Pawn’s Gambit (14 page)

“Bradley.”

“Oh.” I looked over at Bradley, who was now listening intently to someone holding forth from the other end of his table.
Permanently disoriented,
Lanton had described him. Was he envisioning himself a professor of art or something right now? Or were his delusions that complete? I didn't know; and at the moment I didn't care. “Well, good for him. Now if you'd care to bring your mind back to ship's business, we still have a problem on our hands.”

Alana turned back to me, a slight furrow across her forehead. “I'm open to suggestions,” she said. “I was under the impression that we were stuck for the moment.”

I clenched my jaw tightly over the retort that wanted to come out. We
were
stuck; and until someone else came up with an idea there really wasn't any reason why Alana shouldn't be down here relaxing. “Yeah,” I growled, getting to my feet. “Well, keep thinking about it.”

“Aren't you going to eat?”

“I'll get something later in the duty mess,” I said.

I paused at the door and glanced back. Already her attention was back on Bradley. Heading back upstairs to the duty mess, I programmed myself an unimaginative meal that went down like so much wet cardboard. Afterwards, I went back to my cabin and pulled a tape on cascade point theory.

I was still paging through it two hours later when I fell asleep.

I tried several times in the next five days to run into Lanton on his own, but it seemed that every time I saw him Bradley was tagging along like a well-behaved cocker spaniel. Eventually, I was forced to accept Alana's suggestion that she and Tobbar offer Bradley a tour of the ship, giving me a chance to waylay Lanton in the corridor outside his cabin. The psychiatrist seemed preoccupied and a little annoyed at being so accosted, but I didn't let it bother me.

“No, of course there's no progress yet,” he said in response to my question. “I also didn't expect any. The first cascade point observations were my baseline. I'll be asking questions during the next one, and after that I'll start introducing various treatment techniques and observing Rik's reactions to them.”

He started to slide past me, but I moved to block him. “Treatment? You never said anything about treatment.”

“I didn't think I had to. I
am
legally authorized to administer drugs and such, after all.”

“Maybe on the ground,” I told him stiffly. “But out here the ship's doctor is the final medical authority. You will
not
give Bradley any drugs or electronic treatment without first clearing it with Dr. Epstein.” Something tugged at my mind, but I couldn't be bothered with tracking it down. “As a matter of fact, I want you to give her a complete list of all the drugs you've brought aboard before the next cascade point. Anything addictive or potentially dangerous is to be turned over to her for storage in the sleeper cabinet. Understand?”

Lanton's expression stuck somewhere between irritated and stunned. “Oh, come on, Captain, be reasonable—practically every medicine in the book can be dangerous if taken in excessive doses.” His face seemed to recover, settling into a bland sort of neutral as his voice similarly adjusted to match it. “Why do you object so strongly to what I'm trying to do for Rik?”

“I'd hurry with that list, Doctor—the next point's scheduled for tomorrow. Good day.” Spinning on my heel, I turned and stalked away.

I called back Kate Epstein as soon as I reached my cabin and told her about the list Lanton would be delivering to her. I got the impression that she, too, thought I was overreacting, but she nevertheless agreed to cooperate. I extracted a promise to keep me informed on what Lanton's work involved, then signed off and returned once more to the Colloton theory tapes that had occupied the bulk of my time the past four days.

But despite the urgency I was feeling—we had less than twenty hours to the next cascade point—the words on my reader screen refused to coalesce into anything that made sense. I gritted my teeth and kept at it until I discovered myself reading the same paragraph for the fourth time and still not getting a word of it. Snapping off my reader in disgust, I stretched out on my bed and tried to track down the source of my distraction.

Obviously, my irritation at Lanton was a good fraction of it. Along with the high-handed way he treated the whole business of Bradley, he'd now added the insult of talking to me in a tone of voice that implied I needed his professional services—and for nothing worse than insisting on my rights as captain of the
Dancer.
I wished to hell I'd paid more attention to the passenger manifest before I'd let the two of them aboard. Next time I'd know better.

