Safeguard (2 page)

The senator said angrily, “This is not a partisan—"

"Of course not,” Katherine said wearily. “But you've already commissioned a feasibility study for a self-contained and completely secure dome to—"

"How do you know that, madame? How?"

She just stared at him. Then she said, in a different voice, “I was with the original team that extracted the children from behind enemy lines, and I just told you that your information chain is not secure. How would I not know?

"Senator—grow up."

Cautiously Li stamped one bare foot on the ground. It didn't move. He said, startled to hear his own voice so high, so squeaky, “Is anybody hurt?"

"No,” Jana said. Sudie said, “Find the cartoon about the right thing to do if the world breaks."

"There's no cartoon for that,” Jana said. She looked at Li. “What should we do?"

"I don't know,” Li said, because he didn't. How could the
world
break?

"Let's go to the leaving door,” Jana said. “Maybe Taney will come."

They wound their way to the far end of the world, Jana in the lead, Li lagging behind to look at everything. Trees fallen to the ground or leaning over. Big pieces of the sky on the ground—what if one of those had fallen on the Grove? And then, almost to the pond and the leaving door—

"Stop,” Li said, and looked, and couldn't stop looking.

Sudie breathed, “What
is
it?"

Li took a long time to find the right words. “It's a crack in the world."

A narrow jagged break, just like when he cracked a stick on a hard stone. The break started at the ground and he could follow it with his eyes up the sky to a place where pieces of sky had fallen, making a white pile. Jana started toward the crack, stopped, started again. Li followed her. After a moment Kim darted after them both, frantically trying to lick their faces.

"Not now, Kim!” Li snapped. He stood beside Jana at the crack and they both peered through.

"What is it, Li?” Jana whispered.

"It's ... it's another world. Where Taney goes when she leaves us."

Jana turned her thin body sideways and squeezed through. Li said, “No! You don't—"

"We need to find Taney, don't we?” Jana said.

Li didn't know. He didn't know anything any more. The world on the other side of the crack looked so different.... All at once he wanted to see more of it, see it all. He turned sideways and pushed himself through, scraping skin off his shoulders. Immediately Sudie and Kim began to howl.

"Stop that!” Jana said. “We're going to find Taney! Sudie, push Kim through."

Kim was the biggest but very strong and flexible; she wiggled herself through easily. Once out, she just stared from the tiny eyes in her broad, flat face. She didn't even try to lick anybody. For once Li knew how Kim felt. He had walked a few steps away from the old world and he couldn't stop staring.

Rocky, wrinkled ground stretched away on all sides—so much ground! Li's stomach flopped; this world was so
big
. But empty. He saw no palms, no bushes, no flowers, nothing but ground that was red and white and brown, endless ground, and far, far away the ground rose up high, blue with white on top, and above that—

The sky of this world was blue, not white, and it went on forever. Forever, so high above that Li's head wrinkled inside just like the ground. All this ... and Taney had never told them. Why not?

"Li, Sudie won't fit,” Jana said. “She's too fat for the break in the world."

Sudie had reached one arm through the crack and was frantically waving it and howling. Li wanted her to shut up; he wanted to go on looking and looking. The endless ground was covered with rocks, hundreds of rocks; for the first time, Li understood what the numbers cartoon meant by “hundreds.” Rocks red and white and gray and black, all sizes and shapes, some tiny as a thumb and some bigger than Li, some—

"Li, she won't
fit
,” Jana said. Sudie howled louder. Jana said, “Oh, be quiet, Sudie, we're not going to leave you. Li?"

"Tell her to go roll in the mud by the pond and get all wet and slippery."

Sudie did, and eventually they pulled her through, although not without making blood come out on her arms and shoulders and hips. Sudie didn't seem to mind the blood. But she took one look at the new world and promptly began howling again, plopping down onto the ground and covering her head with her bloody arms.

Something very bright came into the new sky over the top of the old world. Li tried to look at it and couldn't; it hurt his eyes too much. Fear filled him.

Jana gasped, “What's that? Sudie, shut up!” Kim began licking all their faces.

The bright thing didn't seem to be falling on them. Li said, “I think ... I think it's morning."

