Outlaw Road (A MC Romance) (14 page)

Blunt reality slammed into me. Hugging myself, I saw the dots of blood on the front of my recently washed shirt. Maybe it was the shock, but I started to laugh; a grim, dusty hitch that quickly turned into hiccups.

Furrowing his brow, Ronin leaned my way... but he didn't touch me. “Are you okay?”

“No.” Shaking my head, I dug my nails into my upper arms. The burn of self-inflicted pain served to root me in the depressing moment. “I was going to say that I was sorry. You wasted your time with my laundry.”

His half-smile was too tight. I kept waiting for it to shatter. “Blood can be dealt with. Besides, Roach wasn't using it anymore.”

Together, we both looked back at the corpse.

Swallowing nervously, I said, “You called me a loose end. They were going to kill you too, though. Is it true, what he said?” I didn't dare peek at Roach again. “Were you really kicked out of your club?”

A barely visible tension crept across his jaw. Then it was gone, an easy smile hiding away whatever he'd let too close to the surface. “Yeah. Difference of opinions.”

Like bits of snow, my head packed with the cold memories of my first meeting with Ronin. The way he'd risked his life to pull me from the brothel, how he'd gone back and forth between telling me the Knights were dangerous and locking me in, then this morning, assuring me I could return to them if I wanted.

And then... and then, somehow, he'd known they'd planned to kill me.

Unless I was completely off base, I had a hunch. Limply, my arms dropped to my sides. “Was it because of me?”

His eyes darkened, blacker than onyx. “What?”

“You getting kicked out,” I said. “Did it have anything to do with me?”

For a moment he watched me, and I didn't know what he was thinking. He was too hard to read. Breathing in deeply, Ronin motioned around the side of the building. “Go through the front, you don't want to see the kitchen. Clean up and grab whatever you need. I don't recommend you stay here long.”

“I—what?”

“The Knights left bikes, but Roach has a car.” Kneeling, he dug through the dead man's pockets like he was picking fruit from a grocery bin. I heard the jingle of keys, then caught them as they flew my way.

Gripping the hard metal, I gaped at Ronin and didn't hide my confusion. “You want me to just leave?”

Glancing around, he spotted the outdoor hose spigot. Walking over, he rubbed his palms under the splattering stream of water. “What just happened is only a taste of what the Knights are prepared to do.” Shooting me a quick look, he dried his hands on his jeans. “Your luck has just about run dry. I'm sorry to say that you have to forget about your sister. You don't know where she is, and even if you did, do you really think you'd make it out alive a second time? It's incredible that you've survived this long.”

Bristling, I clung to my fresh anger. It was better—so much better—than the sickening horror I was surrounded by. “So you're abandoning me.”

“Abandoning?” Ronin chuckled, but he sounded so very tired. When he came my way, I stood my ground, trying to speak to him with just my furious glare. “To them, you're just another junkie whore. I bet they don't even know your name or where you came from. If you disappear, they won't be able to come after you. As long as you stay away from Fiddle, you'll be safe.” Hunching lower, he bent near enough that I smelled the musk and sweat on him. It reminded me, again, of what he'd done for me.

How he'd saved me a second time.

A sad smile crept across his face. He whispered, “Me on the other hand? I've fucked with damn near every notable MC scumbag there is. It was something of a hobby of mine. So barring a face transplant, when news drops that I've been cut loose, that I'm no longer protected... Hell, just being near me will get you torn to shreds.” Pointedly, he gestured at Roach. I didn't look; I couldn't. “I've got no illusions as to what comes next. It's only a matter of time now till I’m a second too slow. The only way that you get to walk away from all of this is if you put as much distance between us as possible.”

Licking my lips, I searched for something—anything—that I could use to convince him to help me. I
needed
him, wasn't that clear? Ronin might be out of his club, but he had connections. Roach, dead as he was, made that obvious.

Without Ronin, how could I possibly find my sister?

And if he was right—and how could he not be—I needed his skills. I needed backup.

How could I survive without him?

Glowering at him under my lashes, I chased every plea I had. The one word that came out surprised us both.

“Coward.”

With a blank expression, he stood straight, walking on those long legs around the side of the building. He didn't even have the decency to respond. He just... left me.

