Reckoning (15 page)

“First place they’ll shoot if they come through the door,” Graves murmured. “Plus, I wanna think. Go to sleep.”

Great. The two boys who could talk to me both wanted to “think” and the one with the kindergarten vocab was dead asleep. I guess by the time I got changed and brushed my teeth they’d done all the talking; at least, it looked like Christophe had explained whatever he was going to. Because Graves’s face had set itself and his shoulders had come up, and he looked at me dark-eyed and sullen like I’d done something awful.

Again.

The only thing I’d done was go to dinner and get poisoned. Was he going to blame me for that?

The room was dark, but the bathroom light was on and the door pulled mostly to. So I could see Graves’s jawline, stubble showing up on his planed cheeks. He still looked a little gaunt; it pared his face down to the bone and showed his high cheekbones. The suggestion of epicanthic folds around his eyes made him exotic, and his hair
was a wildly curling mess in the humidity. And the way his mouth turned down at the corners was just as grim as Christophe’s.

“Can’t you talk to me while you’re thinking?” I couldn’t help myself. “Please?”

He sighed again and shifted in the chair. “’Bout what?”

Abruptly I was conscious of Christophe, sitting so straight and still, facing the door. He was probably listening. What could I say to Graves with him there?

I rolled over onto my back, stared at the ceiling. The sprinklers were recessed, but you could still tell it was a hotel room. It was the way it smelled, mostly. And the give of the mattress underneath me, unfamiliar even if comfortable. “Never mind.” The words stuck in my throat. “Sorry.” I shut my eyes, hard, tried to count the tracers of color whirling in the dark.

Graves shifted in the chair, a whisper of cloth. “You know, I’d been waiting for a chance to talk to you. That day. When I saw you skipping.”

I threw my arm over my eyes. Mostly it was to hide the stupid smile that showed up, my lips stretching before I could stop them. “After Bletch nailed you to the wall in American History?”

He groaned, but softly. “Don’t remind me.” And there was my sarcastic Goth Boy. “Best day of my life was when you gave her a heart attack.”

That managed to kill the smile. I’d hexed that teacher and almost killed her. The
touch
thrummed softly inside my brain. I was getting used to it feeling so . . .
big
, like I could probably drop out of my body and see the whole city if I wanted to.

Why hadn’t it warned me about poison in my drink? Whatever the seal-sleek brown boy had sprayed in my face was probably an antidote. At least, if it was some other slow-acting thing . . . Christophe said it was okay, to quit worrying and rest.

Why hadn’t
Christophe
known something was off?

“I didn’t mean to.” Well, I
had
meant to hurt the teacher, but not the way it ended up. “So you’d been waiting? To talk about what?”

“Just to talk to you. You weren’t the usual sort of new girl, Miss Anderson.” Now he was smiling, I could tell. “Figured you’d be interesting. To say the least.”

I was now toasty warm all over. My arms and legs were heavy, relaxing. “I felt bad Bletch had picked on you.” A short silence. “That was the day Dad . . . disappeared.”

“No shit.” Now he sounded thoughtful. “So you just . . .”

“Waited for him to come back. When he did . . . he was a zombie.” I’d never said it quite so baldly before.

Like a kid, I hadn’t wanted to make it true by saying it out loud. Because if you don’t say it, there’s still a chance God, or someone, or
anyone
will notice the mistake and fix it.

“Goddamn. Now I feel stupid, offering you cheeseburgers.”

Oh, Lord. How could I explain? “You saved my life.” Quietly, as if it was a secret. “If I’d been at home when Ash showed up, and that burning thing . . . well.” I paused, but Ash didn’t stir. He just made another one of those soft sleepy-time noises. “It wasn’t just a cheeseburger.”

“Really?” Graves shifted in his chair again. “Good. I mean . . . good. That’s good.”

The tight knot inside my chest eased. As long as he was here, I could handle it. I could even handle the funny unsteady feeling all over me when I thought about sitting in that chair unable to breathe or move.

