Sun and Shadow (46 page)

“Not a lot.”

He noticed the photograph of his father over the piano in the drawing room. He was looking solemn, as always, an expression made more austere by his clerical collar. White against all the black.

He sat in the dark. After last time he thought they might have fitted a new lock, but it was still the same one. Not that it would have mattered.

People passed to and fro. There was a special kind of echo in there. Sounds traveled through the cubbyhole as if along a tunnel, from the noisy stairwell where all hell was let loose when the elevator went up or down and the front door slammed shut. You needed to put your fingers in your ears for that.

Perhaps those were his footsteps out there now. Awkward. Who was in control now, then? Whoever has control now, put your hand up.

He raised his right arm, and as far as he could see, there was nobody else in there holding up their own hand. Control.

It was obvious when he arrived that he was in control. Anybody with eyes to see could see that.

He wept.

He missed her. Her face once when she turned around on her bicycle and laughed.

He repeated the prophet’s name as a mantra. Repeated it over and over again. He kept the other god at bay. He kept the faces away and if he continued doing that they would disappear.

He wept.

Where were they? He was sitting here after all.

Perhaps those were his footsteps again out there. Or hers.

He’d gone past when there was a car parked outside the shop that could have been his. Then he’d run home. His heart in his mouth.

He stood up now, in the dark. He had nothing to drink with him this time.

Outside in the street the sun felt hot on his face.

Somebody looked at him as if he still had ... as if he was in charge. You couldn’t see it from his clothes now, but you could see it about him even so. Now.

He walked uphill all the way, then down the slope to the hospital. He stood outside, waiting. Saw her. He knew exactly.

 

It had gotten to 5:00 P.M. There were six couples who had just introduced themselves. The man sitting to Winter‘sright felt a great need to describe his work.

The group of parents was mixed, some of them already had children. Winter recognized the midwife. It was the same one he’d met before, with Angela. Elise Bergdorff. She gave them ten minutes to write down what they wanted to know, what they hoped to get out of the meetings. There would be five meetings. By the end of March. Just before the event.

“Ask about reducing the pain,” Winter said.

“Ask yourself,” said Angela, giggling.

“Clothes,” Winter said. “What we should buy. How much you have to plan beforehand.” ,

“But we’ve said we’re not going to plan anything.”

“No harm in asking.” He continued writing.

“What are you writing?” asked Angela, looking happy. Everybody looked happy, except for the man who wanted to go on about his work as if he couldn’t wait to get back to it.

I’ve never longed to get back to work, Winter thought. Not like that. This is more important.

“How do we know when the baby is hungry and when it’s full?”

“Good, Erik.”

“How much sleep?”

“For whom?”

“For me, of course,” he said. He started writing again after a short pause.

“What are you writing now?”

He looked up with a different expression on his face.

“Let me look,” Angela said, grabbing his notepad and reading it. She looked at him: “Are my eyes deceiving me? ‘Check police force addresses against the pornography replies.’ Is that one of the questions you want to ask the midwife?”

“I thought of something.”

“Erik ...”

“Maternity care,” he said quickly. “You’ve talked about maternity care after the reorganization.”

“Write it down,” she said. He didn’t. “I mean it literally,” she said.

The midwife offered them coffee, as this was the first time. In future perhaps they might like to take turns in bringing something nice with them, if they felt like it.

I can bake some brownies, he thought.

The midwife talked about relationships, how things change during pregnancy and after the birth. The men and women looked at one another.

“The woman is more busy with the baby,” the man said on his right, who had a job to get back to. “The man feels that she’s devoting a lot of time to the baby.”

“Surely the man is busy with the baby as well?” Winter said. Was that really me speaking? he wondered.

It’s a matter of keeping your love alive after the baby’s come, Angela thought. What this is all about is meeting others who are in the same boat. It could be of benefit to us.

There was a brief discussion. Perhaps the idea was that they would get help in improving their roles, Winter thought. As parents. Being mothers and fathers. Roles. Could you call it that? Some people never played a role, ever.

 

They walked home. The smell of winter had started to fade away, together with the smell of the New Year rockets and Bengal lights. The name kept coming back to him: Bengal lights. Pretty.

“What did you think of the group?”

“Hmm ...”

“We’ll meet again when we’ve all had our babies.”

“Do you think the advertising chap will be there then?”

“Will you be there then?”

“You shouldn’t answer a question with another question.”

They waited for a green light before crossing over the Allé.

“He’ll be there,” she said. “I’ve heard it’s quite usual for the groups to carry on meeting afterward. Celebrate a one-year anniversary, a two-year anniversary, and suddenly we’re all great friends.”

We must first get through what lies ahead unscathed, he thought.

“Sounds nice,” he said.

“Do you really think so?”

“I think I do.”

They had reached the entrance. It was a clear evening, like so many others that winter. The Pressbyrå newsstand near the old university building created the atmosphere of a small-town square, Winter had sometimes thought. He didn’t know much about small-town squares, but he could recognize the feeling. He’d sometimes felt that when he’d come home alone late in the evening. Perhaps it was a vague yearning deep down.

Angela took a deep breath.

“What terrific air,” she said. “For a big town.”

“This is a little town,” Winter said. People were shopping at Pressbyrå. He could hear music coming from the restaurant on the corner. The buildings on the other side of the park loomed skyward. Trams looked like jerky sparklers shooting off in all directions. A few youngsters walked past and their voices reached them as fragments of words borne along by the breeze. They vanished into the Java café at the crossroads. “So, let’s go in and have a
café con leche,”
he said.

