Personal Geography (12 page)

I let it sink in for a few seconds. I hate playing the stonewalling game all weekend. For the first time in a long time, I had the urge to answer, so I make a counter-offer. “I noticed you were reading
Blindness
. Are you enjoying it?”

His face relaxes but then he looks suspicious. “I am. Have you read it?”

“I have. More than once. Saramago is a personal favorite.”

The corner of his mouth tugs up. “Something personal we’re allowed to talk about?”

“Yes.” I offer him a smile before making an innocuous observation about Saramago’s unique style of prose. I don’t want to embarrass him, but he responds readily with a more sophisticated observation of his own.
Two can play at this game.
I up the ante until our conversation wouldn’t seem out of place at one of my lit seminars at Princeton. Well, well, Cris Ardmore is more than literate. Another pleasant and dangerous surprise.

*

It’s five o’clock
on Sunday, and Cris has returned me to my room to shower and pack. I’m disappointed we won’t be showering together. I don’t want to waste a minute of our time, but he’s being courteous and I appreciate it. I’ve been left a disreputable-looking mess and had to get cleaned up in the car on the way to the airport more than once. Luckily Matty keeps a spare set of clothes and some baby wipes handy.

It occurs to me as I’m soaping up and gazing dreamily at the mitered seam that Cris never showed me the best part of the house. Or maybe he did and didn’t identify it as such? The porch where we had dinner last night is awfully nice. That could’ve been it.

I feel sated and well-used. This has been an excellent use of my time. I’ll be good to go for the office early tomorrow morning, hopefully starting with a call from Constance. That’ll be an easy hour on the phone and a nice way to slip back into real life.

I’m sad to leave this beautiful bathroom. I don’t like to speculate about whether or not I’ll see a man again, but this time I can’t help myself. I’d like to see Cris again, and I got the distinct impression he’d like to see me again, too. I search my mental calendar for when that might be possible, and I’m annoyed it won’t be for two months. Maybe if I…

No, India, don’t. Just don’t.

I slip back into the dress and sandals I wore for the drive here and take one last turn to make sure I haven’t forgotten anything. I’m finished with fifteen minutes to spare, so I pick up my bag and head to the main house. Cris is sitting on one of the couches with a book, and I set my bag by the front door before kneeling in front of him. He’s moved on to
All the Names
, and I fight to keep a smile off my face. Maybe next time we’ll get to have another book discussion.

Next time? Oh, stop.

“Are you ready to go home, pet?”

I hesitate the barest bit. “Yes, sir.”

I’m not ready to go home. To be honest, I’d like to stay. Indefinitely. What the fuck has come over me? Surgical strikes are my style, not getting mired in land wars. Get in, get your kink on to clear your head, and get the hell out.

“Would you mind if we called this a little early?”

What? Does he have something
better
to do? How rude. Maybe I don’t want to see this guy again after all. But like a good little sub, I won’t be contrary. “No, sir.”

He gets up from the couch and offers me a hand. I hope Matty’s already waiting outside. How humiliating would it be to have to sit on his steps or stand in the drive waiting for my ride to pull up? I’d be like the kid whose parents forgot to pick her up from daycare. But instead of showing me to the front door, he tugs me toward the other side of the room and opens a door that leads to a set of steps.

“I wanted to show you something. We didn’t get the chance after lunch on Friday.”

Whoa. I have to slam on the brakes and put myself in reverse. He’s done this on purpose—ending our contract. He didn’t want to show this to his pet, his submissive. He wanted to show it to Kit Bailey-Isles, the girl who discusses sex toys over raw fish soup.

“A second date so soon?”

“What can I say? I don’t play hard to get.” He smirks and leads me down the steps, keeping ahold of my hand. How cute.

When we get to the bottom, there’s a path that leads off into the jungle and I wonder where he’s taking me. I don’t have to wonder long because the trees and vines and greenery thin, the soil under my feet turns sandy, and I see the ocean. My face splits into a delighted grin. I knew we weren’t far from the water—you rarely are in Hawaii—but I had no idea.

We’re in a tiny cove of mostly rocks, but with a narrow strip of sand that leads to the water. There are two yellow kayaks tied up on the beach, and a giant white hammock held up by two trees. It couldn’t be more picture perfect.

“This is yours?”

“Yeah. Couldn’t build the house down here because the ground’s not stable enough, but it’s not far.”

“It’s beautiful, Cris. Thank you for bringing me.”

“My pleasure.”

We stand there for a while, not saying anything, only looking out at the waves and the sky, clasping hands.

The spell is broken when Cris checks his watch. “I’d better get you back. I doubt Mr. St. James takes kindly to you being late.”

I laugh. It’s true. Matty has overcome his island heritage and is extremely punctual. Almost Scandinavian-ly so. Not to mention, he starts to worry if I’m not on time returning from my little adventures. With reluctance, I let Cris tow me back to the house. He puts my bag over his shoulder and, curiously, picks up a wooden box from the kitchen counter before he shows me out to the drive where Matty is waiting.

