ROMAN (Lane Brothers Book 5) (51 page)

“I…I wanted to prove to you that I don’t just want you for sex,” he mutters, and it takes me a minute to process that statement before a laugh bubbles out.

“On our honeymoon?”

I’m doing my utmost not to laugh so hard I snort, but it’s almost impossible when he stops pacing and glares at me in that oh so familiar way.

“Possibly a miscalculation,” he concedes before throwing me a dirty look. “You didn’t exactly help either. I almost lost an eye when you walked out of the bathroom completely naked.”

“Ah, so you did notice.”

He curses and mutters, giving me a sardonic look.

“Of course I did. I had to walk to another cabin with a hard on that took an hour to subside. An old lady and her husband caught me. And winked. It was the most embarrassing situation I’ve ever been in.”

“I bet that gave them something big to talk about,” I snort.

“Very big.”

He smiles as he says it, and I giggle, feeling relieved and lightheaded at once. Relieved because, well, hearing that my body is banging hot enough to get that sort of reaction is great. Lightheaded because now I kinda don’t need him to say it anymore.

Even if he doesn’t love me, that’s as close as it gets, and that’s more than okay.

“I love you, Gregory Lucas,” I whisper, choking up a little. “Even though you tortured me on our honeymoon and made me miserable the first week of our marriage.”

I tack that on because, while I’m feeling charitable, I’m not dumb. He still has a lot of making up to do, and I’m going to enjoy every second of it.

His face lights up and he grabs me, kissing me so thoroughly my toes curl.

“Say it again. Please.”

“I love you. Love you. Love you,” I whisper against his lips, peppering him with soft kisses that promise so much more. “Wait. I haven’t given you your gift yet.”

I push away and dart to the closet, coming back with a nervous skip. He frowns and takes my offering, sitting on the edge of the bed.

“You already gave me what I wanted, darlin’.”

He’s so solemn and cute I can’t resist another kiss before urging him to open it. I’m so excited and jittery I have to fight the urge not to open it myself.

It’s worth the agitation, though, when he carefully pulls back the wrapping to reveal the small rectangular box. A laugh bubbles up, and I grin, knowing that look.

He thinks I’ve bought him man jewelry — as if — and his trepidation about opening it is hurting my feelings.

“Darlin’—”

“Oh shut up and open it already. I’m dying here.”

When he does finally swallow and lift the lid, I’m actually jumping up and down and clapping like a five-year-old. What I’ve gotten him is a very rare baseball card that I practically had to sell my soul for, it’s so rare.

Let’s just say I’m super grateful I don’t actually need my paycheck, because it’s gone.

“Where? How?” he breathes, running reverent fingers over the thin card.

“Your mom told me. I found this collector, and, well, let’s just say I made him an offer his wife couldn’t refuse. Your mom went and got it for me, seeing as Mr Suspicious wouldn’t let me out of his sight,” I mutter pointedly.

He blushes and pulls me close, burying his face in my chest.

“I’m never going to live that down, am I?”

“Nope. Now come on, birthday boy, your guests await.”

It’s hard to say, and even harder to pull back when his tongue peeks out and licks at the valley between my breasts.

“Make them go away. I want to stay here, with you.”

I laugh all the way downstairs, and as he blows out his candles.

They say bad luck comes in threes, so I figure I deserve a good threesome in the “good things come to those who wait” department. But thinking is not reality, and I realize that when my now slightly tipsy husband presses a plate of birthday cake into my hand and informs me that his parents will be spending the night.

Yay.

The party finally winds down by one in the morning, and I close the door with a groan and kick my shoes off in two different directions. God, what I wouldn’t give for a foot transplant right now.

“A true lady would disrobe in the privacy of her own bedroom, Hannah. But then, I don’t suppose you know any better,” I hear, and I come away from the door with a grunt of annoyance.

Just what I need, another lecture from the world’s biggest lemon.

“That’s enough, Mother.”

My lips curl upward at the sound of Greg’s voice, and I make my way to him with a moan.

“Come on, hot stuff, let’s go to bed.”

I’m not looking for an argument with his saintly mother, and I’ve had such a good night I just want to fall asleep still feeling happy.

“No, we’re not going anywhere till Mother apologizes to you.”

Okay, maybe I can consider this a good thing. And expect one more happy moment. Threes, right?

“Never mind, Greg. Let’s just—”

“No,” he says harshly, shutting me up. “She just insulted you for no good reason, and I can’t accept that.”

