable at if he'd tried choking down poison. Sweat had streamed down his face and neck. He felt light-headed and in a moment, his entire body would quiver. He was powerless to stop the encroaching darkness.

Annie, no longer crying, shouted, "Mick, don't let go. Don't give into the darkness. We'll find a way, just don't let go." He heard the panicked breaths he was taking as he hyperventilated. The room spun around him. In a second or two, he'd crumble to his knees. He was eight years old again, standing in a field in the dark of night. He saw his father kneeling at a checkpoint, heard his uncle's voice, torn with panic, shouting for Michael to seek cover, that the quadrants were wrong. A sudden flash of light illuminated the midnight 328

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sky. A deafening boom. Bits and pieces of his father arcing through the air like leaves on an autumn wind.

"What wrong with him?" Caroline cried, her voice a full octave higher with fright.

"It's the bomb," Annie said. "And the memory of watching his father die. That's the darkness."

No, it's a form of Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder.
Instead of sending Mick to counseling, they'd sent him off to Ireland for a year. He'd never be the same until he worked past it. Holding that thought, Caroline shouted, "MICK, SNAP OUT OF

IT! WE DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THIS!"

Taking her cue from Caroline, Annie joined in. "MICK, DON'T GIVE IN TO THE DARKNESS. COME BACK TO US!" They continued shouting until they saw their pleas were getting through to him. Slowly, as if he'd found strength from something greater than all of them, the color seeped back into his face that had paled to ashen. Blinking, he looked around, still confused yet trying to find his bearings. In a hoarse voice, he asked, "Why, Ian? Why are you doin'

this? You can't hate us that much."

"You disappoint me, Mick. The world renowned investigator who is not smart enough to weigh the evidence and proffer a conclusion."

Mick held his arms at his side, shaking his hands and flexing the numbness from his fingers. His shirt was drenched in sweat and clung to him. He ached to strangle the life out of Ian Foy. "I don't care what happens to me or you. You're threatenin' the two women I love most, and I'm not going to let you do that without a fight or knowin' the reason why." 329

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"A fight?" Ian chuckled and brandished the gun. "I'm afraid, Mick, you're a bit over-matched." Mick's confidence never wavered. "Don't count on it."

"As to why, perhaps it's time you and Annie had the heart to heart I'm so pleased you never had years ago." He turned an ugly smile on the older woman. "My dear, my love and my life, would you like to give your precious Mick your version before I give him mine?"

Annie looked up, her gaze seething, her voice hoarse with emotion. "Ian Foy, you'll burn in hell before you convince anyone I was a willin' participant."

Mick looked from one to the other, at the anger and revulsion in Annie's face. Her words and that look brought back memories he'd long forgotten. Memories of the night before Annie left for the convent. Mick had been too young to understand what he was seeing—Annie in tears rushing away from the gazebo in the vineyard. He'd stopped her and tried to help, but she'd brushed him aside saying it was nothing. In the moonlight, Mick had seen the red streaks on the inside of Annie's forearms, streaks that turned to purple bruises the next day. She'd torn the front of her dress, and when she'd run past him, he thought he saw blood on the back. Now he understood only too well.

"You bastard," he said in a deadly whisper. "You raped Annie, didn't you? The night before she left for the convent." Ian smiled, standing tall and proud. "Your saintly Annie was quite the vixen in her young days, Mick. A tease who led us all on a merry chase, telling us she loved us in one breath, and laughing behind our backs in the next." 330

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"Maybe your back, mate," Mick said. "Not mine."

"Ian, I never meant to hurt you," Annie said, her voice less edgy. "I wanted to love you, but God was callin' me. I couldn't turn my back on Him."

"You raped her because you wanted the sisters to think she was damaged goods and turn her away." Mick understood. "Send her back home, to you."

"I did more than that, Annie, didn't I?" Ian's voice sounded so smug and self-satisfied, Mick knew that if he'd had the gun, he would have shot him right through the heart.

"You thought no one knew, didn't you, Annie?" Foy asked.

"Not until you saw the postcard. How I would have loved to see the look on your face." His voice turned harsh. "What was it like to see the living proof of what you'd hidden from everyone else? The proof of our love. What did feel you then,
Sister
Anne?"

"Leave her alone, Striker," Mick said. "Quit talkin'

nonsense."

Foy looked at Mick, incredulous. "Nonsense? You call my daughter nonsense?"

"Ian, don't," Annie cried too late. Foy gestured with the gun toward Caroline and spoke softly, "Caroline's my love child. Mine and Annie's." He glowered at Annie. "But you gave her away to strangers." He rushed to Caroline and knelt down beside her. Mick saw her draw back, repulsed by his nearness.

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of the Mahoneys. They've made me live a lonely life, but I'll not be lonely again."

Oh my God, the man's completely lost his mind.
Acting on instinct and adrenaline, Mick charged and threw himself at Foy. The first blow connected. Beneath his fist, Mick felt bone and cartilage collapse. An uppercut to the jaw sent Ian's eyes rolling back while he fell into unconsciousness, blood pouring out of his nose, a tooth lying on the floor next to him. Mick wiped away the sweat of the struggle with his forearm. "Where's the key?" he shouted at the women.

"In ... h-his left pant's ... pocket," Annie answered. She was crying harder, barely able to speak.

He paused. "Don't cry, Annie. We're okay now."

"We're not, Mick," Caroline said. "We're all going to die. When he threw the deadbolt, he activated the bomb."

