Seth's Cravings: An Endless Series: Book 2 (37 page)

     It was terrifying and worrisome. I didn’t want him to
have that powerful of an effect on my life. I’d been deceived by someone I
loved, who said they loved me, it made trusting and believing in others
difficult. It wasn’t so easy to put your faith in another in case they might do
the same.

     But my emotions were already involved so there wasn’t
really anything I could do about it now. Sure, I could cut myself off from him cold
turkey…but I didn’t want to do that. Normally, I had more self-discipline, but
with him every thing I knew about myself went out the window. All I knew was
that I wanted to keep him, and not just because my body hummed every time he
was near…
and
exploded every time we touched. Seth was a good man, and he
didn’t seem to mind that Issy and Luka took up a lot of my time. In fact, he
had a great rapport with them.

     I let out a gusty exhale which had Seth chuckling. Feeling
impudent I rolled on top of him, which cut his chuckle short. I tried reading
his expression in the dark, but that wasn’t happening.

     Seth’s hands clamped onto my hips, either to hold me
steady or just to hold me, and I could feel his whole body harden and expand
under me. “What are you doing?” He croaked. His hands molded my flesh but he
remained motionless under me.

     My legs fell to either side of his hips placing my
crotch at his waistband. Putting my hands on the blanket beside his head I
leaned down and whispered against his lips. “I want to kiss you.” I did,
softly, licking his top lip as I pulled away. “My feelings for you are hard to
explain since I’ve never felt anything like them before.” It was unbelievably
difficult exposing my feelings, but I made myself do it because he had done the
same. “You draw sensations from me that scare me; I don’t like feeling this
vulnerable to you.”

     “Why do they make you feel vulnerable?” His hands
caressed firmly over my back.

     I sighed in pleasure. He knew just how to touch me.
“Because you could hurt me.” Even though he couldn’t see my face I laid my head
on his chest in an effort at hiding myself. Normally I wasn’t one to hide, but
I wasn’t accustomed to laying myself open like this.   

     His arms hugged me closer in comfort, but comfort
wasn’t the only thing I was feeling in his arms. Laying on top of him our
bodies aligned perfectly; groins touching, soft to hard, my breasts flat
against his solid chest, my blood singing and pulsing to all my erogenous
zones. I breathed deeply in an effort to control them but only got a
concentrated whiff of his masculine scent which made things worse.

     Seth’s hands roamed my back, from the tops of my
buttocks to my nape. “The last thing I want to do is hurt you, Nadia.” He said
huskily.

     My thoughts were scrambling as my body throbbed. The intimate
contact of our bodies was not conductive to rational conversation. All I wanted
to do was rub, press, and touch.

     I’m pretty sure Seth had turned me into a sex starved
teenager.

     Shifting up his body I stuffed my face in the crook of
his neck inhaling again, and then had to take a taste. I licked and kissed his
skin, it tasted warm and salty and incredible. My hands that had been lying
passively on the blanket latched onto his muscular shoulders, kneading them…learning
them.

     Seth’s grip tightened on my hips and he groaned.
“Nadia, really, I didn’t bring you up here for sex.”

     “I believe you.” Even though my body wanted it I knew
it was just too soon for that. We’d only been seeing each other for two weeks. “And
we won’t, but I need a little bit more than what we’ve been doing on my couch.
Don’t you?” I licked his neck teasingly.

     His hands shifted to cup my buttocks making my breath
gust heavily out of my mouth. “We are all alone out here, and I’m dying for
you. I don’t know if I’ll be able to control myself.” His hands squeezed
causing both of us to groan.

     Rising up off of his chest I sat astride him. “I trust
you.” I said, repeating the words he offered me earlier. My palms stroked down
his shirt covered chest hating the barrier. I’d gotten to touch some of his
chest in the last week, but it hadn’t been enough, and I hadn’t seen it all since
the beach. “We’ll just make sure to keep our underwear on…” I gave a tug to his
shirt, “but this needs to come off, because I’ve been
dying
to get my
hands all over that chest.”

