PRINCE IN EXILE (109 page)

It did not mind dying. It was the suffering that preceded that final act that it resented. There were days, more frequent now, when it wondered why it should not simply push itself off this treetop and crash to its end on the forest floor several hundred feet below. Partly because it feared to get stuck on the tree itself and end up dangling pathetically, impaled in a dozen places by branches strong enough to bear its pitifully depleted weight. And mostly because it had once made the mistake of confessing that very thought to Rama, and Rama had sternly reprimanded it. For the act of living was itself the first tenet of dharma—if one did not live, how could one fulfil one’s purpose in the world? And even suffering was a result of one’s karma, and must be endured, or the suffering would simply continue in one’s next life. By stoically enduring even the suffering caused by one’s karma, one absolved itself of past errors and crimes, and prepared the way for a future happier rebirth. 

Rama
. 

Jatayu raised its head slowly, turning it with an effort to catch the sounds of a flock of crows in the north-east. Rama’s domicile was in that direction. And that was the very route the flying object had taken earlier. It could not be a coincidence. There were no coincidences entailing Rama, even Jatayu knew that by now. There were only events. 

Still keeping its eyes closed, it focussed its sense of hearing carefully, reducing it to a cone of concentration that collected every scrap of sound vibration coming from that zone of the jungle, and only from that zone. Once, in its prime, it could have sensed a bear cub bounding along from a full yojana away, and could have covered those nine miles and swooped down upon the unsuspecting cub before its mother smelled or saw Jatayu. Which was no mean feat for a bird-being with a wingspan large enough to span most rivers. But now, in its end-days, it was all Jatayu could do to focus on bird cries from a few miles ahead. 

It tried to recall where Rama’s hut was exactly. A word came slowly, drifting like a log in a sluggish stream.
Panchvati
. It remembered Rama and Lakshman using that name. What did that mean in mortalspeak?
Panch
was five, so it meant five-something or other … It recalled Rama saying that they would be too far away to visit Jatayu often, but not so far that they never visited their winged friend. Which it took to mean some five or six yojanas at least, and no more than ten yojanas. Say, seven yojanas north-east. It tried to zero in on the agitated bird calls and cries from up ahead. Yes, the epicentre of the disturbance was approximately that distance. And, if it understood the frantic messages being sent thickly to and fro by different flocks and species, some kind of attack was in progress. The predator had pounced, it read in the shrieking of a murder of ravens. No, no, no, don’t do this, don’t take the birdqueen from us, sang a flock of sparrows. Foolish demon, evil ground-dweller, release the doe, wailed a clutch of blue-breasts. A clan of long-red-tailed parrots squawked raucously, decrying the rape of a sister. A flock of swans above a lake sang a sorrowful ode to love denied and fidelity betrayed. Jatayu shifted impatiently, cursing its age and condition. What was going on? This did not sound like any predatorial attack it had ever heard of. 

Then it caught a familiar sound. An almost inaudible thrumming, like the vibration of a metal cord in a large musical instrument. It resonated at the lowest end of the vulture king’s auditory spectrum, far too low to be heard by any mortal, but disturbing enough to cause large animals across that zone of the jungle to growl and snarl fearfully. It was like no other earthly sound or vibration, and Jatayu, having heard it before, could never forget it. 

The Pushpak. The celestial vehicle of the lord of Lanka. 

*** 

Sita was held fast. The only thing she could move was her head and even that she could only turn a little to either side. Two metal flaps bracketing her face, not unlike the blinders used on race horses, prevented her from seeing very much. Her arms were gripped at three points, upper arms, just below the elbows and at the wrists. Her legs were similarly pinned, making it impossible for her to bend them. Metal casing sheathed her hands and feet, fitting snugly enough that she couldn’t even make a fist or curl her toes. Her neck was gripped from behind in a vice, as were her shoulders and her waist. She was caught like a prisoner on a golden rack and the rack was turned to face upwards, so all she could see was brilliant blue sky, a stray cloud or two, and the dazzling orb of the sun in the east, above her right leg. 

The sky-chariot thrummed like a living being beneath her skin. It felt warm, not because of the sun blazing down on it, but as if it was warm within. She recognised it as the warmth of living metal. The vahan was forged by the shakti of Brahman, like the Sage’s Brow in Mithila. It sparked a faint hope within her panicked breast: surely a device created by a benign force could not be used for any evil purpose? She tried to appeal to it mentally.
Help me
.
Your master takes me against my will
.
Do not allow him to take me
. 

She could hear Ravana’s heads conversing heatedly. The debate over her abduction had not ended, it would seem. She was fascinated and repulsed by the notion of a being with multiple warring minds. How could he ever get them all to agree on any one course of action? Where were Rama and Lakshman? It had only been moments since she had been grappled and raised by the vahan. Even now, she prayed they would arrive and free her. She did not think about how they would fight a being that commanded a flying chariot or whether their arrows would be of any use against such a vehicle. Rama would do
something
. For the first time in years, she wished fervently, bitterly, that he still possessed the shakti of the mahamantras. Had he not unleashed the brahm-astra at Mithila, he would have been able to battle Ravana and bring down even this magical flying vehicle. What was the use of saving the world if he could not save his own wife? Where was he? Why had she agreed to let Lakshman go? Why had she not gone after him? Why had she let herself be duped by the disguise of the old sanyasi? How could she not have seen through Ravana’s deception? 

