SAVAGE LOVE (A Back Down Devil MC Romance Novel) (42 page)

nineteen.

Emily
’
s
hands kept shaking. She was stuck between two bikers and she didn
’
t feel safe. She couldn
’
t help but feel like someone was
going to just walk up and put a gun to her head. In her heart she swore she
trusted Gaige and she trusted Back Down Devil MC, but a guy like Max would
sacrifice his own life just to make sure Emily was dead.

“
Drink
up, babe,
”
Blaine said.
“
I
’
m
telling you, it
’
ll calm
your nerves.
”

Emily lifted the shot glass and the
whiskey burned her lips the second the liquid touched her. She shook her head.

“
I
can
’
t.
”

“
Sure
you can,
”
Blaine said.
“
It
’
ll
go down hard but that
’
s
just life.
”

“
Cheers,
”
Emily whispered.

“
Cheers,
babe,
”
Blaine said.

Emily closed her eyes and took the
shot. It was horrific and it burned all the way down to her stomach. She
groaned and started to cough. Blaine gave her his beer. Emily drank from the
bottle and then put it down. She blinked through the tears and looked at a
smiling Blaine. There was actually a sense of sincerity in his eyes, for as
sick as the man was.

“
I
don
’
t blame you for Rachel
dying,
”
Emily said.

“
Whoa,
”
Blaine said.
“
We need another shot.
”

Two fresh shots were placed in
front of Emily and Blaine. Emily took the glass and held it up.
“
Did you hear me?
”

“
I
heard, baby.
”

Emily took the second shot and it
didn
’
t burn as bad.

“
A
third?
”
Blaine asked as he
wiped his mouth.

“
No.
No. I can
’
t.
”

There was a little silence and then
Blaine sighed.
“
You know, I
usually don
’
t give a fuck
about much, but I am sorry for what happened. I carried her to her car and set
her up. I looked at her. Touched her cheek.
”
Blaine smiled.
“
I even
cupped one of her breasts, which got me hard.
”

“
Fuck,
”
Nate said.
“
What
’
s wrong with you?
”

“
I
’
m being honest,
”
Blaine said.
“
The point is
…
I looked at her and I felt bad
for you, Emily. I
’
m glad
you
’
re here with us.
Whatever Gaige promises, he will make good on it.
”

“
I
believe that,
”
Emily said.

“
Good.
He
’
s a good fucking guy. I
’
d take a bullet for him.
”

“
I
think he
’
d take one for
you.
”

“
We
’
d all take bullets for each
other,
”
Nate said.
“
That
’
s what the outside world doesn
’
t get about it. It
’
s not about the leather, the
motorcycles, the guns, the money
…
or even the pussy.
”

“
Hey,
wait a second,
”
Blaine
said.

Emily laughed.

“
It
’
s about a brotherhood,
”
Nate said. He stared down at
Emily.
“
It
’
s a deep connection.
”

Emily took a shaky breath and
flicked the empty shot glass.
“
One
more.
”

“
There
’
s a girl,
”
Blaine called out and clapped.

He whistled and then two more shots
were poured. Emily grabbed the shot glass and threw it back. Blaine cheered and
whistled for her. It was the exact moment when all the shots started to hit
her. She let out a deep breath and everything around her looked fuzzy.

Nate put one of his giant hands
over the empty shot glass and put it to the end of the bar.
“
That
’
s enough for now.
”

Emily looked at Nate.
“
You
’
re not that tough, you know?
”

“
Whoa,
”
Blaine said.
“
She
’
s a tough drunk.
”

Nate smiled at Emily.
“
You
’
re lucky Gaige has you.
”

“
Why
’
s that?
”
Emily teased.

Nate stood up and walked away
without responding.

“
Don
’
t mind him,
”
Blaine said.
“
He
’
s
stuck somewhere between here and hell.
”

“
Aren
’
t we all?
”

Blaine laughed.

Gaige and Miller came into the
clubhouse. Miller headed right to the bar while Gaige headed for Emily.

“
Give
me those fucking lips.
”
He
kissed Emily and then licked his lips.
“
Were
you drinking?
”

“
She
took three fucking shots,
”
Blaine said.

“
Really?
”
Gaige asked.

“
Need
to blur my mind.
”

Gaige frowned.
“
Yeah, that was a fuck of a day,
huh?
”

Emily nodded.

“
You
know, one more shot and you could have ended up in bed with Blaine.
”

“
Never,
”
Emily yelled. She looked back
at Blaine.
“
No offense.
”

“
Thanks,
”
Blaine said.
“
But trust me, babe, if you had
it just once
…”

“
That
’
s enough of that talk,
”
Gaige said as he put an arm
around Emily.
“
Come on,
beautiful, let
’
s go talk.
”

“
And
fuck,
”
Blaine added. He
stood up too and looked around.
“
Speaking
of which
…
I smell pussy
…”

“
How
can he be so gross one second and then kind of be normal the next?
”
Emily asked.

