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‘You haven’t been to any of the other training sessions,’ he says.

‘No. I just joined the school a week ago; I couldn’t.’

‘Fair enough. Just watch your step, and pace yourself, all right? Ten kilometres is a long way to go. I get in shit every time I have to call an ambulance.’

‘Your concern is touching,’ I say.

Surprise crosses his face, and he laughs. ‘Ha! You’re all right. Let’s see what you can do, eh?’

A few of the girls look less than pleased.

He starts us off.

We run across fields at the beginning; unused to the uneven ground, I take it easy, getting into a rhythm. We’re spread out with me somewhere towards the back of the middle, the boys well out of sight.

The sun, the
thud-thud
of my feet on the ground, the faster
thump-thump
of my heart: it all feels good. Time to go faster. I turn up the pace as we follow a path through woodlands.

Around a bend, a branch on the ground suddenly lifts up. There is no time to jump it or divert, nothing to do but catch my foot against it and fall over. I go flying through the air, hands out. As I land heavily, two girls off to the side drop the branch and run off. Laughing.

I can’t breathe, and lie on the ground, gasping like a fish flipped on a beach. Gradually normal breathing returns, and I start to sit up.

A few girls pass, and another; one pauses. ‘Are you all right?’ she says. I just wave a hand, and she keeps going.

They’re all past me now.

There are scratches on my arm and a cut on one knee. I stand carefully, and test my legs; everything seems all right. At least Ferguson won’t need to get in shit for calling an ambulance today. Anger surges through me. Stuff them! I was loving running, why did they have to do that? And I breathe in deep, again and again, to calm down, and check my Levo: 5.8. Must still be up from running.

It is a long race
, a little voice inside reminds me. A
very
long race.

I start again.

I go fast, then faster. There are trail markers as Ferguson said, little orange flags every now and then that show the path. But then, as the path forks into two, the flag is on the left, not the right: the wrong side? I pause, and close my eyes, consider the map I’d memorised before setting off.
Definitely
on the wrong side.

Is someone playing another game? No matter. The map is firmly in my mind. I ignore the misplaced flag, and keep running.

Soon I pass the girl who had asked if I was all right, and the others who didn’t. I’m
there
, in that place where running and breathing are everything, and everything is each foot thudding on the ground, flying along. I’m covered in mud from splashing along a creek, my arm and knee are bleeding, and I don’t care.

I smile as I pass the two girls who tripped me up with the branch, giving them a wide berth. I can see the surprise, then effort as they try to speed up, but can’t. They disappear behind me.

And so I pass another, a few more. I’ve lost count – was that the last girl? Not content with doing
all right
, any more, I want to be first. I go faster.

I pass a few of the boys, too, then a few more, before the finish line appears in the distance – the place we started.

Ferguson, Ben and half a dozen boys who have finished start cheering when they see me appear over the hill.

When I run over the line Ferguson squints at his stopwatch. ‘Flipping heck. Did you sprint the whole way?’

I stop, and try to answer, but can’t speak. The world starts spinning sickeningly.

‘Don’t answer me! Run it off,’ Ferguson says.

Gasping, nauseous, I run circles around the car park, again and again, slower each time, until I can finally stop without wanting to throw up.

More of the boys finish, and a while later, the girls.

‘What happened to you?’ Ferguson says, when he sees the blood on my arm and leg.

I shrug. ‘I tripped,’ I say. ‘It’s all right; I won’t need an ambulance.’

He laughs and gets the first aid kit, and puts a bandage on my knee.

‘We’re a good pair, you and I,’ Ben says, when we get on the bus.

‘Oh?’

‘I was first of the boys; you were first of the girls.’

‘How much before me did you get there?’

Ben shrugs. ‘Five minutes or so. Why?’

‘Well, we started ten minutes after you. That means I was faster than you.’

Understanding then surprise cross his face, and he grins. ‘Good. I needed a reason to train harder.’

He peeks at my Levo: 8.1, and shows me his, 7.9. ‘You beat me there, too,’ he says. The bus pulls away and he leans in close. ‘So now is a good time for this,’ he says, his voice low so I have to lean in, and am glad of it. His body radiates heat and mine is getting cold, colder by the second.

‘A good time for what?’

His smile falls away. ‘I’ve been checking around a bit, asking a few questions.’

‘About?’

‘Tori isn’t the first to disappear. There have been others at our school, Slateds, that one day just aren’t there any more. No explanation.’

‘Returned,’ I whisper, and a cold shiver passes through me. Ben slips an arm over my shoulder.

‘That’s not all. Others, too: not Slateds. Like those three pulled out of Assembly on Friday. They’re gone, also, and it isn’t the first time it has happened.’

Naturals going missing, too? The ones at Assembly were taken aside by Lorders; they must have taken them. My stomach twists.

‘But why?’