My arms are pulled down from around his neck, and he turns me, pulling my back to his front, and forces me to face Patricia. Her mouth is even tighter than usual, if that’s possible, and I can see her light brown eyes glazing with what can only be shocked anger.

I’m shocked too, and a mite hesitant, and while he’s slightly buzzed and loose of limb, I can feel the tension and his own anger radiating out of him.

“Mom.”

His voice is a low bark of command that makes me cringe.

“This really isn’t necessary,” I mumble, wanting it all to end so I can go back to my own happy buzz.

“It is,” he insists, and I see her nostrils flare minutely before she pins me with a scorn-filled gaze.

“I apologize, Hannah.”

I can hear and see how grudgingly she offers it and fight a giggle, not wanting to piss anyone off more than is necessary.

“Han is my wife, Mom, and she will be the mother of your grandchildren. If you can’t keep a civil tongue in your head, please don’t bother coming to our home.”

I literally hear car brakes screeching in my head for a second as a what-the-F moment hits me like a ton of bricks. I do not like Patricia Lucas, and odds are I’ll spend the rest of my life trying to avoid her and anything to do with her — Greg not included — but she’s his mom, and I understand the power of family.

When you’ve lost both parents and three of four grandparents, and your only sibling is an A-hole, you develop an appreciation for family. I can’t — no, I
won’t
allow him to alienate his family because of one silly comment I haven’t taken to heart.

“No,” I say, turning to face him and then Patricia. “That is not an acceptable option. Your family will always be welcome here, and that’s non-negotiable. Patricia, stop being so stuck up and nasty to me and we won’t have any problems. If you don’t like me, that’s fine, just keep it to yourself and we’ll get along great. Greg, you owe your mom an apology for being so disrespectful.”

“Darlin’—”

“No!” I yell, rounding on them both.

I can see where Greg gets his stubbornness from, and it pulls at my lips when I see her eyes narrow in just the way I see on a daily basis from my husband. They’re both so…impossible, and yet it tickles me pink to see Greg come up against a brick wall I know he can’t topple without me.

“You will apologize to each other right now, and then we’ll all get over it and start planning Thanksgiving and Christmas and all the holidays family is supposed to spend together.”

I can actually feel my skin shrinking as I say it, but I’m gratified when she breaks eye contact with Greg and looks over at me, her surprise clear.

“Don’t get so worked up, Hannah dear. They’re both of them stubborn as mules and impossible to manage. Ask me, I’ve lived with it for years.”

I titter quietly as Bryce Lucas wends his way downstairs and pulls his wife into a soft hug.

“Patty, darlin’, why don’t you say sorry to little Han and stop pretending you’re so full of piss and vinegar. The girl’s perfect for him, and you know it. Not to mention, she’s sturdy enough to actually give us some decent grandbabies.”

My eyes narrow at the “sturdy” remark, and I revise my opinion of the old cuss.

“Dad!”

“Bryce! Calling a woman ‘sturdy’ is the height of insult,” Patricia gasps, slapping softly at his arm.

“I didn’t mean—”

“God help me, I don’t know how I found you charming enough to marry. Honestly, Hannah, I thought I had him house trained better than this. Come along, dear, let’s go have a nightcap.”

“What?”

Am I in fact drunker than I’d assumed? Maybe I’d had more than the two glasses of wine, and I’m now hallucinating. I don’t know, I just feel like I’m suddenly in the twilight zone.

“Mom. Han’s tired.”

“Nonsense. We Lucas woman are never too tired. We’re made of sterner stuff. Now come along, dear. I want to know everything about dearest Nana’s condition, and I think I know someone who would be perfect for your friend Christina.”

She’s got my arm through hers and is towing me along so fast I’m speechless, and apparently so are the men. I look back at Greg pleadingly, and he just shrugs and smiles as he lets his mother pull me towards the messy living room and the drinks bar.

“I don’t understand.”

“Welcome to the Lucas clan. God help you.”

Things go from bad to worse after that. I’ve managed to win over the dragon of the Lucas clan, my husband has morphed into the world’s most caring male, and Nana has the very beginning stages of Alzheimer’s.

So yeah, I’d had my three good things. Now it’s time to pay the piper and gird my loins for three humdingers of bad luck.

“I can’t go on a date with Fletcher Pennington!”

We’re sitting at a table close to the window of a new little café just down the street from the Lucas building, and Chris has hardly touched her lunch for the complaints and outright whining she’s decided to subject me to.