“
It
’
s one of the mysteries of the
universe,
”
Gaige said.

Before Gaige could close the
bedroom door, Emily had the urge to fuck him. She rushed at him and grabbed his
leather, pulling him in for a kiss. They kissed hard and deep.

“
Whoa,
beautiful,
”
Gaige said,
pulling back.

“
No,
”
Emily said.
“
Don
’
t be a fucking pussy, Gaige. Fuck me. Bend me over
the bed and fuck me.
”

“
Did
you just call me a pussy?
”

“
Yeah,
I did.
”

Gaige lifted Emily off her feet and
carried her to the bed. His eyes were on fire. His lip curled. He was pissed
off. Emily touched between his legs.
He was hard.

“
Turn
the fuck around,
”
Gaige
ordered.

Emily spun around and Gaige tore at
her pants. Just like in the bathroom, he stepped where her pants were down to
her knees, taking them the rest of the way down. He slid his hand into Emily
’
s panties from behind, forcing
two fingers between her soft cheeks. He applied pressure at her other hole,
making Emily jump and groan.

“
You
like that?
”
Gaige asked.

“
Just
fuck me,
”
Emily said.
“
Please.
”

Gaige
’
s
fingers continued down and around Emily
’
s
sexist curve. He forced his two fingers into her wet pussy, massaging her
tender walls. Emily threw her head and hair back.

“
Everyone
’
s going to hear you,
”
Gaige said.

“
I
don
’
t care.
”

He ripped Emily
’
s panties completely off her
legs, and forced her to bend over. She looked back as Gaige unzipped his jeans.

“
Just
do it,
”
Emily said.
“
Bare
…”

“
Beautiful,
I
’
m not going to be a
fucking father
…”

“
Pull
out and cover me,
”
Emily
said.

She couldn
’
t believe what she was saying. The whiskey rolling
through her veins made her feel wild. Looking at Gaige
’
s sexy face and then his perfect cock turned her on
even more.

Gaige stroked himself once and then
pressed his thickness to her body. With a grunt and a thrust, he was inside
Emily. Losing her breath for a moment, Emily managed a couple weak whimpers
before her breath came back and she cried out.

When she felt Gaige
’
s hands come down against her
ass hard, the pain was sent through her body, mixing with the pleasure. Gaige
gripped her hips tight and started to pump at her. The deep and thorough
thrusts brought Emily to orgasm within seconds. As she squeezed and pulled at
Gaige, he groaned.

“
Fuck,
beautiful, you
’
re going to
make come already,
”
Gaige
said.

“
Then
do it,
”
Emily said.

She thrust herself back at Gaige.
The sex became hotter, faster, and harder. The sound of Gaige
’
s body colliding with her was
almost as intoxicating as the whiskey shots. Each time Gaige came forward Emily
had no choice but to scream. The pleasure was just too much to let go to waste.

Emily had her head down, her eyes
shut, taking Gaige over and over. The whiskey had her drunk and Gaige fucking
her made her feel high. As Gaige sped up even more, she felt him thickening,
ready to explode.

Gaige groaned and suddenly pulled
himself from Emily
’
s body.
Gaige
’
s cock began to spill
all over her. She felt the warm thickness spread across her ass as tears filled
her eyes. She couldn
’
t
believe this was happening to her. Gaige continued to groan as he stroked
himself, releasing more and more of himself onto her body.

“
Oh,
fuck,
”
Gaige finally said
with an exhaled.
“
That was
fucking great.
”

Emily nodded. She sucked in air and
knew it was a dead giveaway that she was crying.

“
Look
at me, beautiful,
”
Gaige
said.

Emily shook her head.

Gaige reached for Emily
’
s shoulders and pulled her up.
Emily felt Gaige
’
s warm
release run down her ass. It tickled yet felt good at the same time. Gaige
turned her around and looked shocked.

“
You
’
re crying,
”
he said.
“
What
’
s wrong?
”

“
Nothing,
”
Emily whispered.

He tucked himself into his pants
and zipped them up. He then rushed for a towel and gave it to Emily to clean
herself up with. The tears wouldn
’
t
stop coming as she wiped Gaige
’
s
orgasm off her ass. It was extremely awkward, but Emily couldn
’
t control it. Gaige stood with
his arms folded, watching Emily lift her jeans over her bare ass since he
destroyed her panties.

“
I
’
m sorry,
”
she whispered.

“
What
’
s wrong?
”

“
Just
everything got to me at once,
”
Emily said.
“
The whiskey.
The thoughts. You inside me.
”

“
Fuck,
you are an emotional drunk, beautiful,
”
Gaige said. He gently touched Emily
’
s
waist and pulled her close.
“
I
don
’
t know what to say
right now. This is because of that shooting.
”

“
It
’
s everything,
”
Emily said.
“
I saw two people die
…
one of them my best friend. Her
father is going to hurt you, probably me too. And then Max
…”