Please Save Me (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting) (6 page)

The sight of Gary penetrating Selina was erotic as hell, and Steve grabbed his cock and began to stroke in time to the shallow thrusts his lover made until his cock was buried into her balls deep. Her sobbing pants and moans filled the air, and when Gary leaned in to kiss her, he also pinched her nipples between his index fingers and thumbs.

Steve’s muscles were so taut with tension he felt like he could snap at any moment. The sight of Gary’s cock buried up into Selina’s pussy had pre-cum leaking from the slit in his cock. His balls ached as his cock bobbed up and down with the beat of his heart. He reached into the drawer beside the bed and grabbed the tube of lube. After donning a condom, he breathed deeply in and out of his mouth a few times until some of the tension left his body.

Popping open the tube, he squirted some of the cool gel onto the tips of two fingers and knelt down on the floor behind Selina, indicating to Gary with a nod of his head to hold her still.

He kissed her spine and followed the curve of her back with his tongue and lips. When he reached the crack of her ass, he slid his tongue in between her spread cheeks, which Gary thoughtfully held open for him. Rimming her little pucker, he made sure to leave saliva behind to help lubricate her anus and chuckled into her flesh when he heard her gasp.

“Just relax, baby. Steve won’t hurt you. He knows what he’s doing. If you don’t like anything we do, Selina, all you have to do is say stop. Okay?”

“Ooh, ah. Okay,” she answered Gary breathlessly.

Lifting his arm, Steve slowly placed his lubed fingers against her rosette and caressed her lightly until the muscles of her ass began to relax and open to him. Penetrating her slowly first with one finger and then the other, he stretched her out while simultaneously pushing farther into her back channel. Holding still to give her time to adjust to the unfamiliar penetration of her ass so he wouldn’t hurt her, Steve leaned over and kissed one of her ass cheeks. When he heard her whimper and she shifted back toward his hand slightly, he knew she was ready for more.

He began to pump his digits in and out of her anus, slowly inching his way past her tight ring of muscles, scissoring his fingers wide until he was able to thrust in and out of her more easily. Withdrawing his fingers from her bottom, he grabbed the tube of lubricant and coated his prophylactic-covered cock with a generous amount and stood up behind her. Bending his knees, he grasped the base of his shaft and rubbed the head of his penis against her ass. She moaned and shivered, but she didn’t flinch or pull away from him.

Steve took a deep breath. Sweat formed on his face and rolled down his cheeks, but he began to push gradually but firmly into her dark entrance. Her passage opened up to him as he eased forward, and he groaned when the corona of his dick passed through the tight ring of her sphincter.

“You’re doing good, sugar. Use those ass muscles and push back against me,” he demanded in a deep, gravelly voice. He held his breath as she complied, and he growled as he slid into her anus balls-deep.

“Oh my God. Oh my God. Shit!” Selina exclaimed through panting breaths.

“You are so fucking tight, honey. Your ass is gripping me harder than a fist,” Steve rasped out.

“Her pussy is so tight, I swear she’s gonna milk the cum right out of my balls,” Gary panted.

Steve gripped her hips when she wriggled and held her still. The last thing he wanted was for her to move too much or too hard and hurt herself. “Don’t move, sugar. Stay still. Just relax and let us do all the work.”

“That’s easy for you to say. You don’t have a pole shoved up your ass,” she whimpered.

“Am I hurting you, honey?” Steve asked with concern. “Do you want me to stop?”

“Yes! No! Do something for fuck’s sake. Move, damn it!”

“Selina, stop wiggling,” Gary ordered in a firm voice.

Steve couldn’t take any more. He had to move, and he wanted to give Selina what she needed as well. He eased his cock out of her ass until just the tip was still resting inside her, and as he pushed back in, Gary pulled out of her cunt. When Gary steadily thrust his hips and slid his dick back into her pussy, he withdrew from her anus again. They set up a steady rhythm of advance and retreat, progressively increasing the pace of their pumping hips, until they were both shuttling in and out of her holes with rapid forward momentum. The sound of two sets of balls slapping against her flesh echoed around the room as they fucked her.

