Sleep Tight (8 page)

 

“Oh, and by the way, the files are in the basement.” Martin kept going over that last sentence that Chad had tossed off so casually. That prick.

When Martin had volunteered, all he’d wanted was a chance to pitch in, make the partners notice his enthusiasm. Here was a man who got things done. Martin, despite his law degree, had worked in the same office job for the last eight years, and it was time to make his move. The firm was gearing up for a huge class-action lawsuit, so sure he’d absolutely volunteer for a thankless job of going through the hard copies of old files that nobody had gotten around to scanning yet for the name of an obscure subsidiary holdings company or something that no one could quite definitively tell him. Sure. He’d do that. He thought he’d at least be able to use an office, instead of the table in the cafeteria. And he certainly hadn’t expected the files to be in the basement.

Thirty-two years old. Worked in the same job for over eight years. Two promotions. Family and a house in the far suburbs. A wife, two kids. Michael was in preschool and Jonathan was a babe in his mother’s arms. He’d be happy to show you pictures of both of ’em.

And so, every morning, for the last four days, he had gone down to the vast basement. Martin had no interest in lingering as he skirted through the blank, slate-gray walls and the endless locked doors. Usually, he had to use a key to access his firm’s storage room, but this morning the door was still unlocked. Good. It was unlikely anyone had bothered to come down to check on the room.

He opened the door to darkness and waved his hand around for the light chain.

Yesterday, he’d run out of the room, leaving it unlocked. He’d been hearing squeaking all week, and while it made him uncomfortable, it was tolerable, but yesterday morning he had heard an awful squalling from something, then a whole bunch of hissing from things all over. He’d grabbed his files, slammed the door, not bothering locking it, and had run down to the elevator. Upstairs, in the cafeteria, he’d wiped the sweat from his face, put the files on the table and his lunch in the employee fridge. He thought about telling someone, but didn’t want anyone to think he was being weak.

He stepped into the darkness, not wanting to linger.

A click. The jittering bulb cast a pallid orange light over the banks of filing cabinets, stacked wall to wall and two high, leaving a single walkway down the middle, about a foot and half across. He saw the dead rat immediately.

Martin yanked on the chain, plunging the room into darkness. He couldn’t explain why; it was more of a nervous reaction. Maybe the rat would disappear when he turned the light on again, even though he knew perfectly well the rat was stone dead, lying against the cabinets on the left side of the room. Another click.

The rat hadn’t gone anywhere. Martin’s first impulse was to just shut the door and tell someone, but that would eat up too much of his time. He had to get home. God knew he had to get home. His poor wife was at the end of her rope with the two boys.

So instead, he used the toe of his right shoe to prod and flip the rat out into the hall. He’d have to use some kind of spray and disinfect his shoe later, and just hoped it wouldn’t hurt the cheap leather. He squatted, opened a drawer, and pulled out a fistful of files. He did not see the tiny bugs scattered across the floor, all of them about the size of apple seeds, hiding amongst the dust and scraps of paper.

As he straightened, flipping through the files, five of the closest bugs crawled up the heel of his left shoe, paused at the top, stretched out, and caught hold of his black sock. They pulled themselves across the gap and nestled inside the ribs of the fabric. Some ancient instinct compelled them to hide, tucked away, unmoving, until hours later, as they felt the rhythm of his motions grow slow, when Martin fell asleep on the train. The ride out to Crystal Lake lasted an hour and twenty minutes, and Martin rarely stayed awake for the entire trip.

Hidden by his khakis, the bugs emerged and moved swiftly up his sock, pulled by the irresistible lure of warm, bare flesh. Each unfolded a narrow tube from its segmented body and sank it into his skin. The tube was actually split into two chambers; the larger one was hollow and was used for sucking out the beautiful red blood. The second, smaller tube was used for bathing the skin in an anti-coagulant and a numbing secretion, so the host wouldn’t feel anything as microscopic teeth chewed through the layers of skin until hitting a blood vessel.

Ten minutes later, the bugs were full and swollen to almost twice their original size. They trundled back down to their hiding places in Martin’s sock, where they tucked themselves away and quietly digested their meal.

The conductor woke Martin up at the end of the line and Martin walked tiredly out through the sea of cars in the parking lot, wondering why his leg had started itching.

“I’m hearing some confusing rumors, Lee.”

Lee tried not to jump. His uncle Phil had an inherent distrust of phones, and had a habit of appearing out of nowhere in the massive corridors in City Hall, conferring quietly, then slipping away when his business was finished, disappearing into the cool marble. More than once, Lee had wondered if Phil knew about some kind of secret passages or something in the building.

Lee decided to play dumb and kept walking. He was heading downstairs; his personal trainer was waiting for a quick jog along the lakefront. If nothing else, Lee knew the steady movement would tire Phil out and the conversation would be short. “Oh yeah? How can I help?”

“You know damn well what I’m talking about. And don’t think that people aren’t noticing. You are treading on some very thin ice here. It’s just a matter of time before some scumbag reporter gets one of your employees drunk and they spill their guts.” Phil sighed. “Do you really think nobody is smart enough to put two and two together? How stupid do you think people are in this city? Or do you have some fantasy that you are untouchable? I’m praying that you didn’t just torpedo your career before it even got started. This goes bad, you’ll be lucky to end up picking up garbage in Peoria.”