Matty holds out a hand for my bag. Cris passes it off and then turns back to me, looking uncertain.

“Could we have a minute, Mr. St. James?”

This is not standard operating procedure, and I silently beg Matty to be cool. But I needn’t have worried—Matty’s a professional. He ducks a nod, a smile only I notice on his face as he climbs into the 4x4.

“Would it be weird for me to say thank you for this weekend?” One of Cris’s eyes squints. He doesn’t want to offend me. So freaking cute.

“Do you mean would it make me feel like a hooker? Only if you tried to give me a tip.”

I’ve made Cris laugh again. I’ll enjoy that feeling in my belly on my flight back.

“Well, then, thank you. That was better than I could’ve hoped for.”

Damn right it was, Mr. Ardmore.
“Likewise.”

“Can I see you again?”

“Call Mr. Walter.”

He looks disappointed. I hope he’s not discouraged. He takes a step toward me and holds out the wooden box.

“This is for you. I hope you have a safe trip back to wherever you’re headed.”

I take it. A present? That’s a first. “Thank you.”

Is this it? I think he might turn and go back to his house, but instead, he grips my hair at the nape of my neck and kisses my cheek. For some reason I can’t explain, I blush. I don’t remember the last time I blushed. India “Ceviche” Burke does not blush. But here I am, the color of a ripe summer rose.

He doesn’t seem to think it’s odd as he leads me to the car and hands me up. “Goodbye, Kit.”

“Bye, Cris.”

Then my door is closed and he’s walking away. I have to busy myself tugging at my seatbelt to not fling myself after him. I keep it together long enough for Matty to start the Jeep and roll off down the path, back toward where I came from a little over two days ago. I’m feeling flustered, and Matty can tell. He doesn’t launch into his usual interrogation right away. Only after a few minutes does he try to pry some information out of me.

“What’d he give you?”

Oh, right, my little wood box. It’s sitting, unopened, in my lap. I lift the lid, and my mouth drops open. It’s a bento box filled with a few rice balls, a piece of veggie frittata, edamame, sliced mango, and a pair of chopsticks.

“Dinner. He made me dinner, Matty.”

“Oh, you’re in trouble, girl.”

“You have no idea.”

‡

“I
’m concerned about
these vacancy numbers, India.”

Shit. Yes, I know the vacancy numbers are an issue, but instead of losing my cool, I take another sip of my coffee. “I know, Constance. We’re working on it. Jack’s been riding Janis, but she’s being more dimwitted than usual and keeps making excuses. They’ve gotten rent collections up and they’re nearly caught up on filings, so some of the fires are being put out.”

“That’s all well and good, but if these vacancies aren’t down by next quarter’s report, we’re going to need to have a serious talk. All of us.”

“I’ll lease them up myself. What would make you happy?”

“Nothing less than ninety-three percent occupancy, but I’d kiss you if you could get me ninety-six.”

“Ninety-seven it is. Hope you warned Glory, I’ll be coming to collect.”

She laughs, and we wrap up with a few small changes she’d like made. I promise to have the revised report to her by the end of the day. Not a bad start to my first day back. Next stop, Jack’s office.

I knock on his glass door but don’t wait for a response before coming in. “Would you mind if I went up to LA on Friday? We need to put the fear of god in Janis about these vacancy numbers because fear of Cooper doesn’t seem to be cutting it.”

“Go.” He doesn’t look up from his desktop. “But you better get your bitch face back on because that dreamy look you’ve had on all morning isn’t going to cut it.”

“Don’t worry, Jack. I’m sure four days of the vitriol that spews out of your ugly maw will wipe it right off.”

Note to self: stop thinking about Cris
. Apparently even Jack has noticed, and I doubt Jack would notice if I shaved my head.

“You’ll only have two. I’m going to Chicago on Wednesday.”

“Client?”

“Possibly.”

Fuck. I can’t go to Chicago.

“Two should be plenty. If we get Chicago, give it to Leo. His kids are there.”

Jack loosens his tie in response. That’s never good. I should get out of here before the shit hits the fan. When I get back to my desk, I check my personal cell for the ten thousandth time since leaving Cris’s house and find a text from Rey:

Call me.

Even though my stomach has dissolved into butterflies and I want nothing more than to call this second, I don’t. Instead, I use it as motivation to slog through some numbers for Provo. A few hours later, I dial my reward.

“You must have been a very good girl.”

“He called?”

“Yes. Last night. He’d like to see you again. As soon as possible.”

It’s all I can do to keep from squealing.

“Oh.”

“That’s cute, India. Really.” Rey chuckles, and I picture his eyes rolling from five hundred miles down the California coast. “I’ll see you tonight.”

*

I happily bust
my ass for the rest of the day, writing up a grant for Alameda County and sending the revised report to Cooper. I drop copies of everything on Jack’s desk and hustle out to my car, cranking up my stereo for the drive to the restaurant where I’m meeting Rey. It’s some swank Asian fusion place where it’s impossible to get a table, but when I pull up and Rey takes my hand, we’re shown right to the best seats in the place.