Risky Business: (Taboo Romance Series) (Forbidden Fruit Book 3) (5 page)

Chapter 8

Caden

I walked into Kadia stiff and contemplating faking some rare illness that would put me out of commission for a few days. I'd gone so far as to research a few legit ones.

"Hey brother." Luke walked up beside me and pointed to the darkened windows of the third floor of the club that loomed over the dance floor. "You know what that is?"

Forcing a chuckle, I gave him a look. "I'm overworked, not dead."

He laughed and wrapped an arm around the back of my shoulders. "All right, but no hitting on my girl tonight, but if you find one of your own, I'll cover for you if you want to take her up to the fuck tank."

I rolled my eyes and moved with him toward the bar. After ordering two shots of whiskey and a beer, I turned to face him. "Where is this Olivia chick from?"

"I don't know. I'd say California by the looks of her." He glanced around and took a sip of his beer. "She's going to knock you off your feet. Just keep your thoughts to yourself."

"You’re my brother. I'm not going to hit on your girl." I turned and took the liquor from the bartender and nodded toward Luke. "Put it on his tab?"

The guy chuckled and nodded. "I think he's paying for just about everyone tonight."

"Yep. He's a great guy like that." I turned back to Luke. "Stop looking for her. You've been together for three years. You're acting like you just started dating."

"She makes me feel like I could dance on water, bro. She's the real deal." He brushed his fingers over his lips and turned back toward the crowd, scanning it as if nervous.

"And you still feel this intense about her after three years? Shit. Does she have a sister?" I laughed and tossed back one of the shots. I knew exactly who she was, what she had and didn't have. And I knew the feeling of wanting to dance on water because of her. It was every day of my life before that fucked up night our senior year. The night that changed... everything.

"We've been off and on for three years. She's a tough bitch and doesn't put up with much." He licked his lips and turned back to me. "Sister? No, but her friend Dana's visiting from Texas. She's a cute little Hispanic thing. Hot would be a better word to use. I'd tap that ass."

Dana Young. That wasn't a name that I'd heard in six years. Her brother Kevin was the running back our senior year when I played quarterback. Great football player, excellent family. No denying it now.

"That shot for me?" Luke reached for the other shot of whiskey, but I popped his hand back.

"No. It's for me. I need to figure out how to relax a little." I tossed it back, grimaced and took a quick swig of my beer. Two shots and a couple of beers, and I could see the ghost of Christmas past and not give a shit. The burn of the liquor was already starting to calm my nerves a little.

Where I was scared to death of coming face to face with the only woman I could imagine in my life, I wanted to see her. To touch her. To make love to her for hours. Days. Years.

Shit. I needed to go. Now.

"You all right? You look pale as fuck." My brother popped me in the gut as I locked eyes with Jeremy.

"Yeah. Get the fuck out of here and go greet everyone. You know I hate doing that crap." I pushed at him and downed half my beer as I turned to Jeremy. "I gotta get the fuck out of here dude."

"What?" Jeremy had been a close friend to me since my freshman year at NYU. We'd played ball together too, and where he respected my brother for his business savvy, he was my closest friend in and outside of work.

"I gotta go." I ran my fingers through my hair and glanced around, paranoid as fuck.

"What's going on with you?" He gripped my shoulders and forced me to look at him.

"That girl you mentioned earlier. Olivia?"

"Yeah, what about her? You worried about Luke cheating on her?" He snorted and released me. "You're too good of a guy, dude. It's not you-"

"Shut the fuck up, Jer." I glanced around again. "You remember the girl I told you about our freshman year. The one I dated all through my childhood. The only one I... I..."

"The one you're still in love with? Which I think is ridiculous but-"

"That's her." I turned back to him and pursed my lips.

He jerked around and scanned the room before looking back toward me. "Where? She's fucking here? In New York?"

I grabbed the front of his shirt as my stomach rose in my chest. "No, Jer. The girl that's dating my brother is my girl. My girl from back home. He's with
my
Olivia."

"No fucking way, dude." Jeremy paled as well.

I had to laugh as there was nothing else to do. "Right?"

"You're kidding me, right? I mean, what are the fucking odds of that happening? No way. You're just drunk and making shit up." He moved up beside me and wrapped an arm around my shoulders as I locked into place.

"Shit." The air in my lungs left in a violent burst as my eyes ran across the long line of her back, over the curve of her ass to her legs. "There she is. I know that body like the back of my hand. Fuck."

