next door.
"Are you kidding me? Are you seriously trying to intimidate me, you pathetic little worm! You attacked children because
you were too weak and cowardly to go
after real prey. I'm a true predator, not some simpering baby-fucker who
couldn't get a real woman to look twice at him. Or a real man for that matter." Joseph began to laugh and he could see
Trent visibly deflate.
"Shut up! Shut the fuck up! Stop
laughing at me! You don't know what I
am! You don't know the power I
possess!" He looked even more like a spoiled child as he exploded into a
tantrum. Tears squeaked out of the
corners of his eyes and his bloated
cheeks reddened with rage.
Joe rose from his chair and leaned
forward until he towered over the fat little pederast whose hands were stil cuffed
in front of him, leaving him al but
helpless. Joe's voice lowered
seductively as his eyes locked in on
Trent's.
"Your power has faded, Damon. You're just like them now. Weak. Helpless. Prey. How long has it been since you last fed?
Let me get you out of here and we can
feed together. Then you can show me
how powerful you are."
Damon licked his lips salaciously at the thought of fresh meat, fresh blood.
"You're trying to trick me. I'm not going anywhere with you. So you can kil me?
Rip me up into little pieces to rid yourself of the curse? Do you real y want to be
like those sheep that bad? What wil your life be like without the hunger? Without the passion? Nothing can replace it, you know. Regular sex wil feel like trying to masturbate in a ful -body cast. Nothing wil ever compare to what you've
experienced. You'l miss it every day of your life until you eventual y kil again. But with the curse gone, the kil ing won't be the same. It won't be as fulfil ing. But you'l keep kil ing because it wil be the closest you can ever come to what you
can experience right now with just one
bite. Only it won't be one bite. Without the curse it wil take the consumption of several victims to even approximate the ecstasy the flesh gives you now and
you'l gladly kil them al and more."
"It-it's true then? There is a cure? This is some kind of disease?"
"What do you think? Can't you feel the changes?"
"I think that you're going to stay in here for the rest of your life unless you let me help you."
11 It's better than winding up on your
dinner plate." Damon sat back on his bed, grinning like a baby with a mouth
ful of his own feces.
Joe wanted to lunge across the room
and crack open the pederast's rib cage. He wanted to tear out the man's heart
and consume it. But Damon was right.
Any violent actions in this place would quickly lead to his own death or
incarceration. Stil , he had to find a way to get the man alone so that he could
end his pathetic little life and sever the bloodline that linked them both to the
curse. He decided to cal Trent's bluff. He stood up as if he was about to leave.
"I'l think of you the next time I feed. I'l imagine you slowly starving to death in here, eating meat loaf, creamed corn,
and Jel -O."
Joe signaled for the guard.
"Wait! Wait a minute. What did you have in mind?"
Joe turned back around and waved the
guard off as he took his seat again.
"Tel me what you know about this place. What's the best way to get you out of
here?"
"Get me a gun and I can free myself."
"And then use it on me? Uh-uh, not gonna happen."
"Okay. Then how about a knife? I could probably take out that big bastard with a knife if I took him by surprise."
"Let me think about it."
"Nothing else to think about. There's no way they'd let you out of here with me."
"If you had to go to the hospital for an emergency, where would they take you?"
"Right here. This is a ful y functioning medical hospital as wel as an insane
asylum."
"And what's security like in the medical wards?"
"Penetrable." Trent smiled. Joe wanted to peel his face off and leave him smiling forever.
Thirty-six
With the threat of death temporarily less imminent, Alicia had time to deconstruct herself. To tear herself apart piece by piece. She looked down at her body and
began to catalogue her flaws, something she had not done since this ordeal
began. From the moment she'd set foot
into Joe's apartment, seemingly a
lifetime ago, she had felt terrified,
helpless, revolted, angry, aroused,
ecstatic, and confused, but not for a
moment had she felt unattractive. A man was ready to kil her because she was
so sexy. What greater affirmation of her beauty did she need? It was her sex
appeal that had first brought her to the notice of Joseph Miles and it was her
sex appeal that was leading her to
whatever fate awaited at the end of this journey.
Stil , with the naked 100-watt bulb glaring down at her from the ceiling, the various bulges and blemishes seemed to glow
as if lit by a spotlight. And with no one's eyes to see herself through but her own, her hypercritical nature rose to the fore and she began dismantling herself.
Alicia wished Joe had been thoughtful
enough to turn off the lights before he left. She'd gone more than seventy-two
hours without once thinking that she was too fat, without worrying about the rol s at her hips or the stretch marks or cel ulite. Now al she could see in herself were
flaws.
She looked down at her oversized
breasts, which had flattened out and
fal en to either side of her rib cage,
tucked beneath her armpits like pale,
fleshy, water wings, and wondered why
anyone would want to touch the hideous
things. They were not round and perky
like the silicone queens and faint stretch marks ran through them from the missing nipples nearly to her col arbone. They
were so light and thin that no one else would have noticed them, but she did.
She looked at the thick black mole
beneath her left breast, wishing that Joe had had the empathy to bite that off
instead of her nipples.
Sighing and scowling in disgust, she ran her judgment like a sharp scalpel over
her bel y; the lightning bolt-shaped
stretch marks radiating up from her hairy pubic mound where her skin had yielded
to the fat cel s multiplying like cancer beneath it. Her bloated stomach jiggled with each sob as self-hate overcame
her. She wanted Joe to hurry back. She
needed him to tel her how beautiful she was. She needed him to look at her with those voracious eyes ful of lust and
appetite that seemed to gather her
entire body into them and cradle her in their unwavering gaze. She wept herself to sleep praying for the return of her
murderous kidnapper.