"That's silly,” Jana said. “Morning comes all over the whole sky at the same time."

"Not in this world,” Li said. He felt a little dizzy, as if he'd been playing the spinning game. “Jana, this place is so
big
."

"Then how are we going to find Taney? I think we should walk on the path.” She pointed.

Li had to turn his back on the morning and squint before he could see what she pointed at. A faint path, no more than a pressing down of rocks, led away from the real world. Closest to him, it had a broken pattern of triangles in the dust.

"Come on, Sudie,” Jana said. “Get up. We're going to find Taney. Li, follow me and she'll come, too."

Li followed Jana, who didn't look around but just walked fast on her thin, long legs. Sudie and Kim stumbled after them, Sudie complaining that all the stones on the ground hurt her feet. Jana seemed to have become the leader now, but Li didn't care about that, or his feet. All he wanted to do was look and look.

Rocks, growing redder as the morning rose in the sky. The morning looked like a rock, too, brighter and brighter, so that looking at it for even a second hurt Li's eyes. And there, on that flat rock...

Sudie started to scream again. Jana, who had used up all her kindness, hit her. The thing on the rock scurried away, underneath more stones. Li said, “Don't hit Sudie, Jana!” at the same minute that Jana said, “I'm sorry. She won't—what was that, Li?"

"It was alive, I think,” Li said uncertainly. “Like birds."

"Then why didn't it fly away?"

"I don't know.” He had never seen anything alive except themselves, Taney, and the birds in the old world. A memory came, himself asking Taney,
"What do the birds eat?” “The world gives them food high up on the sky,
” she'd answered, “
just like the feeder gives you food. The world keeps you both safe.
"

They weren't in that world anymore. Li said, “Watch out for other living things. Don't step on any because you might hurt them. You might even make them dead.” They had all seen dead birds in the real world. Taney always took the bodies away with her.

They walked for a long time. The morning rock in the sky got brighter still. Something was wrong with the air; it got way too hot. Li was very thirsty but there was nothing to drink. They walked silently, even Sudie, and Li began to feel very afraid. The hard-to-see path didn't seem to go anywhere. Why would there be a path that didn't go anywhere? What if they couldn't find Taney?

"Look,” Sudie said as they trudged over a low rise, “a big path!"

She was right, but this path was different: very wide and very straight and very hot. Putting a foot on the black stone, Li yelped and immediately pulled it back. But immediately he forgot about the pain. Something was coming very fast along the path.

Sudie screamed until Jana raised her hand and Sudie stopped. Li could feel Jana tremble beside him. All four children huddled into a knot. The thing made a lot of noise, growing bigger and bigger until it stopped with the loudest noise yet and a person jumped out.

A person who was not Taney, and not in a slippery white covering or a faceplate
. Again Li's mind wrinkled and dizzied. Even Sudie was too scared to make noise. The only one who moved was Kim, licking everyone's faces.

"Oh my God, you kids caught in the earthquake? What in hell happened to you? Jack, one of ‘em's bleeding!"

Another person got out of the moving thing. Now Li could see that the thing wasn't alive, like the not-bird had been, but it still made puffing noises. The second person had a lot of hair growing on his face, which looked silly and scary. But his voice was kind. “Where's your folks? And your clothes? Sally, they look damn near dehydrated. Get the water. Kids, what happened?"

Jana said, “We have to find Taney."

"Taney? Is that a town?"

Jana said, Li wondering at her bravery, “Taney's a person. The world broke and before that the feeders didn't give us any food and we have to find Taney!"

The person with the hair on his face looked away from Jana. His face above the hair looked very red. The other person came hurrying toward them with a white thing in her hand. “Here, drink first. Jack, go get some sheets or something from the trunk. Poor kids must have been asleep when the quake hit, you know these hippie tourists just let their kids sleep buck naked, it's a disgrace but even so—"

Li stopped listening to her words, which after all didn't even make sense. The white thing was sort of like a food bowl closed at the top and sort of like the spring faucet in the real world, giving out water. Li passed it first to Kim, as always, who drank greedily, the water dribbling down her chest. Then Jana, then Sudie, and by the time it got to Li, he felt he couldn't wait another moment. Nothing had ever tasted as good as that water, nothing.

