Sherwood Nation (15 page)

“Jamal Perkins. Ring any bells?”

Renee shook her head. She couldn’t be recognized, not here.

“
Perkins.
Gregor’s son. This wouldn’t be his distribution, if he even goes to one.”

Renee shifted so that she could take another look at him. He smiled again, as if they were old friends, and began to walk toward her. She couldn’t be sure, but it looked as though several others peeled off of the crowd and began to mingle slowly their way as well.

“He’s coming,” Renee said.

“Shit. Shit,” Leroy said.

“Should I be scared?” Renee stepped around Leroy and began walking toward Jamal and they met halfway. Behind her she could feel her group fall in around her, protectively.

Jamal held out his hand, “I’m a big fan.” He smiled again, as if the punchline to a joke about himself had been told. He leaned in close and whispered, “Maid Marian. Right?”

She took his hand and he pumped it with warm exaggeration. It was hard not to like him immediately. “I’ve just been told who you are,” she said. “Someone suggested that I run.”

“Oh?” he laughed. He inspected her group and nodded to a few he seemed to know. “You’ve got me mixed up with my father. I’m only a fan—” he lowered his voice so only she could hear “—I’d be interested to hear your plans.”

Renee shuddered momentarily, as if he’d somehow spied her out, her pencil and paper that morning. She nodded and looked away and wondered if he was mocking her.

When he spoke again all of his charming veneer was gone, replaced with earnest haste. “Can we talk?” he said in a voice that was barely audible. He still held her hand embraced in a handshake and Bea came beside them and stood with her arms crossed.

Renee said she’d love to and straightened. “What about? Come back to our headquarters,” she said. “We’ll talk. I’d love to meet your father, too.”

Jamal’s face clouded briefly, “Sure. I have a few others.”

“You’re with people?”

Jamal smiled and then merged back into the crowd.

Renee scanned the distribution and felt a tingle of fear and excitement.

“Who was that?” Josh asked. He had done something to his hair for the card scam that made him look surprised.

“You should be in queue,” she said.

That night they sat in a circle around a campfire in their big backyard, all of them, plus Jamal and the three that he’d brought along—young men who seemed ill at ease among them. It was a
rough-looking bunch, every one of them, Renee thought. Herself, surely, included. After Josh’s success they’d made up others and some still wore their disguises to fool the ID checkers. They passed around a couple of contraband unit gallons like jugs of moonshine, excited at their sudden wealth. For the first time in weeks Renee quenched her thirst, and in so doing she felt a residual exhaustion fall away.

Josh was cocky and relived each gallon they’d acquired, already excited for the extra units that would be theirs tomorrow.

It did feel good, but as they drained another gallon dry, the small victory began to feel like an embarrassingly small win. In her belly she felt the water slosh, turned fishbowl. She began to work at a plan in her mind, an ambition. Like a seed stuck in her teeth she pressed against it from all angles, trying to pry it loose.

Jamal pulled a small flask of some kind of alcohol out of a ratty canvas bag he carried with him and passed that around. Alcohol was hard to come by, especially that which wasn’t the awful swill distilled from rations. She raised the flask to him in cheers and studied him to get a sense of his purpose here.

“What’s your story?” she said.

Jamal paused. The expression on his face was that of someone who wishes to choose his words wisely. In the space of his careful pause, all other talking dried up and attention focused on him.

After a moment he noticed everyone staring at him and he smiled and poked at the dirt in front of him with his feet. “Hey all, it’s not very complicated,” he said. “I was impressed.” He gestured to Renee with his chin. “I saw you on the news and I thought, good stuff. I want to do that. Just like you did, but up here, in the ’hood.” He considered Renee. “I’ve been trying to find you. We’ve been hearing about Sherwood Club. I wanted to see what you were working on—and here you are.”

“And here I am.” She wondered if she was living up to the expectation Jamal had of her, and knew she wasn’t living up to her own. “It’s a beginning,” she said.

