Authors: Brenda Jackson
“I’m so happy for them,” Mallory said softly, thinking of how radiant her sister looked.
“Me, too,” Hunter said. “Now come back to bed.”
Mallory smiled as she walked back over to the bed. They had decided to spend the night at the hotel since they had paid the price for a full night anyway. She tossed back the covers and slipped between the sheets and right into Hunter’s arms. He had explained that he’d known who the woman was that Lewis was having an affair with the moment he’d seen her that day in the lobby, which was the only reason he had summoned Mallory to the hotel. He had been determined to make her face her insecurities about them no matter what was going on in the room next door. And she had.
She snuggled in Hunter’s arms and smiled proudly. “I’m going to be an aunt, Hunter.”
He raked his hand through her hair. “You’re also going to be a bride, and I want you a bride before you become an aunt. Let’s set a date.”
She glanced up at him. “Are you serious?”
“Yes. I want you in my life permanently. Your all-night man wants to become your forever man. Make it happen.”
Mallory’s smile widened through her tears. She would make it happen and she knew she would spend the rest of her life loving him.
The untamable Hunter had been tamed.
Love endures long and is patient and kind…it takes
no account of the evil done to it, it pays
no attention to a suffered wrong.
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I CORINTHIANS
13:4–5
“I need a man.”
When Cathleen McAlister voiced that thought aloud, she was glad the only person around to hear her was her best friend and business partner, Lisa Meadows.
Now that she had Lisa’s attention, she figured she might as well continue her tirade. The office had closed an hour ago, and their staff was probably home by now. The two of them were working late to prepare for a financial seminar they would be presenting tomorrow at one of Birmingham’s largest employers, the Myers-Hansel Corporation.
“What good is all of this without a good man to go home to at night?” she asked, waving her hand at the beautiful office that the two of them shared. To say the office was plush was an understatement. Even the reception area was downright luxurious.
Lisa chuckled. “Hey, I
do
have a man to go home to when I leave here, Cat. You’re the one who decided not to get seriously involved with anyone while climbing the ladder of success. You saw a man in your life as a distraction. I saw one in my life, while climbing that same ladder, as extreme satisfaction.”
After rolling her eyes at Lisa, Cat did something she’d seldom done in all her twenty-eight years: admitted to being wrong. “Okay, stop gloating, will you? I admit I made a mistake. I had a good thing and I blew it.”
“No,” Lisa said quickly, and with a pointed look. “You did more than just blow it. You shattered it into a thousand pieces when you told Rory just where he could go that night.”
Just hearing her ex-boyfriend’s name made certain parts of Cat’s body tingle. As much as she’d tried, it had been hard, during the past year, to banish Rory Dawkins’s gorgeous image from her mind. Even now she could see him vividly—tall, bowlegged, and in a pair of jeans. She didn’t know of any man who could wear them better or get out of them quicker. Then there were his broad shoulders, narrow waist, fine-as-a-dime butt, and a too-handsome-for-his-own-good face. And she couldn’t forget his performance in bed. She hadn’t known what the big O was until she’d hooked up with him. When it came to making love, he had it down to an art form.
Good grief, she mentally chided and stubbornly admitted, she had been celibate since their breakup; desperately missing the best thing she’d ever had, and foolishly given up, all because she’d started seeing Rory as a threat. He endangered all the goals she had laid out for herself in life.
She could now confess to being downright stupid for letting him walk out of her life. He had started talking about marriage and babies, and she was still thinking of ways to expand her business and make it the most sought-after financial consulting firm in Birmingham—no, the entire state of Alabama.
The word “commitment” hadn’t been in her vocabulary, and the moment he began hinting at such a thing, she’d sent him packing and told him not to return. Since then, she had discovered how wrong she had been in focusing solely on making it to the top. During her climb, her life had gotten lonelier, and it had lost the meaning it once had. And on top of everything else, her body was going through months of sexual withdrawal, and even the mere mention of Rory’s name got her panties wet.
“I know I screwed up with Rory, and I regret everything I said. That’s why I’m placing him on my wish list.”
Lisa lifted a brow as she turned away from the computer and the PowerPoint document she’d been working on. “What wish list?”
“It’s a list of the things I want, and Rory is at the top of the list. In fact, he’s the
only
thing on the list, which means I’m going to have to think of a plan to get him back.”
“Well, good luck on that one. The last few times he was over to our place, he didn’t even ask about you. In fact, he hasn’t in quite a while. And like I told you, according to Peyton, he’s seeing some woman who works for Cochrane Enterprises. And although I haven’t met her yet, Peyton has, and he said she’s a cutie, so it seems your loss was her gain.”
Cat frowned. “Do you have to rub it in?”
