On the Far Side of Darkness (4 page)

“
Bonsoir
, Richard.”

“Good evening, Georges.

“So, what do you think of our little school?” he goes on.

“I like it a great deal. It’s also brought me a rather pleasant surprise.” I place my hand over Diane’s, where it rests on my elbow, turn and smile at her.

“I see,” says Helen. There is a warm chuckle in her voice. “Would you mind introducing her?”

“Of course. Dean and Professor Metaxas, allow me to introduce Diane Patterson.”

“Oh yes. I thought I recognized you,” the Dean remarks. “The chief archivist has a lot of good things to say about your work.”

“Thank you, Dr. Metaxas,” my lovely lady replies. “He’s a good person to work for and very fair.”

Richard interrupts by kissing his wife’s cheek. “Excuse me, dear. I promised some time with a couple of my colleagues.”

Helen laughs. “You mean you want to start the poker game in that room on the third floor.”

“Something like that,” he grins back.

“Don’t lose too much money.” They share a quick, hot kiss and Richard heads off.

“He doesn’t care much for these sort of affairs,” the Dean tells me as watches him go. There is a fond smile on her face, very similar to the one I see on Diane’s features when she looks at me.

That gives me a moment’s mental pause for my own facial muscles start to echo her expression.
I shouldn’t feel this way. Diane’s only human and she can’t get too close. I’m too dangerous to her.

“So, Georges,” Dr. Metaxas asks as she turns back to us, “do you have plans for any more…” Her sentence is cut off with a gasp. For a second her eyes light up and a shiver goes through her. Then some color leaves her face. Her mouth tightens into grim fear.

“Hey, Dean.” A familiar voice just behind me tells me what caused this reaction. I turn my head as Mandy and her chief follower step up next to me. Ms. Richardson’s sexuality couldn’t be more on display. Everything she wears from her leather jacket to her motorcycle boots is black. With her sandy blonde hair cut short it’s obvious who is the dominant in their relationship.

Christy as always is the opposite. Garbed in a clinging, high hemmed pink dress quite inappropriate for the weather she’s clearly the submissive. The way Mandy’s arm is draped over her shoulder makes it obvious the gold tressed woman is property.

“What are you do…” the Dean starts to blurt.

“I crashed,” Mandy cuts her off. “There’s so many people here that no one notices.”

“
Bonsoir,
Ms. Richardson, Coburn.” My voice is frosty. I’m finding Mandy is beginning to raise my ire.

“Hey, prof,” Mandy replies in a mocking tone. Her gaze slides past me. “Who’s this tasty piece?” she inquires. A lecherous smirk leers across her face.

“Not one you’ll ever taste,” snaps the beautiful woman on my arm.

“Feisty too.” The anger in Mandy’s eyes tells me she doesn’t like that character trait at all.

Without thought I place myself between Diane and my student.

Ms. Richardson looks startled for a second. Then her face hardens and she grits her teeth in anger. There is a long moment of aggressive tension.

Christy breaks that tableau by whispering in her owner’s ear.

“Oh, that’s right,” Mandy remarks. She looks at the Dean and cocks her head in my direction.

“Um, Georges?” I hardly recognize Dr. Metaxas’s voice. It’s so tremulous and soft. I’ve heard similar things in the past. She’s doing something she doesn’t want to do but has no choice in the matter.

After a moment of throat clearing Helen goes on. “The, the university has a policy about classes.” Her face is downcast and her eyes stare at the floor. “There’s no rule limit, limiting just students to classes. We encourage people to attend any class they want to.”

Her speech done her eyes come back up to Ms. Richardson. Her expression is both fearful and inquiring. It seems to me she’s checking if my student approves of her actions. Her relief when Mandy nods is palpable.

The sandy haired dyke looks at me and her face holds both triumph and contempt. She knew she would win our little conflict and loathes me for having the temerity to get in her way.