It was past dark when he returned. The
door opened and slammed behind him.
Alicia moaned softly in her sleep and
tugged on her restraints before lying stil once more. Joe slipped into the
bathroom and clicked on the lights.
Alicia winced and whimpered as the
mortifying sound of metal on bone
clawed its way into her deep, dreamless sleep, stirring up terrible butcher-shop fantasies.
Images of car crashes, autopsies,
bondage, and blood play swirled through Alicia's mind in a kaleidoscopic orgy of meat and steel. She tried to resist the urge to look, not wanting to abandon the safety of sleep, not wanting to see any more horrors this day. But the scraping sound went on and on, slowly wrestling
her up from her deep slumber to that
hazy twilight just before waking. Here the sound inspired more dreams. Dreams
of Frank being carved up and served to
her. She saw herself taking a knife and sawing through his tibia, removing his
foot and lifting it to her mouth. She bit into it and the taste was wonderful.
Revolted, she forced herself ful y awake. Alicia opened her eyes and looked to
her left where the scraping sound
continued, echoing from the tiny
bathroom. She looked inside and could
see Joe's face reflected in the vanity
mirror. He was deep in concentration.
Intently filing his teeth into sharp points. For a long moment Alicia just sat there, transfixed by his transformation. When
she'd first met him at the sex club in San Francisco, Joseph Miles had looked
clean-cut and conservative, the type of boy you took to family dinners and office parties to impress your friends and
relatives. Now, just days later he looked like some type of psychotic modern
primitive. Feral lust sparkled in his eyes like a drug addict fiending for that next hit. His face was unshaven. His pupils
were dilated and his chest heaved with
his quickening breaths. The hunger was
obviously ful y upon him. Now Alicia
wished she had not talked him out of
taking along some of Frank's meat for
the rest of the trip as a snack. But the prospect had just seemed too horrible at the time, with her own guilt at
participating in Frank's death stil so fresh in her mind and the taste of his
flesh stil swimming on her tongue.
Alicia closed her eyes and prayed that
she was not his next intended meal,
while part of her longed to be consumed by him. She winced at his touch as he
bent down to remove the gag from her
mouth. Her eyes flew open and she
nearly screamed as she found herself
face-to-face with her cannibal lover. His eyes were intense, sparkling bril iantly with that dangerous psychotic lust that both excited and mortified her.
"What are you doing?"
"I need to feed again."
He turned away from her and walked
back into the bathroom, where he
picked up the metal file again.
"But-but we just ate F-Frank?"
"It wasn't enough. Not enough to face Damon again. I need more food. More
power."
"But who?"
Joe could see the fear in Alicia's eyes as he continued to sharpen his canines,
filing them into tiny arrowhead-shaped
fangs.
"I want you, Alicia. I want you so badly." He stared at her large breasts and thick thighs and Alicia saw the erection swel in his pants as the monster awakened.
She sucked in a quick breath as fear
raised the hackles on her neck and arms and desire renewed the flow of moisture between her thighs.
She wanted to beg for her life. She
wanted to scream and fight. But she was so weary. Alicia stared up at the big
col ege boy as he grinned into the mirror with his remodeled smile. The jagged
shards of ivory looked almost reptilian. Joe's gums were bleeding down his chin
in long ropes of crimson saliva. There
was very little humanity in the
expression. Alicia shivered. Her entire body trembled with want. Her muscles
locked in mortal terror.
Slowly Joseph turned toward her without bothering to wipe the bloody drool from the corners of his mouth. His hunger
accompanied him like a separate entity
that had taken up residence within his
body and now shared it with the rest of his mind. A demon lurked behind his
retinas, eager to unseat reason from its dominant position in his consciousness, leaving only a wanton bestial thing. She could see the monster within him now,
mirrored in his flesh and in his ghastly smile. It was the same feral rictus she'd seen on his face after he'd consumed
the librarian's breasts, the same snarling leer he'd displayed after biting through Frank's testicles. That smile was his
hunger's true face and the sharpened
canines gave it even more demonic
ferocity. It was now the physical
manifestation of his increasingly violent appetite and it was coming for her. Alicia cringed and tried to wriggle away as that horrible maw widened, obliterating
everything else in the room, even the rest of Joe's features. It was only inches from her bedside where she lay bound
helpless to the mattress. His face, his body, al that he was, swal owed up in
that smile, drowned and washed away
by that al consuming hunger she could
not understand.
When she felt his fingertips glide over her flesh it was like an electric shock going through her nervous system. She
had never known such exquisite,
sensuous terror. Her body convulsed
beneath his touch as if his very proximity could bring her to orgasm or death.
Joe's fingers slid down her stomach and between her thighs into the slippery wet warmth of her and soon she was
quivering on the edge of climax. She
watched the predator's mouth descend
toward her chest and swooned as her
flesh ruptured between his teeth. Joe bit down on her tremendous mammary and
began to chew through it, sawing deep
through the fatty tissue and into the
muscle beneath. Alicia screamed even
as she reached orgasm, watching her
breast tear free from her chest.
Thirty-seven
The detectives showed up the next
morning and sat in the back of the
lecture hal during Professor Locke's
lesson. Their presence unnerved him. He felt as if he were the one under
investigation. The professor stumbled
over his words and lost his train of
thought in midsentence on more than
one occasion. He knew that he probably
looked guilty and wondered if that was
why they were here. Had they shifted the focus of their investigation? Did they
now think he was somehow involved?
Maybe they thought he was hiding