“It serves you right for letting a good man get away. I tried to warn you, but you wouldn’t listen. You were in love with him, Cat. That much was obvious, but you had to have things your way or no way. You hurt him deeply, and some men can be unforgiving about things like that. Peyton would be, and the reason they’re best friends is because they usually act and think alike.”
Lisa then glanced at her watch. “And speaking of Peyton, let’s finish up here so I can leave within the next twenty minutes. He’s picking me up, and we’re going to Mangos for dinner.”
“I
will
get Rory back, Lisa.”
Lisa gave her a doubtful look. “You’re welcome to try.”
“I’ll do more than try. I’ll succeed.”
“Good luck, because after the way you dumped him, you’re definitely going to need all the luck you can get.”
Rory Dawkins had heard enough. He stepped back from the door and quickly left the reception area to head out of the building. His best friend had asked him to come inside to let his wife know he’d arrived a little early and was outside circling the block. They had tried reaching Lisa on her cell phone but discovered she didn’t have it on, and her office number had defaulted to voice mail.
At first Rory had hesitated, knowing there was a strong chance he would run into the one woman he had never stopped loving. But he was determined to face Cat and pretend he was over her, just as he’d assumed she was over him.
Evidently that had been a false assumption.
He had overheard Cat and Lisa’s entire conversation. Once Cat had declared she needed a man, his ears had perked up, and he decided to listen. Shamelessly so. And he was glad that he had. Now he was torn between laughing and punching a hole in the nearest wall. So, the woman who had kicked him to the curb because he was becoming too “habit forming,” as she’d so elegantly put it, had placed him on, of all things, her wish list. And she intended to try to get him back?
Hell, he agreed with Lisa. Let her try. He would love for her to try to get him back. He had wondered how long it would take for Cat to wake up and finally realize that the two of them belonged together. But now that she’d come to that conclusion, did she think she could just waltz back into his life? He needed to show the spirited, successful, and sexy Cat McAlister a thing or two about men. Nobody liked being dropped like a hot potato and then picked up later like a hot fudge sundae.
He might be on Cat’s wish list, but he couldn’t forget that this same time last year he’d been on her ditch list. And for that very reason he was determined to prove to her, once and for all, that mega success was nothing without…What was the phrase Lisa had used? Oh yeah, “extreme satisfaction.”
Cat definitely had a lesson coming, and he would enjoy being the one to teach it. And it would be a while before he told her that he hadn’t been involved with a woman at Cochrane Enterprises. It was a story that he and Peyton had fabricated for Lisa’s benefit, since they knew she would occasionally try pumping him for information to feed to Cat regarding his love life or lack of one.
He and Peyton had agreed it was better for Cat to believe he had moved on with his life and was not somewhere pining over her, as he’d actually been doing. A man did have his pride, after all, and at thirty-three, he was too old to play games. But this was one game he intended to play, since Cat had unknowingly placed the ball in his court.
As he stepped onto the elevator, he thought that twelve months was a long time for the woman he had always considered his future wife to finally come to her senses, and he wondered just what her strategy was going to be. But no matter what her overconfident and goal-oriented mind came up with, at least he would be prepared.
A full smile touched his lips. Cat McAlister was going to find out that a prepared Rory Dawkins was a force to reckon with.
A Week Later
Something made Rory glance up, and he couldn’t help inwardly smiling when he did so. Now that Cat knew what she wanted, she wasn’t wasting any time going after it.
She’d known he would be here, at Colin and Melody’s party. After all, it was an annual event, this year celebrating the couple’s marriage of four years, especially since their families hadn’t thought it would last. Colin was the epitome of an introvert, and Mel was as extroverted as one could get.
Another thing Rory couldn’t forget was that it was after the party last year, when he’d taken Cat home, and after they’d made passionate love—as passionate as it could get—that she had dumped him. So he guessed in a way tonight marked their anniversary as well.
Although he wasn’t surprised to see her, the impact of her presence jolted him, and he quickly turned back around and tried to focus on the conversation going on with Peyton and a couple of their friends. But still, he had seen enough of her already, and she looked stunning.
Her hair was hanging in soft waves over the creamy skin of her shoulders, and dark brown eyes, a pert nose, and a pair of kissable lips were attached to a gorgeous coffee-colored face. Then there was her body. The dress she was wearing, with a scarf around the middle, placed a lot of emphasis on her tiny waistline and her curvy hips. They were hips he had ridden a number of times. And just thinking about all the positions they’d tried got him all heated inside, and he felt his groin tighten. Damn, if he kept this up, he would have to take a step outside to let the night air cool him off. This was only the second time he’d seen her since their breakup. It hadn’t been easy, since they shared a lot of the same friends, but he had worked hard to keep distance between them and had succeeded in doing so.