Ravana’s many voices rose to an angry pitch, like a war council of reluctant allies trying to shout each other down, peaked with a volley of unmistakable abuse and threats— apparently individual heads threatened others! And then, with a grim abruptness, the bickering died out. In a single, low tone, Ravana said something, she could not hear the full sentence, but she caught the word ‘Lanka’ in it. He was commanding the vahan to fly them back to his island-kingdom. She turned her head frantically, bruising her knuckles and shin as she struggled hopelessly against the relentlessly constricting vices. The skychariot’s thrumming vibrations grew more intense as it rose silently higher, higher, until she could no longer see the tops of the nearby trees around the hut, only the bright, sun-washed blue sky. It turned until the sun was over her left shoulder. Though its motion was so perfect and silent that she felt nothing at all, yet her stomach churned and her entire being screamed with agony. 

Please
, she begged silently,
do not allow yourself to be used thus
.
In the name of Brahma
,
I command you
,
unfasten my restraints and release me now
.
In the name of the trimurti
,
Brahma
,
Vishnu and Shiva
,
free me
. 

A flock of parrots flew overhead. Bright green with long red and orange tails. They squawked and screeched nasally as they passed, as if sympathising with her anguish. They reminded her of a day when she and Rama had found a parrot with a mauled wing below a tree and had nursed it until it was well enough to fly. Perhaps the bird they had saved was in that flock.
Fetch help
, she called to the birds.
Find Rama and tell him to save me
. 

Aloud, Ravana spoke again, commanding the sky-chariot. From his tone, she guessed that he was not accustomed to having to repeat his orders. Did that mean that her appeal had had some effect? Could the vehicle hear her plea and obey it? But surely Ravana would have expected that, would have anticipated every move and countermove before attempting this audacious abduction? 

A prayer came to her, unbidden and out of the deepest part of her soul, emerging fully formed and perfect. 

Our Lady of the Earth
, she prayed,
Prithvi-maa
,
mother of all life upon this mortal plane
,
hear this
,
your daughter
’
s plea
:
clasp this vehicle to your bosom and do not let it fly to its destination
.
This I ask of you
,
my mother
. 

*** 

Rama stopped so abruptly, Lakshman expected to see a horde of rakshasas barring his way. Nothing short of that would stop them now. His sword was in hand as he came abreast of his brother. They both stared in disbelief at the wall of creepers that fell from the trees to the ground. Glancing down at the earth, he could still see the tips of the vines writhing and insinuating themselves deeper into the soil. At the periphery of vision, their edges blurred. 

‘Asura sorcery,’ Lakshman said grimly. ‘Perhaps—’ 

Before he could finish, Rama was slashing at the wall of living strands, his sword working with a methodical fury that he hadn’t seen for months. It seemed the war against the demons of Chitrakut still raged. Then again, Lakshman thought as he wielded his own sword, perhaps such wars never truly ended. The devas themselves had been fighting the asuras since the beginning of time. How could they, mere mortals, have thought they could end their branch of that eternal conflict within a few years? He focussed his years of pent-up anguish against the sorcerously extended creepers, flailing away. 

It was slow, difficult work. The creepers kept growing, and, as they were hacked down, the severed strands fell on both princes, entangling their arms, entwining their bodies and limbs, seeking to encumber and obstruct. A fragment of vine, spurting green vegetable blood, tightened inexorably around Lakshman’s neck, choking off his breath. He grasped it and tore it off, feeling the tender skin around his throat scored by its pointed tendrils. He continued slashing with the other hand all the while, the sword cutting with machine-like efficiency. 

They began to glimpse the far side of the curtain of vines now, the open space of the clearing fronting the hut. Rama redoubled his efforts, using an arrow in one hand and his sword in the other, slashing one way, then the other to use his energy more effectively. They had cut through at least two yards worth of dense growth. Only hours earlier, it would have been possible to walk beneath these peepal tendrils with only a hand raised to brush away the occasional low-hanging vines. Lakshman marvelled at the asura power that had made living vines grow so fast and so densely. As they cut through the last yard of the creeper wall, he saw the vines start to turn brown and wither before his eyes. And through the soles of his feet, he felt … something. Like a vibration that thrummed and made his teeth sing. Not an earthquake, but something as elemental. He knew it was connected to whatever was transpiring at the hut, and he renewed his efforts, pressing his wearying limbs to greater effort. Rama and he could not have been more energetic in their swordwork had they been facing a contingent of asuras. 

As they cut through the last strands, Rama dropped the arrow, splintered stick that it had been reduced to by now, and, grasping the tops of the creepers with his free hand, measured his slashes. He efficiently cut out a doorway for them to pass through. When it was done, Rama stepped through and Lakshman followed. They paused a fraction of an instant to gauge the situation. Lakshman felt the vibration in the ground beneath his feet growing, and his inner ear sensed rather than heard the screaming of some alien thing, like the times when he heard certain animals cry out and knew that much of their communication was taking place below or above the limits of his auditory perception. 

They were in the clearing before the hut. There was no sign of Sita—or of anyone else. Above the clearing, the sky was dotted with birds flying madly to and fro. A forest fire could hardly have aroused such panic among the different bird species. Even at a glance, it was evident that the source of the disturbance was right here, in this very clearing. 

Lakshman’s searching eyes caught two telltale details: 

Scuffed footprints in the dry, powdery soil before the gate of the hut, as if someone had stood there, just outside the rough line that Lakshman had sketched before leaving. 

And a mud bowl that they all used for washing their feet and hands before re-entering the hut, lying below the stoop, shattered into three jagged fragments, the darker stain of spilt fluid surrounding it. 

These two signs told him everything he needed to know. 

Ahead of him, Rama sheathed his sword quickly and drew his bow. His brother moved to the side of the hut as he notched an arrow to the cord. Lakshman followed.