“Why not? I met him last weekend when we flew Nana down to Virginia. He’s good looking, he has enough money to buy a small country, and he’s the nicest guy I’ve ever met. What’s not to like?” I ask, chewing delicately at the crust of my sandwich.

My stomach’s been off since last weekend, and if I didn’t take the pill every morning at the exact right time — yeah, I’m still anal — I’d be afraid I’m baking a baby somewhere in there.

Chris huffs loudly and flops back in her chair, her shoulders slumping in defeat when an answer doesn’t immediately come to her. I grin and let her off the hook, choosing to be the better person here. She’s my best friend, one I’d lied to continuously about my relationship before coming clean, and I think she deserves a little help, even if she is a big fat liar.

“I know who you really are, so you can cut the crap and just explain to me why you’re being so super cagey.”

Her surprise makes the three hours I’d spent Googling shit well worth Greg’s annoyance the other night. When the man wants some sex time, he gets huffy when I’m engrossed in the art of spying on my best friend.

He’d soon gotten into the spirit of things when I’d confessed my purposes, and he’d even helped me find a lot of stuff through some private detective he knows.

Yeah, I’m not even going to think about why the guy has a private detective on his payroll. It gives me the creeps.

“You know?”

“Yup. I’ve always wondered how that shade of red could be natural. And why you hid in the kitchen on Greg’s birthday.”

“Han, I…”

I stop her with a hand over hers and shake my head. I can see how hard this is for her, and I don’t want to make it harder, but as her friend I think it’s my duty to convince her that hiding from life and pretending to be someone else is the worst possible mistake she can make. I love her enough to give her words right back to her, no matter how annoying those words are.

“You’re running from your problems, Natalia.”

My use of her real name makes her flinch, and I bite my lips against the instinctive need to soothe her. She doesn’t need softly spoken words and understanding now; she needs a swift kick up the ass and a push.

“Tell me why you left your old life behind and why the thought of dating a man who’s damned near perfect, in my opinion, makes you so afraid.”

“Han, I can’t do this here,” she whispers, and I see her eyes go glossy with tears.

“Stop running and spill it, Natalia Atkins. I want the story here and now, and I won’t stop till you give it to me. Anyway, I gave Fletch your number, and he’s a very determined man.”

He’s sweet, but being married to Greg, I recognize a will of steel when I see it, and now that Fletcher wants Chris — Natalia — I know he won’t stop till he gets her.

“Dammit! My family is a rich and so controlling I can’t move without a goddamned body guard sniffing my ass. I left and went through all this effort to stay gone. If I date that Fletcher guy, even once, I’ll end up on their radar, and I can’t…they’ll be on me like a rash,” she hisses vehemently, her red hair only a shade lighter than her cheeks.

I sigh and take a sip of iced water, battling the fatigue that hits me on and off throughout the day.

“It’s time to stop running and make a stand. You told me so just weeks ago, Nat,” I say, using her name not only for myself but for her.

I want her to be herself, not some cooked up illusion she’s created to escape her poor little rich girl life. If I can come out of the shadows and claim a badass exec like Greg, Natalia Atkins can stop hiding and start dating guys who actually have jobs.

“Fine, but if he gets all weird on me I’m out. Jesus, I hate your mother-in-law, you know. She made me the minute she saw me, and I don’t even know why I’m fighting it, because by now she’s called my parents and sent out the rich-girl-gone-ghetto alarm.”

I snort at her dramatics and shrug.

“She’s not so bad, actually. Sure, she calls me like twice a day and keeps dropping hints about fertile ground and shit…”

I can’t even finish the sentence. Good ol’ Pat has taken to me so well I can’t stand it. To add insult to injury, my husband now plans to spend Thanksgiving and Christmas in Virginia, and Nana and Pat are trying to convince me she should stay there permanently.

Apparently they’re soul buddies and can’t even contemplate the thought of not being together daily. Even with the bread roll incidents and Nana’s memory slips.

“Look, Han, I have to run. I’ll call you later and let you know what happens with that stuck up rich boy. And for God’s sake, go to the damned doctor. You look like shit.”

She’s up and gone before I can return her compliments, and I force myself to stand and toddle back to the office. I feel like shit warmed over, and my mind keeps racing to pregnancy, despite my precautions.

I’ve been here before, and I’m not opposed to the thought of a baby; I’d just like a little more time with Greg before a baby sucks up what little freedom I have.

