Sleeping Helena

SLEEPING HELENA

Erzebet YellowBoy

for Dis & Dubh

Copyright © 2010 by Erzebet YellowBoy.

Cover art © 2010 by Ruby L., Amy McDonald, and Miranda Rose.

Cover design by Stephen H. Segal.

Ebook design by Neil Clarke.

ISBN: 978-1-60701-273-3 (ebook)

ISBN: 978-1-60701-212-2 (trade paperback)

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Kitty was a tall woman, wide at the shoulder and heavy of thigh, who kept her white braids coiled on top of her head, held in place by an army of hairpins. Her skin was a deep shade of sepia and she wore lipstick the color of those halfling cherries found lurking at the bottom of canned fruit cup. She was sometimes forgiving and sometimes not. On the day of her grandniece’s christening she was not, and she knew just who to blame for the grave insult.

The eldest of eight sisters, Kitty had been born blind. At the age of five she’d fallen from a horse and into a coma that had lasted for seven long days. When she woke, Kitty could
See
. The visions that revealed the future to her were dreadful episodes, but none were as awful as she became as the years passed by. Kitty’s sisters often wished she’d never woken from her coma at all. Even so, none ever slighted her as they had done now.

Kitty did not need an invitation to the christening, of course, but it still would have been nice to get one. It would have been
right
to get one. She was one of the child’s grandaunts, was she not?

Poor Lena
, Kitty thought, and then,
It is better this way
.

Lena, orphaned daughter of a distant cousin, had been taken in by Kitty’s sisters and raised as though she was their own. They had intended to send her to university; it would have been a fine thing to help her pack her bags and dress her in the pretty green suit and matching hat they had purchased for the occasion. They were so looking forward to shipping her off, proudly and in state, to start her new life. Instead Lena had fallen for the charms of an errant boy. He had planted his seed in her as though she’d been his own private garden and then left her for the sisters to tend.

Although disappointed, Kitty’s sisters had swarmed around Lena and her disgraceful belly like bees around a hive. When Lena had died giving birth to her daughter, the sisters had done the only thing they could. They named the baby Helena, for her mother, and decided to keep her as well.

The christening, the sisters hoped, would help ease the pain of their recent loss. The house was full of chattering guests and the tables were laden with food. Streamers hung from the ceiling and the curtains were strewn with tiny, sparkling white lights. The sisters had put a great deal of effort into this joyful event.

By the time Kitty arrived the priest was gone, summarily dismissed by the horde of elderly women surrounding Helena, the baby in her cradle almost lost amidst their bulk. They crowded about like hovering zeppelins, ever too high to reach.

The grandaunts shuffled and clucked until finally Thekla, second eldest of the eight sisters, called the women to attention. Thekla was tall and her knees were great knobs below a skirt the others felt her wardrobe would be better off without. They whispered to each other about days gone by, when a dress was the proper length for a lady and such knees were never seen. Thekla clapped her hands for silence.

“Sisters!” she shouted. “And others,” she added as an afterthought, for there was surely a great host in attendance. Relations and friends had come from all corners to witness Helena’s christening.

“It is time to bestow the gifts upon the babe Helena. Gather round, will you, and no shoving.” She glared at Ingeburg, a wobbly sister some seven years younger than herself. She had bumbled directly into Thekla and gotten her skirt twisted around her cane when she tried to edge away.

The crowd pressed in and their eyes grew wide in eager anticipation. The power to give exceptional gifts was the sisters’ inheritance, passed down through their mother’s line through time immemorial. No shirts and ties, or ugly clocks, or trinkets from afar would Helena receive
—
the gifts her aunts would give were of a different sort, more ephemeral and far more lasting. It was a delicate business; the family had learned through trial, error, and pure foolishness that some things were better off not given. The sisters had agreed well beforehand on what each would give to Helena.

The grandest aunts a child ever had surrounded the cradle in which Helena belched in happy ignorance of their intent. In order of age they stood, oldest to youngest: Thekla, the twins Helga and Hilda, Zilli, Ingeburg, Eva, and Elfrieda. Seven sisters in all crowded round with joy, heaving and sweating and stinking of powder and fumes. The remainder of the family—other aunts, uncles, cousins
—
all shuffled behind them, peering and prying as best as they could to get a glimpse of the tiny child.

Dark as a storm cloud and bearing the threat of lightning, Kitty strode into the throng of skirts and buns that cooed and gurgled like babes themselves around the infant girl. Helena, a fresh one-month-old, was unimpressed by their noises and content to spill her drool down her small, pink chin. As the masses parted, her tiny eyes landed on the woman who had driven them away.

What Helena saw then is known only to her, for who really knows how small ones see the world and those within it? She may have been attracted to the cherry lips, or to the snowy mound of hair rising over the powdered creases and valleys of Kitty’s skin. All that can be told for certain is that Helena’s greening eyes met the pale blues of Aunt Kitty, and her drooling and her burping ceased along with all of the murmurs and hiccups of the well-watered klatsch.

