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Dana wrapped her arms around him, holding on for what she knew was the last time.

“I’m gonna move out.”

Her heart fell into her stomach.

“I’ll always love you, Dana.”  Sam tipped her head to his and kissed her on the forehead.  “I really will.”

Sam’s arms around her, the touch of his lips on her skin...it was all too much for her.  The best thing in her life was ending and she had no control over it.  It wasn’t fair.

“I don’t get it...why do you get to decide?” Dana angrily pushed Sam away. 
Damn him for hurting her...for letting her believe love was possible.

“Dana...I’m not going to fight with you,” Sam’s warm tone turned cold and hard.

“So you get to decide everything now...is that it? 
You
decide the relationship is over? 
You
decide I have no say?  How dare you!”  Dana saw Sam with new eyes.  This man slept in her bed, told her he loved her and then managed to check out of their relationship without letting her know that things were that bad.  She gave him a year of her life.  No, she wasn’t going to let him off that easy.

“Dana...I’m done.”  Sam wasn’t taking the bait.

“Why, Sam?  Why?  Before you make things so final...before you tell me it’s over after everything we’ve been through...shouldn’t you have told me you were
so
upset?  Didn’t I deserve a warning?  Didn’t I deserve a chance?”  Dana’s pain echoed in her voice.

“I did tell you.  Time and again.  The remotes, the radio persona...”

“Are you kidding me?”  Dana stared at him incredulously.  “You’re leaving me because of my job?”

“Dana you are your job.”

His words flew like daggers.  “I’m not,” she said softly, “I thought you knew the real me.”

“So did I.”

Dana didn’t respond.  She couldn’t.  There was nothing left to say.  Her pride prevented her from fighting any harder for a man that obviously didn’t want her.

That night Sam slept on the couch.  The next morning he began packing.  Dana left early to go to work.  She didn’t need to see him go.

A loud knock shook her from her reverie.

“Dana.”  Her boss, Ted Reed, appeared in the doorframe of her office.  Tall, super thin with ice blue high
lights in his hair and a silver hoop earring in each ear, Ted was a David Bowie wannabe without the musical talent.

“Yeah, Ted.”  Dana looked up, lost in thought.

“I just wanted to remind you to get with Sharon in promotions about the Bahamas trip we’re giving away.  You’re going down to Nassau with the winners to broadcast in a few months, but we’re starting to promo it now.  I want this to be big.”

“Okay, no problem,” Dana answered, barely meeting his gaze.

“Hey, you could look happier, everyone is jealous I chose you to go on the trip.”  He leaned against the door.  “Are you taking Sam?”

“Yeah, probabl
y,” Dana lied.  She didn’t want to tell Ted they just broke up.  The wound was too fresh...hell, the wound was in progress.

“Cool.  Oh and good luck with the interview this afternoon.  I got 99 Thieves’ new single, it’s good.”  He tossed the CD on her desk.

“I’ll check it out, thanks.”

“See ya.”  He knocked twice on the doorframe and was gone.

Dana looked down at the CD.  It landed right next to a picture of Sam and her, smiling, holding each other.  She traced his image with her finger, then put the picture in her desk drawer.

Sam was her past.

Yeah, right
. 
Who was she kidding?

Six o’clock rolled around quickly.  Jonny said good-bye to his listeners for the day, “Dana Drew’s up next.  See ya back here t’morrow.”

Jonny hit the red button on the console.  The next song began playing.  He was so not ready to go home.

Dana walked into the studio on cue.

“So show prep ace, you ready for 99 Thieves?”

“The question, dear Jonny, is are they ready for me?”

Jonny laughed.  “Probably not.”  He took off his headphones.  “Madame, the studio is yours.”

Dana took the headphones from Jonny.  “Thanks.”  The song was coming to an end.  Dana sat down behind the console and potted up the microphone.

“Hey it’s Dana Drew.  Are you ready for a night of chills, spills and un
expected thrills?  I hope so…‘cause I got it all right here.  It kicks off with thirty minutes of non-stop rock and somewhere tonight I’ll be talking to the guys of 99 Thieves.  Stay tuned.”  She fired the next song.

“Dana, I gotta hand it to you.  You still got it.”

“Thanks,” she said. 
Damn, she was a good actress.

He gathered up his things.  “See ya later.”

“Bye Jonny.”

“Peace out.”

Jonny left the studio and headed to his office.  At thirty-one, Jonny really felt he had made it.  He strutted through the station as if he owned it, which he did.

“Hi Jonny.”

“Hey, man.”

Everyone said something as they passed him.  They wanted Jonny Rock to acknowledge them.  He loved their need for his acknowledgement almost as much as he loved his power of dismissal.

“Hey,” he’d reply and keep walking.  Very rarely did he stop to talk to anyone, and when he did, the conversation ended on his timetable.  When he was done talking, he’d say “gotta go,” and walk away.  No one completed a conversation with him because they wanted to.

Jonny entered his office.  It w
as small, messy and windowless.  Everyone called it the black hole.  Stuff went in, but never came out.  Jonny unlocked his desk and pulled a small travel bag from his bottom drawer and took it to the restroom.  Fortunately for him, the station had a private bathroom.

He went in and locked the door, put the bag on the sink and began running the water.  He removed his shirt, pants and boxer shorts and hung them on the doorknob.  He then took a bar of soap out of his bag and placed it inside a washcloth.  He ran it under the water, working a thick lather up on the terry cloth.  When he was satisfied with its soapiness, he began scrubbing his body, cleaning behind his neck, under his arms and around his manhood, removing any scent of Heather and their afternoon rendezvous.  He didn’t want his wife Jill to know of his indiscretion.  He rinsed his body down and dried himself with another small towel he kept in his travel bag.  Jonny put on a clean pair of boxers, got dressed and brushed his hair.