     Seth went still under me, possibly deciding, and I
loved that he took a moment to mull over the consequences. It supported the
fact that he didn’t just want in my pants. I decided to give him some
incentive. Gripping my shirt at the hem I lifted it over my head revealing my white
lacy bra.

     His body hardened with tension under mine. “Damn woman,
you’re killing me.” Seth’s hands stroked my naked sides leaving spikes of
electricity in their wake.

     I suddenly realized that I wouldn’t be able to see his
chest and I really wanted to examine it closely. Tilting sideways I placed my
shirt over the lantern and then turned it on. The shirt dimmed the brightness
of the light while still giving off a soft glow to our small area allowing me
to make out Seth’s body and features somewhat clearly.

     With a small amount of trepidation at the bold move I
was about to make I reached back and unlatched my bra. Seth’s hands froze and
he watched me with concentrated focus, but when I lowered my hands my bra
remained in place.

     “Should I stop?” I asked with a teasing curl of my lip,
but my heart was beating crazily at how audacious I was being.

     Seth’s answer was to rise up slightly to tug off his
shirt revealing all those lovely muscles. “
Oro
(wow)!” I stared in
wonderment because the man was fine; from the light smattering of short hairs
on his immense chest, his small hard nipples, to his narrow waist with defined muscles
and thin shadow of dark hairs trailing down into his pants.

     I bent forward to touch him and my bra slipped down my
arms. With my heart still beating wildly I tossed it to the side.

     “Fuck! I knew they would be spectacular.” Seth husky
voice sounded almost reverent making my insides quiver.

     Instead of trepidation, my heart now thumped madly in
delight knowing he liked what he saw. As my hands began examining all that
glorious skin of his, his hands skimmed up my sides to the undersides of my breasts
cupping them. A graze across each of my overly sensitive areolas had my eyes
flying to his on a gasp of acute pleasure.

     “Oh, honey, these nipples are a work of art.” He
declared in the same awed tone. 

     I knew my areoles were larger than normal, slightly bigger
than a half dollar. I looked at Seth in slight nervousness hoping he didn’t
think they were ugly. “You don’t zink zey look…abnormal?”

     He couldn’t seem to tear his gaze away from them as his
thumbs circled, stroking over each budding nipple. “They’re fucking beautiful…and
I know they love to be touched.” His hands splayed over my back as his upper
torso rose from the blanket, and the next instant his mouth latched onto one
breast engulfing it. 

     Crying out in severe pleasure my fingers tunneled
through his soft hair clutching at it to hold his hot mouth right where it was.
My eyes closed in bliss as his mouth and tongue did spine-tingling things to my
engorged and undeniably
receptive
flesh. He tormented and soothed at the
same time; sucking strongly, laving softly, nipping playfully and then not so
playfully, before suckling sweetly.

     Seth was ruthless in his attentions, and he was slowly driving
me insane. I dug my fingers into his scalp harder which just had him switching
sides to devour the other breast even more greedily. I loved how forceful he
was with me. It made me want to lie down and let him do whatever he
wanted…which was very much unlike me. But the man had a tremendously powerful
hold over me.   

     When Seth had shifted earlier to a sitting position
he’d moved me further down onto his groin and I was now perfectly aligned over
the massive bulge in his pants. The rigidity of it rubbing against my barely
covered center had me squirming in rising urgency attempting to get some
friction and pressure.

     The man had scarcely touched me and I wanted to throw
everything to the wind and have him take me.   

     Seth groaned long and deep and suddenly I was spun
around roughly. I was now the one lying on the blanket with Seth pressed down
on top of me, his thighs straddling my leg, pressing against my mound. His
hands clasped my face between his large palms holding my head still for his
marauding mouth as his tongue slid deep inside aggressively seeking my
participation.

     There was no thought of not participating in the kiss
and I met his tongue eagerly. My hands stroked over his shoulders and down his
back, loving his solidness, and then slid under the waistband of his pants. My outside
leg bent in an attempt to get more contact between his thigh and the apex of my
throbbing groin.