Surrounded by trees and my own thoughts, I jumped when a single bird crowed. I couldn't see it in the branches, but the thought of eyes watching me made me cringe. At the same time, I didn't know what to do. Where did I go from here?

Was it possible to walk away?
I can't go after Claudine, according to him.

But I also can't go home.

How could I return? Ronin was right, Fiddle was dangerous, and he could be in Lakeview still. He was likely to kill me if he saw my face again, thinking I'd turn him in to the cops. He was wrong, though.

If I saw him again... I would do much worse.

Squeezing my fists, the car keys chewed at me. I had transportation, that was something. Gazing over where Ronin had vanished, I frowned.
He's not wrong, being near him probably IS dangerous. But, even so...
It was hard to reconcile his bitter claims with my own experiences.

How could I associate this man with my own death, when he'd rescued me so many times?

Rescue.

Locking my jaw, I looked at the backdoor. What was I doing? How could I debate my next step? Even if I didn't have a clear method, I knew what I had to do. Nothing had changed. I'd known it last night when I'd plotted my escape; I'd been willing to go alone. If Ronin left me, my path remained the same.

I would save Claudine.

Clutching the backdoor, I cracked it open. I didn't want to see the damage, but I needed supplies, as well as my jacket—and my photo. I also didn't want to face Ronin so soon. This entrance would let me steer clear of him. Tip-toeing, like the dead might awaken, I inched back into the bed and breakfast.

The kitchen was a massacre.

Blood covered the tile, some of it coating the remains of breakfast. Seeing the combination of a murder scene mixed with the pleasant memories of fruit and souffles nearly made me retch.

Looking down, I saw footprints. They were Ronin's, a path he'd beaten in his haste to save me from Roach.

Warily, I walked through the room, eyeing the three bodies where they rested. I only recognized two of them; a biker from earlier and the Serbian man who would never hurt me ever again.

Hurt me?

My brain tingled. These men had to have weapons. After today, I could certainly use one. I'd shot a handgun a few times with Claudine; like drugs, guns were easy to get in the rural backwater town we'd grown up in.

Shooting cans wasn't the same as shooting a living person...

But since when did that matter?

Crouching down, I hovered by the body of a young man. His shirt was punctured by bullet holes, red and sticky. My nose filled with the scent of pennies. When I started to taste it in the air, I covered my mouth, tensing.
Don't throw up,
I willed myself.

Studying the biker, I frowned. Something was odd. I hadn't gotten a great look at Roach, but the vision of his face, pale and still, was frozen in my mind. This man, though he was the color of old yogurt, didn't look the same. Why was that?

Don't over think it.

Hugging my knees, I perched a foot from the body and simply... stared. Or waited. What was I waiting for? Some new, sudden strength that would make searching a corpse an easy task?

Metal glinted, gripped partially in one of his hands. The pistol was
right there.
I didn't need to dig through his clothes at all. What I was seeking was so close. So fucking close.

Think of Claudine.

Chewing my tongue, I reached out gingerly. Even now, my whole arm trembled, fingers twirling like leaves about to crumble in Autumn.

The man's eyes fluttered.

Falling backwards, I slid away with a soundless scream on my lips. This guy was still alive!

He focused on me, but it was clearly a challenge for him. When he coughed, red speckled his chin and the collar of his ruined shirt. Simultaneously, we both realized he still held the gun.

Even if he was dying, he had the advantage.

Surging forward, I buried my fears under a wall of self preservation. I had to act, or this would be the end of me. After everything, the idea of dying among these killers was too much.

Squeezing his arm to the floor, I put all my weight on it, grunting. He bared his teeth, flexing—amazingly strong for a guy full of bullets. Wrenching with all my might, I yanked the pistol free, scuttling backwards as I flipped it around.

“Don't move!” I gasped. It felt stupid to aim the weapon at him, considering his wounds, but I did it anyway.

Shutting his eyes, the man tried to take a deep breath. His chest shuddered, lungs wet with his lifeblood. Again he coughed, a weak smile stretching. “Fuck,” he mumbled. “Fucking hell.”