‘The boys I can understand. I heard one got caught with a mobile phone. And the other was a right jerk, always getting in fights and stuff. Maybe he was in a gang?’

‘And the girl?’

Ben shrugs. ‘She never did a thing wrong. But she was very smart; always asking teachers awkward questions, like in history. About why things were done, or not done.’

Asking awkward questions. Like Ben.

‘Ben! You’ve got to stop trying to find out stuff; you might be next.’

‘But what about Tori? If no one asks, no one cares. Don’t you see, it could be you, it could be me. I have to know what happened to her.’

‘I don’t want you to disappear,’ I whisper, and he pulls me closer. Mud and sweat in a hug, his heart beating under my ear.

A few of the boys make smooching noises at us, and Ferguson turns around. ‘No canoodling on the bus,’ he yells, and I sit up straight. Ben still clings tight to my hand.

Just as he clings tight to Tori.

A surprise: not just Mum but also Dad are waiting for me when the bus gets back to school. I wave goodbye to Ben and the others, and walk over to the car, muddy and exhausted, with a bandaged knee. Everything is stiffening up so much now, it is an effort just to put one foot in front of the other.

Mum jumps out of the car. ‘What in hell happened to you?’ she says, horror on her face.

‘I’m fine. And look.’ I show her my Levo: 6.6. Even with the distress of our whispers on the bus, running is obviously the way to keep my levels up.

‘But the state of you!’ And she marches off to have a word to Ferguson. Dad gets out of the car as well, looks me up and down.

‘It was good fun, then?’ He grins.

‘Oh, yes.’ I smile back, and lean against the car feeling like I’ll fall over if I don’t. I haven’t seen Dad since he scared me in the dark in the kitchen – he’s been away for work – but now he looks happy, relaxed, nothing like the grim one who questioned me for nearly screaming when he startled me in the middle of the night.

‘How’d it go?’

‘I came first.’

He whoops, holds up his hand. ‘High five?’

‘What?’

‘Hold up your hand, like this.’ I do and he claps his hand against mine. Then he gestures at Mum, and winks. ‘She’s not going to like it if you keep this up. She has a low tolerance for dirt and blood.’

That night, Jazz comes for dinner. Amy smiles great dopey grins at him all evening, Mum does her best dragon impression, and Dad tells bad jokes. Jazz even answers to ‘Jason’, looks resigned to his fate and doesn’t talk much beyond saying ‘yes please’ and ‘thank you’. I just concentrate on eating.

‘Hungry, today?’ Mum says, surprised as I go for seconds of roast and potatoes. Gravy and Yorkshire pudding:
yum.

I shrug. ‘I did run 10 K this morning.’

‘Don’t forget to have some greens as well,’ she says. On my plate are a few green spriggy bits, like little trees. So far I’ve managed to avoid them.

‘What is it?’

‘Broccoli. Haven’t you had it?’ she says, looking surprised.

‘I don’t think so.’ With all eyes on me there is nothing for it. I spear some with a fork, chew and keep on chewing. It’s springy and horrible. I try to swallow it down, but my throat rebels: it won’t go. I gag and start to choke.

‘Are you all right?’ Mum half gets up but I hold up a hand and she sits down again, and somehow I manage to swallow. When no one is looking I shove the rest of my broccoli into a napkin, and then later, into the bin.
That
was disgusting.

‘You’re to skip tutor and go see Dr Winston,’ Mrs Ali says. ‘Now.’

‘What? Why?’ I stare back at her, but her face is unreadable.

‘I expect she’ll tell you. Go upstairs and wait.’ She smiles but it doesn’t make me feel better.

What is this about? I climb the stairs, and sit down, hands clenched. Maybe, somehow, they know Ben and I have been talking about people disappearing. Maybe the bus was bugged, and the Lorders are pulling him out of his class, right now. Maybe, they will…

Her door opens; a boy steps out.

‘Next!’ a voice yells.

I stand and walk into her office. Scan my card, shut the door and sit down.

‘Good morning, Kyla!’ She is smiling her painted on lipstick smile.

‘Hi.’

‘A teacher has been talking to me about you. Do you know what about?’ She purses her lips. I scan my mind – a teacher? Have I done something wrong?

‘One of my teachers? I… I don’t know.’

‘Don’t look so panicked. It is one of your teachers, but you don’t know him yet. Mr Gianelli: Head of the Art Department. It seems he saw a drawing of yours, and has been most
persistent
in insisting you be moved into his class.’

‘Really?’ I can feel the smile taking over my face.

She frowns. ‘He was
most
annoying.’

‘I’m very sorry about that, but…um, so can I take his class?’

‘Yes. Here is your new timetable.’ She thrusts it at me. ‘We had to move your maths class also to make it fit. You’ll have Unit at lunch twice a week to make that up, and can do as you will the other days from now on.’

‘Thank you so much, thank you, I—’

‘Just
go
.’

I dash out of the seat, scan my card at the door.