     It worked and I moaned in delirium at the delicious
friction.

     Seth broke contact with my mouth to move to my neck. “I
have never tasted anything sweeter than you, and I could savor you all night
long…every night.” He growled continuing his foray down to my naked chest
cupping my breasts to suck hard, drawing my nipple to almost the back of his throat.
It was both a painful and pleasurable tug.

     “Auhhh…Sez” I cried and squirmed even more. My need was
becoming desperate. Only he did this to me.

     Seth released my flesh with a wet ‘pop’ and continued
down to the length of my stomach raining kisses along the way. My hands seized
his hair again just for something to hold on to.

     “I’m going to taste you, Nadia. I’m going to give you
what all that wiggling can’t. If you want me to stop tell me now.” Seth rumbled
against the skin of my stomach.

     I panted in out-of-control desire gazing down at him.
His large frame was hunched over me, his dark eyes staring up at me hotly,
breathing hard. “
Pozhaluysta
…
Ty mne
nuzhen
…I need you” I whimpered,
my mind void of any thought but relief.   

     His face tightened further making him look
intimidating, but I didn’t feel threatened. I only received another rush of
pulsating heat to my groin. Running his hands up my naked thighs he flipped my
skirt up, he then yanked my delicate panties down forcefully and I felt a snap
on one side as Seth pulled them from my legs. This only ramped up my
excitement.

     Then his mouth latched onto my wet, aching core.

     I screamed at the shocking contact. It was unbelievable
how good it felt. There were no words, only feelings. His head was out of reach
so all I could do was grip the blanket tightly as electric bolts of ecstasy
blasted through me.

     Seth’s hands went under my rear grasping me roughly and
pulling me closer to his amazing mouth with a growly grunt of approval. “God,
your ass.” His lips caressed and sucked everywhere, while his tongue ran along
the inside of my folds, licking and rubbing. The pressure inside of me was
building, tightening, and all I could do was pant and whimper through it.

     “You taste so fucking good. You go to my head like
nothing else.” Seth groaned. Fingers entered me, sliding and twisting through
the copious wetness, adding a whole new sense of fullness causing the cliffs edge
to come closer. “So soft, so wet…and so, so tight.”

     “Sez…
da
…” My legs began to tremble and I could
feel my inner muscles constricting around the fingers inside of me.

     “That’s it, Nadia. Come for me, let me hear you
scream.” Suddenly, his lips latched onto my clit and sucked hard, fingers
rubbed at a spot inside of me, and then I felt a sharp, shocking slap to my
mound.

     I cried out as my internal muscles clenched in
unbearable pleasure. Then there was another slap, and another, and I fell. My
body stiffened painfully, arched, and then exploded into pieces that seemed to
rain like stars from the sky. I may have screamed, but I don’t remember,
because my mind went blank and numb.

     When the earth-shattering release finally subsided my
body slumped and I lay there gasping in repletion feeling completely boneless.  

     Awareness came back to me slowly and shock seeped in. What
the hell just happened! I’d only wanted to do a little more touching, but we passed
that point like a high-speed freight train. And while I should feel somewhat
chagrined at my…or rather
our
excess, I just wanted to make him feel the
same way.

     I was completely lost.

     And my heart was unquestionably involved. 

Chapter Twenty-Two

SETH

     I looked up between Nadia’s smooth thighs as she
detonated just like last time, her screams echoing through the night. I was
hurting like a mother-f’er, but watching her go over was one of the most
beautiful things I’d ever heard. My heart swelled in satisfaction and…well, I
wasn’t sure what else, but it was undeniably significant.

     Yes, we’d gone from zero to sixty again, but I wasn’t feeling
any regrets, and I hoped like hell she didn’t either. When she’d taken off her
shirt I had tried to be noble, warning her that I was hanging by a thread…hungered
for her too damn much…but she’d said she trusted me and kept going.