Still … I had to admit that maybe I
had
overreacted a bit. But it wasn't as if I was being short-tempered without reason. I had plenty of reasons to be worried; Lanton's game of cascade-image tag and its possible effects on Bradley, the still-unexplained discrepancy in the last point's maneuvers, the changes I was seeing in Alana—

Alana. Up until that moment I hadn't consciously admitted to myself that she was behaving any differently than usual. But I hadn't flown with her for four years without knowing all of her moods and tendencies, and it was abundantly clear to me that she was slowly getting involved with Bradley.

My anger over such an unexpected turn of events was not in any way motivated by jealousy. Alana was her own woman, and any part of her life not directly related to her duties was none of my business. But I knew that, in this case, her involvement was more than likely her old affinity for broken wings, rising like the phoenix—except that the burning would come afterwards instead of beforehand. I didn't want to see Alana go through that again, especially with someone whose presence I felt responsible for. There was, of course, little I could do directly without risking Alana's notice and probable anger; but I could let Lanton know how I felt by continuing to make things as difficult as possible. And I would.

And with that settled, I managed to push it aside and return to my studies. It is, I suppose, revealing that it never occurred to me at the time how inconsistent my conclusion and proposed course of action really were. After all, the faster Lanton cured Bradley, the faster the broken-wing attraction would disappear and—presumably—the easier Alana would be able to extricate herself. Perhaps, even then, I was secretly starting to wonder if her attraction to him was something more than altruistic.

“Two minutes,” Alana said crisply from my right, her tone almost but not quite covering the tension I knew she must be feeling. “Gyro checks out perfectly.”

I made a minor adjustment in my mirror, confirmed that the long needle was set dead on zero. Behind the mirror, the displays stared blankly at me from the control board, their systems having long since been shut down. I looked at the computer's printout, the field generator control cover, my own hands—anything to keep from looking at Alana. Like me, she was unaccustomed to company during a cascade point, and I was determined to give her what little privacy I could.

“One minute,” she said. “You sure we made up enough distance for this to be safe?”

“Positive. The only possible trouble could have come from Epsilon Eridani, and we've, made up enough lateral distance to put it the requisite six degrees off our path.”

“Do you suppose that could have been the trouble last time? Could we have come too close to something—a black dwarf, maybe, that drifted into our corridor?”

I shrugged, eyes on the clock. “Not according to the charts. Ships have been going to Taimyr a long time, you know, and the whole route's been pretty thoroughly checked out. Even black dwarfs have to come
from
somewhere.” Gritting my teeth, I flipped the cover off the knob. “Brace yourself; here we go.”

Doing a cascade point alone invites introspection, memories of times long past, and melancholy. Doing it with someone else adds instant vertigo and claustrophobia to the list. Alana's images and mine still appeared in the usual horizontal cross shape, but since we weren't seated facing exactly the same direction, they didn't overlap. The result was a suffocatingly crowded bridge—crowded, to make things worse, with images that were no longer tied to your own motions, but would twitch and jerk apparently on their own.

For me, the disadvantages far outweighed the single benefit of having someone there to talk to, but in this case I had had little choice. Alana had steadfastly refused to let me take over from her on two points in a row, and I'd been equally insistent on being awake to watch the proceedings. It was a lousy compromise, but I'd known better than to order Alana off the bridge. She had her pride too.

“Activating flywheel.”

Alana's voice brought my mind back to business. I checked the printout one last time, then turned my full attention to the gyro needle. A moment later it began its slow creep, and the dual set of cascade images started into their own convoluted dances. Swallowing hard, I gave my stomach stern orders and held on.

It seemed at times to be lasting forever, but finally it was over. The
Dancer
had been rotated, had been brought to a stop, and had successfully made the transition to real space. I slumped in my seat, feeling a mixture of cascade depression and only marginally decreased tension. The astrogate programs verdict, after all, was still to come.

