Peacock Emporium (37 page)

‘Mum?’ Suzanna held the receiver to her ear.

‘Suzanna? Oh, darling, I’m so sorry to bother you at work but Rosemary’s had a fall, and I desperately need some help.’

‘What happened?’

‘I’ve got no car. The boys have gone off with mine, your father refuses to carry a mobile phone, and I need to get Rosemary to hospital. I think she may have cracked a rib.’

‘I’ll come,’ said Suzanna.

‘Oh, darling, would you? I wouldn’t ask, but it’s that or an ambulance, and Rosemary is absolutely refusing to have one near the house. The thing is, I can’t get her down the stairs by myself.’

‘Upstairs? What’s she doing there?’

‘It’s a long story. Oh, Suzanna, are you sure you don’t mind?’

‘Don’t be silly. I’ll be as quick as I can.’

Suzanna hung up. ‘I’ve got to go,’ she said. ‘Jess, I’d better shut the shop. Oh, God, where did I put my keys?’

‘What about the boxes?’ said Jess. ‘You’ve got those deliveries tomorrow. Where are we going to put everything?’

‘I can’t think about it now. I’ve got to run my grandmother to hospital. I’ll just have to deal with tomorrow when it comes. Maybe I’ll come back tonight if we don’t have to wait too long in A and E.’

‘You want me to come?’ said Alejandro.

‘No, thanks.’ Suzanna smiled despite herself at the thought of explaining him to Rosemary.

‘Let me ring Mum,’ said Jess. ‘She can pick up Emma and I’ll stay here and do it for you. I’ll pop the keys in through your door later.’

‘Are you sure? Will you be okay? Some of the boxes are quite heavy.’

‘I’ll help her,’ said Alejandro. ‘You go. Don’t worry. We’ll sort it out.’

Suzanna ran from the shop towards her car, her hands lifted above her head in a futile attempt to shelter from the rain, wondering at how, even in a dire family emergency, even in the face of Jessie’s generosity, even knowing Jessie’s resolute devotion to another man, she could find room for a stab of jealousy that the two of them would now be alone in the shop together.

The display in the window was about Sarah Silver. It was fair to say that it was one of the least interesting the Peacock Emporium had put on, focusing as it did on the day she moved into her eight-bedroom Georgian rectory, Brightmere – now renamed Brightmere Manor – on the edge of Dere Hampton. It told of how she had had to wait eight nail-biting days to discover if their sealed bid had secured the house, and of the long, tortuous weeks spent choosing fabrics and soft furnishings (the agonies of choice!) and the crippling responsibilities of hosting the endless rounds of charity coffee mornings and the annual village fête. It included one of the ‘mood boards’ she had created to furnish each room, taking inspiration from various castles and stately homes with which she boasted a tenuous connection. Several paragraphs from the bottom, there was a couple of lines about her wedding day, an order of priorities that surprised no one who knew her. She had been up for two weeks now, and Suzanna and Jessie had taken secret pleasure in subtly altering the display by degrees: they had tired of Sarah boasting about its prominence and passing it ‘accidentally’ several times a day to show it off to her acquaintances – while failing to bring them in to buy anything. So far they had inserted an MFI catalogue and an advert for septic-tank clearance between her carefully arranged
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magazines, had substituted ‘plastic’ for ‘tree’ surgeon in her passage on the importance of a good gardener, and added several noughts to the price she had paid for the house. For good measure, next to the endless section about her first dinner party as ‘lady of the manor’, Jess had planted a tin of Brains’ Faggots.

‘I wouldn’t have done it to anyone else,’ she explained to Alejandro, as she brought another box up the stairs, ‘but she really is the most pompous cow you ever met. When she comes in here she won’t even talk to me, just directs all her conversation to Suzanna. I let slip one day that she was a Fairley-Hulme and old Fancy Pants thinks they’re all one big aristocratic family.’ She paused. ‘You know how her husband makes his money, don’t you? Internet porn. Except she says, “He’s something in computers.” We wouldn’t have stuck her in at all but I was short of a subject and promised Suzanna I could keep this going.’

Alejandro was gazing at the display. ‘What,’ he said, ‘are Brains’ Faggots?’

It was after six, and the bright evening skies had been prematurely darkened by the thunderous weather: from teatime onwards Jess had progressively turned on all the lights in the shop. She had piled all the rubbish into black bin bags, which had been relatively easy to carry up the stairs. Now, however, she was having to move the boxes, some of which were weighty, loaded with crockery or books. ‘God only knows what she’s been buying,’ she said, hauling another up the stairs. It was the only way she could make room to move the others around. ‘I don’t think she knows half the time.’ She let out a gasp of pain.