"Doesn't matter." He looked up at the timer. "We have twenty minutes to get him out of here and find safety." He'd opened the lock on Annie's handcuff and moved behind Caroline.

"No, we don't," Caroline insisted while he worked to free her. "If we try to leave, or if someone else comes in here to help us, the bomb will detonate."

Mick paused, wondering if he'd heard right. "What are you sayin', Caroline?"

"Ian was there when your father died. He saw what happened to you. He knows you're terrified of live explosives, that you honestly believe in that stupid curse. That's why he did it—to prove to Annie and to me that you're a coward, that you'd let us all die rather than touch an explosive again." 332

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Mick dropped the key under the assault of her words. Hearing it for the first time from someone he loved with his whole heart and soul brought home the foolishness of what he'd forced himself to believe all these years. The curse everyone else viewed with such contempt.
You idiot, you
haven't disclaimed the curse, you've brought the wrath of
your foolishness down on Annie and Caroline.
He remembered how Sheila had told him over and over, "It's a self-fulfilling prophecy, Mick. If you believe in it, it will be. If you cast that belief aside, it will disappear into thin air and you'll be free." Mick bowed his head and covered his face with his hands. He deserved whatever happened to him, but not Caroline and Annie.

"Mick, you're the only one who can help us," Annie said, and for the first time, he realized she was standing beside him, her hands reaching out to him in supplication.

"I can't."

"Yes, you can, Mick. That device is child's play for you." He took both of her hands in his. "You don't understand, Annie. I can't see the colors and neither can you. Ian knows we're both color-blind. He knows I can't disarm it."

"I can," Caroline said, her face determined, her voice calm.

"I have perfect vision." She ripped the duct tape from her ankles and pushed her sleeves up her forearms, in a gesture that said she was ready to go to work. "First we have to do something about him. Then we figure out how to get that thing down." She pointed to the ceiling. "I'll be your eyes."

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"Stop that right now!" She stood in his face, their noses only inches apart. "I love you, Mick Mahoney. God help me, I don't why but I do." She turned to Annie and offered her hand. Annie took it and completed their circle. "Maybe it hasn't sunk in yet, Mick, but Ian was telling you that Annie is my birth mother."

Annie nodded. "Aye. The background on the postcard is the garden of the home I stayed in during my final months. Mother Superior arranged the adoption, and as soon as I started to show, she sent me to them." She turned to Caroline with a look that only a mother knew. "Caroline was too large to deliver the natural way. They anesthetized me and took her by C-section, then whisked her away." She touched Caroline's cheek while fresh tears formed in her eyes.

"I never saw you, never held you, but I loved you, Caroline. I didn't know where you went or to whom, but I prayed every day that you grew up well and happy. The moment I saw you at Brian's wedding, I knew exactly who you were." Caroline held tightly to Annie's hand. "Something drew me to the photo of you on Mick's wall. Now I understand why."

"I'd already conceived you by then, Caroline. The picture was taken the day I left for the convent. Ian came by that afternoon, had the nerve to stand beside me like nothin' had happened while Mick snapped the photo." Mick held a hand of each of the women in his, listening quietly to the two most important people in his life share a moment like no other—a rebirth as well as a reunion. But the moment was fleeting. "Caroline, Annie, we don't have time for reminiscing." He checked the timer again. "I'll tend to him 334

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then I'll get to that." He pointed up at the bomb then at Annie. "Pray, Annie, pray like you've never prayed before." While Caroline and Annie searched the back room for something Mick could use as a workbench, Mick dragged Ian to the remaining pieces of the cast iron stove that had once heated the building in winter. He slipped one of the handcuffs around the leg of the stove and the other onto Foy's wrist. He noted Ian was coming to, but was still too disoriented to realize what was happening. Next he bound his ankles and free hand with duct tape, ensuring Ian would not be able to move without help.

Finished, Mick heard the scrape of metal against the concrete floor. He turned to find Annie and Caroline dragging a rusted table into the room. "Will this do?" Caroline asked.

"It should," Mick answered, and with a huge breath, he set the chair Annie had been sitting on directly beneath the bomb, climbed the chair, managed to free the slip knot that held it on the hook above him.

Very gingerly, he handed it down to Caroline who held it in front of her like a bag full of snakes. He looked over his shoulder. "Annie, see if any of the timers are runnin' on the others. If not, we can deal with them later." He jumped to the floor, took the explosive from Caroline and gently placed it on the table.

"All fakes," Annie called after she'd circled the room. "No wires, not timin' devices. Thank God, he placed them just for show."

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"Easy, easy," Annie cautioned, seeing the veins popping in Mick's temples and on his neck. His hands were beginning to tremble and once again, sweat trickled off his forehead and into streaks along his face. Two minutes fifty-eight seconds remained on the digital timer. Caroline stood beside him, silent and terrified.

He pulled a handkerchief from his pocket and wiped the sweat that dribbled down his temples and burned his eyes. No one wanted to say it, but they all stared at his hands that shook harder. He jammed one in his pocket and pulled out the Swiss Army knife. He tried to open the knife and dropped it instead. Caroline swiftly retrieved it but Mick took a step back, away from her when she tried to hand it to him. "I can't do it, Caroline. I can't hold onto it." She drew a deep breath. She'd searched twenty-nine years for her identity and a man to truly love. Nothing was going to take that from her now. "If I'm going to be your eyes, I can be your hands, too. Come, Mick, show me what to do."