Read Rebel with a Cause Online
Authors: Natalie Anderson
He splashed up the steps out of the pool. âWe need to get moving.'
âYou've got to be kidding.'
âA couple of my growers are coming in to Hanmer and we're going out to dinner.'
âWhat, like at a restaurant?'
âYeah.' He turned on the shower.
âAnd it's okay for me to turn up in my bikini?'
He laughed under the stream of water. âAbsolutely.'
âWell, what else am I going to wear? My crushed suit from today?'
She was
naked
.
He left the shower running for her and wrapped a towel round his hips. While under the hot jet she watched him open his backpack. He pulled out another pair of jeans and tossed them on the massage table for her.
She switched off the water. âI'm not going to meet people wearing your clothes.'
âSophyâ' he sent her a look âârelax. It's not a fancy restaurant. Just nice people, nice food.' It
was
a fancy restaurant and wearing nothing but a pair of men's jeans that hung on her and a tourist tee shirt from the spa shop wasn't her idea of fancy restaurant attire. And, worse, wearing his jeans turned her on.
âHi, Lorenzo. You must be Sophy.' So he'd mentioned her to them? She felt an absurdly warm glow about that.
To her relief the older couple were in jeans too and were full of welcoming smiles. Lorenzo explained that Charlotte and Rob Wilson had one of the largest holdings that supplied grapes to one of his labels. They were led to a table, talk turned to food and wine and business.
âHave you known Lorenzo long?' Sophy just had to do some digging while Lorenzo and Rob talked about the bar.
âFifteen years,' Charlotte replied.
Sophy nearly spilt her wine. Wowâif there was someone who knew him it was this woman.
Charlotte was smiling at her as if she'd just read her mind. âHe used to work as a hand in the picking season. Right from when he was a teen and had nowhere to go in the holidays.' She looked at Sophy. âI tried to spoil him but he wouldn't have it. I'd leave baking in his cabin and hope he got it. The tin was always empty when he left so I figured he did. Later on Alex used to come and work too. It was more fun for him then, I think.'
Sophy swallowed. âHe was lucky he worked with you.'
âHe worked on another vineyard when he was still at school too. The McIntosh property.' Charlotte shook her head. âI've never known someone to be so driven to succeed. And he has.'
Yeah, but was he happy with it? Sophy was increasingly worried there was a huge depth of unhappiness in him.
âNow he's invested in this bar. Who knows what he'll turn to next? He's a natural entrepreneur. He's a genius.'
Okay, so Charlotte was his number one fan.
âWhat are you talking about?' Lorenzo turned to them.
âYou.' Charlotte smiled at him. âWhen are you going to be satisfied, Lorenzo?'
âI don't want to get bored.'
Sophy smiled as the woman laughed. But her nerves stretched. Boredâas he had been with the woman who'd no longer turned him on? He was busyâalways busyâand frequently moved to newer, even more challenging projects. He did that with women too, didn't he? She had to try to remember that.
âDid you know Jayne McIntosh is trying to sell,' Rob said. âI bet her father regrets not backing you now.'
âWould you be interested in Jayne's property, Lorenzo?' Charlotte asked quietly.
Was it Sophy or had he gone a bit stiff? Who was the Jayne? Was this the McIntosh he'd worked for? He reached for his wine and took a small sip. âNo. I don't think so. We have enough for the label and I'm diversifying elsewhere.'
âHe was stupid not to come in at the time.' That was Rob again.
âHe was doing what he thought best.' Lorenzo shrugged.
âHe made a mistake,' Charlotte muttered.
âNo.' Lorenzo's face went blank. âHe did me a favour. He made me want to fight even harder.'
âYou were already fighting hard enough,' said Charlotte.
Lorenzo just laughed and put his hand on the older woman's arm.
