Authors: Tricia Goyer
“Listen⦠” Jonas followed Clyde to the door. “I was thinking about taking Emma by the shop for a piece of pie this afternoon. So why don't I just bring it up to Lovina?”
Clyde's eyebrows lifted. “Today?”
Jonas ushered Clyde out of the door. “Today, I promise.” He then smiled, guessing Lovina's response. He would mention it, and then he could promptly forget it. With the pie shop barely getting on its feet, the owner of Me, Myself, and Pie would not be interested in her nice grass being dug up for a school project, especially by a schoolteacher who had no intention of staying beyond the school year. Yes, he'd mention it, point out all the reasons it wouldn't work, and then let Lovina decide. Thenâwith a clear conscienceâhe could let Clyde and Ruth Ann know that Emma would have to wait until May to garden. Somehow his daughter would survive.
Besides, when he got back to Kentucky he'd have plenty of time to ask one of his other sisters or older nieces to take Emma under their wing. It wasn't like she'd be grown overnight.
But would that be enough? A mentor for Emma?
Ruth Ann wanted more for him than that. She wanted Jonas to find love again, but was that possible?
Hope Miller's sweet face popped in his mind again, but he pushed it away. She was too young, too beautiful. She'd never want to be with someone like him, who came with so much baggageâa daughter, a sad history, a broken heart.
Besides, he'd never find a woman as sweet, loving, and gentle as Sarah. Yes, Emma needed someone to teach her what being an Amish woman was all about, but that didn't mean he needed to fall in love again. After losing Sarah, Jonas wasn't even sure that was even possible.
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One 9-inch baked pastry pie crust
2½ cups milk, divided
1 cup sugar
¼ cup cornstarch
dash of salt
3 large egg yolks
1½ cups powdered sugar
½ cup peanut butter
whipped topping
Bring two cups of milk to a boil in a saucepan over medium-high heat. In a bowl, mix sugar, cornstarch, and salt together. Stir in ½ cup milk, add egg yolks, and mix well. Stir cornstarch mixture into the boiling milk. Bring back to a boil, stirring constantly. Remove from heat and cool.
To make crumbs, mix together powdered sugar and peanut butter until crumbly. Reserve
â
of the crumbs for the top of the pie. Put remaining crumbs in the bottom of the baked pie crust. Pour the cooled filling on top of the crumbs. Cover with whipped topping. Sprinkle the remaining crumbs on top.
Too many of us don't know what's cooking until it boils over.
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onas's hand tightened around Emma's as they neared the pie shop. She glanced up at him and her brow furrowed. He noticed a spattering of freckles across her nose that he was sure he hadn't seen before. She was changing so quickly. Growing up.
“We're eating pie? Before dinner?”
“
Ja
, we'll get pie. We'll share a piece, so as not to spoil our appetite, but I need to talk to someone while we're here too.”
They paused before the front door next to a large pot filled with flowers. Emma reached out her free hand and brushed it over the top of a cluster of violets. Violets had been Sarah's favorite.
“About what?” She bent down and sniffed a pink blossom that Jonas didn't know the name of. Then her eyes rolled back as if enamored with the aroma. Sarah had done that too. She'd walked through her flower beds, bending down to enjoy the aroma of each one.
“Talking about a garden here⦠well, not really.” He shook his head, hoping not to get his daughter's hopes up. “I mean, I just
need to talk to someone that Aenti Ruth Ann wants me to talk to.” How could he explain to an eight-year-old that he needed to have the conversation to put a halt to Ruth Ann's idea
before
she talked to anyone about it? If Ruth Ann was anything, she was persuasive. And if she wanted something it usually happened.
“Do
you
want to have a garden here at the pie shop?” Emma eyed him curiously. Then she scratched her head, looking through the window at the display case. “Vegetable pie doesn't sound good.”
“It was just an ideaâthat your aunt had. There's a nice piece of land in the back, but I'm sure that it'll be too much work to follow through with. Especially with us leaving.”
“Hope is a gardener.” Emma pointed to the flowers that filled the planter and spilled over. “She planted these.”
“She did?” Jonas looked at the pot closer. It was a perfect mix of color and fragrance. There were no shriveled flowers or dry leaves. If Hope tended these flowers she clearly took pride in her work.
“
Ja
. Hope said she'd liked vegetables more than flowers, and she'd like to be a gardener again.” Emma shrugged. “I think it's sad that she can't be.”
“How do you know this? When did you talk to her?”
“Last weekâthe day we got to town.” Emma swung against his arm, pulling gently from side to side as she talked. “Aenti Ruth Ann took me for pie, but I wanted ice cream. It was melted all over my hands, and Hope cleaned it off. She was taking care of her flowers.”
“So when you were at the creek, that was the second time you saw Hope?”
