Orphan Pirates of the Spanish Main

 

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When asked about his own childhood by his children, Dad would say something like “I was a galley slave on a pirate ship, and we sailed the Spanish Main!” I doubt my dad knew anything about any kind of ship or even where the Spanish Main was exactly. He just liked the way it sounded stringing the words together. I don't think they even had galley slaves on pirate ships, certainly not in the early twentieth century when Dad was a kid, but none of that mattered in the least when Dad made a story of something.

He was once attacked by a herd of wildebeests while mowing the grass, when they mistook the new riding lawn mower for a Land Rover on safari and made a perfectly understandable preemptive strike. He emerged unscathed, but Mom's newly planted shrubbery, part of a brief but passionate fling with horticulture, was mowed down in the melee, and the mower's blade was busted, so Dad never had to ride the damn thing again. He preferred his reel. It took him a dreamy afternoon to mow the grass, the blades sighing and clattering.

The puppy he brought home from his travels had been rescued from a space capsule in New Mexico and might be a Russian cosmonaut, an alien, or—my favorite—Top Secret, which explained why she was more intelligent and loving than all other dogs. We named her Natasha—we were all big
Rocky and Bullwinkle
fans. At the end of her miraculous life, Dad buried her in the backyard, knelt and cried over her late into the night. I fell asleep at my windowsill watching him, crying too. I grew up thinking crying was okay if you felt like it.

He was raised in a boarding school for gifted salesmen—the campus looked like a string of motels—where he was taught how to drive all over hell and half of Georgia, pad his expense account, and tell every joke ever told that couldn't be told in front of me and my brother.
Well,
he'd say
. Maybe just one. Just sort of dirty.
Mom, giggling, told him not to, which alerted us we were about to hear something good. When you're hearing about some woman stuck in a toilet on her wedding night, a plumber on the way to rescue her, you don't press for details about the storyteller's childhood.

Which version of his childhood? There were several to choose from. These are just salesmen's samples, not for resale. He never told us the truth. Or if he did, it was buried under so much bullshit, you couldn't find it with a whole army of pirates and farmers' daughters. He didn't want to tell us, plain and simple.

He wasn't always like that. If I really needed to talk to him about something serious—which comes up more often when you're single digits than you might think—he dropped the bullshit and listened like no one else.

I finally asked Mom. I had too many ideas running around in my head of these different kids Dad had been to keep them straight, like his life was three or four crazy movies all mashed up together. I imagined my favorites. Abbott & Costello meet Fred Astaire and Frankenstein East of Eden. I knew some of them weren't true, couldn't be true, that he was just pretending, but I didn't
always
know, and I didn't know which ones
might
be true, which little boy I could imagine myself being, because more than anything in the world, I wanted to be like him.

Turns out none of them were him. Young Master Smoke and Mister Mirrors. Who might you imagine he was? Who would you like him to be? Pick one of those. Who he really was, like Natasha's mysterious origins, was classified. I've come to believe he was an alien who had taken on human form—Mom too—and that made me and my brother essentially aliens too, but that's not what she told me.

“Your father was an orphan,” Mom said. “He grew up in a Catholic orphanage. He doesn't like to talk about it.”

I often wish she hadn't said that last part because I'm one of those kids, even now, at sixty-seven, who takes things to heart, and I never asked the follow-up questions while he was around to ask. I was too busy being charmed like everybody else. Lots of aliens were planted in orphanages, old enough to know their mission, but too old to stand a chance of adoption.

I sort of knew he was an orphan before I asked. Not having paternal grandparents was a clue, but I wasn't the only kid without. Some kids didn't have fathers. What's a couple of grandparents? What I hadn't known was that Dad never had a real home when he was little. He lived in one. He never had anybody. I wish I could've talked to him about it. Who knows? Maybe he did too. There's a whole lot of things I don't like to talk about with anyone, I would talk about with my dad if he were still alive.

Like my brother, for instance. It's like we had a different identical father. Like I said—Mister Mirrors. All my wives have said there's no mistaking Ollie and I are brothers—the voice, the timing, gestures, sense of humor. It's only in the trivial matters like deeply cherished beliefs where we differ. Also, I'm tall and skinny, and he's neither, even though we have the same big blue eyes.

