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he young man with the trumpet seemed eager to be off as soon as the Sun came up. He could not decently leave until the parish priest arrived to perform the sacrifices and formally end the fast, and he even managed to sound a few half-hearted notes, but he kept staring at the eastern sky, as if willing the Sun to get a move on. Every so often he would look nervously at me, but I could hardly blame him for that. For a priest, accustomed to long fasts and sleepless nights, the office he had been expecting to perform at my parents' house would have seemed like a holiday. The last thing he had needed was a madman turning up uninvited and throwing the whole carefully planned ritual into chaos.
Eventually, he got his wish. It was dawn, and the parish priest was at the doorway.
âI'll be on my way, then,' the young man said, gathering up his conch-shell and his flute.
âWon't you stay?' my mother cried, alarmed and upset. âThere's food and drink. You must be hungry.'
âNo, that's all right,' he said, although the food and drink were his due â payment for his role in the household's celebrations. The other musicians and the singers shuffled anxiously, no doubt wondering whether they were going to have to go without as well. âThe others can stay, but I'm not hungry, to be honest. Or thirsty. Have to go!'
He almost ran past his colleagues, whose faces had all broken into relieved grins, and past the parish priest, who turned and watched him go speechlessly from where he was waiting, just outside the gateway
âThis is all your fault,' my mother hissed at me.
âWhy? I didn't tell him his conch-shell sounded flat, or anything â¦'
âDon't try to be funny!' my father snapped. âYou know you upset him, falling asleep and talking all night when we're supposed to be honouring the gods. These young priests, they can be very temperamental â¦'
âLook, don't tell me about priests. I was one, remember?'
âI remember. I'm surprised you can, with all the sacred wine that's been sloshing about inside you over the years â¦'
We were squaring up to one another, our chests puffed out like turkey cocks', my father stooping slightly as he leaned forward on his good leg so that his face was just on a level with mine. At any moment, I thought, yesterday's fight would resume, and either I would be driven bodily out of the house or I would have to do the old man some serious harm.
I was not going to let that happen. I felt myself begin to relax as I resolved to turn around and walk away while both of us could still stand.
I heard a loud cough from the direction of the gateway.
âExcuse me.' It was Imacaxtli, the parish priest. âMay I come in?'
Imacaxtli was an institution in Toltenco. He had served our little temple on top of its stumpy pyramid for as long as I could remember. He had watched me and my brothers and sisters grow up, and I suspected he had been instrumental in getting me into the Priest House, something for which it had taken me a long time to forgive him. Now, watching his bent figure and wizened features as he stood, strangely diffident, on
my parents' threshold, I wondered what this old man thought of his position. Did he hanker after the honour and glory to be found at the top of the Great Pyramid, or would he rather serve in a place where he knew everybody's business and everybody knew him?
âOf course!' my mother gushed. âPlease, you've come a long way, you must be out of breath. Have a rest, have something to eat.' The formal greeting sounded faintly absurd when addressed to someone who lived only two streets away.
âNot at all, not at all. Now, who do we have here â why, it's Yaotl, isn't it?' He walked straight up to me. âI haven't seen you since ⦠now, let me think â¦'
âI was just going,' I said hastily.
âOh no you aren't,' my father snapped, seizing my arm in a painfully tight grip.
âBut you said â¦'
âYou've probably done enough to offend the gods already,' he snarled. He looked at my mother. âNot to mention her. So you can bloody well stay for the sacrifice.'
âYou don't understand. I have to â¦'
âI know perfectly well what you have to do. You're going to need all the favours the gods can spare you, and you won't help yourself by running out now. So you stay for the sacrifice,' he repeated, in a low but determined voice, âand then you go and find your son!'
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While the priest inspected the little dough figures they had made, my mother, Jade and Honey looked on, as proud and anxious as parents presenting their children for the first time to the masters at a House of Youth.
âThese are beautiful,' the old man said. âYou have all done very well. The gods are honoured to have such devoted servants.'
âWe did our best,' my mother simpered. A slight flush coloured her cheeks. âWe know what is right in this household, and try to live by it.' She glanced reproachfully at me for a moment before turning back to the priest. âHere is the weaving-stick.'
The priest took the implement she handed him, murmuring a few words of thanks as he turned it over in his hands. It was nothing more than one of the flat, curved weaving-sticks that all Aztec women learned to use as little girls, but once a year, in those households that observed the festival of the Coming Down of Water, it served another purpose.
Bending down, he picked Tlaloc up from his tiny reed mat, looked lovingly into the god's shiny little bean eyes for a moment, and then drove the weaving-stick into his breast.
He twisted the stick this way and that, not so hard as to break the figure up, but with the kind of ferocious expression that I had seen on the faces of Fire Priests digging the hearts out of real, living men and women on the sacrificial stone. He bent the god's head back until it was at an angle that would have snapped a human being's neck. Then he put the stick down and pulled a tiny lump of dough out of the figure's chest. He held his prize up towards the East, presenting it triumphantly to the rising Sun, before dropping it into the god's own tiny bowl of sacred wine, just as the Fire Priest would have cast his victim's still-beating heart into the Eagle Vessel.
He did the same to each of the other little statues, one by one, until all the gods were dead and their decapitated, eviscerated bodies lay in the courtyard among their offerings, while their hearts floated and softened in their own bowls of sacred wine. Then he gathered up the bowls and the plates with the tiny tamales and the paper clothes that had adorned the gods, and threw them all on the bonfire.