“Sure.” He turned to Josh and hefted the dead unit gallon. “This is a good plan. You could do more. But this is a smart plan.” Jamal picked a stick up and rearranged the logs on the fire, which burned hot on their faces.

“Thanks,” Josh said.

“But I wonder if it could—you know, scale,” Jamal said. “It all depends on one’s objectives.”

“I’ve been thinking about another truck,” Renee said.

“There you go,” Jamal said.

Next to Renee, Leroy twitched in place, stretching his neck and adjusting his feet and mumbling to himself so that Renee finally turned to him. “Yes?”

He sat up quickly on his knees and his eyes glistened blackly with the reflected firelight. “Gregor,” he said into the fire, and then finding no words that fit into the well of silence he’d created, said it again.

“I hear it,” Jamal said. “I know. This is only me, though. These smart-asses, too.” Jamal jostled one of the men he’d brought with him. “A real talky bunch.” The flask was passed to him and he held it for a moment. “Pop does one thing, I do something else. We share a name. He’s old, you all know that. Mostly he just widens his middle and lives off reputation these days. I’m not him.” Jamal took a small pull on the flask. “I am not him. I understand that you might not see that all at once, that it’s going to have to be shown.”

“Tell me more about Gregor,” Renee said.

“I live at his place, I’m not going to deny that. These guys have all worked for him. But Pop’s operation is—well,
diminishing
,” he said and drew the word out. “He wants it to. He does a lucrative trade and he’s, you know, respected, in his way, but he’s tired. Everybody knows this. Am I right?”

“The Governor,” Leroy said.

“Yeah,” Jamal said, “a nickname.”

“The Hammer,” Leroy said.

There was a smattering of uncertain laughter and Jamal stayed silent.

“The Arm,” Leroy said.

Renee put her hand on Leroy’s arm to silence him. The fire crackled. She leaned back and rested on the ground. Outside the circle of firelight the stars shone brilliantly. She liked how the man sounded, portly and riding a slow empire into nothingness. He had won the drug war of some years past, she knew. She’d invited him to meet with her but had not heard back.

“Scary motherfucker,” someone said.

“Not like he used to be,” Jamal said. “I can tell you.”

“Here’s what I’m thinking,” she said, her voice pointed skyward. “What if we steal the truck
before
it has water in it.” She let that sink in for a minute and could hear Josh gearing up to protest. “We drive it right off the lot where they park them at night.”

Jamal laughed and it was a pleasant sound. She felt stronger with him around. This was not someone from their activist group with a history of sparring with her, and it was not someone come looking for help. He had sought her out, a person of note.

“We’re not even stealing the water,” she said. “We’re filling up. And we don’t steal it publicly. We don’t do it in protest. No news. We steal it to have it. Then we start a new game entirely.”

“New game?” Josh said.

“An entirely new game.”

“We’d have to research the piss out of it,” Josh said. “You’re talking about driving through water pickup? The piss out of it.” He swore. “Say we acquire a couple of uniforms? Yeah.”

Renee closed her eyes and listened to Josh continue on. Once an idea was set in his mind it festered there like an infection, each facet of it ferreted out until all unknowns were revealed. She smiled, listening to him prattle on, clever boy. In this way, she would utilize him, let him do what he did best. Maybe this was the secret. To design a system that made it easy for others to choose her steerage. To govern by suggestion and the planting of seeds.

Some days the house felt like a non-stop party her roommates were having, or a busy political campaign office. A constant trickle of people she did not recognize showed up and Julia, whose initial meekness had transformed into a hard-staring, voice-of-power when tasked with command, put them to work or sent them away or catalogued their needs so
that they could be assisted. Renee made herself available to the newcomers that came to meet Maid Marian. As if they were on some pilgrimage to see a statue, she thought. The first truck, the copycats, the burials, the neighborhood security that spread out from them, all of it had continued to accelerate visitors. She pressed their hands warmly and welcomed them. She had a knack for names and she burned their faces into her mind. She felt grateful toward them, each a sand-grain of confidence.