Steve had never felt anything like it. Even though he and Gary were very close and loved each other, only with Selina here did he feel more connected to his lover than he ever had before. He lifted his head from where he had been watching his cock going in and out of Selina’s body and connected with Gary’s eyes. Gary leaned toward him, and their mouths connected before he knew he had moved as well. Selina’s voice penetrated his lust-fogged mind, and he pulled back as he thrust his hips forward.

“That is so hot. I love watching you kiss. It makes me burn even more for you,” she stated breathlessly.

Steve closed his eyes, slid his hands around Selina, and pinched one of her nipples while he slid his hand down between her and Gary’s bodies. She began to keen and whimper with pleasure when he caressed her clit. The familiar tingle which warned he was about to come spread from the base of his spine around to his loins, and his balls drew up closer to his body. He was vaguely aware of Gary growling and knew his lover was close to the edge, too.

He took Selina’s clit between his thumb and index finger and squeezed. She screamed with ecstasy, the walls of her ass grabbing him hard as that tingling warmth turned to a raging inferno, and he yelled as his cock swelled and cum shot up from his balls and out the tip of his dick. Gary’s yell of completion echoed a second after his. He had reached climax, too.

Steve lowered his head to Selina’s shoulder, panting heavily as he waited for energy to return to his shaking limbs. When his breathing and his pounding heart began to slow, he lifted his head and looked over to Gary. His heart clenched and his breath hitched in his throat when he saw love shining from his other lover’s stare. He felt a chip in the wall he kept his heart encased in and lowered his eyelids when moisture pricked the back of his eyeballs. He didn’t know why the woman between him and Gary affected him so much, but he knew she was special. At the same time, she was also a danger to him, and he didn’t know what to do about it.

Pulling his cock gently from her ass and being careful to take the condom with him, he stood up on wobbly legs and headed into the adjoining bathroom. He disposed of the sheath and cleaned up. Grabbing a washcloth, he wet it and soaped it up. He returned just as Gary eased from Selina’s cunt and walked toward the bathroom. She had her eyes closed as she lay on the bed in a supine sprawl. She looked so fucking gorgeous. He knew he was in danger of falling in love.

He cleaned her up and patted her dry, and then he lifted her into his arms. Placing her in the middle of the bed, he drank in her beautiful face as she slept on. Selina snuggled into his chest, nuzzling her cheek against him, and he wondered if she would still feel the same when he told her why he was such a cold, hard bastard in the bedroom. She would probably be more understanding than any other female since she had obviously suffered at the hands of another human being, too, but he wasn’t sure he was ready to open up with her just yet.

Gary knew his little secret, and Steve knew he would never betray him by telling anyone else. In fact, if it hadn’t been for Gary, Steve wondered if he would ever have been able to function as a “normal,” healthy male. The only times he had let Gary top him happened because he’d had too much to drink and his inhibitions had been lowered. He didn’t blame Gary for either of those interludes, because both times his lover had asked him over and over again if he was sure that was what he wanted to do, and it had been at that time. But he would never allow Gary to discuss those times with him or anyone else. To him they had been aberrations in his personality.

Not that Gary’s lovemaking had been anything but tender and loving, but he just couldn’t deal with the mental ramifications of what he had done. Yet he had no problem making love to Gary. God, he was so screwed up. When Selina found out about him he was scared she would run screaming from the house, leaving Gary’s heart in pieces.

No, he couldn’t chance falling in love with her. He was going to have to be very vigilant around her and make sure he was in control at all times. There was no way in hell he was letting her take his heart only to smash it beneath her feet on her way out the door. “She is so perfect for us. Selina is exactly what we have been looking for.” Gary got in the other side and turned his head to look at Steve.

“Don’t get your hopes up. She may not want to stay when she finds out about me.”