Maharaj. There’s bound to be a reason why they’re a third-year subject. That sort of stuff is seriously bad news
. “I’m scared,” I whispered.

“We all are.” Graves sounded very sure. “Just go to sleep, Dru. We’re all together. It’ll be okay.”

I don’t know if he was lying, or just trying to soothe me, or what. But it worked. I rolled back onto my side, and before I could think of anything to say, darkness took me. I fell into a soft, restful sleep like a down blanket. Just before I tipped over the edge, though, I heard Christophe’s voice. But different, without the businesslike mockery.

“
Loup-garou
?”

“Yeah?” Graves replied.

“Thank you.”

The darkness, just then, was kind.

Ash’s growl dragged me up out of unconsciousness, just like a hook will drag a fish. I sat straight up, my right hand shot out, and I had both my mother’s
malaika
by the time my sock feet hit the floor.

“
Quiet
!” Christophe snapped, and wonder of wonders, the deep thrumming cut itself short. My heart hammered, and I began to wake up. Copper filled my mouth.

“What—” I began to whisper.

The phone, all the way across the room on a business table with a modem jack and a pile of stationery, not to mention a vase of silk irises, shrilled. I let out a shriek, Ash whirled—he was crouched in the corner, his irises glowing orange in the dim predawn gray—and leapt. He landed on the bed, the mattress groaning sharply, and hunched his thin shoulders. He’d wormed his way out of his T-shirt again, and his pallid narrow chest gleamed.

Christophe was suddenly
there
, right next to the phone, resolving out of thin air with a chittering sound. He scooped up the receiver
before it could shrill again. Lifted it to his ear and waited, silently, a statue.

Graves was at the window, peering out through a slit in the heavy curtains. Both the shades and the curtains were mostly drawn, and now I knew why someone had left those two inches of space there. It meant you could look out without twitching the curtains and giving yourself away.

“Where?” Just the one word, clipped and short. Christophe held the shotgun loosely, pointed at the floor, and not a hair was out of place. Did he ever sleep?

Two knocks on the door. Crisp, authoritative, precisely placed. I actually gasped.

Christophe laid the phone down in its cradle. “All’s well,” he said over his shoulder. “Lights.”

I suppose he meant it to be a warning, but I still wasn’t ready when he flicked the switch by the door and undid the locks. I blinked, tasted morning in my mouth, and hoped I hadn’t been snoring.

The door opened. I tensed, and Ash growled again.

“Chain the dog, Dru-girl,” a familiar voice said. He sounded like Bugs Bunny—half Bronx, half Brooklyn, all New Yawk. “We come in peace.”

What the hell
? “August?” I sounded squeaky. “
Augustine
?”

“In the weary flesh. We have to get her out of here, Reynard.”

Christophe didn’t stand aside, blocking the door. He still had the shotgun, and his shoulders were tense. “Who’s with you?”

“Hiro and some of the wulfen. We’re all that could be spared. We’re being hit on all fronts, and this entire area is crawling. Somehow they’re
everywhere
.”

“Augie?” I took two steps forward.
How did they find us
?

“Thank God,” Graves said, softly.

I glanced at him. He’d turned away from the window, and his entire face had relaxed. Why? Jesus, it was someone from the Order who’d turned him over to Sergej in the first place—

“Ah.” Christophe stepped back, opening the door. Ash was still growling, and everything in the room rattled. “Dru, calm the Broken down. Enter, Dobrowski. I presume the
loup-garou
was calling
you
, then?”

Golden-haired Augustine looked just the same as always—white wifebeater, red flannel overshirt, jeans and heavy engineer boots, and not a day over twenty-two. He’d hit the drift late and looked old for a
djamphir
. There were bruised-looking circles under his dark eyes, though, and that was new. “Calling us? We got wind of her through the wires. A cop and a grocery store manager—hey, Dru.” It would’ve been impossible for him to look any more relieved. He pushed past Christophe, who shook his head and swung the door closed. “You’ve
bloomed
. Thank God. Sweetie, can you get him to stop that? I don’t want to have to hurt him.”