“What a pretty girl she is,” Kitty said as she stood over the babe. “Yes,” Kitty bent her great self so that her own nose nearly met the tiny bud of Helena’s, “you are quite the young lady.”

The huddle of women drew in their breaths as Kitty straightened and turned her eyes upon them. “Have you given the gifts without me?” she asked the crowd.

Dear god, I should have invited her
. Thekla paled, but quickly gathered her wits. “No. We have not.”

“Do begin! Do not let my presence stop you.” Kitty’s bright lips cracked in a friendly smile.

Thekla rearranged her skirt and gestured sharply for Elfrieda, the youngest of the sisters. Elfrieda’s visage had graced the silver screen in the days of silent pictures, much to the dismay of her more conservative sisters. Even at her advanced age, she retained the softness and clear skin that reveals how glorious her face must have been in youth. Elfrieda valued beauty and surrounded herself with only the most beautiful things. Her gift was that Helena should become beautiful, so she might use beauty to pave an easier way through life if she so chose.

Gifts were historically granted in order, from the youngest to the oldest, but Eva, next in line, had seemingly vanished. Thekla saw Kitty smile and flinched, but she would not be daunted. She called Ingeburg to the babe’s side.

Ingeburg was admired for her great intelligence. Educated in the finest universities, she had gathered other illuminati about her for most of her life. Many were the scholars to dine at her table, partaking of her conversation and philosophy. Her gift to Helena was a superior intellect, so she could outsmart all who might stand in the way of her success.

Zilli followed Ingeburg. If it were not for her wrinkles and the wisps of grey hair, one might think she was not so old. Her graceful form bent over Helena, who shrieked and raised a tiny fist at her lovely aunt. Zilli, who charmed all with ease, passed her gift of grace to the child, so she could melt every heart that might otherwise wish her ill.

The twins Helga and Hilda approached as a pair, their long legs swinging with matched motion, like an ancient clockwork toy. Helga’s voice had been like birdsong echoing over the lake in the morning. Hilda’s movements had been the sway of a willow on the lakeshore by night. They had performed as one to great acclaim and they knew the worth of themselves. They united their gifts in Helena: song and dance, so her voice would be sweet and her limbs supple enough to surpass her twin aunts, if she pleased.

Thekla moved forward once they were finished. Thekla, before her hands were put to other uses, was a pianist of wondrous talent, destined for fame. She gave Helena music, so that from any instrument she could draw such sound as to sear an unwary soul. Thekla balled her own hands into fists. Music was no longer theirs to beckon; she had stopped playing years ago.

Thekla’s eyes narrowed as Kitty approached and smiled down at the babe. A shiver ran through Thekla. Her sister smelled of the forest, and the shadow she cast was as black as those in its depths.

There was nothing Thekla could do about Kitty’s intentions. Kitty was the oldest and due a turn and in their family, dues were always paid.

“I
See
many things ahead of you,” Kitty said to Helena and then laughed as Helena belched in response.

“You will grow well and tall, like the trees in that black wood from which your ancestors spread forth, and you will thrive on the gifts you’ve been given. But you will not always be content, my child,” she said as she leaned down to whisper in Helena’s crisp, pink ear. In the breathless silence, everyone heard her all too well. “The window of time will break all around you; you’ll want to prick your own finger on its keenest edge.”

The crowd sighed. Kitty raised her head as though the ceiling spoke. Her eyes became white crescents in her face. Thekla put a hand to her mouth in fear.

They all watched as Kitty’s eyes slowly cleared and focused on the child. They were all stunned by the words that fell from her cruelly painted mouth.

Death shall lead you back

in time and place

to that unwitting day,

when all was lost

at too dear a cost

in the water’s cold embrace.

She blinked and the gift was given.

The crowd shuddered and gasped, their bulk rolling to and fro as they gathered themselves and shoved about, all wanting to reach Helena and flee Kitty’s words at the same time. Kitty, who had no more to say to anyone, gave Helena a dainty kiss on her cheek and departed while her sisters tried to recover what senses remained. Helena was left in a sea of confusion, a small thing, unknowing and unaware.

“Wait.”

Faces turned as Eva stepped out of the crowd.

“There is still one gift to give.”

The words silenced them. Thekla tensed as all eyes settled on her sister.

“Be assured,” Eva said, “that though I cannot take back what our wild sister has given, I can soften Kitty’s words. I give the gift of sleep instead of death.”

The matrons and maids and aunts and uncles sighed. It seemed little better, but it would have to do and they eagerly dissipated soon after. The ballroom, full of laughter and chatter and plates overflowing just an hour ago, now held the remains of the feast and a few forgotten stoles in its wide, empty space.