Silent Mercy (28 page)
“Who are ‘they,’ Faith? Tell me about all this.” I sat on a long wooden bench against the wall, and she sat opposite me, at the end of one of the pews. I wanted to get a sense of the dynamic we’d just witnessed and then move on to discuss the more urgent questions I had about Ursula Hewitt.
“Some of the people in administration—not all of them—but there are some who don’t want to see me promoted. Did Justin tell you that I’m in line to be president?”
“Yes, he did. Is it fair to assume that the man who just came to assist you in the courtyard isn’t one of your supporters?”
“Mrs. Danvers?” Faith laughed. “That’s what I call him. Do you know who that is?”
“Yes,” I said, smiling back at her. “The brilliantly drawn housekeeper in Daphne du Maurier’s
Rebecca
. I’ve got my own Mrs. Danvers at the job. I’ll have to remember that image.”
Rebecca
. I’ve got my own Mrs. Danvers at the job. I’ll have to remember that image.”
I relished the thought of Patrick McKinney cross-dressing like the severe Dangers, a gray wig pulled back into a tight bun.
“I get a lot of ‘You just stay in your office and think great thoughts, Faith. I’ll take care of everything else.’ Meanwhile, the physical plant is falling apart and my allies have to wonder if I’ll be up to reestablishing control of the substantive issues here, not to mention raising the money we need for upkeep and programming. He’s the bane of my existence.”
“What’s his name?”
“I don’t want to take you in that direction, Alex. He wasn’t up in the tower, pushing poor Matthew over the edge. He’s not going to hurt me, physically.”
I wouldn’t pressure her on the man’s name till she got comfortable with me.
“Justin said that you wanted to talk with me, Faith. To talk about Ursula Hewitt.”
“I was horrified, of course, to hear about her murder last night. It’s so unspeakably sad—so tragic.”
“How did you learn about it?”
“Ursula had been staying with me from time to time.”
“Here, on campus?”
“No. I’m in faculty housing, around the corner. Her uncle phoned late in the evening, to see if she was still with us.”
“Are you married?”
“I’m divorced.”
“Who’s the ‘us’?”
“Oh, I’ve got two sisters. They both live in Kansas, where I grew up, but Chat has been here visiting, trying to decide about whether or not to move east,” Faith said as she shuffled her feet and re-crossed her legs. “I had to ask Ursula to find another place so Chat could be with me.”
“She’s living with you right now? Is she also part of a religious community?” I asked, even though Chat had suggested otherwise to Mike.
“No. My father had a plan for each of us, I guess you’d say. It worked for two of us. My older sister is named Serenity, and the baby is Chastity. That’s why we call her Chat.” Faith loosened up as she talked. “It was pretty tough growing up as the minister’s daughters in a small town with that label.”
“I’ll bet.”
“We’re not much alike in temperament. There’s a strong physical resemblance—people mistake her for me all the time around school. But she’s sort of the black sheep, not that my parents would label anyone like that. It’s how the world sees her, I think. Still finding her way after experimenting with some unconventional choices. That’s why I’m trying to look out for her.”
“How unconventional?” I asked.
“Nothing that would stand out here, but Manhattan, Kansas, is a different place than this island. Chat was a chronic runaway as a teen, did the tattoo thing, tested my mother’s great good nature all the time. No one in the family even knows that she was abused by a neighbor, back when she was fifteen. We got her through the runaway phase. Now she’s just a free spirit, and I’m trying to keep her under my wing.”
“Nice of you. If I can ever help talk her through that period, my door is always open,” I said. Now I understood why Faith had made that suggestion to Chat.
“We might take you up on that.”
“What can you tell me about Ursula?”
Faith Grant removed the glasses from her head and placed them in the pocket of her shirt. “In a way, I feel responsible for what happened to her, for her death.”
“Why? What do you know about it?”
“Not anything at all, except what’s in this morning’s newspapers. It’s just that the fact that she was murdered likely has something to do with her role in the church. And I encouraged her to come teach at Union after the Vatican silenced her.” Faith was soft-spoken but direct. “I’m one of the people who urged her to carry on with the work that she so loved.”
