Singularity: Star Carrier: Book Three (8 page)

“Texaghu Resch? Strange name . . .”

“It’s a G-class star that’s not even visible from Earth, which is why the alien name. According to the Directory, there’s something there the Agletsch call a ‘Sh’daar Node,’ and it appears to have something to do with the Sh’daar communications and control net across the galaxy.”

“Interesting. Is it inhabited?”

“Not according to the Agletsch. Not anymore.”

The two Agletsch guides on board the star carrier
America
had translated the name
Texaghu Resch
as something like “the Eye of Resch,” Resch being the name of a mythological being in the folklore of a race called the Chelk.

Nothing was known about the Chelk now, save that, like humans, they’d once voyaged among the stars, and like humans, they’d seen pictures of their deities and heroes in the night skies of their homeworld. Exactly who or what Resch had been—god, demigod, hero, or sky monster—was unknown. Its image had been seen in the night sky of the Chelk, who’d held a modest interstellar empire in this region of the galaxy perhaps twelve thousand years earlier.

According to the Agletsch, the Chelk had refused to yield to the Sh’daar demands that they freeze all technological development.

The Chelk were now extinct.

“And after that?” Giraurd asked. “Where will you go after Texaghu Resch?”

Koenig grinned. “Even if I knew, I wouldn’t tell you.
You
know that. But I can tell you truthfully, Admiral, I just don’t know. It’ll depend entirely on what happens at the Sh’daar Node, and what we learn there.”

“I understand.”

“I will suggest that Earth send a follow-up, though. If we can, we’ll leave word of where we’re going next. They can keep track of us that way.”

“Yes . . . months too late to do any good.”

“Depends on what you mean by ‘good.’ I don’t intend to let them stop us, if that’s what you mean. But at the same time, we’re learning a lot out here about the Sh’daar, about who and what they are, about their client races, about how they see the universe. Geneva will need to know this stuff, no matter what they decide to do back there . . . negotiations, or a military offensive.”

Giraurd studied Koenig carefully for a moment. “You really believe that what you’re doing is for the good of Earth, don’t you?”

“Of course. I wouldn’t be out here if I didn’t.”

Giraurd shook his head. “I truly hope you know what you’re doing. I hope—”

“What?”

“I actually hope you are right, Admiral, and that the Confederation Senate and Military Directorate are wrong.”

“So do I, Admiral.”

“Because if
you’re
wrong, Admiral Koenig, God help us all.”

Officers Mess

TC/USNA CVS
America

Kuiper Belt, HD 157950

98 light years from Earth

1215 hours, TFT

“Hey, Sandy. Mind if I join you?”

Trevor Gray looked up from his food, startled. Only a few of his friends called him that—
Sandy Gray
, a memento of the tactic he’d suggested at the Defense of Earth. It was a hell of a lot better than the hated nickname “Prim.”

“Schiffie! Please! Grab a seat.”

Lieutenant Rissa Schiff set her tray down and sat, smiling. “I’d grab
yours
if I could, Trev. But I think you’ve been avoiding me.”

“Just busy, Schiffie. You know how it is.”

He wondered if the young woman was going to be a problem.

Nine months ago, Gray and Schiff had had a little something going between them—nothing
physical
, quite. They’d dated, they’d flirted, and they’d talked about taking things further—she’d been a cute and enthusiastic little armful, and Gray had been trying out the idea of casual sexual relationships after a lifetime of monogie self-control. When his wife had divorced him, he’d had no one. For two years afterward, he’d had little interest in filling that aching emptiness Angela had left in him, but then he’d met Rissa, and she was cute and sweet and fun, and she’d indicated a willingness to play.

It had damned near gotten him court-martialed.

Not because he’d considered having sex with her. At the time, he’d been a lieutenant and she’d been an ensign, and officially, physical relationships between people of different ranks were discouraged. An officer handing out special favors or status in exchange for sex from a subordinate was
very
bad form, though it did happen, of course. But Gray and Schiff had kept their playtimes secret and, in any case, he’d been a pilot while she worked in the avionics department. He might outrank her, but he was not her boss.

But a couple of other pilots in Gray’s squadron, Howie Spaas and Jen Collins, had run into them while they’d been at a place called the Worldview, a bar-restaurant next to the spaceport at the SupraQuito space elevator. They’d started hassling him about being a Prim and a monogie in front of Rissa and he’d lost it, had decked Howie Spaas. Commander Allyn, the Dragonfires’ skipper, had come that close to sending him up for a court martial, closer still to kicking him out of the squadron.

He still liked to imagine that the extra duty, the anger-management therapy, and the ass-chewing he’d gotten from the skipper had all been worth it.

Lieutenant Spaas was dead, now—killed trying to bring his damaged Starhawk down on
America
’s flight deck at Eta Boötis. Collins was still in
America
’s sick bay, broken physically and emotionally at Alphekka. Commander Allyn was still in the sick bay as well, her brain damaged by oxygen starvation after her fighter drifted for three days through the Alphekkan debris field.

Riss had more than once indicated that she was still interested in Gray . . . and when her promotion to lieutenant came through on Earth four months earlier, even the technical barrier of their respective ranks had been removed. Gray had come very close to taking her to bed then . . . but he’d run into Angela at a big political function at the Eudaimonium in New New York and that had raised once more all of the doubts and self-searchings. Damn it, he’d thought Angela was dead after that Turusch impactor had sent a tidal wave thundering up the Hudson Valley.