The happy husband was ready to go home.

Jonny went back to his office and placed the bag back in his desk and locked the drawer. 
Clean and fresh,
he thought,
she’ll never know.

Five minutes later Jonny was in his car and stuck in traffic.  He turned up the radio.  Dana was on the air interviewing 99 Thieves.

“So fellas,” she said huskily, “what’s the deal with your song
Stolen
?  Am I sensing a theme here?”

“No,”
Shawn, the lead singer replied, “we’re good boys.”

“Good kleptos maybe?” Dana joked.

Shawn laughed, “You might say.”

“Some might say you have a desire to get caught,” she teased.  “Let’s see
, you call yourselves 99 Thieves
and
have a hit single called
Stolen
...what’s the follow-up? 
Fifteen to Twenty
?”

They all laughed.

“Dana, I think our goal was to steal your heart.”

“Ooo,” she purred, “Now I’m blushing.”

“This I’d like to see.”

Jonny smiled.  Dana sounded so natural.  She always had an instant rapport with the bands she interviewed.  They loved her because she made them sound good, she made them sound cool.  Bands were great at making music, not at sounding interesting.  To them, a great interviewer was a gift from God.  The bands needed her to make them sound like rock stars and Dana Drew always delivered.

Jonny turned into his complex and dragged himself up to his third floor apartment, noting Jill’s car in their assigned spot.  She was home.  He popped a breath mint and went inside.

“I’m home.”

“Hey, Jonny,” Jill said emerging from the kitchen.  “Dinner’s almost ready,” she wiped her hands on a dishtowel and leaned in for a kiss.  Jonny brushed her lips briefly.

“So how was your day?” he said sinking onto the couch.

“Tiring,” Jill replied walking back into the kitchen.  Jill worked as an ad designer for a local advertising firm.  She was petite and blonde,
still pretty
, Jonny thought.  But Jill was older, as old as he was.  They’d been together since college.  She was comfortable, like an old shoe.  He had to give her credit though, Jill stuck with him through it all.  Through his days in Macon, Georgia as an overnight jock working for peanuts for two years, then following him to Naples, Florida for a nine to midnight shift for another two long years.

That’s when he got his break, a
call back from Ted Reed at WORR in Miami.

Ted heard his reel and wanted him for the afternoon drive shift.  Jonny was elated.  He was twenty-seven and he had made it.  Fast forward four years and Jonny had established himself as a name in the market and now Ted needed Jonny more than Jonny needed Ted.  Jonny was the anchor of the station.  Or so he thought.

Jill married him fresh out of college when his future was unknown.  She was a beautiful blonde who really loved him and he really loved her.  He still did.  But over the years they had fallen into a pattern.  He worked, she worked and the spark was gone.  She stopped her rigid workout plan once she got a job and her taut body grew soft.  A few extra pounds here and there...Jonny noticed every one, every inch of extra flesh around her hips and thighs.  He’d casually rub her leg, secretly measuring the width of her thigh with his hand.  He missed her tight legs.  He missed a lot of things.  Jill used to be a bit awe struck by him.  They met in college when he was on the air.  She liked the idea of dating “the popular disc jockey.”  But years pulled away the mystique.  She’d seen him at the highs of his career and the lows.  She knew him better than anyone else.  He wasn’t Jonny Rock, he was Jonathan Roeker and always would be.

“Jonny, dinner’s almost done, could you take out the trash before we eat so it’s done?”

“Sure,” Jonny said, annoyed.  Couldn’t he just have five minutes to himself when he came home?  He grabbed the trash and took it out to the chute. 
Don’t be argumentative,
he said to himself,
don’t give her a reason to suspect anything. 
He had learned from his mistakes.  Jill discovered an indiscretion once, a year ago with another intern...Cindy.  Cindy with the full lips.  Their relationship never progressed to the degree of his relationship now with Heather.  They only fooled around a little.  Jill had found Cindy’s lipstick on his collar.  It was such an obvious, cliché way to be caught, it was almost laughable.  Jonny told Jill that Cindy was just overly affectionate.  Jill didn’t really buy it, but she also didn’t want to accept the alternative, that he might be cheating on her.

“It better just be one sided,” she had said, “and you better put an end to it.”

“Yeah, babe, of course.  You know how kids are today.”  He flashed his
don’t you love me
smile.

She believed him and everything went back to being copacetic.  That is until Heather came along.  Slender, perky breasts and long legs.  Then there was her mane of soft red hair. 
Damn!
  He could feel himself getting excited just thinking about her.  “Shake it off,” he muttered to himself, trying to gain control before going back into the apartment.  Heather was dangerous...he was starting to have feelings for her.

He couldn’t let that happen.

The apartment door opened and he saw Jill peer down the hall.

“Jonny,” she called out, “did you get lost?  Dinner’s on the table!”

“I’m coming.”

Jonny really needed to cool things off with Heather before he totally lost control.

             
Larry Carter listened to Dana Drew.

He listened to Dana Drew every day, taping every show.

Religiously.

He was in love with Dana Drew.  She was his perfect type.  Smart, witty and beautiful.  Not like his old girlfriend, The Bitch, the one who discarded him so easily.  The only thing he missed about The Bitch was her height.  She was a bit shorter than him, which was rare.

Larry was only five foot five.

Dana Drew had beautiful black hair.  He loved the way it looked, so shiny when she combed it, so black that it seemed iridescent.  It looked awesome with her full pouty lips.  He dreamed of those lips and what she could do with them.

Larry had studied her face a million times.  He knew every contour, every curve.

He’d go to see her at remotes so he could get pictures of her.  He always hung back, not ready for Dana to see him in person, so all of his pictures of her were from a distance.  It was okay, but not good enough.