The door opened and Mike came in, giving me a quick shake of his head to indicate he had come up empty.
“Did you go to the top of the tower?” Faith asked. “Did anyone see you?”
She was more interested in whether Mike had been noticed by her superiors than whether he had encountered a criminal.
“No.” He sat beside me on the bench while I continued to ask questions.
“Back to Ursula Hewitt,” I said. “How long have you known her?”
“I met her about a year and a half ago, not long after she had been excommunicated. I had the idea that she might be in need of a place to teach.”
“Why not a Catholic institution?” I asked.
“That’s the whole point of silencing, Coop,” Mike said, leaning forward to engage Faith Grant and me. “No can do. That message is from the top, from the Magisterium.”
I looked at Faith for confirmation.
“He’s right. A very formal letter comes from Rome. The Magisterium is the teaching office of the Vatican, and according to their rules, the task of interpreting the Word of God is entrusted solely to that body—the pope and his bishops. Ursula was forbidden to teach in her own church.”
“But allowed to do so here?”
Faith smiled. “Well, according to our vision, she is. We’ve done this before, Alex. We’ve had a silenced Jesuit theologian here, taken him in and made him a scholar-in-residence.”
“Did you face any opposition to inviting Ursula?”
She stopped to think. “Not really.”
“What did she teach?” I asked.
“Feminist theology, of course,” Faith answered without hesitation. “The history of women in the church fascinated her.”
“Before those who became priests, had women been silenced?”
“Certainly. There are loads of examples. In modern times, they’ve had to do with obvious issues. In 1979, a nun—a Sister of Mercy on the Yale faculty—signed a document along with twelve others supporting abortion, supporting a woman’s right to control her body. She was told by Rome that if she didn’t recant, she’d be excommunicated.”
“Was she?”
“Sister Margaret agreed not to publish the document, but she wouldn’t recant. So she was silenced. Many of the most progressive nuns have been punished by the church for speaking out on abortion or on homosexuality,” Faith said, shaking her head. “And despite the wonderful work they do in the most underserved communities—and in these times when Rome is having a very hard go attracting young people to service, women or men—they’re shunned.”
“And the formal position of the Vatican on silencing?” I asked. “What’s the reasoning?”
“The primary argument used to be—centuries ago—that it would prevent confusion among God’s people caused by contentious issues. Roman and Spanish Inquisitions, the index of forbidden books, the outlawing of scientific thinking by geniuses like Galileo—you know all the historic examples. It might have been a means to quash dissension in those days, but now all the issues involved are commented on by the mainstream media on the nightly news.
“Let me ask you this,” Mike said. “Ursula Hewitt knew that much of what she did was unpopular. Was she ever afraid?”
“She was fearless,” Faith said, biting her lip. “Principled and smart and totally fearless. There was nothing about her I didn’t admire and look up to.”
“Was she still teaching this week?”
“Only one course this semester. Sort of a new direction for her. She’d been involved in stage work with a community group. She’d been researching medieval dramatists.”
“Why’s that?” Mike asked.
“Because they wove so many scenes of torture into their work.”
“Religious themes?”
“Indeed. Around the time of the Inquisition, stagecraft often depicted sadistic acts and intense suffering. Ursula had developed a fascination for what was called the Theater of Cruelty. It was common in the Middle Ages for dramatists to stage violent acts—like the Passion of Christ. They did it to make accounts in the scripture more believable, and by doing so, they hoped to inspire more religious faith in the audience.”
I was familiar with some of these works from my study of French literature.
“Il faut du sang,”
I whispered.
“Il faut du sang,”
I whispered.
“You know it, Alex? That’s exactly right. ‘There must be blood.’ ”
“Sounds pretty gruesome,” Mike said.
He was correct about that. And I knew that he realized, as I did, that for at least one evening in the theater, the lives—and perhaps the deaths—of Naomi Gersh and Ursula Hewitt were linked in that milieu.