"Dude, just chill out. She dicked you over, so if you are right, which there is no way in hell you are, then you're going to show her that she doesn't mean anything." He moved back in front of me and popped me in the face softly. "Hey. Wake up. You're the man. Okay? She missed the boat. Got it?"

"Got it." I moved to my left to watch my brother move her around the floor. They were laughing at something together and my heart broke in my chest. It should’ve been me. That smile. That laugh. Those arms. They were mine to covet.

"Hey. You're not pulling it together."

"I gotta see her." I handed him my beer and swallowed the torrent of emotion that was blistering the inside of my chest and leaving my knees weak. "Please tell me this is the woman that you keep blabbering over, Luke."

My brother stopped and pulled her to his side as a smile lifted his lips. "Olivia. This is my little brother, Caden. Bro, my girl, Olivia."

Everything stopped. Time stood still as my eyes moved across her face, taking in the subtle changes that moved her from being the prettiest girl I'd ever seen to the most beautiful woman in the room. Her high cheekbones and full lips beckoned my fingers to brush across them, but it was her eyes. The fear in them matched mine. She knew who I was, and if I was a betting man, she knew before she showed up that night that Luke was my brother and not some random guy. Now the only question was really how long she'd known.

"Nice to meet you, Olivia." I lifted her hand to my lips and kissed her knuckles as I breathed in deeply. She smelled like home, like love and lust wrapped up in the goodness of memories I'd tried to forget and couldn’t kill no matter how fucking hard I tried.

"You as well." Her voice was sexy, southern and yet filled with confidence. "Your brother tells me that you're the brawn behind this little mom and pop shop you guys are running."

I released her hand and laughed before glancing over at Luke. "Go man the door and I'll spin your pretty woman around the dance floor."

"I'm good." She shook her head 'no'. "I need to get a drink anyway."

"Don't deny me a dance. Not on our first interview for your position." I smiled and took her hand, pulling her away from Luke and pulling her tightly against the front of me.

"Keep the wolves away for me," Luke called over his shoulder as he walked off the floor.

"Let me go." She pulled back, but I held on tightly.

"Hell no. Did you know that Luke was my brother?" I brushed my hand down her side and gripped the soft curve of her hip as my cock grew thick and hard just being so close to her. She was every wet dream I'd had since I was a boy.

"Hell no," she barked back as her eyes narrowed. "I'm not taking the job. How the fuck we not only ended up in the same city, but possibly working for the same firm is a sick joke."

"You're telling me." I spun her again and studied her expressions. I didn't want to blink and miss a moment with her, even if it was tense and every part of me wanted to run for cover from the emotional fall-out I'd experience in my bed later that night.

"I'm done dancing, Caden. I don't care how this happened. I'm not interested in even a working relationship with you. You're a ghost from my past, and I'd rather your brother not know anything about us." She shrugged and glanced over toward the bar as if looking for someone.

"Why doesn't he know that you're from Texas? Why lie to him about where you came from,
Olivia
?"

"Stop saying my name like we still know each other. We don’t." She tightened her grip on my hand as her jaw locked.

"Fuck me," I mumbled and released her hand to reach up and grip the side of her face. "How many nights have I laid awake wondering where you were, and you were right here. Right under my nose."

"Don't do this. I'm not that girl anymore. You made sure of that." She pushed against my chest. "Luke doesn't know where I'm from because he never asked. We're lovers, Caden."

"Don't remind me, please. You're better than him."

"You don't know shit." She cupped her hand over mine, turned and brushed her lips by my palm, leaving me an inferno for more of her. "Don't talk to me again tonight. I'm not taking the job."

"Of course you're not. You're just a cute little cheerleader from the country trying to play with the big boys." I pulled my hand back and shrugged. "Nice to see you again. Take care of my brother, whatever he is to you."

I turned and walked off the dance floor. She'd not only take the job, but she'd be in my face later that night or the next day at the latest. Either would work. As long as I didn't lose her again. I might be a glutton for punishment, but having fate give me another shot at something as precious as what we had... I wasn't wasting it. Not for anyone.

Chapter 9

Olivia

You're just a cute little cheerleader from the country trying to play with the big boys? Oh fuck no he didn't.

"Hey! There you are." Dana reached out and grabbed my arm before stopping dead in her tracks. "Oh no. What's wrong? Something happen?"