Emma nodded. “
Ja
.”
“And Hope told you the first time that she wished she had a garden?” Jonas pushed back his hat and rubbed his brow where the brim had rested. “Do you know if Aenti Ruth Ann heard her say that?”
Emma shrugged. “I don't know. I had two scoops and it was too big. And too sticky.”
Jonas nodded, pretending to be interested in Emma's ice cream but mostly wondering if his sister had something up her sleeve with this garden idea. Was Ruth Ann trying to play matchmaker? He wouldn't put it past her. But the truth was, hearing that Hope wished for a garden made him reconsider his conversation with Lovina.
He'd planned on presenting the idea of a garden to Lovina, and then he'd back himself out of the commitment. After all, he was a busy man. But Emma's words made him wonder. If he did help start a garden, would Hope Miller want to get involved?
A garden was a lot of work, but it wouldn't be without benefits. He
could
use it for his classes, and if it helped him to get to know Hope Miller better, why, that would be a bonus. And there'd be produce for the community.
Something inside Jonas told him he had to try. It would be a good project for Emma to be involved in while she was in Pinecraft. And if nothing else came of it, he'd have some time with his daughterâtime he never seemed to get while tending the farm back home.
Jonas walked into the pie shop and found a booth. When the waitress came by he ordered a slice of old-fashioned cream pie to split with Emma, and then he asked if it would be possible to talk to Lovina Miller.
The waitress smiled. “Lovina's busy but I'll see what I can do. Can I tell her what it's about?”
“It's about a garden!” Emma blurted out. “Dat wants to grow one here in the back.”
The young waitress lifted an eyebrow. “A garden?”
She looks familiar,
Jonas thought.
In fact, she looks a little like Hope.
He squirmed in his seat, wondering if she was one of Hope's sisters. Worried that she was. Word spread quickly in Amish communities. Many times an idea became a solid plan when passed along by excited lips.
Just as they finished their last bite, the owner of the pie shop, Lovina Miller, walked over and scooted into the booth next to Emma. Jonas had seen her nearly every time he'd come into the pie shop. She was dark-haired and petite with a warm smile. From what he'd heard she was going to be a married woman in a few months, although she and Noah Yoder had yet to publish their wedding.
“My sister said you wanted to talk to me? She said something about a garden?”
Jonas opened his mouth, but Emma cut in. “Dat wants to have a garden out back. A real garden just like our one in Kentucky.”
“A real garden? Is that right?” Lovina's inquisitive gaze looked first to Emma and then turned to him.
Emma leaned forward, resting her arms on the table. “Right, Dat? A big garden, right?”
Jonas reached across the table and ruffled her hair. “I don't know how big. It was just an idea. My sister Ruth Ann thought of it firstâmaybe something for the children? She seems to think that the Amish children here in Pinecraft are losing out on so much by not learning to care for a farm or garden.”
Lovina looked at Emma thoughtfully, then back to him. “You know, I've never really considered that before. I love the idea of a garden. And it would be so good for the schoolchildren. I do have a large area in the back. It gets plenty of sun and there is a water source.”
Jonas raised his eyebrows, surprised she jumped on the idea so quickly.
“I know that a few gardeners around here have already started planting. Do you know when you'd like to start?” Lovina asked.
“Start?” He shrugged. “I was just sharing the idea. I can't commit to overseeing a project like that. I wish I could, but with this being my first time teaching I don't think that I should take on too much. I couldn't take on
all
of it for certain⦠but if you knew a gardener, and he or she didn't mind the children getting involved⦠”
Lovina drew a breath. “Oh, I see. I thought you'd wanted to oversee it.”
“I would if I could, but I'm leaving in May. I have a farm to return home to. Andâ”
Lovina raised a hand, cutting him off. “
Ja
, I understand. Do you think⦠” A smile filled her face. “Do you think if I found someone to organize the garden and plant it that the children would like to help?” Her eyes sparkled. They were so dark he was certain he'd never seen any darker, but he saw something else tooâexcitement. It was as if an idea was forming in her mind. Was Lovina thinking what he hoped she was? Was she considering roping in her sister Hope?
Jonas cleared his throat. “
If
it's not too much trouble.
If
you can find someone interested, then I thought it would be a good idea. There is so much I could teach.” Then he released a big breath. “I'll leave it up to you.”
A weight lifted from his shoulders and an unexpected lightness filled his chest. The idea was no longer in his hands. He'd offered the idea and would leave the rest to Lovina. Ruth Ann should be happy with that.
Lovina smiled, and she drummed her fingers on the table top, as if eager to get back to work. “
Gut
. I'll let you know. But even if we can make it happen it'll be a few weeks before we can get
everything ready and⦠” She stopped her words and pressed her lips together. “Can you just keep this idea between you and me until I figure out if it will work?”