When I get back to the office it’s to find him pacing while Kim wrings her hands and throws me a commiserating look that tells me everything I need to know before he says it.

“You left your fucking phone in your desk.”

I ignore the anger in his tone and sit down with a huff that’s not as silent as I’d meant it to be.

“I know, and I’m sorry. I only realized after I got there and met Na — Chris.” Shit, this is confusing.

A pair of hands lands on my desk with a thump, and I jump, looking up at Greg with a frown.

“What’s the big deal? I wasn’t even gone a full hour.”

“The big deal is that I have to leave for Singapore for an emergency at one of the docks, and I couldn’t reach you. Jesus, I can’t leave you alone if I can’t trust you to think about safety. Anything can happen, and you’re stranded without a phone.”

I refrain from reminding him we live in a city with enough phones and cops that I will never be without options, and stroke his cheek instead, apologizing with enough sincerity that he finally stops glaring and straightens.

“Kim has arranged a car for you. If you don’t want to drive yourself she can get a driver—”

“No! That’s fine,” I rush to say, getting overly excited at the prospect of getting behind the wheel and being independently mobile.

It’s been a battle, but he’s finally cracked and agreed that I need my own car, which means I get to go places myself without asking him or calling a service.

Being married to a tycoon has definitely got a few advantages that I don’t mind. An hour later, and after a really intense make-out session in his office, I watch him leave.

I’m not happy or sad or anything that really matters. I’m used to this, and though I know I’ll miss him tonight and won’t get to sleep very easily, I have to admit a small relief.

The first thing I do is call the doctor, who insists that I come in right away. The car, a rental, thanks to his insistence that I get a top of the line tank if I’m driving in the city, is harder to manage in the traffic than I originally thought, but I make it to my appointment in one piece with only the smallest scratch to the bumper.

“Well, you’re definitely pregnant,” I hear forty minutes later as I lie on the exam table waiting for a diagnosis.

“But—”

“The birth control the obstetrician prescribed is a pretty effective one, Mrs Lucas, so I’m a little flummoxed. But the test is a hundred percent positive.”

I feel the bottom drop out from under me as he pats my shoulder gently and leaves so that I can dress.

It’s… It should be impossible for me to be pregnant. Like the doctor says, when I’d spoken to the OB I’d been sure to get birth control that would nix the pregnancy scares right in the bud.

And here I am, pregnant.

Well there goes the honeymoon, I think, stomping to the car with a snort that makes me feel guilty. I should be really happy right now, and not in the least annoyed at the little cell currently nesting in my womb, and yet I am sooo annoyed.

I don’t want a baby. I want long nights of making love. Getting tipsy at New Year’s. Lazy Sundays in bed — okay, till maybe seven — with relaxation and a little romance.

“Shit.”

It’s just past four, so I call Kim and tell her I’m heading home instead of fighting traffic back to the office. I should call — no, he’s in the air right now, and I hate cell phones and airplanes together.

I’ve watched
Air Crash Investigation
. A lot.

My phone dings, and I smile when I read Nat’s message telling me Fletcher’s got the green light and will be taking her out tonight. Go, matchmaking Han!

I dial her number and glance back at a dark SUV that’s tailgating me.

“Slow down, asshole,” I mutter just as Nat answers.

“Nice. Should I be apologizing for something?”

“No. Sorry. I’m driving, and there’s a road pig on my ass. So, date?”

“Wait! You’re driving? He finally caved on the car?”

“No. He hired me a car and insists on taking me to pick out Lord only knows what indestructible thing. He was supposed to shotgun my first drive, but he had to fly to Singapore, so I’m foot loose and fancy free tonight. So, date?” I hint again, keeping an eye on the SUV behind me.

The guy’s on my ass in a big way, and I have no option but to speed up a little, even though it scares me to drive this fast.

“Yeah, he called, and I laid it all out for him. Nothing glitzy or…”

I stop listening for a second when the SUV comes closer, and curse, halting her enthusiasm.

“God, this guy,” I mutter.

It’s while I’m glancing back that a truck cuts in front of me. I swerve and tap the brake lightly. When nothing happens I slam my foot down hard and gasp when it hits the floor, leaving me frighteningly aware that I have no brakes, a truck a few inches in front of me, and absolutely nowhere to go but into oncoming traffic.

The last thing I hear as I smack head-on into the truck is Nat screaming and the sound of twisting metal as the car flips and starts rolling.