I gathered myself. I couldn’t even feel gratified that Augie noticed I was different now. “Ash.” Just the one word, but it cut off the growl like flicking a switch. Then Christophe’s meaning caught up with me. “Wait, hang on. Graves?”

“I couldn’t think of anything else to do.” His shoulders sagged, and his eyes were so dark. “So I was going to call them.”

My brain froze. “Wait. When was this?”

“When you went to town. With Ash. I went down the road looking for a cell signal. Then, while you were at dinner, I called an Order drop-line.” Graves hunched his shoulders. He was
shaking
, actually, and I wondered why. “I’m sorry, Dru. I just . . . it’s best. They can protect—”

I stared at him. “You
called
them? Well, great. What the hell. Maybe that’s how the vampires found—”

“Dru.” Christophe’s voice cut across mine. “He did the right thing.”

“They found you?” August pushed past Christophe into the room, sweeping the door shut behind him. “When?”

Christophe had things he wanted to know, first. He locked the door, then slid past August and stalked into the room. “An incident with the police? Dru?”

I stopped dead. Stared at Graves.

You shouldn’t trust me
.

No. I couldn’t think it. I just
couldn’t
. “Where did you get the cell phone? If you were looking for a signal, Graves, where did you get the phone from?”

His irises were black now, no trace of green. His hands in his pockets, his shoulders slumped. “Stole it out of some lady’s purse. That WalMart in Pennsylvania.”

“Oh, so that’s where Ash learned to shoplift, I bet?” My hands curled into fists. “God
damn
it, Graves—”

“Dru.” Christophe was suddenly next to me, his hand curling around my shoulder. “Leave it. If he had not called the Order,
I
would have sooner or later. You
must
be protected.”

“Yeah, real bang-up job they’ve been doing of it so far.” I tore away from him. “Who died and left you in charge of me, huh? I’m
not
going back to the Order. I’m heading we—oh.” I shut up. Telling August where I was headed was not a good idea. Except I’d already spilled the beans to Christophe.

Christophe grabbed my arm again, his fingers sinking in. His eyes burned blue. “The Maharaj have decided to ally with my father instead of with us. For what reason I cannot guess, unless they know something we do not and wish to treat with the victor instead of the vanquished. The Order will have a difficult enough time
fighting on two fronts, and if the
djinni-ji
are watching for you as well, I prefer you safe within the Order’s defenses. Gather your things.”

All this time I’d been wishing for someone else to show up and take charge, and now that he was doing it, I seriously wanted to smack him. “The Order’s not going to protect me.” I tried yanking away from him again, but his fingers bit down and I stopped, glared at him. “Or Graves. Look how well
that
turned out. Why should I give them another chance to screw up and make my life miserable, huh? At least out on my own I know who to depend on!”

“Oh, I don’t think you do.” The
aspect
settled over Christophe, his hair slicking down, the blond highlights eaten by darkness. He looked as grim as I’d ever seen him. “I think you trust entirely the wrong people,
kochana
. Now.” Either he was shaking or I was, I couldn’t tell. “If you do not pack your things, August will, and I will drag you to whatever extraction point they’ve managed to hold in this city. Do you understand me?”

I stared up at him for a long moment. Ash whined softly, deep in his throat. The entirely mad idea that I could use the
touch
to make him jump Christophe floated through my head, but that would be stupid.

Still . . . the thought had some merit.

“Dru.” Augustine stepped forward, avoiding Christophe’s
malaika
on the floor in front of the TV. “Dru-girl, princess,
please
. There’s me and Hiro. And your wulfen friends. Reynard’s right, if the Maharaj are playing fast and loose we need to get you under cover. I know you’re scared, but please. Listen to us. We’ve
got
to get you out of here. There are
nosferat
all over the city; they’ve been on your trail since the warehouse. I don’t know how you’ve stayed alive so far—”