The person called Sally handed a big thin blanket to Jana, who let it drop to the ground. “Put it on you, for God's sake,” Sally said, and the kindness in her voice was getting used up.

Jack still not looking at them, said, “Sal, I think maybe they're in shock. Or maybe a little feeble-minded."

"Oh!” Sally said, and she looked at Kim, still trying to lick Sudie's face. “Oh, of course, poor things. Here, honey, let me help you.” She picked up the blanket, tore it in half, and began to wrap Jana in it.

Jana pushed away. “It's not time to sleep!"

"Jana, let her,” Li said. He didn't know what these people were doing, but the kindness had come back into Sally's voice, and they were going to need kindness, Li realized, to find Taney. This place was much different from the real world. Brighter and harder and hungrier and bigger.

From the corner of his eye he saw another of the not-birds watching him, stretched out on a flat gray rock. Its eyes were shiny and black as pebbles.

Sally tied blanket pieces around all of them and said, very slowly, “Now get out of this sun and into the car before you all broil. Honey, you're burning already, and bleeding, too. You get hit by debris in the quake?"

She was looking at Sudie, but Li answered. “She got scraped by the crack in the world."

"I knew it. Get in, get in!"

The “car” was just another covering, made of the same material as the place the sky met the ground in the real world. Inside the car, however, the air was more like the real world: cooler and not so bright. The four of them squeezed into a space in the back, and Sally and Jack climbed into the front space. Sally turned around.

"Now what all are your names?” She still spoke very slowly, making each word with her lips all pushed out.

Li said, “I'm Li. This is Jana and Sudie and Kim."

"Good,” Sally said, smiling wide as a cartoon person. “Now tell Aunt Sally what happened. How you got all alone out on the desert."

Li said, “The ground shook last night and then this morning the world broke. We squeezed out through a crack in the sky and walked. We have to find Taney."

"Is Taney a town, son?” Jack said.

Li didn't know what a town was. “Taney's a person. She takes care of us."

"A foster mother?” Sally said.

Jack said, “I don't think a foster mother could handle four retards, Sal. More likely some sort of institution. Might be in East Lancaster."

"Doubt it,” Sally said. “East Lancaster got hit pretty hard by the depression, only been minimal facilities there for fifteen years, and now with the quake and all...."

"Well, them kids didn't walk very far buck-naked in the desert,” Jack said. Li could hear that the kindness was getting used up in his voice. “Somebody must of took them camping or something. But I can't go racketing around looking for some institution when we need to see how badly our place got hit. Best bring them home with us tonight and check the Internet for this ‘Taney.’”

"Right,” Sally said. “Kids, don't worry, everything'll be all right."

Jack snorted.

The covering round them leapt forward and Sudie screamed. Jana pinched her hard and Sudie stopped, although she didn't look any less terrified. Kim began licking Sudie's face. Sally watched a minute and then turned away, the tips of her mouth turning down. Li didn't want Sally's kindness to get used up again. He leaned forward.

"Sally, thank you so much for the water. It was very good."

"Oh, God, you're welcome,” Sally said.

"My name is Li. Not God."

Jack laughed. “He's not so dumb after all!"

The “car” walked a long way, and everywhere on the long way looked the same. Li watched everything, inside and outside the car, until despite himself, he fell asleep. He woke up when the car stopped at a big square thing which, Li realized when they went inside it, was another world, with its own ground and sky. How many worlds were there?

"Still standing, by the grace of God,” Sally said. “We're damn lucky. Jack, you get on that computer and start searching. Li, what did you say your last name was?"

"My name is Li."

"No, honey, your
other
name."

Li just stared. He had no other name. Jack sighed and went around a part of this world's sky. The place the children stood in was cool and dim, with large, funny-shaped rocks covered in blankets to sit on, and a feeder. The children crowded near it, waiting.

"Y'all are hungry, right?” Sally said. “Can't say as I blame you. Well, go ahead sit at the table and I'll rustle up something. A lot of smashed crockery in the kitchen, but that can wait."