But I was spared the ordeal of waiting with twiddled thumbs for the computer. Alana had barely gotten the ship's systems going again when the intercom bleeped at me. “Bridge,” I answered.

“This is Dr. Lanton,” the tight response came. “There's something very wrong with the power supply to my cabin—one of my instruments just burned out on me.”

“Is it on fire?” I asked sharply, eyes flicking to the status display. Nothing there indicated any problem.

“Oh, no—there was just a little smoke and that's gone now. But the thing's ruined.”

“Well, I'm sorry, Doctor,” I said, trying to sound like I meant it. “But I can't be responsible for damage to electronics that are left running through a cascade point. Even something as simple as an AC power line can show small voltage fluc—
oh, damn it
!”

Alana jerked at my exclamation. “What—”

“Lanton!” I snapped, already halfway out of my seat. “Stay put and
don't touch anything.
I'm coming down.”

His reply was more question than acknowledgment, but I ignored it. “Alana,” I called to her, “call Wilkinson and have him meet me at Lanton's cabin—and tell him to bring a Ming-metal detector.”

I caught just a glimpse of her suddenly horrified expression before the door slid shut and I went running down the corridor. There was no reason to run, but I did so anyway.

It was there, of course: a nice, neat Ming-metal dual crossover coil, smack in the center of the ruined neural tracer. At least it
had
been neat; now it was stained with a sticky goo that had dripped onto it from the blackened circuit board above. “Make sure none of it melted off onto something else,” I told Wilkinson as he carefully removed the coil. “If it has we'll either have to gut the machine or find a way to squeeze it inside the shield.” He nodded and I stepped over to where Lanton was sitting, the white-hot anger inside me completely overriding my usual depression. “What the
hell
did you think you were doing, bringing that damn thing aboard?” I thundered, dimly aware that the freshly sedated Bradley might hear me from the next cabin but not giving a damn.

His voice, when he answered, was low and artificially calm—whether in stunned reaction to my rage or simply a reflexive habit I didn't know. “I'm very sorry, Captain, but I swear I didn't know the tracer had any Ming metal in it.”

“Why not? You told me yourself you could buy things with Ming-metal parts.” And I'd let that fact sail blithely by me, a blunder on my part that was probably fueling ninety percent of my anger.

“But I never see the manufacturing specs on anything I use,” he said. “It all comes through the Institute's receiving department, and all I get are the operating manuals and such.” His eyes flicked to his machine as if he were going to object to Wilkinson's manhandling of it. “I guess they must have removed any identification tags, as well.”

“I guess they must have,” I ground out. Wilkinson had the coil out now, and I watched as he laid it aside and picked up the detector wand again. A minute later he shook his head.

“Clean, Cap'n,” he told me, picking up the coil again. “I'll take this one to One Hold and put it away.”

I nodded and he left. Gesturing to the other gadgets spread around the room, I asked, “Is this all you've got, or is there more in Bradley's cabin?”

“No, this is it,” Lanton assured me.

“What about your stereovision camera? I know some of those have Ming metal in them.”

He frowned. “I don't have any cameras. Who told you I did?”

“I—” I frowned in turn. “You said you were studying Bradley's cascade images.”

“Yes, but you can't take pictures of them. They don't register on any kind of film.”

I opened my mouth, closed it again. I was sure I'd known that once, but after years of watching the images I'd apparently clean forgotten it. They were so lifelike … and I was perhaps getting old. “I assumed someone had come up with a technique that worked,” I said stiffly, acutely aware that my attempt to save face wasn't fooling either of us. “How
do
you do it, then?”

“I memorize all of it, of course. Psychiatrists have to have good memories, you know, and there are several drugs that can enhance one's basic abilities.”

I'd heard of mnemonic drugs. They were safe, extremely effective, and cost a small fortune. “Do you have any of them with you? If so, I'm going to insist they be locked away.”