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The rental car was roomy and sleek and, even though it was only a ten-minute drive, she was asleep by the time he parked the car. He switched the engine off and just looked at her in the dim light from the moon and stars. Her hair was amazing. He'd been with her every momentâshe hadn't nipped into a salon to have it styled in the two minutes he'd had his back turned. She hadn't even used a hair dryer. But it was in that old Hollywood movie star style againâa straight bob at the top ending in curls at her shoulders. She'd run a comb quickly through it, made sure the part was straight and put a clip in. That was it. Utterly effortless perfection.
That was her all over. But she didn't seem to know it. Always she strived to be moreâto be and do everything for everyone. She should just chill out and believe in herself more. Because she was gorgeousâinside and out.
He went round to her side of the car, opened her door and roused her gently.
âOh, sorry.' Her eyes were slumberous, deep blue.
He held her hand tightly and guided her into the lodge. She blinked as he put the lights on.
âYou have been working hard,' he said looking at the table. It was covered. But it was the one lying on the small mirror that caught his attention. The blue was the exact colour of her eyes.
âPut it on for me,' he said, his voice woefully husky.
âIt's only dress jewellery.' She played it down as she put it on. âIt's hardly diamonds or pearls.'
âIt doesn't need to be. It's beautiful. You're really talented.' He'd known that. It was some of what had driven him to offer her the room, to bring her down here.
But it wasn't the only reason. There was the totally selfish reason as wellâto have her for the weekend, all to himself. With no one else making demands on her, no interruptions, no brother or sister or mother calling all the time, scheduling errands for her to run. No, she was here for when
he
wanted. And he wanted her all the time.
He took her on the floor then and there. With her naked other than the beautiful necklaceâthe blue burning into him as he moved closer, closer still. He couldn't resist touching, couldn't stop touching.
He went back to the vine yards early the next day but finished up hours before he ought to. It didn't matter, much of what he needed could be done by phone. It was more just to see the team face to face. But his mind was elsewhereâand his body ached to catch up with it.
Not good. He rebelled against the unfettered need rising inside. Where was his restraint? His self-control was slipping. It was all wrongâhe'd worked so long to gain mastery over his emotions. So why wasn't the passion waning? Why was it getting worse?
Â
âCome for a run.'
Sophy looked up as Lorenzo stalked in. The electricity in the room surgedâshe wouldn't have been surprised if all the light bulbs had suddenly blown. âIs exercise your answer to everything?'
âIt is if I'm stuck on a problem or angry or somethingâit works for me.'
And was he stuck on a problem now, or feeling something stronger? âYou get angry a bit, Lorenzo?'
âI used to.'
Maybe he'd had a bit to be angry about. Casually she put down the pliers. âTell me about it.'
He looked at her, his eyes like burnt black holes. âWhat is there to tell, Sophy? I was my father's punch bag. Eventually I got taken away but went from foster home to foster home. I didn't adjust well.'
She stared, shocked at the sudden revelation, at the painful viciousness underlying the plain statement of facts. Not many people would âadjust' to that.
He looked uncomfortable, twisting away from her. âBut I'm not like him. I've never hit a woman, Sophy. And I've never hit anyone who wasn't hitting me first.'
He didn't need to tell her that. âAnd you don't get angry any more?'
He relaxed a fraction. âI prefer to get passionate.'
Yeah, he channelled his aggression else where.
âPassionate about exercise,' she teased softly, wanting to lighten his mood. She knew his bio in the company literature was tellingly sparse. Now she saw his work with the Whistle Fund revealed far more. Art camps, for one thing. Sports days. All the work geared to underprivileged, at risk kids. He identified with them. He'd
been
one. âDid you get into trouble?'
âTotally.'
âWhat things did you do?'
He didn't answer.
âHow bad?'
âA few stupid things.' He was fudging it. âThe school was good.'
âWhat kind of stupid things?' Sophy leaned towards him. âGraffiti?'
His grin flashed. âYou figured it out?'
âYou have that place totally secureâthere are security cameras, you live on site. And that massive piece appears over night? No way would you have let that happen.'
He shrugged. âYou got me.'
âYou're quite good.' He was better than good. âSpray cans?'
He nodded. âBut I wipe my own slate clean now. And I only decorate my own property.'
âWhat else?'