Lee rubbed his eyes. “Give it a fucking rest, will ya? They’ll figure out a way to increase my budget. You’ll see. You and your pals pull this crap all the time. The one time I try playing hardball, everybody shits their pants. I mean, seriously, what’s the fucking difference?”

“If you can’t tell the difference, then you’re too stupid for this business. And that’s exactly what this is, a fucking business. You can’t get any more blood from a stone. Thought you understood that.” Phil was silent for a moment. “Get your boys back to work. Tonight.”

“Soon as your pals see things my way. You tell them that I will see those extra zeroes in the budget, or everybody is going to be up to their eyeballs in rats. You tell them that, and you tell them that I’m serious as a fucking heart attack. I’m not kidding. You tell them—”

Lee stopped, just to make sure Phil understood, but Phil was gone.

 

Friday night in Tommy’s house. “Sox game or Svengoolie?”

“S’gooleeee!”

Tommy laughed. “It’s not too scary?” He knew the answer though; Svengoolie was never too scary. Occasionally he might show a classic from the thirties, but most of the time it was grade-D dreck from the fifties and sixties. Tonight it was
Beginning of the End
, in which Peter Graves squared off against giant grasshoppers that crawled over photos of buildings. Grace barely followed the plots anyway, and waited instead for the moments when crew members threw rubber chickens at Svengoolie. The jokes were so corny and so bad that Grace usually understood them, and she would gleefully zero in on one and ask Tommy the setup question all night, then endlessly repeat the punch line in a flurry of giggles.

Tommy loved being with her so much he didn’t even mind missing the game. “All right then. You go set up the tent, and I’ll get the popcorn.” Grace ran down the hall to the living room to arrange the couch cushions and a blanket so they could lie on the floor, safely ensconced in their “tent.”

In the easy chairs behind the “tent,” Tommy’s parents, Sidney and Francine, snored away.

Tommy hadn’t been able to afford the mortgage payments on their house, so he’d sold that. All of the profits had gone to Kimmy. Now he lived with his parents. It wasn’t so bad. They understood his predicament, and gave him as much time as he needed. He slept in his old room, and since he slept during the day, the constant, thrumming rush of the nearby Dan Ryan Expressway blocked out most of the noise. It was reassuring, like a mother’s heartbeat to a baby.

The divorce had settled into a dull ache that he could ignore most of the time, like a cavity in a back molar. It didn’t bother him much, unless he pushed on it. Things were easier if he just focused on what was right in front of him. He still got to be with Grace on the weekends.

Tommy was enough of a realist to know that this peace couldn’t last forever. Some other shoe would drop eventually. And when it did, life had taught him that it would most likely be in the form of a steel-toed boot, aimed squarely at his head.

Before the movie started, he asked, “How’s Uncle Lee?”

“Good,” Grace said through a mouthful of popcorn.

“Do you see him a lot?”

“Sometimes.”

Sometimes. That could mean anything. Sometimes trying to get an answer with some kind of useful information out of a four-year-old was like trying to track down an honest alderman. Every once in a while, though, they might surprise you.

“Mommy says we’re going to see a lot more of him, ’cause we’re moving downtown. Mommy says he might be my new daddy. You’ll still be my old daddy though.”

Tommy managed to get out, “Sure, honey. Sure.” He swallowed, and said carefully, “Always, okay? I’ll always be your daddy. No matter what.”

 

Martin knew something was terribly, terribly wrong. Since he’d gotten home last night, he hadn’t been able to sleep because of the itching and pain. He’d been in the bathroom for an hour, standing under warm water, but that made the itching moan in hunger. The heat had unfurled a wave of skeletal fingers that went tickling up across his back. He turned and cranked the handle to cold, hoping to stun the itch, to numb his skin, to shock his system. As the brilliantly cold water hit his skull, agony seethed inside his brainpan. He fell out of the tub and curled into a fetal position on a dirty towel dropped on the filthy tiles.

His wife had knocked on the door. “Hon, I could use you downstairs, like
now.
” Somewhere in the haze, he heard his oldest screaming about watching
SpongeBob
. The youngest cried nearby. Of course. The youngest couldn’t go five minutes without crying unless he was in his mother’s arms.

And his wife. She was always picking up the baby. Soothing it. Never teaching him a lesson. Never teaching him anything and saving him from everything. She’d rattled the door. “Martin! Martin! What the hell is wrong with you?”

Martin croaked, “Be there in a minute,” and didn’t know why. Maybe to make her go away.

She said, “You better not have been drinking again, buster. I’m coming back up in five minutes, and you better be out of there. If you’ve been drinking, so help me God . . .” Her voice trailed off as she stomped down the stairs.

Martin clasped his hands between his legs and squeezed as he rode out the waves of torment. Eventually he managed to rise to a kneeling position, then used the sink to prop himself up. He pawed through the medicine cabinet, spilling children’s cough syrup and tampons into the sink. He found nothing that might help.