He met Peyton’s gaze. His best friend had seen her, too. They smiled in silent acknowledgment. There was nothing more beautiful than a sexy woman on the prowl for one particular man.
The moment Cat saw Rory standing across the room talking to a bunch of guys, her knees felt wobbly. It didn’t matter that his back was to her. She would recognize that gorgeous butt and those sharply defined muscles anywhere, in or out of clothes.
She glanced to the opposite side of the room, met Lisa’s eyes, and smiled. Her best friend knew her plans and had even agreed to go along with them, and for that Cat was grateful. Everyone made mistakes, and although a year ago on this very night she had practically made her bed, she refused to just lie in it…not alone, and not when she could have Rory back in it. As she watched further, Lisa nodded, letting her know that Rory had come alone and hadn’t brought the woman he was presently seeing. A bubble of hope swelled in Cat’s chest. If Rory hadn’t brought his new girlfriend to a party where he knew the majority of his friends would be, maybe things weren’t as serious between them as Lisa thought.
Cat shrugged. In a way it didn’t matter, since whoever the woman was, she would find out soon enough that Rory was meant for someone else. Unfortunately, Cat had been late in realizing that she was meant for him, too. But now that she had and she knew how much she loved him, she wanted him back. And she wouldn’t stop until he was back in her life on a permanent basis. All was fair in love and war, and she was on full attack.
Deciding she needed to circulate, she moved around the room, knowing that pretty soon Rory would know she was there. Whether he cared or not was a different story. But she hoped he at least noticed. She had taken extreme care with her appearance tonight and noticed more than one single man (as well as a few married ones) glancing her way, checking her out. She knew most everyone there since she had known Melody since high school. Cat had moved back to Birmingham three years ago, after being gone for ten years, and she had met Rory at Lisa and Peyton’s wedding. Rory and Peyton’s friendship had begun in college, and they had remained the best of friends and were partners in a landscaping business that was doing quite well on a national scale.
From the moment she and Rory had met, the attraction between them was instantaneous, explosive, and passionate. In no time at all, she’d discovered he was a rarity—a combination of good looks and all-around Mr. Nice Guy. She had never given a thought to not dating him, although she’d known that her plans to relocate back home to start a business with Lisa meant a lot of hard work and time-consuming devotion. But no matter how crazy her days got, there had been Rory, who’d kept her nights sane and well balanced. And no matter how good things were between them, she remained focused on her goals and kept sight of her priorities. Their ten-month affair was doing just great…until he’d mentioned the word “marriage.”
“Cat, how are you?”
Cat forced herself not to roll her eyes upon hearing the sound of Danielle Stockman’s voice. The woman could grate on her last nerve and had always done so, even in high school. Although Danielle and Mel were good friends, Lisa and Cat could barely tolerate her. Danielle’s father had been a wealthy attorney around town who’d given his daughter the best. Danielle hadn’t hesitated to flaunt what she had to all her classmates, especially those from lower-income families who were less well-off.
Cat and Lisa had been labeled have-nots, whose parents could barely make ends meet. And Danielle could never understand why Mel, whose father was Danielle’s father’s law partner, had made friends with Cat and Lisa, girls not in their social class. Cat could credit people like Danielle for making her so hard-driven to accomplish so much in life: to prove that a McAlister could rise above poverty level and become a success.
Cat turned and plastered a phony smile on her face. “Hello, Danielle. I’m fine. What about you?”
“Umm, I’m fine, too,” she said, checking out Cat’s outfit. Cat knew it would kill the woman to give her a compliment about how she looked. Instead, she was looking for some fault, which was a typical Danielle way. “Your dress is simply divine, and it’s such a beautiful color. But it makes you look—”
“Cat, glad you came, and you look incredible.” Mel’s comment, as well as her sistah hug, drowned out whatever it was Danielle said or was going to say.
Cat smiled. “You know I wouldn’t miss it, and thanks.” She glanced around. “It looks like everyone’s here.”
“Yes, even Rory,” Danielle threw out in a snotty tone. “I hear he has a new girlfriend.”
Amazingly, Cat managed to hold her smile. “Really? Then I’m happy for him. Now if you two will excuse me, I want to go over there and say hello to Lisa.”
Mel squeezed her hand in understanding. No one could tolerate Danielle in large doses. “Okay. Just enjoy yourself and don’t forget that me, you, and Lisa have a lunch date next week.”
Cat nodded. “I won’t.”