Alejandro dived over to take the box from her. ‘Are you okay?’

‘Just put a bit too much weight on my hand. I’m fine,’ said Jessie, examining her finger, which was still in the homemade splint.

Alejandro put the box on the floor and lifted her hand. ‘You know, you should get this X-rayed.’

‘It’s not broken. It would have swollen up if it was broken.’

‘Not necessarily.’

‘I can’t face the hospital again, Ale. I feel those nurses all look at me like I must be some kind of idiot.’ She sighed. ‘He’s so stupid! I’ve never even looked at another man. Well, of course I’ve looked, but I’ve never – you know – considered doing anything.’ She wrinkled her nose. ‘I know everyone thinks I’m a bit of a flirt but I’m actually one of those boring people who thinks there’s one man for one woman.’

‘I know.’ Alejandro turned her hand over, gently separating the fingers. The bruising was turning a sickly green. ‘If it is broken, and you don’t get it seen to, you could lose some of the use of the finger.’

‘I’ll take the chance.’ She glanced down at it, raised a smile. ‘Hey, I never had much use for that one anyway.’

He turned back to the box and lifted it. ‘Okay, from now on I do the lifting. You direct me. Then we both get home faster. Where do you want this?’

She sat on the stool by the counter. ‘Blue table. I think that’s summer stock, and I know she wants most of the summer stock either in a sale or back downstairs.’

He put it effortlessly at the other end of the shop, the invigorating ease of his movements suggesting a man glad to have a purpose. Outside, in the unlit lane, the rain still came down in sheets, now heavy enough to almost obliterate even the view of the wall on the other side of the road. Jessie shivered, noting that the water had started to creep in under the door.

‘It’s okay,’ said Alejandro. ‘It shouldn’t come in any further. It’s just because the drains are full.’ He tapped her lightly on the elbow. ‘Hey, come on, Jessie. You don’t get to sit around, you know. You have to show me which ones to move.’

About thirty feet down the lane, Jason Burden sat in the van, unseen by the occupants of the shop. He’d had a few drinks, shouldn’t really be driving by rights, but when he’d walked round to Cath’s to pick them both up earlier, she’d said Emma was still at drama club, and Jessie was supposedly getting her nails done at some beauty salon. They’d be back soon, her mum said. He was welcome to wait, have a cup of tea with her, and they could walk round and pick Emma up together. He’d gone to the pub instead.

He hadn’t really known what had made him come here. Perhaps it was that nothing felt right at the moment. Nothing felt secure, like it had done. Not Jessie, with her fancy friends, her books, shutting herself away from him night after night as she studied, no doubt preparing to build a new life away from him. Not Jessie, too tired to have a laugh down the pub with him now she was working, always chattering on about people he didn’t know, about some girl from the Fairley-Hulme estate, giving herself all sorts of airs and graces. Always trying to get him to come to the shop, meet her new ‘friends’, trying to make him into something he wasn’t. Not Jessie, looking at him with a new reproach in her eyes, baring her bruises at him like it didn’t hurt him enough already.

Perhaps it was that he’d seen Father Lenny walking towards Cath’s house, swaggering like he owned the whole bloody estate, and he’d given him that look, like Jason was somehow no better than the dirt under his feet, even if he’d covered it up with some phoney wave.

Perhaps it was the phone number he’d found in her pocket. The number that had been answered by some foreign-sounding bloke before he rang off.

He wasn’t sure why he had come.

Jason sat in the van, listening to the ticking of the engine cooling, the periodic swish of the windscreen wipers as they revealed, every few seconds, in the brightly lit shop, the sight he hadn’t wanted to see.

The man holding her hand.

Talking to her with his face inches from hers.

Motioning to her, smiling, to go downstairs to the cellar, to the place where Jason and Jessie had shared their first kiss. The place where he had first made her his own.

They didn’t come back up.

Jason rested his buzzing head on the steering-wheel.

Then, an eternity later, he placed his hand on the keys in the ignition.

The last box was neatly stacked into the makeshift shelving, and Alejandro dusted off his hands on his trousers. Jessie, sitting on the stairs above him (there hadn’t been enough room for two people to move round each other, not with the boxes), surveyed the cellar and smiled with satisfaction. ‘She’ll be pleased.’

