I said, “Tucker would lie because—” I almost said Tucker Gatrell lied because he was a fraud and a pathological liar, but caught myself.
Tomlinson was right. The genetics were unmistakable. The eyes, the vocal tones, even the way she turned her head and paused before speaking: all characteristics that reminded me of Tuck. Not that it was surprising my bawdy old uncle had sired a daughter down in the islands. He’d spent a lot of time in Cuba, the Bahamas, and Central America, drinking and carousing. I reminded myself that daughters tend to be sensitive and protective about their fathers no matter who they are. It wasn’t Ransom’s fault that she was Tucker’s daughter. No need to be cruel, so I started over.
“Tucker would lie because he was . . . let’s just describe him as an unusual person. He was theatrical. Prone to exaggeration, almost like an actor. That’s one way to describe him—the man would have been a decent actor. Which is what he was doing when he told you I was your brother. Exaggerating. Acting like it was true. His little way of having fun. Isn’t that right, Tomlinson? Tomlinson knew the guy. Oh, he was wild about Tomlinson.”
I was being facetious. Tucker’s common greeting when he saw Tomlinson approach was, “It’ll be a couple hundred more years before you hippie bastards should be allowed to mate with human beings. But that doesn’t mean I won’t let you buy me a beer.”
“Wild about me,” Tomlinson echoed. “Describes our relationship perfectly.”
I said, “My mother was Tuck’s younger sister. Much younger. She and my father were killed in an accident a long time ago. But you and I are fairly close to the same age. So see? It’s impossible. If we are related, Ransom, you’d be my cousin.”
She turned away then paused, that familiar cowboy actor pose. Toyed with the big gold ring on her right hand, thoughtful, then shook her head.
Why was it so difficult for her to accept?
We were aboard my twenty-four-foot trawl boat, dragging nets and culling the catch so I could finish my fish survey. Tomlinson and the woman had agreed to help because I was temporarily one-handed and couldn’t operate the trammels alone.
It was a winter-blue morning with a light chop out of the south. The breeze was balmy, scented with jasmine and mown grass. We were less than a hundred meters off Guava Key, both outriggers down, nets in the water. They created a brown swale that, if seen from above, would be an expanding vortex contrail as I steered us in wide circles and the rollers pressed themselves along the bottom.
I hadn’t called Harrington yet. For one thing, I dreaded it. Talk to a man about a one-night stand with his daughter? For another, my work took precedence—or so I told myself.
My trawl boat is a specialized vessel, built to drag shallow water, and ideal for collecting on the flats around Sanibel Island and the Gulf littoral. It is made of cedar planking and painted gray on gray, with a gray wheelhouse.
No, it is not built for style, nor is it maintained for looks.
I’d bought her used in Chokoloskee a couple years ago and single-handedly chugged up the inland waterway past Mango and Naples and Fort Myers Beach, and put her to work. It’d paid for itself in less than a year. When a university or lab sends me a big order for a species of plant or animal that I can’t collect by hand at low tide, or with a cast net, I fire up the net boat and rumble out into the bay.
“Rumble” is the appropriate word. It is powered by an old standard six-cylinder engine. The name brand is Pleasure Craft but it is actually made by Ford. Plugs and points, and no computer gizmos of any kind. In the little pilot house is a wheel, a throttle and the minimum of gauges—water pressure, oil pressure, and temperature. Above the pilot house, folded like the wings of a pterodactyl, is a complicated rigging of wires and steel booms to raise and lower drag nets, port and starboard. On the stern, a plywood culling table runs across the transom, with a twelve-volt light system so I can work at night. There are two huge live wells and a storage hatch on the port side built the size of a bunk, so I’ve got a place to doze if I get sleepy or just choose to lay out late, looking at the stars.
The trawler is slow, dependable, and about as graceful and easy to maneuver as a floating slab of cement.
But it’s functional—all I care about—and easy to use.
Tomlinson had been out with me enough to know how to set the nets while I steered. Ransom stood next to me in the wheelhouse, talking, not wanting to believe that I was telling her the truth.
She illustrated a component of the human quandary: When you have wholeheartedly accepted one vision of reality, it is very difficult to have that reality challenged, then replaced by another.