"Yeah. You could say that." I tugged my hand from her and walked to the bathroom to try and get myself together. He looked like sin in his pressed black slacks and dark blue button down. Everything about him left me wet and aching for more than I'd ever have again. And I hated myself for even considering a future with him.

"Hey. I'm your best friend and this isn't junior high. Tell me what's going on." She moved up beside me as I tugged a paper towel from the dispenser and wet it. I pressed it to the side of my neck and took a shaky breath as I glanced up.

"I just ran into Caden Taylor. It’s just been a long time. I knew it was going to be hard, but shit."

"Oh shit, boo. I’m so sorry."

I turned back toward the mirror and closed my eyes as I worked to pull air back into my lugs. "I never wanted this moment to happen, no matter how bad I might have wished for it. In reality, I never wanted to come face to face with him again. He tore my fucking heart from my chest."

"And you tore his out too, Olivia. You know a lot of what happened was heresay." She brushed her hand over my back and moved closer. "Jake told me that Caden never said anything to the football guys about you two having sex."

"Then how did they know?" I turned and pinned her with a hard stare. I wanted to believe her. To believe Caden's best friend, Jake Isaac, but there was no way. The story had too many holes in it.

"I don't know. It was six years ago. Is there any way-"

"No," I barked out as tears blurred my vision. "No. There is no way I will ever get over it. He was supposed to love me forever. Someone fucking redefined forever for me. You have no clue how bad it hurts to know I'm not with the one person that was for me."

"Hey. It's okay." She reached out and brushed my tears off my face as a sob left me.

"I don't want to talk about this anymore. I'm going home. You can come with me, or grab a cab if you want to stay. He's an asshole, and if he hadn't proved that all those years ago, he just did again with his fucked up antics on the dance floor. I'm not staying here."

"You listen to me, and you listen good." Dana forced me to turn toward her and cupped my face. "He's not winning this thing. I don't know that I believe either of you were at fault, but you're Olivia Desmant. You graduated at the top of your class from NYU and have been taking the finance world by storm. You don't tuck tail and run. You didn't back then when shit came up, and you're not doing it now. Clear up your tears and show that bastard who you are. Don't run from this. Don't. You'll regret it more than anything else that's happened over the years."

I nodded and took a deep breath. She was right, though I hated like hell to admit it. Moving back, I wiped at my eyes and tried to fix my make-up in the mirror.

"You're right. I'm going to have one hell of a cry tonight when we get home, but for now, I need to show him that he doesn't matter." I took another deep breath and turned to face her. "Is it obvious that I've been crying?"

"Nope." She adverted her eyes and smiled.

"Fucking liar." I pulled her into a tight hug. "Go get the scoop on him. I want to hear what he's been up to later tonight."

"You're bi-polar. I thought we were going to hate him."

"We are, but only on the surface. He's playing a game, and I can't let him win. I'm not sure working for Luke is going to work anymore because it would kill me to be around Caden all the time, but I'll take things one day at a time, or try to." I shrugged. "What else can I do?"

"Do you love Luke?" She reached out and squeezed my hand.

"I don't know. I love the idea of what he represents, but true love where my heart flutters around him, and every cell in my body lights on fire because of him? No. Not even close."

"Then why are you settling?" She released me and reached up to fix my mascara.

"Because, Dana. No one will be who I thought Caden was going to be. Not even Caden has a chance of being that guy anymore." I turned back to the mirror and checked myself one more time.

"Then you need to get over it. You're the only one suffering by the decision to shut every man out of your life. You're comparing them to a boy that doesn't exist anymore."

"Yeah he does." I smiled and walked past her. "But only in my dreams."

"Oh Lord. Here we go." She laughed and walked through the door as I held it open for her.

I glanced around and found Luke talking to a large group of people.

"I'm going to go take my place beside the boss man. Find Caden and see what you can find out?" I gave her a tight smile and walked toward Luke, grateful that Caden was nowhere to be found. His crude comment wasn't heartfelt at all, but a jag to pull me in closer. I hadn't seen him in six long years, but I knew his tricks backward and forward. Now I just had to work hard at not falling for them.

"Hi, beautiful." Luke extended his hand toward me as the crowd parted a little.

"Hey you." I moved up beside him and wrapped an arm around the back of his waist before smiling up at him.

"Guys, this is Olivia. She'll most likely be joining us at the firm. She's brilliant and beautiful, no?" He smiled down at me and turned back toward his groupies.