Brushing the trigger, I struggled to keep my aim level.
If he's still alive, then... the others...
Paranoid, I jerked my head around. The remaining two bikers continued to lay where they were.

“Go ahead,” the man said, drawing my attention back. “Shoot me. Finish this.” His laugh was nauseating, scraping at the nerves of my brain. “A junkie and some ex-MC loser. Everyone said it'd be easy... easy money, easy pussy...” His teeth were grizzly, crimson as a lit jack-o-lantern. “Nothing's ever easy. Should have fucking known.”

I didn't think he was talking to me. Not really, anyway. Except his final words... they curled through me until I let them take hold. Ronin had told me my hunt was over. That it had to end, because I didn't know where to find Claudine.

Checking the gun, I pulled the bolt back, pushing a bullet into the chamber. The crisp sound made the guy stare at me. It's possible he forgot I was there. “Tell me where they take the girls,” I said flatly. Having an answer so close was making me brave.

Trying to shift on the floor, his elbow slid on a patch of gore. Slumping, he eyed me with indifference. The dying have little use for emotion. “Girls?” he asked stupidly.

“Like me. The ones you guys kidnap and stick in your brothels.” Too quickly, this stranger was becoming the epitome of everything that had ruined my life. My knuckles were throbbing as I crushed the gun. “The girls you drug... and screw... and then slaughter like garbage.” On my bare arms, the needle marks burned anew.

Loose ends.

Ronin's statement feathered through my guts.

His head lolled to the side. “Why the hell do you care? Why does it
matter?
”

It was too close to the message that had haunted me since Claudine went missing.

Everyone thinks I should turn my back and run. No one cares about lost girls.

I was the only one.

Claudine.

I spelled her name out on the front of my skull, saw it when I closed my eyes. This wasn't just about her, though. My sister was a part of this whole god damn mess. Women who were stolen and forgotten.

I'd almost been one of them.

“Ah!” the man growled. On instinct, I bent close, shoving the barrel of the gun into one of his wounds. There was fresh fear in his eyes. It sickened me.

And it made me feel powerful.

“Where. Are. They?” I punctuated each word by pushing the metal in deeper. The back of his head touched the tile. Not once did he blink or look away.

I was in some shell of myself, hardened overnight by pain and loss and brutality.
No,
I thought, thinking harder.
It didn't happen overnight.
At the very least, this had begun when I'd made the decision to seek out Fiddle, when I'd stupidly drank from his poisoned cup.

My tongue tasted like alcohol from the cruel memory.

That was better than blood, anyway.

Shivering, the man stared at the gun. “You're crazy.”

“Probably,” I agreed.

Coughing, he sprayed new speckles of red. I knew his time was running out. “Fuck,” he said softly. “It doesn't matter. I'm fucking dead... and if you go after them, you're dead, too.” Considering that, he gave me a weak, but evil, smile. Maybe knowing I was on a suicide mission had loosened his tongue. “Miami.”

“Miami?” I leaned back, my arm going slack.

“Yeah.” His voice was fading, he looked incredibly tired. “We do most of our business from out in the Glades on—” He screwed up his face, brow wrinkling. I hovered closer, terrified he would slip away before he could finish. I breathed out when he squinted at me again, but had to bend my ear to his cheek hear him. “Greenway... and Brent Fields road. We call it The Palace. Most of the girls get sold and shipped off. Easier to hide them overseas.”

This opened a new line of terror for me.
Claudine might not be there anymore.
But, there was still a chance. That was all I needed.

Thrilling with what I'd just learned, I swelled with joy for the first time since breakfast.
This is it. I know where I need to go.
How long would it take me to drive to Miami? I had Roach's car keys, but those motorcycles, they'd be faster—easier to take down the winding back roads of the Everglades and—

Lunging forward, the wounded biker—a man I was so sure was inches from death—grabbed for my wrist and the pistol. He was on me, eyes like bloated boiled eggs, teeth orange behind his snarl.

I'd been so sure I had the upper hand.

I hadn't counted on him faking being frailer than he was.

Without thinking, I started to scream, thrashing to keep the gun in my possession. I knew if he turned it on me, I'd be done for. Maybe
he
could fight through multiple wounds, but me? How could I live through a bullet in the skull?