On any given day there was a cadre of people gussied up in disguise for water ID card duty, or outfitted with tools for a backyard construction project, or huddled over the living room table sketching out a plan. Renee ran a distribution project once a week. Her neighborhood burial crew, the Sherwood Club, brought her names of those who needed it as they went door to door. She sent water with them for delivery.

Demand was high and need was hard to verify and what she offered was a drop in the bucket, she knew. At the end of the week, they averaged an extra sixty rations now, and these she delivered to those who were the most needy, carting the unit gallons and food in child bike trailers with Bea and the Sherwood Club. Families with young children, a few infirm, and so on. A tiny stipend she reserved for a master gardener who had come on staff, and who was slowly etching out a garden space in the backyard.

On one such delivery run, as she handed a unit gallon across the threshold to an elderly man, a woman dressed in a red skirt appeared out of nowhere and asked for a moment of her time. On the sidewalk the interviewer smiled over-broadly, her nervousness infectious, tilting slightly from her inappropriate shoes.

Renee faltered. Her hands, emptied now of anything to hold on to, fidgeted with her sleeves. Behind the woman stood a cameraman and the news team’s security guards and van.

She stared at the woman in red and tried to read her expression, with her painted, overly large eyes. Was she being mocked, or were they genuinely interested? Would this give her away to the city?

She was already being filmed, she saw. The cameraman fine-tuned the controls of his camera.

“Please,” the cameraman said in a Mexican accent. “Stand in front of truck, that way they don’t find where you are. You are safe with us.”

Bea grabbed the back of her shirt and leaned in to whisper. “Goddamnit
no,
Renee,
no
,” and then Renee found herself nodding yes. She stood in position and smiled into the lens and winked.

The newswoman, who introduced herself but whose name Renee forgot instantly in the giant glassy stare of the camera, asked: what was she doing? Why was she doing it? How did the people respond to receiving water? Did she have a message for Portland?

“Hi, Portland,” Renee said. She glanced at Bea off camera who fumed at her. “How are you?” She brushed a braid back from her shoulder and realized she had not seen her face in a mirror for days. The last time there’d been a bloody comet streak down one cheek. “I wish you were here with me, going door to door. If you could all make a few stops with me and our Sherwood Club. We’re weaving together neighborhoods.”

“By weaving, you mean?”

Renee held up her hands for the camera, her fingers woven together. “Connecting them, providing safety and sharing rations, caring for each other. We’re creating a fabric upon which we can all depend. It’s hard work, I’ve buried a few people in the last week. And we like to think we kept a few from needing burials. I believe—I believe we’re now one of the safest parts of the city. Mayor Bartlett, the city council, everyone is invited. I’d love to have you on our side. Step into one of these rooms in Northeast Portland and it alters you. Mayor Bartlett, I’m afraid you would feel inclined to resign on the spot, for it’s difficult to imagine the gall one would need to carry out thieving water from public rations in the face of the kind of misery that exists here. You are free to do so, upon my suggestion. Resign or tag along, either way.” She winked again. “I’m sorry, tell me the question again?”

“Rumor has it that your Sherwood Club provides extra rations to families in need. Where do you obtain the extra rations?”

It is moments like these, Renee thought, where an opinion is transformed. In her mind she saw Josh’s water scanner and she made her eyes hold steady. “An excellent question. What we have is a pittance, a few gallons here. Where does the mayor get his trucks? You are familiar with Robin Hood? Well, the difference between that king and our Mayor Bartlett is that one over-taxed and the other steals.” She smiled. “A system that criminalizes a whistleblower is wanting in introspection.”

The woman asked her another question, but Renee spooked, realizing the danger she was putting them all in.

She nodded to the camera to end the interview and said thank you. Then they mounted their bicycles and rode as hard as they could, weaving through the streets recklessly with no thought to the safety of each neighborhood they passed through, in order to lose any trace of the van. After an hour they found themselves at the empty water tower.