My family cheered. The ritual had been performed flawlessly, and no doubt they were relieved that the fast was over and the guests were about to arrive and there would be food and drink in plenty.
âThank you!' my mother cried. âYou don't know what it means to us, having this ceremony performed here.'
âMy pleasure,' said the old man. He was already gathering up the reed mats, the little instruments and the remains of the dough figures, all of which would go back to the temple with him. The mats and the instruments were too expensive to burn every year, while the dough was the delicious kind, flavoured with honey, that we made sweets out of, and was part of his payment for performing the rite. âMy best wishes for the rest of the day'
As the first of the guests began to flow through the doorway, bringing with them their offerings, ears of corn, grains of dried maize and paper banners for the children to hang on the pole in the middle of the courtyard, he suddenly turned to me.
âYou too, Cemiquiztli Yaotl. I hope you find what you're looking for.'
He left then, with his offerings gathered in the folds of his cloak, and me staring dumbly after him.
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My mother gave me my cloak back. I might need it, she told me.
âI'm only going to Tlatelolco, not the summit of Mount Popocatepetl,' I pointed out. âAnyway, it's day now, it's starting to warm up â the time I'd have needed it was last night! Look, I told you, it's yours â¦'
âWell then, bring it back when you've finished with it.'
I winced. For all my confidence that I had solved the mystery of Kindly's featherwork, I knew full well that there was no guarantee I would ever be back. Being able to satisfy the
Emperor was one thing, but the Chief Minister was another matter, and his demand was one I could never give into. So Montezuma probably would not have me killed, but unless he exerted himself to save me from my master I might yet die.
âLook, Mother, I might not see you again â¦'
âOh, nonsense,' she snapped. âYou always come back. Now go and do what you have to, and if you could manage not to get that cloak too dirty, I'd appreciate it.'
She turned away quickly. I began to stretch a hand towards her, but I hesitated too long, and she was out of reach, lost among the crowd of her guests.
I headed for the doorway, but Handy was in the way
âWhat about me, then?' he asked plaintively.
âWhat?'
âWhat about me? Look, I know what you're about. You're going to warn your son old Black Feathers is after his blood, and once you're sure he's safely out of the city, you'll go to ground or run away yourself. Well, fine, I'd do the same, but where does it leave me? The old bastard's bound to blame me if you get away â and I can't run. I've a family to think of.'
I looked at him blankly. âUm, right.' His dilemma had never occurred to me. âYou have, yes. Er, well, can't you just tell him you couldn't stop me? No, I suppose not.' Handy stood a head taller than me and had muscles conditioned by his time in the army and years of hard work in the fields and on the city's building sites. He could have picked me up and carried me back to the Chief Minister's palace if he had wanted to.
Glutton, Amaxtli and Jade came up to us. âCome to see you on your way,' Jade said. âWe wanted to make sure you were really going! What's up?'
âHandy's worried he'll get the blame if I manage to find Nimble and help him escape,' I explained.
âOh, that's no problem,' said Jade's husband sourly. âBash him over the head, tie him up and shove him in a ditch somewhere â preferably a long way away from here!'
âJust a moment,' said Handy.
âYou can't do that!' cried Jade.
âWhat, like this?' said Glutton.
My brother was even bigger than Handy Before any of the rest of us knew what he was doing he had stepped up behind him and clouted him on either side of the head with his fists.
We heard a soft thump. Handy's eyes rolled into the top of his head and he fell forward on to the floor.
Jade screamed and rushed towards him.
âI didn't ask you to do that!' I shouted. âYou might have killed him!'
âI didn't feel anything break,' my brother said defensively. âAnyway, it was for his own good, wasn't it?'
I stared at him.
âAre you going, or not?' Amaxtli asked testily.
I looked down at the prone figure of my friend. As far as I could see past my weeping, hysterical sister, he appeared to be breathing normally. I looked at the crowd in the courtyard. Every back was turned towards me, as if telling me I had no further business here.
I did not answer my brother-in-law I just went.
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âWhere is he?'
Kindly's slave Partridge took a step back through the entrance to his master's house. He had to, to avoid being run through by the bronze knife I was pointing at his throat.
âWhere's who? No, you can't come in. The mistress's orders â¦'
âGet out of my way. Or have you learned how to breathe without a windpipe?'
The man stumbled away from me and then turned and fled, shouting for help. I followed him, letting the knife dangle from my fingers.
The fleeing slave almost bumped into his mistress. Lily was standing in the middle of her courtyard, beneath the fig tree that dominated it. In the tree's shadow, against the base of one wall, squatted her father. The old man had a drinking-gourd in his hands, as always, but he was wide awake and staring at me with a quizzical expression.
âHello, Yaotl,' said Lily coolly. She ignored her slave, who was cowering behind her. âWe were expecting you last night.'
âI got held up,' I said drily. âI want to see my son.'
âHe's probably asleep.'
âSo bloody well wake him up, then!' I snapped, waving the knife in front of me furiously.
If Lily found my gesture threatening she did not show it. The corner of her mouth twitched in amusement when she looked at the gleaming blade.
âWhy don't you put that thing away before you cut yourself? And you, Partridge, stop whimpering and do something useful. Go and see if the boy's awake ⦠Ah, no need.'