Somehow, it had never happened.

And then Commander Allyn had been injured at Alphekka, the Dragonfires had suffered 75 percent casualties, Gray had been given temporary command of VFA-44 . . . and Schiffie had volunteered to transfer from Avionics to a replacement slot in the squadron. Now he
was
her boss,
and
he was responsible for her training.

The situation, clearly, had changed.

“I was wondering, Trev, when you were going to have some downtime. I’d still like to see you. Like we talked about, y’know?”

Gray leaned back in his chair, his lunch, half-eaten, forgotten now. Their table was near one of the compartment’s viewall bulkheads, which curved all the way around to create a 270-degree panorama of the starscape outside. The cameras transmitting the image were mounted on
America
’s nonrotating spine or shield cap, so that the star field didn’t move with the turning hab modules—which included the mess deck—through a full circle.

In the distance, several of the battlegroup’s members were taking on water—the
United States of North America
and the
Abraham Lincoln
, both Lincoln-class fleet carriers slightly smaller than the
America
. They looked like toys at this distance, gleaming in the hard white glow of the distant HD 157950. The supply ships
Mare Orientalis, Salt Lake,
and
Lacus Solis
drifted close by the carriers, each tucked in close against its own kilometer-wide floating iceberg, converting them to reaction mass and organic volatiles for the fleet’s nanufactories.

“Riss,” Gray said, “it
can’t
be like that. Not now. I’m your CO now.”

She laughed. “Geez, get over yourself, Trev! I’m not talking about monogie, here! Who’s going to know?”

“
Me
, for one,” Gray said. He’d not intended his voice to sound so cold.

Her voice turned cold as well. “Very well, Lieutenant,” she said. She stood and picked up her tray. “I apologize for bothering you.”

“Aw, sit down and eat your chow, Riss!”

But she was gone.

Monogie
 . . .

After three years, he was still having trouble fitting in.

Trevor Gray was still a Prim, raised in the cast-off wreckage of the USNA’s Periphery, specifically in the Manhattan Ruins. Squatties in the Periphery didn’t have access to the high-tech toys of full citizens, like cerebral implants and Net access, and they didn’t have the social entitlements—like medical care—of citizens either. That had been why he’d agreed to join the service: to pay for the med service when Angela had had her stroke.

Cut off from the social mainstream, Prims also had a completely different take on society. The garbage that passed for art and music, the truly bizarre fashions both in clothing and in body, the spoiled and pampered decadence of ordinary citizens, all of those were so far beyond the ken of Prims struggling just to survive within the old and flooded coastal city ruins that there seemed to be no point to social contact at all.

One major difference had been the mainstream’s attitude toward sex—casual, recreational, and often with little or no emotional commitment. In the Ruins it was different. Couples paired for life, a survival strategy in an environment where one hunter-gatherer partner watched the other’s back.

Throughout much of the human population, now, the mainstream view held that monogamous pairings—“monogies”—represented an archaic and flawed twist in human behavior. A few religious sects still required monogamous sexual relationships, while a few—the NeoMorms and fundamentalist Muslims, especially—allowed polygamy, but not the reverse, polyandry.

Damn. He’d not wanted to make Rissa angry.

Maybe when the Skipper came back and took over the squadron again. Or maybe someone else would be transferred in. Squadron CO was a commander’s billet; Gray wouldn’t even be looking at a promotion to lieutenant commander for another four years or so, and commander was a good four or five years after that, generally.

And maybe he should just forget about having a private life at all. There were always sex feeds, downloaded through your implants. Virtual sex was as good nowadays as the real thing. . . .

What Gray missed, he knew, was not the physical release so much as the companionship, the closeness, the
belonging
. When you were a part of a closely bonded pair . . .

Damn it all to hell. . . .

Standing, he took his tray to the mess deck entrance and tossed it and his half-eaten lunch into the converter. The Dragonfires were due to go on duty in another six hours, flying CAP just in case the Europeans went back on the hastily organized truce.

He wondered if the problem with Rissa was going to screw the flight scheds.

CIC

TC/USNA CVS
America

Kuiper Belt, HD 157950

98 light years from Earth

1530 hours, TFT

“Message in from the
Illustrious
, Admiral.”

“Thank you.”

Koenig opened the channel, and Harrison’s face appeared, grinning. “Good afternoon, Admiral,” he said. “Thought you’d like to hear the news.”

“What news is that, Ron?”

“Some of us have finished up with our council of war. Looks like Admiral Giraurd is going to be going home by his lonesome.”

“Really?”

Harrison nodded. “
Illustrious
,
Warspite
, and
Conqueror
were with you from the get-go. You knew that.”

“I did. And thank you.”

“Don’t mention it. I’m just glad to get that weasel Coleman off my ship. She smells a lot better now that he’s gone.”

Willard Coleman had been the Confederation political officer on board the
Illustrious
, a civilian reporting to Hans Westerwelle on the
Jeanne d’Arc
, and tasked with keeping an eye on the loyalties of Confederation officers in the British squadron.

“In any case, we’ve been talking with the other commanders in the Pan-European squadron,” Harrison continued. “Except for the
Jeanne d’Arc
, they’re with us. Captain Michel, on the
Arc
, would have been too . . . but old Giraurd
does
need a way to get back home.”