As she walked over to where Lisa was standing talking to Mr. and Mrs. Combs, Mel’s parents, she made it a point to cross Rory’s line of vision. She refused to look his way but walked at a pace that would give him a pretty good view. When she reached Lisa, she smiled. There was no way Rory hadn’t seen her, which meant she had accomplished the first phase of her plan, and before the night was over, she intended to put the rest into action. She had deliberately caught a cab to the party with the full intention of Rory taking her home. And once they got there…
“Cathleen, it’s good to see you,” Mel’s mother said, giving her a huge hug. She then received hugs from Mel’s father and Lisa, as well. The four of them spent the next fifteen minutes talking about the possibility of Mr. Combs running for mayor next year before Mel’s parents got called away.
“Well, what was Rory’s reaction when he saw me?” she asked Lisa excitedly once they were alone. She knew her friend had been watching.
Lisa shrugged. “It was hard to tell. He glanced up, but then he resumed listening to what the guys were saying.”
Cat frowned, disappointed. “You mean his gaze didn’t linger?”
Lisa shook her head. “No, sorry, but he seemed more interested in what Robert Hull was saying than in noticing you.”
Cat wished Lisa wouldn’t be so brutally honest at times, but then that’s what made her a special friend. Unlike Danielle, she was genuine and not phony.
“Okay, then, that means I’m going to have to turn up the heat.” She looked over in the direction where he’d been standing and saw him open the glass patio door to slip outside. Now was her chance. “Excuse me for a second, Lisa. It’s time for me and Mr. Dawkins to come face-to-face, don’t you think?”
Rory leaned against the brick post and pulled in a shallow breath. He had needed to get out of there to get a grip and to regain control. When Cat had walked by, she had moved with such a sensuous grace that he quickly had to take his eyes off her. But still, through his peripheral vision, he hadn’t missed the feminine sway of her hips that had made his groin go tight again. He knew then that he had to escape to the outside before a telltale sign of how much he wanted her began to show.
And his present frame of mind wasn’t helping matters. He felt downright horny and had a definite need to get laid. Going without for a year had been murder on his hormones, but he’d refused to get intimate with anyone other than the woman he loved.
But he couldn’t go there with Cat even if he wanted to. His future wife had a lesson to learn first, and no matter how much the wait killed him, she would have to accept things on his terms and not on hers. Wanting to have things her way was the reason they were apart now. And he didn’t plan to go through this type of separation from her again. Any relationship with Cat meant forever, and she needed to understand that clearly. He needed to be sure she was ready for them to move forward, and he wanted to know what had made her change her mind. If this was nothing more than a spurt of hormonal need, then he wanted no part of it.
Before meeting her, he’d never been involved in a relationship that lasted more than a few months, had never given any thought to falling in love. But he had taken one look at her that day at Peyton and Lisa’s wedding, and that rare phenomenon called love had ripped through him. And he’d known she was the one woman for him without them exchanging even a single word.
They dated for four months before they slept together, so although she could turn him on like nobody’s business, it hadn’t been just sex between them. The sex was better than hot, but then there was also something special about sitting down with her and talking for hours about how his life as a child had been while in and out of foster homes, and sharing information about his workdays. And she had been open about her past, too. He knew she came from a family of six and how her parents had made the ultimate sacrifice of sending all their offspring to college. He’d had nothing against the driving force that pushed her to achieve, and had admired her for it. What he had been against was her willingness to throw away what they’d had because of it.
He heard the patio door opening and hoped to God it wasn’t Danielle. The woman had been hitting on him ever since he’d arrived. Didn’t she have any shame? he wondered. And what about loyalty? After all, she was also Cat’s friend.
“Beautiful night, isn’t it?”
The sound of that voice made the erection he’d gotten under control suddenly spring to life again. He was grateful the patio was dark except for one lone light fixture whose beam wasn’t hitting him. But still he decided to wait a few seconds before turning around and spoke over his shoulder. “Yes, it is.” After a few moments, he slowly turned around. “How have you been, Cat?” he asked smoothly.
Although the light wasn’t hitting him, it was hitting her, and he had to forcibly quell his body’s response to seeing her and being outside and alone with her. Even from across the distance, he could smell her perfume, a sensuous scent that was uniquely her.
“I’ve been fine. What about you?”
“It’s mid-March, the beginning of spring, our busiest time of the year, but it’s all good.” After a brief pause, he said, “I understand you and Lisa have moved into your new building. Peyton says it’s nice.”
“It is. You have to drop by one day, and I’ll be glad to give you a tour.”
She had no idea that he had dropped by already, and rather recently. “Thanks.”
“Rory, I—”
“Well, I’d better go back inside now,” he said quickly, not ready for anything else she had to say. The serious look in her eyes communicated what was coming, but as far as he was concerned, a pat apology just wouldn’t cut it for him right now. He had suffered for twelve long months.
“It was nice seeing you tonight, Cat, and I’m glad to know you’re doing well. I’ll be seeing you around.”
Not giving her a chance to say anything else, he quickly walked past her and went back inside.