He shook his head. âNope. If we're doing the twenty questions, then it's your turn to answer.'
She giggled, thrilled inside that he'd opened up just that touch. âOkay, what do you want to know?'
âPast boy friends.'
âNo. Really?' That was the most pressing thing he wanted to know about her?
âUh-huh.' His head bobbed, eyes glinting.
âNot a lot to tell. Dated a couple of boys at high school. Only one serious when I was at university.'
âHow serious?'
âWe got engaged.'
His eyes widened. âWhat happened?'
âI changed my mind.'
âYou don't strike me as the kind of person to break a promise easily.'
âIt wasn't easy. I left the country.'
âWhere did you go?'
âFrance for most of the time.'
âWhy did you come back?
âI missed my family.' She shrugged. âStupid huh?'
âNo. Not stupid.' He went to his pack and pulled out his training gear. âWhat did you do at university?'
She'd started law, of course. Had done okay, but didn't have the family brilliance. âI didn't graduate.'
âSnap. I left to build the business. Why did you quit?'
She swallowed. âThat boy friend. Bad news.'
âWhat did he do?'
Cheated, of course. He'd been a law student a few years ahead of her. But he'd only wanted to be with her because of her family's prestige. She didn't want to go there. âIt's more than past your turn for a question. Past girl friends?'
He bent and tied his trainer laces. âNo relationships Sophy, remember?'
âWhat about Jayne McIntosh?'
His fingers stilled. âWhat did Charlotte tell you?'
Barely anythingâit was a guess. So was her next question. âIt wasn't that she didn't turn you on any more, was it?'
He stood. âI never liked this game.'
âWhat happened?'
âNothing that matters,' he said shortly. âI'm more interested in what's happening now. Not the past, not the future, but now.'
âAnd what is happening now?' She drew in her lip, wondering if he'd go
there
âdissect their affair at all.
He paused too. Finally turnedâaway from her. âWe're going for that run.'
They got her some running shoes and shorts from a shop in the town and then he led the wayâup the hill, round and
down through the forest, finally returning to town and the thermal pools.
Back at the chalet she dressed in his jeans and he cracked the whip.
âYou get back to work.'
It was all right for himâhe was sprawled on the sofa reading the paper. But she was on target so found going back to work wasn't so hard at all.
A couple of hours later he went out, brought back some Thai takeaway for dinner. After they'd eaten Sophy felt as playful as a kittenâthe happiness made her feel sparkly from the inside out. She'd had a wonderful afternoon, was pleased with her progress for the show, and had loved his quiet company. She stood up from the sofa, stretched her arms out and twirled round the room.
âWhat are you doing?'
âExpressing myself.' She lifted her tee shirt and his smile widened. Oh, it was so easy to have fun with him. âCome into the bedroom and watch me express myself some more,' she invited.
She danced the way through, peeling the tee shirt from her body. He followed, and she pushed him onto the bed and knelt over him, enjoying the dominant position. Well, she was wearing his trousers, so she'd be in charge. She knew he liked it slow, and she could do slow for him. She toyed with the edges of her bikini top. He reached out and teased one triangle down a little lower so her nipple was almost exposed.
She slapped his hand away from her. âNo. My job.'
His mouth made an âoh' and his grin went wider. And thirty seconds later his fingers were back teasingâruining her concentration.
âStop it.' She batted his hand away again.
âMake me.'
She paused, an idea bolting in. âOkay.'
She got off the bed and went out to the table covered in all her supplies. The ribbon was scarlet, a thin smooth satin. She picked up some scissors too.
He saw them as soon as she went back into the bedroom. Guessed her intention immediately. âOh, no.'
âHands up.'
âNo.'
âWhy, Lorenzoâ' she knelt on the bed ââyou wouldn't be afraid, would you?'
He gave her a piercing look and held out his hands with a pained sigh. âThere was me thinking you were straight-laced.'
âMaybe I've discovered a ribbon of recklessness,' she joked. It was his fault. His influence. His touch. He made her feel free. He made her feel as if she could do anything, try anything, and he'd still accept her.