"The question is what she's doing with you?" A handsome blonde guy chuckled and extended his hand. "I'm Jeremy, remember? From the poker tournament we played for Luke together?"

“Good to see you again, Jeremy.” I shook his hand.

"I'd love to know what she’s doing with you too, Luke." Caden walked up on the other side of me and snorted as he moved into the circle. "Seems like she chose the wrong brother, hm?"

Everyone laughed and took turns introducing themselves. I ignored the tension coming off of Caden and wished for the floor to open up and swallow me whole. I could put up a brave front with Dana, but standing beside him left me weak and ready to run for cover.

The crowd disbursed, and I turned toward Luke and wrapped him in a hug as Caden stood just beside us, watching closely.

"Are you coming home with me tonight?" He leaned down and kissed my lips a few times.

I pulled back and shook my head. "I can't. I need to spend time with Dana."

Caden turned back toward us and lifted his beer. "To you two love birds. I hope you enjoy each other."

"We always do." Luke took my hands and led me back to the dance floor. "You look stunning tonight. Come here so I can put my hands on you without looking like a sex starved man in front of my staff."

"I was rather hoping you were starved. I like feeding you." I turned and slid my hands up his chest as my stomach soured. I wanted to shove my relationship in Caden's face, and yet there was a huge part of me that ached at the thought of being the one on the side of the dance floor watching him be pawed at by someone. I glanced his way and was glad to see him and Dana talking off to the side. The sweet smile on his handsome face reminded me so much of the boy I'd grown up with. The one that taught me to fish and took me to all the school dances.

"I wish you would change your mind." Luke leaned down and kissed the side of my neck as his hands squeezed the top curve of my ass.

"About what?" I turned my face a little to brush my lips by his temple.

"About coming home with me. I got some new toys I want to try out on you." He pressed his lips to mine and breathed in deeply.

A soft groan left me, and I moved back a little. "Behave. I'll come over this week sometime and we can see if you invested wisely at the sex shop."

"Something about hearing you come leaves me looking for imaginative ways to make it happen." He pulled me in tightly again. "We need to stop. My dick is rock-hard and quite noticeable I'm sure."

"I would say so." I brushed my stomach against his erection and touched the side of his face. "Have fun tonight and I'll see you tomorrow. My stomach is killing me."

"No. Don't go yet. You just got here." He touched the side of my face as his expression hardened.

"Don't whine. I hate it when you do that." I winked, moved back and walked toward Dana as she and Caden laughed about something loudly.

"I'm heading home. You coming or getting a ride?" I forced a tight smile and focused on Dana only. The weight of Caden's stare left my pulse spiking, my stomach tightening.

"No, I'm coming with you." Dana turned back to Caden and gave him a quick hug. "It was good to see you, old friend. You still talk to Jake?"

"Sure do. The old bastard up and moved to Maine." He shrugged, looking impossibly cute. "He's a junior high coach up there now. Loves it."

"I thought he was going to fire training," I butted in, momentarily lost to the conversation.

"He finished that up too. He just volunteers at the local station." Caden's expression softened. "Hey, about what I said out there on the-"

"No. We're good. Nice party. Thanks for the beer." I glanced down at Dana. "You ready to go drown our lust in a bowl of ice cream and old stories?"

"I sure am." She turned to Caden. "Take care."

"You too, Dana." He lifted his beer and turned his attention back on me.

I wanted to break the stare, but I couldn't. I needed to search his face, to find the boy I loved in the man that stood in front of me.

"All right. Let's go." Dana pulled me back.

I turned and walked to the door with her, ignoring the deep throbbing in my chest. I glanced down to ensure my heart wasn't lifting my blouse with the intensity of its thumping.

"Fuck," I mumbled and pushed the door to the club open.

"Yeah, that was... intense." She shook her head and glanced back at me. "What if he didn't do what you think he did all those years ago, Olivia? What if someone pulled the wool over both of you? To break you up?"

"Who would do that? And if so, why the fuck wouldn't he be man enough to confront me?" I handed the valet my ticket and glanced back at the club. "It doesn't matter. I have much bigger problems than a handful of what-ifs from the past where Caden is concerned."

"Like what?" She put her hand on her hip.

"Like the fact that I'm dating his brother."

"Who you don't love."

"That's irrelevant. This isn't a fairy tale and I'm not a princess."

"You act like one at times." She wrapped her arm around my back and pressed her head to my shoulder. "We'll figure it out, but don't close every door. Not yet. Not when fate is softly knocking."