We both have a passion for cooking. Dad taught us. Alien men love to cook.

Dad told me he first learned to cook when he was playing Mr. Potato Head, in a hot steamy kitchen, and Potato said, “‘Hey, don't you think I'd be more comfortable and appealing without this dirty brown coat on?' One thing led to another, and before you know it, he taught me how to make perfect mashed potatoes.”

I was making perfect mashed potatoes when he told me this. Dad had taught me how. I was standing on a stepstool, mashing. His hand was wrapped around mine to make sure I kept a good grip on the pot handle. The potholder, which had a cat on it because I loved them, was battle-scarred, with singed edges and greasy stains, but it was mine. We bought it at the grocery store because I liked it. Dad couldn't say no. I suspect that's because he never had anybody to ask for anything.

“What about gravy?” I asked. “Did Potato teach you that?” That was the lesson for the day. He was going to show me gravy. We were in a kitchen redolent with the smell of roasting beef garnished with garlic and rosemary. I had watched him truss it, snipped the twine with the massive kitchen shears when instructed, helped him insert whole cloves of garlic into the flesh.

“Gravy came later,” Dad said, “on a wagon train out west—somewhere between Death Valley and Tombstone. The settlers were looking for a new cook after they'd just staked the last one out on an anthill for the awful gooey lumpy gravy he made them, and buzzards were eating his eyeballs, which the settlers joked seemed to be as gummy as his gravy. Don't believe what you see on TV. Settlers weren't always nice. Some were so ornery, folks back home were probably begging them to leave town. Don't believe that pioneering spirit stuff either. Most of them were just leaving some kind of mess they'd made of their lives, so that middle of nowhere was the only option left. There wasn't a lot of singing around the campfire. Everybody was scared to take the cook's job, so they gave it to me because I was just a kid, and they thought they could push me around.”

“What did you do?” I asked, mashing furiously as Dad poured in a little more hot milk. Of course I asked. I was a skilled straight man by the time I was in first grade. Turns out—my favorite part—he went out in the moonlight in the desert, away from all the cranky settlers, where a lizard not unlike the chameleon I got at the State Fair of Texas only weeks before turned into an Indian shaman who taught him how to make the best gravy in the world on a campfire under a billion stars, the secrets of which he intended to share with me once we got the roast out of the oven and scraped the pan.

I figure he worked in the kitchen where he lived, cooking for all the kids in the orphanage, the priests and nuns and whatever. He always cooked too much, stored it away in a massive freezer. That's often what we ate when he traveled, which he did a lot. Mom didn't always feel like cooking.

She liked his stories too, and I was often aware of her as an amused and loving audience to the wild tales he told me and my brother. Before we came along I imagine his stories were a little different. She loved him. You could see it. She wasn't always happy about it—with good reason—but she loved him. We all did. He needed that. He never had anybody before the three of us.

He was a terrible disciplinarian. A kid would have to be brain-dead not to get around Dad, and me and Ollie were far from brain-dead. Mom would say no but Dad never did, and they never overruled the other. “Ask Dad” was like open sesame. Ollie used to use his time on the phone when Dad called home from the road to get around Mom, and it drove her crazy.

I only took serious advantage once, when I malingered through six weeks of eighth grade because I loathed it—with good reason. Today, I would have the sadistic shop teacher arrested, the rabidly racist history teacher fired, but these were the good old days, and they were duly appointed by the state to build my character deep in the heart of Texas. My only option was deceit. I did a pretty good cough, gave myself a sporadic fever by touching the thermometer to my reading lamp, timing my performances for when Dad was home. I enjoyed my reclusive freedom with Clarke and Asimov and Bradbury and Heinlein, somewhere out there among the stars where shamans make gravy for galley slaves, gathering enough inner strength to eventually return to school and prosper. I built my own character. Several.

I think Dad knew I was faking but understood I needed to hide out for a while and feel safe. I could navigate the bullies. I had mastered the art of invisibility, but brainwashers and torturers ran the place, and they had their eyes on me.

Ollie, older by four years, led a wilder youth, which resulted in his joining the military at the suggestion of a judge who said he might overlook the reckless mistakes of a patriot willing to serve his country. Ancient history. Now he's settled down and out in suburbia with his dogs and his kitchen and his last wife.