She was still shaking her head as if perplexed. “Whenever he mentioned you, I could hear the daddy sound in his voice, him telling me about the brother I had back in Florida. Like the sun rose and set on you. Tell me about how you so smart and big and strong, jes’ about the best at everything you did. From what I saw out there on the dock yesterday, the way you handle yourself with them bad men, sweet Jesus, he tol’ me the truth, he did. Get yourself shot and you act like, hey, it no big deal. Like you knew exactly what to do, zoomin’ around out there on that fast boat.”
That was surprising to hear. Tucker was prone to criticize and denigrate, particularly when he was drunk—which he usually was.
I said, “No matter what he told you, what he said, it doesn’t change the simple fact that I am not your brother.”
“Uh-huh, that what you keep sayin’ only I don’t understand the reason. I saw my daddy six, maybe seven times in my life, but I know he cared about me, and I know he cared about you. What so hard to believe?” She thought for a moment, making a show of it. Swung her braids for effect, red beads rattling, then touched an index finger to her face. “Maybe it because of my color. Yeah, maybe that the thing. Daddy, he used to tell me, ‘I got me a big ol’ ’Merican boy and a sweet little Island girl. Some white folk, they don’t like that. That the reason? You fault daddy for lovin’ a black woman, my brother?”
I groaned. She was as maddening as Tucker had once been, and seemed to have the potential to be as transparently manipulative. I said, “Oh,
please.
Tomlinson, would you explain it to her?”
He was standing, watching the trail of the nets, alert for unexpected snags. Hook an unseen engine block or sunken tree, and the entire superstructure could tumble down if you didn’t back the throttle.
He made a noncommittal wave with his hands—don’t put me in the middle of
this.
“Doc, all I’m going to say is, you two have exactly the same eyes. You and her both, the same color, just like Tuck’s. You didn’t realize that? Hah! No, I can
tell
you didn’t. It’s true. Take a look in the mirror,
compadres.
But a racist? Nope, Ransom, the label doesn’t fit. Racism requires lots and lots of dumb emotion, plus a dose of stupidity. Doc has a first-rate intellect, and the average rock has more emotional sensitivity. Your brother just doesn’t have the tools.”
“You’re so helpful,” I said. “Thanks a lot.”
Tomlinson nodded toward her. “Maybe you haven’t noticed, but this happens to be one of the rare, spectacular ones. Living proof that a controversial assertion of mine is accurate: The most beautiful women in the world are always over thirty-five.
Always.
Why? Because, like great art, beauty requires fabric and depth. When it comes to beautiful women, Doc, you know my motto: Ingratiate yourself any way you can, then do whatever it takes to win them over.” He touched his fingers to his lips. “You are stunning, Ms. Ebanks.”
That earned him a dazzling smile. She said, “Thank you, Mr. Thomas. You a very nice person and speak lots of pretty words,” before she returned her attention to me. “Know what you should do? When we get back to land, you read Daddy’s letter like I asked, then you understand. The one sent me last month by that attorney man, the one Daddy Gatrell used. Judge Lemar Flowers, he the one. When I stopped at the marina, your place on Sanibel, them friends of yours knowed right away who Judge Flowers was. He famous around that island. Took one look at the letter, the handsome man behind the counter, the one who got the stutter, he told me where to find you.”
She’d taken a Greyhound bus north, then sat around on the mainland, awaiting permission to board the private ferry to Guava Key. After several hours without a response, she’d borrowed a canoe and paddled the five miles alone.
Her determination, at least, was impressive. And Tomlinson was right: Ransom was physically spectacular, no doubt. She had a sprinter’s long legs and dense muscularity, but her body was unmistakably, sensationally feminine. This morning, she wore the same yellow canvas shorts, but she’d traded in her tie-dye for one of Tomlinson’s black, sleeveless Harley Davidson T-shirts. The black shirt lengthened her and lightened her skin, so that she looked as if she was made of very, very firm and sculpted pale chocolate. But I’d already identified too many of Tuck’s mannerisms and genetics to see her now separately, as her own attractive entity.
“I’m very glad I came to find you, my brother. The thing that surprises me, though, is you be so very stubborn.”
I sighed, held my hand up—we needed to stop talking while I did my work. Behind us, I could see that the catch bags at the end of the otter trawls were already engorged, which meant that she and Tomlinson had to help.