It doesn’t end here, Ms Richardson, and I would be extremely wary of pushing this too far. You don’t know what you are dealing with.

I nod at the Dean. “
D’accord
, Dr. Metaxas. It shall be as you say.” I find that my liking for the Dean has vanished and my tone is colored by that new lack.

Helen nods back. “If you’ll excuse me, I’ve other people I have to talk to.” The shine of tears in her eyes tells me that’s a lie. She turns and hurries away from us.

“I’ve got to go too,” Mandy smirks. “Nice dealing with you again, prof.” She drags her paramour away. Christy looks back for a moment with a silent apology, and fear. That fear is for what may happen to me if I continue to oppose her dominant.

I stare after them and rage boils inside me, pushing at the restraints I keep it under. My right fist is clenched and I can feel the tips of my claws dig into palm as my fingernails start to transform.

“Georges…” a voice cuts into my dark emotions “…you’re doing that scary thing again.”

Just like that, my mood evaporates. Relief replaces it as it strikes me how close I was to letting lose that which lurks within me. I turn my head and smile down at Diane. “
Je suis désolé
,
cher.
I’m afraid Mandy Richardson is starting to get under my skin.”

“
De rien
,” she replies with an answering smile. “I’m hoping that’s never directed at me.” Her smile weakens as a touch of unease wafts across her features.

“I’ll tear my own face off first,” I tell her without thought. For it’s true. I’ll hurt myself before I hurt my darling Diane.

In response her smile changes from amused to warm, and she reaches up to caress my cheek. I take her hand, holding it against me, marveling in the tenderness of her gesture.

“I think I’ve had enough of hobnobbing,” I tell her. “Let’s, as the saying goes, ‘Blow this pop stand.’”

Diane snorts. “Sometimes you speak so archaically, Georges.”

“It comes from learning English as a third language, and from books at that,” I tell her. The first part is true, although the second is not. Vampires can learn languages and dialects at ridiculous speeds. A week, two at most, of exposure to a new language and we can’t be distinguished from a native speaker. We are predators and predators need to be camouflaged.

“I see you’ve learned a little of my language,” I note as I lead us through the crowd.

“It seems fair,” Diane returns. “You use those charming French phrases so often, and they add such flavor to your speech, that I had to learn a little myself.”

“I’m flattered.”

“So am I, Georges. I’m just an obscure archivist. That some one like you would be interested in me is a little bewildering. You’re well known in your field and so well read.”

“
S’il vous plaît, cher.
Do not sell yourself short. You are more interesting and beautiful than any woman I have met in a very long time.”
Since the middle of the 19th Century
is what I don’t tell her.

We smile at each other. There’s so much emotion communicated in our expressions and no more to be said.

Then we bump into the back of a man talking with several other people, since we hadn’t been watching where we were going. We apologize profusely. Diane laughs and I chuckle the rest of the way to the car.

Ten minutes later Diane stops the car in front of her building. We look at each other and I can see her fingers tighten on the wheel while uncertainty wafts over her sweet face. “Would you like to come in for a few minutes, Georges?”

I don’t hesitate. “I’d love to,
cher
.”

So she finds a spot in the lot next to her building and we go inside. A quick climb to the second floor and we’re at her door. Diane unlocks the door and asks me, “Won’t you please come in?” I do while thinking
I’m glad that piece of mythology about vampires is untrue. We can go where we please.

Diane’s apartment is much like I expected. Indeed much like places I’ve lived. It’s just a touch above Spartan yet comfortable. There’s no ostentation but also no lack of beauty. As all I’ve discovered about this wonderful lady, it warms me.

She looks at me, and I can see she worries a little about my opinion of her residence. She needn’t be concerned. “It’s lovely,” I tell her and she turns away, pretending to be only pleased. The slight lift in her shoulders tells me she’s relieved.

The  lovely redhead walks towards a small liquor cabinet. “Would you like…” she starts. Then she turns to me. “Sorry, Georges.” There’s a touch of chagrin on her features.