“You don’t honestly believe that, do you? Haven’t you seen the way she watches you when you’re not looking?”

“That doesn’t mean anything. Besides, she looks at you the same way,” Steve replied quietly.

“Yeah?” A goofy grin spread across his face.

“Look, you can’t go falling for her too hard or fast, man. She may not want to stick around for long.”

“Steve, you have to trust her. You can’t go around your whole life with your heart closed off, expecting everyone to reject you. Selina is nothing like Sally was, and to be honest, I don’t know why you told her in the first place. It wasn’t as if you loved her, and neither did I. She was just a fuck, and her heart wasn’t involved either.”

“It was a test. I had to find out how a female would react when she knew the truth about me.”

“Don’t go measuring Selina against Sally. They’re totally different people. God, Sally was such a needy, greedy bitch. Selina’s different,” Gary stated vehemently and held up his hand when he went to interrupt. “She is quiet, dependable, and loving, Steve, and if you don’t see that then just maybe we aren’t deserving of her. If you don’t think you can open up to her, to both of us, then maybe we shouldn’t have started this in the first place.”

Steve rolled away from Gary and sighed as tumultuous emotions raced through his heart and head. He wanted Selina more than he had ever wanted anyone in his life, besides Gary. Was he going to be able to trust her and let her into his heart? In his entire life, he had only ever been able to rely on two people. Himself and Gary. Would he be doing Gary a disservice if he didn’t learn to trust and let her into his life as well?

He already knew the answer to that question before it had finished forming in his mind. Yes, he would be.

Shit
. He should have learned to be happy with just Gary by his side, but he, too, had yearned to have a female in their relationship. They needed her more than she needed them, and if he was honest with himself, he was probably in more need of her soft, gentle, loving touch than his lover was.

He rolled to his back and stared at the ceiling, his eyes wide and no hint of sleep imminent. It was going to be a long night.

Selina hadn’t meant to eavesdrop on their conversation earlier in the night, but since she was between waking and sleeping, she had heard everything Gary and Steven had said. She had drifted off to sleep when Steve had rolled away from her, and even though she felt right being between the two men, she wasn’t going to be content until she was able to connect with Steve on a more emotional level. Whatever he feared to tell her was ripping him apart inside.

She had yearned to turn over and take him into her arms and whisper her love for him.

Slowly but irrevocably, without her even realizing it, she had been falling for her two bosses from the first day she had asked for a job. Steve with his pain-filled eyes, seriousness, and dominant personality had wormed his way beneath her skin and into her heart. She wanted to tell him that no matter what he’d done or had had done to him, it would never change the way she felt for him or Gary.

Gary had such a quick-witted humor and light outlook on life, which hid a vulnerable perfectionist beneath that outer façade.
How could I not have known how deeply I felt for them?
Now that she had experienced their touch, she wanted more and more. She didn’t know if she could walk away if she had to.

When they had been making love with her earlier in the evening, she had felt so connected with the two men, her heart had been full of love and happiness, and she had struggled to contain it. Several times she’d had to bite her tongue to prevent herself from blurting out those three words. Never in her life had she felt so peaceful, nor had she felt she could make love with two men, to have their bodies in hers as they wrapped her in loving arms and pleasured her body. She had felt connected to them on a level so deep, she had felt them touch her soul. Now, as Steve got out of bed and tiptoed from the room, she vowed to help him and love him with everything she had.

The bedroom door closed quietly behind him, and Selina rose, slipped Steve’s shirt on, and followed him. She found him in the kitchen leaning against the counter, his head hanging down below his shoulders, the muscles beneath his naked back taut with tension. He lifted his head and looked at her in the window over the kitchen sink, and she realized she must have made a noise to alert him to her presence. Turning to face her, he perused her shirt-clad form from toes to head and back again.

“What’s wrong, sugar? Can’t you sleep?”

“I woke up thirsty and wanted a drink,” she answered half-truthfully.