 

They couldn’t find any report about a shoplifter in Manhattan Livs, also known as Krokens Livs.

“There are circumstances when it’s better to give a caution rather than to report somebody,” Ringmar said.

“There’s something that doesn’t add up,” Winter said.

“Calm down now, Erik.”

“I could have used that report.”

“You have other stuff to read.”

He had the text of the advertisements in front of him. It wasn’t the best piece of writing he’d ever come across:

“A really juicy time together,” Ringmar said, who could see that Winter had read the whole text.

“Lovers of soap and water!”

“Fucking perverse, that’s what it is. Sex with a bar of soap.”

Winter smiled, then turned serious.

“I’m beginning to wonder about this line of investigation,” he said. “There’s nothing to indicate that the man we’re after replied to this.”

“No.”

“The Valkers must have destroyed the replies,” Winter said. “Why?”

“Perhaps it was the murderer.”

“Yes.”

“He—assuming it’s the same guy—was looking for something in the Martells’ flat.”

“Yes.”

“What do you think about the replies?”

The pile of responses to the Martells’ ad was next to the two ads themselves. The one submitted by the Martells was worded roughly the same as that from the Valkers, possibly a bit more cautiously. A quick read-through might suggest that they were looking for somebody to have coffee with.

“That there are lots of them.”

“I was afraid we might find somebody we knew among them,” Ringmar said.

“Our chief of police?”

“Or the mayor of Gothenburg.”

“The editor in chief of
GP.”

“I don’t recognize any of them.”

“Me neither.”

“We’d better get started on them.”

“Yes.”

“But we haven’t finished with the film extras yet.”

“Well, nearly.” Winter looked at the files with transcripts of all the interviews. Nearly forty of them.

“It will be ... delicate.”

“What we’re faced with here is delicate.”

 

Halders was worried.

“Have you talked to Molina?”

“We can’t arrest them, Fredrik.”

“I appreciate that. But what does he want? Something concrete?”

“Something clear-cut,” Winter said. “We’ve got to pry out something more.”

Concrete rhymes with secrete, thought Halders. Cut is very nearly cu—.

“We’ll bring them in again,” Winter said.

“Good.”

 

Åke Killdén answered after the third ring. It sounded as if he were on the beach, with a wind blowing.

“Hang on a minute while I close the veranda door,” he said. “Someone’s cutting my hedge,” he said when he came back.

Winter explained what the call was about.

“That’s awful.” Killdén was breathing fast, as if he’d been the one doing the gardening. “It’s the deadest spot in the northern hemisphere usually.” He coughed. “I mean ... the quietest spot. The most boring spot.”

Unlike Fuengirola, Winter thought, and asked Killdén about his employees.

“I only had three. All of them part-time.”

“Can I have their names?”

“Of course.”

“Do you have their addresses?”

“They must be there somewhere in the accounts material.”

“Where can we find that?”

“If it’s still in existence I suppose it will be in my accountant’s archives,” Killdén said.

The employees, Winter thought. We haven’t given enough thought to the people who worked at Manhattan Livs.

“Did you have many regular customers?”

“They were all regular customers.”

“Do you think you could help me by thinking hard about your ... regular customers? Was there anybody who stood out? Anybody you thought acted a bit oddly some time or other? Anything at all.”

“Anything at all,” Killdén said.

“Was one of your regular customers a police officer?” Winter asked.

“A police officer? What do you mean? Somebody who came in uniform?”

“Yes, or without.”

“Well ... police officers called in occasionally to buy something, I suppose, but I don’t recall anything in particular.”

“Think hard about that as well.”

“Will do.”

Winter thanked him and hung up.

The employees. Matilda. The man who couldn’t count. They’d only spoken to him over the phone. Winquist. Kurt Winquist. The others, in the accountant’s archives. This was getting bigger by the hour. He was conducting an investigation that could choke him. The Mölndal police. The duty roster for New Year’s Eve.

The answers were all in the investigation material. Everything was there, in the papers he had in front of him. How many more times would he need to read them before the penny dropped?

The telephone on his desk rang, as did his mobile. He said, “Be with you in a moment,” into the mobile and picked up the receiver on his desk. It was Möllerström.

“That kid Patrik has taken a turn for the worse at the Sahlgren Hospital.”

Winter answered his mobile, but whoever had called him had hung up.

Hanne Ostergaard and her daughter were in the waiting room when Winter returned from the ward.

“They don’t really know yet,” he said. “It’s something to do with his brain.”

“Shit, shit, shit,” Maria said.

“Perhaps he’s had too many blows,” Hanne said. “For too long a time.”

“He said he’d remembered something else,” Maria said.

Winter turned to look at her.

“Something about him recognizing somebody. On the stairs.”

“Did he say that?”

“Yesterday.”

“Did he say anything else about it?”

“No.”

“But he recognized somebody? Somebody he’d seen before?”

“I don’t know any more.”

Now I have two hospital patients who can help us to make progress, Winter thought. Both of them are unconscious. We must have people here, around the clock. I’d better tell Angela. She’ll have to get used to seeing police officers at her place of work.

He met Morelius as he was about to leave.

“I know,” said Morelius, adjusting his belt. “It feels almost like being one of the family.”

‘Are you on your own?“

“Bartram is in the car. I just wanted to see how things were going.” He waved to Hanne and her daughter. “That fucking bastard.”

 

Winter drove through Toltorpsdalen to Krokens Livs. Jilna smiled at him, but he wasn’t convinced that she remembered who he was. He went outside. The wind was still battering the city, bang, bang. Elderly folk were getting off buses. He turned around and let his eyes wander. Somewhere ...