Nothing stronger than Tylenol or Advil and the symptoms were getting worse.

The next thing he knew, he was waking up on the floor next to the bed, but all he really noticed for the briefest dreamlike moment was the way everything glowed in the early morning sunlight. He tried to raise his head.

The sunlight started to burn.

He blinked.

He felt, or rather sensed the presence of his wife above him, yelling at him, bouncing a baby boy wearing soiled diapers. His other son was wailing from his room down the hall. None of this really concerned him as much as the way the sunlight cut into the room.

He clutched the blanket on the bed, pulled himself to his feet, and tottered out of the bedroom, down the stairs and into the kitchen. All he knew at that moment was that he was very thirsty. He grabbed a glass and stuck it under the faucet. Water hit the bottom of the glass and for some reason, the image and sound revolted him. Martin gave a surprised urking sound as thin, yellowish bile jumped out of his mouth and into the sink. He backed away, still dry-heaving.

Pushing past his wife, he moved in a hunched shuffle down the hall.

She was on the phone with her sister. “I don’t know what to do, that’s what I’m telling you. No, no. He promised me. He promised. Yeah, no more drinking. That’s the problem. He’s acting, I don’t even know anymore.... He’s never been this hungover. What?” A quick pause, then, “No. No. No. He’s not like that. I told you. He’s not like that.”

Martin shut the basement door and locked it.

He found his Marlboros sealed in a sandwich baggie with a lighter hidden away in the ceiling tiles. Just one cigarette. He’d given up drinking for his wife and the boys, and really, just one cigarette wasn’t hurting anybody. He couldn’t think of anything else that might offer some kind of relief, no matter how slight, from the convulsions that were wracking his body.

He inhaled, and the taste made him gag. The cigarette fell from his fingers and smoldered on the floor. He coughed and hacked. He could swear the smoke made his lungs themselves itch. The sensation spread throughout his chest, as if something had cracked inside and was now leaking. The dreadful sensation seeped out to his skin, and the prickling feeling became unbearable.

Martin cried out and frantically raked his fingernails across his scalp, down his neck, his shoulders. He might as well have been trying to extinguish a volcano with a Slurpee. He clawed deep furrows in his skin. It didn’t help.

He reached up to the shelf of old sponges, toothbrushes, and household chemicals, desperate to find something abrasive like steel wool, something that could match the intensity of the itching, something that didn’t screw around. His gaze slipped past the Lysol spray, the cold-water washing machine detergent, landing on the industrial jug of Drano Max Gel. He knew it was full, because he’d bought it just last week.

His wife pounded on the basement door. “Martin! Martin! If you don’t open this goddamn door right now, I’m taking the boys and leaving for good! I promised you a divorce if you started drinking again and I mean it!”

He unscrewed the cap from the Drano and popped the foil seal with his thumb. The itching grew worse, as if a thousand bees were vibrating under his skin, and they were excited at the sight of the drain cleaner. He upended the jug and held it over his head.

Soothing fire dripped from his skull.

He fell to his knees. Lighting flashed through the bloody furrows in his skin, but it wasn’t enough. The Drano sizzled into his eyes and he gasped in sweet torture. He sank against the cool linoleum and put his palm on the lit cigarette. The burning finally got his attention.

His wife started kicking at the door. The boys kept screaming.

Fire. That was the answer. So elegant. So simple. He dragged the can of Raid from under the sink and crawled over to one of the plastic bins, piled haphazardly with a ton of other cardboard boxes. The bin was stuffed with old baby clothes his wife refused to throw out. He ripped off the lid and soaked the clothes with the insecticide. One click of his lighter and the fabric ignited with a solid pop.

He felt the heat lick his face and almost smiled.

Then he thrust his hands into the fire.

His wife kept kicking the door. The boys howling became even louder.

The sounds drilled into his head and within seconds, they blotted out everything else. It filled him with fury. He scrabbled to his feet, grabbing at the cardboard boxes full of old photos and tax returns and other useless crap his wife had insisted on hanging on to for God knows what reason, spilling them down over the fire.

He shook his head as if to clear the shrieking. The sudden movement made the noise even worse, so he staggered back, searching for something to quiet the sounds from upstairs so he could find some peace and return to the bliss in the flames.

He kicked over a children’s toy box, spilling Tonka trucks, rubber balls, and Thomas the Tank Engine trains across the floor. He spotted a Cubby blue toy souvenir bat, three feet long and solid wood. It felt good in his hand. It felt right.

He carried it up the stairs and unlocked the door.

His wife had enough time to say, “What is wrong—” before the bat came down. She shrieked, “My baby!” as the infant’s wail was silenced with a sudden crunch. He stopped her screaming next, then went upstairs to find his oldest son, stomping and complaining in his room.

In the basement, the flames melted the plastic bin and spread to the discarded can of Raid. It exploded, spreading burning shrapnel into the stacked cardboard boxes. Within minutes, the entire basement was on fire, and the flames rushed up the walls and across the ceiling.

Upstairs, the cries and screaming stopped.