I said, “Time to bring in the nets.”
I shut down the engine, and used my right hand to crank in one otter trawl while Tomlinson cranked in the other. The nets were each eighteen feet long; woven funnels with heavy wooden doors at the mouth to keep the nets open, galvanized chain on the bottom to keep them down, plus rolling sea grass guards so they wouldn’t tear up the grassbeds. The rig was designed to shepherd everything in the boat’s path to the rear of the net, an expandable ball that was kept closed by a simple knot.
As I cranked, I listened to the steel cable creak with the weight of resistance, and watched the pod at the end of the net trail in and grow larger. Once I had the release-sack winched into the air, I reached up and, by hand, swung the boom over the boat. It hung there like a giant balloon, pouring seawater onto the deck, a hundred pounds or more of croaking, clicking, squeaking, popping sea life.
Anyone who says that the underwater world is silent has never been underwater.
As many times as I’ve hauled in trawl nets, I’ve yet to lose the feeling of anticipation and expectation before dumping that first strike from new bottom. You never know what might be inside.
I told Tomlinson, “Leave your net in the water. We don’t want to kill anything. We’ll cull mine, then yours.”
I pulled the string, and out gushed a wriggling, scampering mass of living protein. There were hundreds of fish, dozens of species: grunts, pinfish, flukes, cowfish, file fish, immature sea trout, croakers, gray snapper, lane snapper, thread herrings, immature female groupers, skipjacks, box fish, and southern puffers, the last two making rapid-fire inhalations as they inflated their bodies like miniature footballs. There were blue crabs and calico crabs, arrow crabs and hermit crabs. There were shrimp and sea horses, sea urchins, hydroids, and stingrays all buried among grass and gumbo that smelled of iodine and fresh sea bottom, which is one of the most delicate and compelling odors I know.
Ransom commented on how much we’d hauled in—“Man, I didn’t know that many kinds of things lived down there!”—then surprised me by adding, “What we got right there, them sea urchins, man, they something sweet to eat.”
I was rigging a tarp to protect our catch from the sun. Along the transom, made of PVC, was a raw water sprinkler to keep everything wet and cool. I said, “Help yourself, but you need to eat while you help me chart. We want to get everything back in the water as fast as we can.”
I’d already familiarized her with the four clipboards I had hanging in the wheelhouse. On each was a paper on which were listed many dozens of species by their common names. As Tomlinson and I called out animals and released them, she was to make a mark in the appropriate box.
I watched her grab a salmon-colored spiny urchin, crack the bottom with a knife, and scoop out the golden eggs. “Ummm, man, we shoulda brought a lime with us. Lime and sea urchin, that a very nice thing. A cool beer to drink, that make it better.”
I said, “If you want, we’ll put a few in the live well. You can eat them later.”
“Can we keep a couple of them horse conchs, too?” she asked. “I slice it up and pound it tender, then fry it real hot. It more peppery tastin’ than the queen conchs, but it something good, man. Down on my island, the vitch people—the voodoo people, I’m talkin’ about. The vitch people, they say a man got trouble with his short leg, all he got to do is eat some fresh horse conch raw. That make him stand up strong. Like a stallion horse, you understand?”
Tomlinson said, “Short leg?”
Ransom had a busty, bawdy laugh. “The little god ’tween your legs I’m discussin’.”
Tomlinson stood motionless in thought for a moment, then I watched him bend and lift two mahogany-colored horse conchs out of the pile, turn, and place them elbow deep in the wells of aerated seawater where I store animals I need to transport alive.
He dried his hands on his paisley surfer shorts, saying, “Sounds delicious.”
Speaking rapidly to Ransom as I dropped fish overboard, I said, “That makes five . . . six . . . seven French grunts . . . yeah, that’s all of them. So now we’ll start on file fish and sea horses. There might be a couple of pipe fish in there, too. That should be . . . Clipboard C. Ready?”
She was looking at the chart. “No, man, no, you wrong, that make nine French grunts. You miscounted, plus there’s one right there by Mr. Thomas’ knee. I can see the tail.”
Tomlinson and I were down on the deck, using our hands to cull through the thigh-high piles of grass and clumps of tunicates, searching for more life. My left arm was feeling pretty good. The more I used it, the better it felt.