“What interested her about it?” I asked.
“Everything. Ursula questioned everything. When the word came from Rome that barring women from the priesthood wasn’t a human-rights issue, it was Ursula who stood up to the Magisterium. ‘Is it because we don’t have rights?’ she asked. ‘Or is it because we’re not human?’ ”
“That’s pretty direct,” Mike said.
“Ursula referred to the church as a place of hope—and a place of horror. ‘What does it say about Christianity’—she used to challenge her students—‘what does it say that at the center of Christianity, of all its writings and beliefs, is torture? Torture, and the murder of a man?’ ”
THIRTY
“WHAT
is it that you wanted to tell me?” I was leaning forward, trying to get Faith’s eyes to meet mine.
is it that you wanted to tell me?” I was leaning forward, trying to get Faith’s eyes to meet mine.
“Mike just asked if Ursula expressed her fears,” Faith Grant said. Her voice dropped and her spirit seemed to flag. “As I said, she didn’t have any that I know of, but I do.”
“So do I, Faith. Want to tell us about yours?”
She took her glasses out of her pockets and played with them while she talked. “I’m afraid that Ursula’s murder had something to do with the fact that she was here, that I convinced her to come to Union.”
“Why would that put her in harm’s way?”
“There are things I said to her, ways that I prodded her that probably put her a bit more ‘out there’ than she needed to be.”
“Doesn’t seem like she needed any prodding,” Mike said. “Are you worried for your own safety?”
Faith Grant had tears in her eyes. “I hope that’s not what has my gut in an uproar. It’s much more self-centered than I like to think I am.”
“Why?”
“Has anyone threatened you?” I asked, pausing for an answer but getting none. “Have you been harassed or stalked?”
“Threatened, yes. And harassed. Neither of those are new to me.”
“But this week? These last two days?”
“Matthew aside,” Mike said, trying to play to Faith’s good humor.
She finally looked at me. “I don’t know. I had an unusual encounter last night.”
“What was that?” Mike asked.
“Maybe nothing, but I can’t shake it. Could just be because it happened right before Ursula’s uncle called.”
“That’s all right,” I said. “Mike thinks I see ghosts everywhere. Sometimes I actually have.”
“And I talk to spirits,” Faith said, her dimples reappearing as she braved a smile. “No visions yet, but we’d be quite the pair. Anyway, I left here to go home to make dinner for Chat and me, so roughly around seven. It’s not a very long walk. I sort of just square the campus and it puts me onto Claremont.”
“Was Chat with you?”
“Oh, no. I was alone. At least, I thought so, until I got to 122nd Street. A man started following me from the corner of Broadway.”
“What made you aware of him? Did you hear footsteps?”
“I didn’t hear anything. That’s part of what was so strange. I just had that sixth sense that someone was too close to me. Do you know what I mean?”
“I get that all the time,” I said before Mike could interrupt with his personal view. He preferred hard, cold facts to women’s intuition. “It’s the kind of instinct that has saved a lot of potential victims.”
“I kept walking west but I glanced over my shoulder,” Faith said, looking at the floor again. “No one was there. So I sped up a bit, and I fished my cell phone out of my briefcase. This time I’m sure I heard him speak.”
“Actual words?”
“One word only. A name. I thought he said ‘Ursula.’ That made my head snap around—not because I thought anything was wrong with her, but because I thought maybe she was coming by to surprise me. She’d often drop in if she was around the school. I thought maybe this man saw her, called out to her.”
Other books
Natural Causes by James Oswald
You Had Me at Halo by Amanda Ashby
Sins of the Past by Elizabeth Power
You Don't Know Me Like That by ReShonda Tate Billingsley
The Year of Fear by Joe Urschel
The Aeronaut's Windlass by Jim Butcher
Mists of Velvet by Sophie Renwick
Highlander for the Holidays by Janet Chapman
So Much to Learn by Jessie L. Star
I'm Over It by Mercy Amare