“
De rien.
I’m not offended.”

“Music?” is her inquiry then.

“Something classical.” I like some modern music, but I prefer that from when I was still alive.

To my surprise, Diane walks to the desk on which her computer sits. A click of the mouse wakes it up. A double click starts a program. She clicks once more, then again, and Bach wafts from the speakers set on the bookcase in the opposite wall.

“How fascinating,” I remark. “I hadn’t realized you could do such things with a computer.”

“I’ve got some streaming radio stations that I listen to. I never much cared for the speakers on my machine so I found out how to hook up good ones.” She frowns in puzzlement at me. “Surely you must use a computer, Georges, and the internet.”

“Not for anything like this, writing and e-mailing works to my publisher is the most I use them for.” Truth be told, I had to struggle a little with these things. The concepts behind them seemed nearly magical to me.

A particular piece starts playing, one I loved the final year I spent in Versailles. It has been decades, literally, since I heard it last. It takes me back and without thought I bow as I did in the ballrooms of Paris centuries ago, deeply and with a care not let my wig fall off.

Diane, without hesitation, dips a curtsey. Like my bow, it suggests clothes long out of fashion; a gown with wide panniers and a neckline so low her back must be kept straight to keep from shocking the other attendees of the ball. She extends a hand and I lead her through the mincing steps of a minuet.

There’s really not enough space in her living room to do it properly, but we make due. Diane enchants me with her smooth grace, her sweet smile and her twinkling eyes. As I always feel around her, it seems like I am human again. I can almost see the parquet floors and high ceilings of the
tanzsaal,
the ballrooms I frequented as a man.

The music comes to an end and we finish our dance with another bow and curtsey. The speakers sound out the announcer speaking in a low voice, telling her listeners what piece she had just played and what will be next.

The lovely redhead whose hand I still hold trills a laugh. “You really are an historian. I’m not surprised you’d know how to do a minuet.”

I bow my head to acknowledge her praise. “It’s my family’s fault. They insisted I receive what they regarded as a proper education.”
Proper for two and a half centuries ago.

“And you,
cher
? Where did you learn the minuet?”

“In university. For fun I joined a Georgian recreation society. You can’t pretend to be a late 18th Century lady without knowing the dances.”

My heart lifts as Strauss’s
Vienna Waltz
starts to play. Diane and I move into each other without hesitation. At once we’re stepping through the music, tripping through our small space as if we were in a
tanzsaal
in the city our dance is named after. Our eyes never lose the other’s gaze and our smiles are happy beyond words.

The orchestra finishes with the usual Strauss flourish and we come to a halt. But we don’t step apart. Instead the arms where we held hands join the other around our waists. Diane and I pause then.

I can see it in her eyes and the irresolute twist of her mouth. My expression reflects hers. We’re uncertain. Uncertain of what will happen if we follow the impulse we share. I know she wants me as I want her. There’s a blush on her cheeks, too light for a human to notice, but obvious to something like me. There’s a change in her odor and her arms tremble ever so little. The way I’ve gone stock still shows my ambivalence.

That lasts for only a few seconds. Then I lean down, Diane rises to the balls of her feet and our mouths meet in the kiss we so desperately want.

I’ve kissed many women over the years, but always when I was hunting. It’s been a century and a half since I kissed a woman for any reason other that pursuing a meal. So it’s a shock at the warm emotion that fills me with the touch of Diane’s lips.

Fill me is the only description. All the darkness, the cold, the undeath of my existence is pushed out of my awareness by the sweet, sweet joy that suffuses through my body as the woman I love kisses me.

Diane moans, shivers in my embrace and clutches me tight to her. She wraps her legs around me, then uses them to lift herself so we’re face to face. Her mouth pulls at me with lustful greed, so desperate for the taste of me. Her breath starts to pant in and out of her nose. A smell I’m quite familiar with, that of a woman’s arousal, begins to fill the air around us.