‘I hope so.’ He grinned at her, picked up a piece of screwed-up paper from the stairs and tossed it neatly into the bin.

Jessie was watching him, her head tilted to one side. ‘You’re as bad as he is, you know.’

‘Your boyfriend?’ he asked, evidently perplexed.

‘Neither of you able to say what you feel. The difference is, he resorts to punches and you just bottle it all up.’

‘I don’t understand.’ He stepped up towards her so that his head was level with hers.

‘Like hell you don’t. You should talk to her, Ale. If one of you doesn’t do something soon, I’m going to faint under the weight of all the unspoken longing in the air.’

He looked at her steadily for some time. ‘She is married, Jess. And I thought you were the great believer – in fate, I mean. One man for one woman, right?’

‘I am,’ she said. ‘Not anyone’s fault if the first time round you get the wrong one.’

The tape machine, which had been playing a jazz compilation, switched itself off abruptly, leaving a silence within the shop, allowing acoustic space for the dull rumble of an approaching storm outside.

‘I think you are a romantic,’ he said.

‘Nope. I think sometimes people need a bit of a shove.’ She shifted on her step. ‘Including me. Come on, let’s get out of here. My Emma will be wondering where I am. She’s coming to watch me get my nails done this evening. First time ever. I can’t decide whether to go for some tasteful pink or a lovely tarty scarlet.’

He held out his arm, and she took it, using it as a lever with which to raise herself from her seated position. ‘God,’ she said, as they emerged into the glowing shop. ‘I’m absolutely filthy.’

He shrugged his agreement, patted himself down, glanced out at the rain. ‘You have an umbrella?’

‘Raincoat,’ she said, gesturing towards her fuchsia-coloured plastic mackintosh. ‘Essential English summer garment. You’ll learn.’ She moved towards the door.

‘You think we should ring Suzanna ? ‘ Alejandro said, casually. ‘See if she’s okay?’

‘She’ll be stuck in A and E for hours.’ Jess checked the keys in her hand. ‘But I’ve got to drop these round at hers later so I’ll tell her you were asking after her, if you like . . .’ She grinned, allowing a hint of mischief into her look.

He refused to answer her, shook his head in mock exasperation. ‘I think, Jessie, you should keep your schemes to Arturro and Liliane.’ He stooped to peel off a piece of parcel tape that had somehow attached itself to his trouser leg. Later, he would say he had heard only the beginning of Jessie’s laugh, a laugh that was interrupted by a rushing noise, a screech that was, in its escalating volume and velocity, like the sound of a vast, angry bird. He had looked up in time to see the blur of white, the ear-splitting crack of what might have been thunder, and then the front of the shop exploding inwards, in a crash of noise and timber. He had lifted his arm to protect himself against the shower of splintering glass, the flying shelves, plates, pictures, had fallen backwards against the counter, and all he had seen, all he had seen, was not Jessie, but the flash of bright pink plastic as it disappeared, like a wet carrier-bag, under the front of the van.

It was her fourth cup of machine coffee, and Suzanna realised that if she drank any more her hands would begin to shake. It was hard, though, given the tedium of waiting in the cubicle, and disappearing for coffee seemed to be the only way of legitimately escaping Rosemary’s relentlessly bad humour. ‘If she says, “The NHS isn’t what it used to be,” one more time,’ she whispered to Vivi, seated beside her, ‘I’m going to take a swing at her with a bedpan.’

‘What are you saying?’ said Rosemary, querulously, from the bed. ‘Do speak up, Suzanna.’

‘I shouldn’t bother, dear,’ muttered Vivi. ‘These days they’re made of the same stuff as eggboxes.’

They had been there almost three hours. Rosemary had initially been seen by a triage nurse, sent for various X-rays and diagnosed with a fractured rib, bruising and a sprained wrist. Then she had been apparently removed from the urgent board, and placed at the end of a long queue of mundane injuries, which she had taken as a personal affront. The rain didn’t help, the young nurse had said, then informed them that it was likely to be another hour at least. Always more accidents in the rain.

Suzanna glanced every few minutes at her left hand, as if it bore the visible sign of her duplicity. Her heart leapt every time she thought of the man who possibly still stood in her shop. This is wrong, she would tell herself. You’re doing it again. Overstepping the line. And then felt the quicksilver racing of her pulse as she allowed herself, yet again, to replay the events of the previous hours.